The One
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BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Dawn/Spike(William)
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BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Dawn/Spike(William)
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
4
Views:
7,823
Reviews:
17
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
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I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Diclaimer: All characters in this fic belong to Josh Whedon.
Background: Joyce never died but Dawn was the one with the brain tumour, knowing she's going to die she decides that Spike is the perfect person to give her virginity. This is Post show and is set in cleveland
"Explain that part again Luv"
Dawn shifted her weight impatiently. "I want to have sex with you, Spike" she repeated slowly as if he were a bit thick.
"Ya see luv that's the part I'm having most problems with" Spike replied, eyeing the tall young woman.
"Look I'm eighteen, Spike, I want to have sex and as I'm not in love with anyone and you are the one person I trust. I want it to be you"
Spike sat down, his head in his hands. He loved Dawn as if she were his own...what? Daughter? Sister? He didn't know, but he didn't love her. Not in the way Dawn was talking about.
"Dawn I don't love you" he said softly, hoping he hadn't hurt her feelings too much. He didn't want to loose her. Dawn barely blinked.
"I know you don't *love* me love me. That's not the issue"
"You should make love with someone who loves you" Spike persisted, visualisations of Buffy with a stake coming at him if she ever heard that he had even thought of Dawn in any sexual light. Which he had.
"This isn't about making love, Spike. I'm a big girl. No prince charming for me. But I know you and I trust you with everything." her voice was low and intense and she could barely meet his eyes.
"Dawn"
"Please Spike. I won't even stay the night, we'll just do it and then i'll go"
Her whole tone rattled his victorian sensabilities.
"What did big sister say about this?" Spike demanded.
"Like I'd tell her about this!" Dawn retorted.
Spike rolled his eyes, there was no way he was allowing the blame to be put upon his own shoulders.
"Dawn if you're brave enough and stupid enough to proposition me then you can face Buffy with this."
"if she says yes, will you have sex with me?" Dawn asked, excitment and dread in her voice as she gazed into his eyes. Spike turned away, he couldn't see that look. It turned him to mush every time.
"If Buffy agrees that I am in no way stakeable for this then sure I'll sleep with you" Spike ground out.
As Dawn headed toward the door he looked toward the ceiling.
He couldn't believe Dawn had been so casual about this, so cold. He remembered when a girl's virginity had been something precious, something to treasure. He flinched as he thought of what lay ahead for Dawn, Test after test with no end in sight. The doctors would send her home to die soon. Dawn knew she wasn't going to get any better.
He looked around his crypt, no matter how flippant Dawn was about this whole thing he was determind to make this special for her.
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"What?"
"I want to have sex with Spike"
"I heard you" Buffy snapped.
"Buffy, please. I've got practically months to live, you think I'm gonna fall in love in that time?"
Buffy flinched. Ever since the news of her sister's illness had hit her she had become hyper sensitive to death. Dawn however had been determind. She had written a list of what she wanted to do in the short time she had left.
Sleeping with Spike was one of the last things.
"Why Spike?"
"Spike cares about me...."
"He doesn't love you"
"He doesn't need to" Dawn returned.
"I know I'll be looked after, he'll be gentle. Buffy there is so much about this illness that I can't control. Let me be the one to decide this. Please"
Buffy looked into her sister's face. Saw the pleading and the fear. She had never loved Dawn so much in her whole life then in this moment.
Buffy nodded her head.
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Spike looked up from the bed he was making when the door sprung open. He tensed as the slayer strode in, like she owned the place. She took in the candles and the new white bedspread, the freash orange juice on the table and the condoms
"What if I had said no?"
"I guess I would've wasted an afternoon" Spike threw back. He and the slayer eyed each other. They both loved Dawn so much.
"I'll look after her" he promised. "I'll make it as special for her as possible"
Buffy choked back tears as she nodded. She gently touched his cheek. "Thank you."
He could barely force out a bitter smile.
end part 1
Background: Joyce never died but Dawn was the one with the brain tumour, knowing she's going to die she decides that Spike is the perfect person to give her virginity. This is Post show and is set in cleveland
"Explain that part again Luv"
Dawn shifted her weight impatiently. "I want to have sex with you, Spike" she repeated slowly as if he were a bit thick.
"Ya see luv that's the part I'm having most problems with" Spike replied, eyeing the tall young woman.
"Look I'm eighteen, Spike, I want to have sex and as I'm not in love with anyone and you are the one person I trust. I want it to be you"
Spike sat down, his head in his hands. He loved Dawn as if she were his own...what? Daughter? Sister? He didn't know, but he didn't love her. Not in the way Dawn was talking about.
"Dawn I don't love you" he said softly, hoping he hadn't hurt her feelings too much. He didn't want to loose her. Dawn barely blinked.
"I know you don't *love* me love me. That's not the issue"
"You should make love with someone who loves you" Spike persisted, visualisations of Buffy with a stake coming at him if she ever heard that he had even thought of Dawn in any sexual light. Which he had.
"This isn't about making love, Spike. I'm a big girl. No prince charming for me. But I know you and I trust you with everything." her voice was low and intense and she could barely meet his eyes.
"Dawn"
"Please Spike. I won't even stay the night, we'll just do it and then i'll go"
Her whole tone rattled his victorian sensabilities.
"What did big sister say about this?" Spike demanded.
"Like I'd tell her about this!" Dawn retorted.
Spike rolled his eyes, there was no way he was allowing the blame to be put upon his own shoulders.
"Dawn if you're brave enough and stupid enough to proposition me then you can face Buffy with this."
"if she says yes, will you have sex with me?" Dawn asked, excitment and dread in her voice as she gazed into his eyes. Spike turned away, he couldn't see that look. It turned him to mush every time.
"If Buffy agrees that I am in no way stakeable for this then sure I'll sleep with you" Spike ground out.
As Dawn headed toward the door he looked toward the ceiling.
He couldn't believe Dawn had been so casual about this, so cold. He remembered when a girl's virginity had been something precious, something to treasure. He flinched as he thought of what lay ahead for Dawn, Test after test with no end in sight. The doctors would send her home to die soon. Dawn knew she wasn't going to get any better.
He looked around his crypt, no matter how flippant Dawn was about this whole thing he was determind to make this special for her.
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"What?"
"I want to have sex with Spike"
"I heard you" Buffy snapped.
"Buffy, please. I've got practically months to live, you think I'm gonna fall in love in that time?"
Buffy flinched. Ever since the news of her sister's illness had hit her she had become hyper sensitive to death. Dawn however had been determind. She had written a list of what she wanted to do in the short time she had left.
Sleeping with Spike was one of the last things.
"Why Spike?"
"Spike cares about me...."
"He doesn't love you"
"He doesn't need to" Dawn returned.
"I know I'll be looked after, he'll be gentle. Buffy there is so much about this illness that I can't control. Let me be the one to decide this. Please"
Buffy looked into her sister's face. Saw the pleading and the fear. She had never loved Dawn so much in her whole life then in this moment.
Buffy nodded her head.
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Spike looked up from the bed he was making when the door sprung open. He tensed as the slayer strode in, like she owned the place. She took in the candles and the new white bedspread, the freash orange juice on the table and the condoms
"What if I had said no?"
"I guess I would've wasted an afternoon" Spike threw back. He and the slayer eyed each other. They both loved Dawn so much.
"I'll look after her" he promised. "I'll make it as special for her as possible"
Buffy choked back tears as she nodded. She gently touched his cheek. "Thank you."
He could barely force out a bitter smile.
end part 1