I fall to pieces
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-Buffy the Vampire Slayer › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
10
Views:
5,819
Reviews:
60
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I fall to pieces
Disclaimer: I own NOTHING Joss is king of the Buffyverse. Lucky bastard.
Rating: NC-17. Please do not read if you are not old enough, it contains GRAPHIC sex scenes. You have been warned. If this offends you please go elsewhere.
Spike is a Vampire so of course there will be biting.
Feedback: YES PLEASE!!! You can send it to azrielle6969@yahoo.com.
Archiving: Yeah no problem, just let me know where it’s going.
Happy reading.
Summary: This is a SPUFFY story with mention of B/A, Angel told Buffy to move on, she has an idea to make him jealous and want her back. Let’s just see what happens.
I fall to pieces
I fall to pieces
Each time I see you again
I fall to pieces
How can I be just your friend?
You want me to act like we've never kissed
You want me to forget (to forget)
Pretend we never met (never met)
And I've tried and I've tried
But I haven't yet
You walk by and I fall to pieces.
I fall to pieces
Each time someone speaks your name
I fall to pieces
Time only adds to the flame.
You tell me to find someone else to love
Someone who'll love me too (love me too)
The way you used to do (used to do)
But each time I go out with someone new
You walk by and I fall to pieces.
You walk by and I fall to pieces...
Buffy watched him walk away with tears slowly falling down her face. They turned to gut wrenching sobs the further away from her house he got.
“I've been thinking... about our future. And the more I do, the more I feel like us, you and me being together, is unfair to you.
You deserve more. You deserve something outside of darkness. You should be with someone who can take you into the light. Someone who can make love to you.”
”I don't care about that.”
”You will. And children.”
”Children? Can you say jumping the gun? I killed my goldfish.”
”Today. But you have no idea how fast it goes, Buffy. Before you know it, you'll want it all, a normal life.”
”I'll never have a normal life.”
“I'm sorry. Buffy, you know how much I love you. It kills me to say this.”
”Then don't. Who are you to tell me what's right for me? You think I haven't thought about this?”
”Have you, rationally?”
”No. No, of course not. I'm just some swoony little schoolgirl, right?”
“Don't.”
”Don't what? Don't love you? I'm sorry. You know what? I didn't know that I got a choice in that. I'm never gonna change. I can't change. I want my life to be with you.”
”I don't.”
”You don't want to be with me? I can't believe you're breaking up with me.”
Her and Angels’ last conversation kept playing over and over in her head. Drying her tears she grabbed her slaying bag. Throwing it over her shoulder she made her way out into the night.
‘Who the hell does he think he is not giving me any choice in the matter? How could he just walk away if he loved me so much?’ She had gotten past the tears and bitterness, now came the anger.
‘I need to meet a guy and flaunt him in front of Angel so he realizes how wrong he was and wants me back.’ Now that she had a plan she was feeling a little better. ‘Not much out tonight.’ She realized with a hint of bitterness. ‘Great. When I need something to take my frustrations out on there’s nothing around.’
Suddenly she felt the tingle that signaled ‘vampire.’ She glanced around and saw him. He was crawling out of a grave. Not in the mood for her usual banter she punched and kicked until he was just a writhing bloody moaning mass of flesh huddled on the ground.
Realizing what she had done filled her with horror and she quickly dusted him.
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“That's my gem.” Spike growled softly pointing to the ring adorning her perfectly manicured finger.
“Fine…take it if that’s all that matters to you.” Harmony cried yanking the ring from her finger and throwing it at him.
“Gonna go find me the slayer.” Spike almost purred. He placed the ring on his finger humming softly to himself.
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“Nice to meet you. I’m Buffy.” She said introducing herself to the cute guy that may just have Angel running back to Sunnydale to declare his undying love.
“Parker…” He smiled extending his hand. They talked for a few minutes until Parker glanced towards the school. “Oh…there’s my girlfriend…I’ve gotta go before she gets seriously pissed…see you around Buffy…”
Buffy smiled back. “See ya…” When he was out of her line of sight Buffy’s smile turned to a scowl. ‘Asshole had a girlfriend. How the hell am I supposed to meet a guy to make Angel jealous when they all have girlfriends?’ She didn’t notice the bleached blonde vampire coming up behind her.
“Birds singing, squirrels making lots of rotten little squirrels. Sun beaming down in a nice, non-fatal way. It's very exciting, I can't wait to see if I freckle.” Spike murmured smiling.
“How?” Turning around to see him she stared unbelievingly. ‘How can he be here standing in the sunlight and not burning to a crisp?’
He took a step closer; Buffy grabbed her stake and moved towards him, dropping her books and bag on the ground. She punched him hard, he punched her back. She flew a few feet and landed on the ground. He tried to jump on her; she kicked him back and got herself into a fighting stance again. He staggered, but jumped forward again, Her stake embedding itself in his chest where his heart should be.
”Oh, do it again. It tickles. You know, in a good way.” He smirked.
Buffy withdrew the stake and he healed, she stared at him in shock, her eyes wide, mouth hanging open.
”The gem of amara.” He grinned taking a step closer to her. He held up his hand so she could see the ring, and then backhanded her. She hit the ground again. “Official sponsor, of my kicking your pretty arse.”
Buffy looked up at him from her position on the ground, noticing for the first time the huge bulge in his jeans. “You’re getting off on this…” She said disgustedly.
“Oh no luv…not getting off, just love the rush of fighting you…you’re so powerful and sexy, can’t help my manly bits taking notice…can’t blame a bloke for noticing the way you move…the way you smell…the way the sun makes you glow…”
“You…you’re attracted to me?” She asked uncertainly. Her heart rate increased, blood pumping faster. ‘Perfect. This is perfect…there is no one Angel wouldn’t want me with more than Spike.’
“Have to be blind not to be luv…you may be the Slayer, but you are one sexy creature…can appreciate that. Always thought you were sexy since the first time I saw you dancing in the Bronze.”
‘He has? Is that why he’s never killed me?’ Suddenly she was on her feet lunging for him. Grabbing him by the lapels of his duster she pulled him closer to her. Her mouth collided with his and she kissed him roughly, tongue demanding entrance into his mouth.
His arms wound around her and pulled her closer, she could feel his hardness pressed up against her stomach. “What the bloody hell…” Spike said pulling back and searching her face.
“I…I’m sorry…I just…it’s been so long since anyone’s touched me…” She said softly, taking a few steps back. ‘Come on Spike…I need you to want this…I need him back…being with you would absolutely ensure it.’
“Has it now?” He smirked. “Betcha I could make you shiver deliciously…” His tongue curled behind his teeth and he looked her up and down.
“Could you? Could you make it good for me? Angel couldn’t even make me cum.” Looking innocently at him Buffy grinned inwardly. ‘Kay big with the lying but that’s gonna do it. Spike can’t back away from a challenge. Especially where Angel’s concerned.’
“Come on.” He grabbed her hand pulling her along behind him. Her belongings, forgotten on the ground, she followed him willingly. “If this is some kind of trick slayer I swear…”
“No…no trick Spike. I really do want you…can’t you tell?” She asked. She watched him. He half turned, her hand still clenched in his and inhaled deeply. Obviously satisfied with the scent he picked up he flashed her a predatory grin and pulled her along beside him once again.
‘He doesn’t need to know that fighting always makes me horny and hungry. I’ll just let him think that it was him. All him.’ She glanced over at him. “Where are we going?”
“You’ll see.” He glanced over at her. ‘This is wrong. This is so bloody wrong. I know it. But I can’t help myself. Angel couldn’t satisfy his one true love I sure as bloody hell will and rub it deliciously in his face.’ His grin grew.
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Song used I fall to pieces Patsy Cline
End chapter ONE.
Another one that just popped into my head. Let’s see if I can finish this one too yeah?
To ANYONE who is reading my other WIP’s… I will eventually finish all of them. I know where I want to go in each and every one of them. Sometimes the words just aren’t there to get me to where I need to be to continue…but I promise one day…they will all be finished.
Rating: NC-17. Please do not read if you are not old enough, it contains GRAPHIC sex scenes. You have been warned. If this offends you please go elsewhere.
Spike is a Vampire so of course there will be biting.
Feedback: YES PLEASE!!! You can send it to azrielle6969@yahoo.com.
Archiving: Yeah no problem, just let me know where it’s going.
Happy reading.
Summary: This is a SPUFFY story with mention of B/A, Angel told Buffy to move on, she has an idea to make him jealous and want her back. Let’s just see what happens.
I fall to pieces
I fall to pieces
Each time I see you again
I fall to pieces
How can I be just your friend?
You want me to act like we've never kissed
You want me to forget (to forget)
Pretend we never met (never met)
And I've tried and I've tried
But I haven't yet
You walk by and I fall to pieces.
I fall to pieces
Each time someone speaks your name
I fall to pieces
Time only adds to the flame.
You tell me to find someone else to love
Someone who'll love me too (love me too)
The way you used to do (used to do)
But each time I go out with someone new
You walk by and I fall to pieces.
You walk by and I fall to pieces...
Buffy watched him walk away with tears slowly falling down her face. They turned to gut wrenching sobs the further away from her house he got.
“I've been thinking... about our future. And the more I do, the more I feel like us, you and me being together, is unfair to you.
You deserve more. You deserve something outside of darkness. You should be with someone who can take you into the light. Someone who can make love to you.”
”I don't care about that.”
”You will. And children.”
”Children? Can you say jumping the gun? I killed my goldfish.”
”Today. But you have no idea how fast it goes, Buffy. Before you know it, you'll want it all, a normal life.”
”I'll never have a normal life.”
“I'm sorry. Buffy, you know how much I love you. It kills me to say this.”
”Then don't. Who are you to tell me what's right for me? You think I haven't thought about this?”
”Have you, rationally?”
”No. No, of course not. I'm just some swoony little schoolgirl, right?”
“Don't.”
”Don't what? Don't love you? I'm sorry. You know what? I didn't know that I got a choice in that. I'm never gonna change. I can't change. I want my life to be with you.”
”I don't.”
”You don't want to be with me? I can't believe you're breaking up with me.”
Her and Angels’ last conversation kept playing over and over in her head. Drying her tears she grabbed her slaying bag. Throwing it over her shoulder she made her way out into the night.
‘Who the hell does he think he is not giving me any choice in the matter? How could he just walk away if he loved me so much?’ She had gotten past the tears and bitterness, now came the anger.
‘I need to meet a guy and flaunt him in front of Angel so he realizes how wrong he was and wants me back.’ Now that she had a plan she was feeling a little better. ‘Not much out tonight.’ She realized with a hint of bitterness. ‘Great. When I need something to take my frustrations out on there’s nothing around.’
Suddenly she felt the tingle that signaled ‘vampire.’ She glanced around and saw him. He was crawling out of a grave. Not in the mood for her usual banter she punched and kicked until he was just a writhing bloody moaning mass of flesh huddled on the ground.
Realizing what she had done filled her with horror and she quickly dusted him.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
“That's my gem.” Spike growled softly pointing to the ring adorning her perfectly manicured finger.
“Fine…take it if that’s all that matters to you.” Harmony cried yanking the ring from her finger and throwing it at him.
“Gonna go find me the slayer.” Spike almost purred. He placed the ring on his finger humming softly to himself.
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“Nice to meet you. I’m Buffy.” She said introducing herself to the cute guy that may just have Angel running back to Sunnydale to declare his undying love.
“Parker…” He smiled extending his hand. They talked for a few minutes until Parker glanced towards the school. “Oh…there’s my girlfriend…I’ve gotta go before she gets seriously pissed…see you around Buffy…”
Buffy smiled back. “See ya…” When he was out of her line of sight Buffy’s smile turned to a scowl. ‘Asshole had a girlfriend. How the hell am I supposed to meet a guy to make Angel jealous when they all have girlfriends?’ She didn’t notice the bleached blonde vampire coming up behind her.
“Birds singing, squirrels making lots of rotten little squirrels. Sun beaming down in a nice, non-fatal way. It's very exciting, I can't wait to see if I freckle.” Spike murmured smiling.
“How?” Turning around to see him she stared unbelievingly. ‘How can he be here standing in the sunlight and not burning to a crisp?’
He took a step closer; Buffy grabbed her stake and moved towards him, dropping her books and bag on the ground. She punched him hard, he punched her back. She flew a few feet and landed on the ground. He tried to jump on her; she kicked him back and got herself into a fighting stance again. He staggered, but jumped forward again, Her stake embedding itself in his chest where his heart should be.
”Oh, do it again. It tickles. You know, in a good way.” He smirked.
Buffy withdrew the stake and he healed, she stared at him in shock, her eyes wide, mouth hanging open.
”The gem of amara.” He grinned taking a step closer to her. He held up his hand so she could see the ring, and then backhanded her. She hit the ground again. “Official sponsor, of my kicking your pretty arse.”
Buffy looked up at him from her position on the ground, noticing for the first time the huge bulge in his jeans. “You’re getting off on this…” She said disgustedly.
“Oh no luv…not getting off, just love the rush of fighting you…you’re so powerful and sexy, can’t help my manly bits taking notice…can’t blame a bloke for noticing the way you move…the way you smell…the way the sun makes you glow…”
“You…you’re attracted to me?” She asked uncertainly. Her heart rate increased, blood pumping faster. ‘Perfect. This is perfect…there is no one Angel wouldn’t want me with more than Spike.’
“Have to be blind not to be luv…you may be the Slayer, but you are one sexy creature…can appreciate that. Always thought you were sexy since the first time I saw you dancing in the Bronze.”
‘He has? Is that why he’s never killed me?’ Suddenly she was on her feet lunging for him. Grabbing him by the lapels of his duster she pulled him closer to her. Her mouth collided with his and she kissed him roughly, tongue demanding entrance into his mouth.
His arms wound around her and pulled her closer, she could feel his hardness pressed up against her stomach. “What the bloody hell…” Spike said pulling back and searching her face.
“I…I’m sorry…I just…it’s been so long since anyone’s touched me…” She said softly, taking a few steps back. ‘Come on Spike…I need you to want this…I need him back…being with you would absolutely ensure it.’
“Has it now?” He smirked. “Betcha I could make you shiver deliciously…” His tongue curled behind his teeth and he looked her up and down.
“Could you? Could you make it good for me? Angel couldn’t even make me cum.” Looking innocently at him Buffy grinned inwardly. ‘Kay big with the lying but that’s gonna do it. Spike can’t back away from a challenge. Especially where Angel’s concerned.’
“Come on.” He grabbed her hand pulling her along behind him. Her belongings, forgotten on the ground, she followed him willingly. “If this is some kind of trick slayer I swear…”
“No…no trick Spike. I really do want you…can’t you tell?” She asked. She watched him. He half turned, her hand still clenched in his and inhaled deeply. Obviously satisfied with the scent he picked up he flashed her a predatory grin and pulled her along beside him once again.
‘He doesn’t need to know that fighting always makes me horny and hungry. I’ll just let him think that it was him. All him.’ She glanced over at him. “Where are we going?”
“You’ll see.” He glanced over at her. ‘This is wrong. This is so bloody wrong. I know it. But I can’t help myself. Angel couldn’t satisfy his one true love I sure as bloody hell will and rub it deliciously in his face.’ His grin grew.
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Song used I fall to pieces Patsy Cline
End chapter ONE.
Another one that just popped into my head. Let’s see if I can finish this one too yeah?
To ANYONE who is reading my other WIP’s… I will eventually finish all of them. I know where I want to go in each and every one of them. Sometimes the words just aren’t there to get me to where I need to be to continue…but I promise one day…they will all be finished.