Don't go! (format corrected)
folder
-Buffy the Vampire Slayer › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Dawn
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
1
Views:
35,284
Reviews:
8
Recommended:
1
Currently Reading:
1
Category:
-Buffy the Vampire Slayer › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Dawn
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
1
Views:
35,284
Reviews:
8
Recommended:
1
Currently Reading:
1
Disclaimer:
I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Don't go!
I'm told that they changed the format on AFF and that resulted in text corruption in the older stories, words crashing into each other etc. I'm tempted to go back and correct them all but I'll limit myself to just this one
Summary; Thinking she has killed Katrina, Buffy is intent on turning herself in. But Dawn plays the last card she has left to make her stay, her body.
Timeline; season 6 Dead Things
Pairing; Dawn/Buffy (yep, finally bit the bullet)
Warnings; Graphic familial lesbianism (I refuse to have the incest debate again! Read my story 'Why do we write this?' if you want my views). And a real weepie. I hope this is better and has more emotion in it than countless "Buffy jumps Dawn's bones because she feels horny or vice versa" fic. Please note Dawn is 16 in this story (or 17/18 if that's your local AOC)
Disclaimer; All characters involved belong to Mutant Enemy and not me, this is purely for fun with no profit motive
Feedback; goolecaptain@yahoo.co.uk
Distribution; take what you like
Don't go!
"That's not true!" Buffy objected. Her tears stained the covers on Dawn's bed.
"Then stay with me"
"Dawnie, don't you think I want to? I love you but I have to go to the police, I have to turn myself in"
"No you don't. You could be like Faith and go to the Watcher's Council, they're set up for things like this, that's what they're for"
She was right, Buffy realised. She could go to the council, accept their judgement. Why hadn't she thought of that before? Was Dawn right? Did she want to go to jail? Did she want to leave it all behind and find the same peace Faith seemed to have discovered?
Dawn's expression revealed that she knew she'd made headway. She reached up and unbuttoned Buffy's coat. "Stay with me tonight, we can talk tomorrow"
Buffy was unsure but she let Dawn take her coat and top off, unresisting. "Yes" she thought, as Dawn pulled down her trousers "Decide in the morning, she'll be just as dead then. Stay with Dawn tonight, we may never get another chance. I'll stay tonight for Dawn's sake if no one else's"
She worked her shoes off, then her socks. Unbidden her mind went back to when they were children and would sneak into each other's bed if they were scared or upset, finding solace in a sister's arms. And if things were really bad they would go to their parent's room, there was nothing so terrible that it couldn't be cured by mom and dad's cuddle.
But they weren't children anymore, and mommy and daddy weren't there for them. All they had now was each other and soon they might not even have that.
She couldn't believe it when Dawn stripped her bra off.
"Dawn!" she reached to grab it back from her. Dawn took the opportunity to whip her panties to the floor.
Buffy retreated, unable to comprehend what was happening, covering her nakedness with her hands.
"Dawn...what are you DOING!?"
Slowly and deliberately Dawn stood up and stripped off her sleeping top. Buffy looked upon her sister properly for the first time, gazing at her breasts, appreciating her sexually, not as a sibling but as a potential lover, a partner. She was scarcely able to believe her eyes or the sudden longing she felt welling up deep inside her, struggling with the guilt she experienced about feeling this way. Dawn wasn't a little girl anymore, she wasn't a child, this was a woman, a beautiful sexy young woman with a full and wonderful cleavage. How had she never noticed before?
She took a sharp intake of breath as Dawn removed her bottoms. Her legs were amazing, long, slender and shapely, leading to the soft brown curls of her pubic hair and the subtle pink lips of her labia. Buffy blushed at the sight but couldn't look away.
Dawn walked towards her holding out her hands. Buffy caught her by the wrists. "Dawn, stop this, it's wrong, it's sick, we musn't..."
Dawn looped her fingers around Buffy's forearms and pulled her to her. She gazed in her eyes as she leaned forward and kissed her on the lips.
Buffy's lips opened, accepting Dawn's tongue without resistance, moaning a little as it conquered her suppliant mouth. Lothos, The Master and Dracula combined never held Buffy so much in their power as Dawn did at that moment.
They broke off as Buffy realised that Dawn had gently pulled her back to the bed. Dawn sat down and looped her legs around Buffy's waist, softly rubbing their pelvises together, their pubic hair brushing ever so subtly against one another. Buffy felt her cunny begin to moisten and a new level of shame washed over her. She placed her hand on Dawn's collarbone and tried to push her away but all she could think was how lovely Dawn's skin felt beneath her fingertips.
"Dawn" she begged " Please don't, this isn't how things are supposed to be between us"
Dawn looked her in the eyes again. "You love me"
"I do but..."
"STAY WITH ME"
Dawn's fingers massaged Buffy's nipples to a pert hardness. "Traitors" Buffy thought as they swelled, aching with pleasure beneath Dawn's touch. She sighed contentedly, closing her eyes, accepting the unwanted yet delightful sensations. "This is going to happen" she told herself, "This is going to happen and I can't stop it, I can't do anything. I know it's wrong but I want it so much, I want her, I need her, my precious Dawnie"
Still she couldn't bear to move, still she had to resist a little more. Dawn fastened her teeth around one nipple and began to gently lick bite and suck, instinctively knowing how to give another woman pleasure. Buffy gave a short cry of joy and allowed herself to be dragged down onto the bed, on top of Dawn, feeling the softness of her body beneath her, overpowered by her scent, her beauty, her taste. One hand strayed to Dawn's cunny, the other found it's way to Dawn's breasts, her mouth could simply not bring itself to part from her sisters'. In that moment she craved her more than oxygen itself.
Dawn pulled away for a second. Buffy feared she had changed her mind, that Dawn had come to her senses just as Buffy had lost hers. She felt dread that Dawn would stop mixed with relief that they would hesitate at the last and not take this momentous step. But she read it all wrong.
"Do you love me?" Dawn asked again.
"More than anything" Buffy replied.
"Will you stay with me?"
"Yes Dawn, I will never leave you" it was such an easy promise to make.
Dawn clutched her to her once again, her nails scratching long deep scars in Buffy's shoulder blades as their passion overwhelmed them.
In Dawn's arms they was no judgement, no responsibilities, no guilt. In Dawn's arms there was only love and acceptance, only comfort. Buffy lost herself in the warmth and softness of her sister's embrace, in the sweet scent of her sweat. "Let me stay here forever" she thought, "Let this moment never end"
Dawn's fingers found her cunny lips and began to stroke them, softly, slowly, agonisingly slowly.
"Uhhhhhhh Dawn" Buffy moaned, She found herself spreading her legs and arching her back, quite against her will.
Dawn kept eye contact with her as her fingers strayed within her, gently probing, moving tenderly in and out, seeking out her clitoris and stroking it deftly. Buffy began to tremble and grind her pelvis against Dawn's hand. Her legs were now spread obscenely wide and Dawn had three fingers inside.
Dawn took her other hand and Buffy watched curiously as she led it to her own cunny.
"Please" Dawn begged.
Buffy's fingetips played for a while with the lovely chestnut curls she found there before she let them trace over the lips of Dawn's labia and felt the wetness slowly seeping from there. As if in a trance she found herself raising her fingers to her face and inhaling deeply. It smelled salty but somehow sweet. As Dawn watched she slipped the fingers between her lips and licked them clean. It was the most glorious taste she had ever imagined.
She thrust her fingers rapidly back inside Dawn and started finger-fucking her in earnest, Dawn returning the favour with gusto. They worked themselves into a frenzy and their synchronised cries rent the air.
"AHHHH, AHHHH, BUFFY, YES, YES!"
"OH GOD, OH GOD, DAWNIE, DAWNIE!"
Dawn froze for a moment. Buffy sensed her discomfort and stopped, even as she felt Dawn's vaginal muscles beginning to spasm so wonderfully around her fingers. She realised with a shock that her nails had scraped Dawn's still intact hymen.
"Oh Dawnie, I'm so sorry"
"DON'T STOP!"
"I'll be more careful..ahh..AHH...UHHHHH!"
They came so hard both sisters saw stars, their orgasms boneshakingly powerful. Buffy collapsed on top of Dawn, their breathing deep and laboured.
"Oh Dawnie" she gasped. Dawn leaned forward and kissed her softly, Buffy gratefully accepting the kiss. A sinking feeling enveloped Buffy "We've done it" she cried in her mind. "No going back now, I've fucked my sister, I screwed my little sis". She felt as though she was going to be sick.
"Buffy?" Dawn asked.
"Here it comes" thought Buffy, "She going to ask me how I could do this to her, how I could be so perverted, she's going to hate me for the rest of her life. But no more than I hate myself"
"Did I do that right?"
"What? Oh, oh yeah, Dawnie, that was the best fucking orgasm of my life!"
"And that's what they're supposed to feel like, right?"
Buffy raised her eyebrow. "You've never had one before?"
Dawn actually blushed. "No"
Buffy chuckled her chin "Hey it's OK, nothing to be ashamed of. Not even by yourself?"
"Well I mean I touch myself and it feels nice and everything but it was never like this"
"It's alright Dawn, I mean everyone is different"
"You touch yourself?"
"Since I was 14" Buffy confirmed. Hell, if she couldn't be honest with Dawn who could she be honest with? "Dawn, listen to me, what we did tonight was wrong, it was so so wrong for so many reasons, I can't believe I did this to you, I can't believe I could be so disgusting as... "
Dawn rolled over until she was on top of Buffy. She kissed her on the forehead and then worked her way down, eyelids, cheeks, lips, chin, neck, collarbone.
"Dawn, stop I... mmmmm" Buffy's protests were lost in the sublime tingling sensations produced by Dawn's kisses, every time she tried to object she found Dawn's lips on hers, Dawn tonguing her mouth with enthusiasm. She was returning it with her own tongue before she knew what was happening.
Dawn found her breasts again and kissed them all over, sucking her nipples, biting gently, licking, groping.
"Oh Dawnie" Buffy sighed, "Keep doing it, don't stop, keep going, it feels so good!"
When she could take no more she wrenched Dawn away and dived into her cleavage. Dawn's breasts weren't as large as hers, at least not yet but they were nice, pert and firm. Buffy lost herself in them, her attentions generating little moans of pleasure from Dawn, taking delight in teasing Dawn's nipples until they were rock hard, suckling like a babe in arms. They reminded her of sweet little raspberrys.
"Heh", thought Buffy, "Last time I did this I was on mom's lap. The memories come back so fast. No wonder guys are so obsessed with breasts"
The memory of Joyce snapped her out of her reverie and she pulled away. For a moment she stared an alarmed Dawn in the face. She looked so like Joyce, in a million ways only Buffy could truly see. She had to look away. What would their mother think if she could see them now?
She was bad. Evil. More evil than any vampire for doing this to her own sister. She was supposed to be the warrior of the light yet look at what she had done to her own flesh and blood.
Dawn cupped Buffy's head in her hands, raised it and kissed her again, both girls closing their eyes in rapture. She kissed her all over, determined not to miss a single millimetre of skin, hungering for the sensation of Dawn's flesh on her lips, softly kissing her collarbone, her kneepits, flanks, the base of her spine, her thighs, everywhere. It was the flesh, she realised, that's why women pinched babies, they were obsessed by the flesh, hungered for it. She kissed Dawn's neck, feeling the delightful pulsing of the blood in her carotid artery, so full of life. That was why the vamps loved it so. The difference was Buffy never wanted it to stop.
If she was so bad and evil how could Dawn love her so much?
Dawn was kissing her again, down and down her body, down and down until she reached...
"No Dawnie, don't, not there, please, don't, don't do that..." Buffy begged.
Dawn's tongue gently probed Buffy's cunt, exploring, teasing, tasting, lapping up her plentiful juices with abandon. Buffy rapidly forgot about objecting to her little sister licking her cunny and began to clamp her thighs around Dawn's head, moving her hips to try and get Dawn to reach just the right places.
"That's it Dawnie, just a little higher, that's it, THERE! THERE! OH GOD, I'M GOING TO COME! I'M GOING TO COME ALL OVER MY LITTLE SISTER'S PRETTY FACE!" she screamed.
She climaxed violently, Dawn dutifully licking up the torrents of Buffy's wetness that flooded over her face. Buffy lay back on the bed, flushed and struggling for breath.
"Sorry it took so long" Dawn murmured. "I've never done this before"
"Well I've never had sex with another girl before" Buffy replied.
"We're not having sex , Buffy"
"Could have fooled me"
"We're making love" she let the words hang in the air.
Buffy looked her in the eye and stroked her hair. "Yes Dawn, we're making love" she affirmed. "Which is something Spike and I never did" she thought to herself earnestly.
"You hate me don't you?" Dawn asked her.
Buffy recoiled as if stung. "Dawn, no, of course not, whatever makes you think that?"
"For doing this to you. Buffy, please don't hate me, please don't"
Buffy took her hand and stared deeply into her eyes. "Dawn, I could NEVER hate you"
Dawn watched her as Buffy slowed regained her composure and her breathing returned to normal. Eventually she spoke. "Buffy?"
"Yes Dawn"
"Do you really think I'm pretty?" She may have been formed in a maelstrom of dimension crossing energy but she was just like every other insecure teenager in the world.
Buffy smiled a bemused smile. "Let me show you exactly how gorgeous I think you are Dawn"
Buffy rotated herself until she was her head was level with Dawn's cunt, her own cunny suspended directly over Dawn's mouth. She began to lick Dawn out, revelling in the sexy, salty smell of her sister's most intimate places. Dawn returned the favour, delighted that Buffy was beginning to actively participate in their lovemaking. Soon the sisters were pleasuring each other frantically with their tongues, their joint moans and cries producing the most delightful vibration in each other clitorises combined with some longer, flatter strokes over the length of their vaginas.
"So this is where we all come from" Buffy thought, struggling to keep her thoughts together as she explored Dawn's cunt with her tongue "And we spend the rest of our lives trying to find that feeling again, to know that comfort and safety and love and warmth once more"
Buffy came first, Dawn having learnt from the practice of her previous experience. Intent on not losing face she resorted to a little trick Parker had taught her, taking Dawn's clitty between her lips and sucking on it.
"UHHHHH BUFFFY UUUUHHHHH!" Dawn screamed. Buffy grinned and very, very gently bit down on Dawn's clitoris.
"OHHHH GODDDDDD!" Dawn cried, shaking with euphoria.
They lay together for a long time silently. Buffy wanted to say something but was totally at a loss as to what. When Dawn spoke she was once again surprised.
"Can I try on your clothes?"
"Ah, yeah, sure" After the last hour sharing a wardrobe wasn't such a big deal any more.
Dawn jumped up and Buffy followed her to her own bedroom, finding her already going through her drawers by the time she got there. Dawn's rummaging produced a pair of skimpy, frilly pink thong knickers. Buffy sat on the side of the bed and watched her with interest as she slipped them on. She considered covering herself with the bedsheets but why bother? She had nothing to hide from Dawn, they'd shared everything together, home, blood, family, love, both come from exactly the same place, both emerged from within Joyce's womb. Being naked with Dawn was easy, they'd been naked with one another ever since their parents had bathed them together as children. She had no secrets from Dawn.
Well, perhaps one.
"How come you've got so many pairs the same Buffy"
"Men like to tear them off, don't ask me why"
She got up and crossed over to Dawn. "You wear it like this Dawnie" She hooked her finger around the side straps of the panties and pulled it sharply upwards, stretching the soft material tightly up between Dawn's arse cheeks. Buffy was delighted with how it accentuated the pert shape of her buttocks. Dawn froze and Buffy felt the erotic charge of the moment. She moved her fingers around to the front piece of material and started to pull it gently back and forth, the soft fabric rubbing wonderfully against Dawn's clitty, her little pink labia lips popping into view.
Dawn started to breathe slower and more shallowly, moaning softly, slowly flexing her legs apart. She put her arms around Buffy's waist and leaned into her shoulder, kissing her collar bone lightly. Buffy grinned and nuzzled her face into the soft perfumed brush of Dawn's hair, kissing her on the forehead as she came, her arms tightening around Buffy's waist as she did so.
They stood there for a moment in Buffy's bedroom, leaning against one another, dependent on each other in every way possible. Dawn reached over and turned on Buffy's radio, tuning it in until she found something slow and sweet. She started moving rhythmically in time with the music. Buffy joined her, dancing gently with their arms around each other, the moonlight flitting through the bedroom window.
"Summertime and the living is easy..." Ella Fitzgerald crooned. Buffy revelled in the soft caress of Dawn's warm breathing on her skin as the sister's danced together, just as they had when they were listening to the charts as children. "If I could bottle this moment and sell it" Buffy mused. But then it was too precious to ever part with.
"...your daddy's rich and your momma's good-looking" Ella sang.
"Both true" Buffy thought.
The song ended at last "Dawn" Buffy said, "Let me show you my hidden drawer" She took a key from her dresser, opening the locked bottom drawer of her cabinet.
"A present from Angel" she announced producing a pearl thong. "We couldn't have sex so he thought this might satisfy me, when you walk the pearls rub against you in just the right way "
"Wow" Dawn fingered it curiously. "Is it good?"
"Almost good enough to make you give up your quest for a meaningful relationship" Buffy confirmed.
"Can I borrow it?"
"Sure, but don't wear it to school. I did that once and had a hell of a time changing for gym class without anyone noticing" She handed them to Dawn who placed them on the bedside table.
Next she produced a black lace thong and matching wonderbra, taking great pleasure in sliding her hands all over Dawn's body as she stripped off her pink panties and helped her slip them on, lingering over her thighs and curves.
"Boy, look at those!" Dawn declared, staring at her new cleavage in the mirror, unknowingly quoting Willow. Buffy grinned, standing behind her, resting her chin on Dawn's shoulder, her hands linked upon Dawn's tummy.
"They say cleavage is like diamonds"
"How so?"
"The women who dies with the most wins"
They giggled together. Buffy felt much more at ease now. This was more like they should be together, two sisters dancing and playing dressing up with one another.
"You look great my little pumpkin-belly!" Buffy remarked, using Joyce's pet name for Dawn and tickling Dawn's tummy as though she were a kitten. It took a full minute for Dawn to stop giggling. She adjusted her wonderbra again, her breasts jiggling slightly.
"Was this from Angel?"
"Faith actually"
"You're kidding!"
"No, she bought them for me for Christmas that time it snowed"
"Think she was dropping you a hint?"
"I think she was dropping anvils!"
She undressed Dawn again and brought out a black fishnet bodysuit. Dawn tried it on, her pert pink nipples poking seductively through the holes in the material. Buffy found she could scarcely resist them, nor the dark triangle of pubic hair so readily apparent.
"How does it feel?"
"Like I'm a mermaid who doesn't mind too much that I've been caught"
Buffy laughed.
The black lace teddy came next, Dawn's long legs eminently suited to the matching grip top stockings. "Holy smoke, is that really me?"
"Yes, that's really you Dawnie, I think every woman has her own little black number locked away somewhere, we're issued them when we turn 18. Here, try it with these" she pulled a pair of black leather 3inch Gucci heels from her wardrobe and slipped them onto Dawn's feet. Dawn tottered a little, finding her balance.
"No one can walk in these!" she pronounced.
"You're not supposed to walk in them sis, they're called 'Fuck me heels', they're designed for kicking across a bedroom floor. You like the ribbon lacing at the front?"
"Yeah it makes me feel so...well..."
"Feminine?"
"Yeah, I think that's about the only word I can think off"
"Guys love it, like unwrapping a present was how Riley put it" she demonstrated by taking the ribbon between her forefinger and thumb and gently pulling it loose, revealing her breasts. Dawn watched Buffy in the mirror, her chest heaving with excitement.
"As long as you're still into guys that is..."
"Don't worry Buff, Tom Cruise still rocks my boat"
Dawn plucked a mass of white lace from the drawer. "Wear this for me?"
Buffy slipped it on. White lace teddy with drawstring front, complete with matching white stockings and suspenders and white lace gloves. Dawn stood in awe of her elegance and beauty.
"How do I look?" Buffy asked.
Dawn fished around in Buffy's drawer, instinctively knowing what she sought was there. Triumphantly she plucked a garter from it and slipped it onto Buffy's leg, taking great pains to run her fingers across her lace clad flesh.
"Like it's your wedding night and the groom is the luckiest man on earth"
Buffy beamed at her. "Dawn, you always know just the right thing to say"
"Can I try it?"
Buffy took it off and helped Dawn dress. "It's still got you scent on it!" Dawn observed delightedly, slipping the garments on, the material still warm from hugging to Buffy's body.
Buffy just gazed at Dawn for an age. "What? What is it?"
"You're just so beautiful baby, so beautiful. Here, try it with bra and panties instead" She helped Dawn change into a white lace two piece and was impressed with the results.
"Shouldn't the panties go under the suspenders?" Dawn queried.
"Hell no! Impossible to get off in the heat of passion"
Dawn pulled out a Sunnydale High sports jock jacket. "Why's this in here? I mean your cheerleader outfit I'd understand..."
"It's not the jacket, it's how I got it" she blushed. "Remember when I was running against Cordy for the Homecoming Queen?"
"Hey, I'm the one who made the cupcakes. Wait a second, you still owe me five bucks for printing you all those flyers!"
"Considering I've been slaving in the DMP to support you I think we'll call it quits. Anyway I needed the jacket to get the jock vote so I sucked one of the players off beneath the stands"
"You're kidding!"
Buffy furrowed her brow. "Weird thing was it was Larry..."
"I never knew you were such a slut"
Buffy snapped her suspenders, the elastic striking Dawn's thigh flesh with a lovely sharp slapping sound producing a high pitched squeal. "Oh yeah, whose tongue was in her big sister's cunt 15 minutes ago? Anyway, from what I gather that's nothing compared to what Cordelia did"
"Do tell"
"Well let's just say they made her airtight. And I really wanted to win, 'she stoops to conquer"
Dawn smirked and rubbed her thigh flesh tenderly. It occurred to Buffy she didn't normally use such ribald language, especially around Dawn but it hardly mattered now.
"Can I borrow it?" Dawn asked.
"No, get your own!"
"Maybe I will" Dawn declared haughtily, "Always had a thing for guys in jackets. How do you do it, anyway?"
"Put his cock in your mouth and suck it"
"That's it?"
"Yeah, guys are pretty simple. They like you to swallow too, spoils the mood if you don't. And kneel down before him, makes him feel like a king, they really dig that"
Dawn made a mental note.
Buffy put on her pink babydoll nightie next. She grabbed a teddy bear and pouted seductively in true Britney Spears fashion.
"Disturbingly Lolitaesque" Dawn decided.
"You don't like it?"
"Oh, I like it, I'm just not sure I should, that's all, kinda, I don't know, unsettling"
Guilt returned to Buffy's expression. "Dawn what we're doing, it isn't..."
Dawn didn't say a thing. She reached into the back of the drawer and removed a garment of shiny PVC. Buffy recognised with shame the outfit Spike had bought for her.
"I NEED to see you in this sis"
Buffy looked unsure but Dawn pulled her straps aside and undid the front lacing strippig the babydoll off Buffy who stepped unresistingly out of it and into the dominatrix uniform. It was a sheer black PVC basque with two apertures cut in the front through which her breasts protruded in a manner which made the wonderbra look tame. She heard Dawn gasp as she zipped up the rear, the thin strip of PVC material cutting deeply between Buffy's arse cheeks, separating and lifting them incredibly seductively. Buffy felt the tightness, the slight discomfort and constriction sending an erotic charge through her body that had her pussy watering once more. She reached behind her and pulled her hair up into a ponytail so it wouldn't get caught in the zip. Dawn took the hint and grabbed a hairband to secure it.
Buffy was juicing up nicely now, stroking the back of Dawn's neck as she fitted her with her black PVC spiked thigh boots, deliberately kneading the sensitive flesh of her inner thighs, producing all sorts of lovely sensations as she did so. Dawn attached the matching elbow gloves to complete the ensemble then stood back. The thigh boots made Buffy about three inches taller and for once she towered over Dawn.
"My God, Buffy. I just don't have the words"
Buffy smiled to herself bashfully, placing her hands on her hips Wonder Woman style. "You like?"
Dawn shook her head in wonder. "You're a goddess!"
"But not like Glory"
"Hell no, she was the goddess of skank! You're the goddess of...I don't know, all things black, sexy and shiny"
Buffy traced her PVC clad finger languidly up and down Dawn's body, teasing her cheekily. Dawn couldn't resist Buffy's sublimely jutting breasts and buried her head in them, kissing, sucking and groping, her free hand exploring Buffy's hips. "That's it Dawnie", Buffy encouraged "Suck on my titties, nurse on me baby"
"Stay here" Dawn told her and dashed out of the room. Buffy sat down on the bed and thought, glad in a way to be alone for a little while.
"Dear Christ" she pondered, "I'm sitting here in my S&M costume waiting for my sister to come back having screwed her senseless for the last two hours. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?"
She stood up and started to strip her outfit off, intent on fleeing the house, to get away, to go anywhere, just get away from Dawn and try to work this out. She was so distracted she didn't notice Dawn re-enter the room.
"Why don't you let me do that sis?" she asked pertly.
Buffy couldn't look her in the face. "Dawn, don't look at me, this has to stop, it has to stop now, this was pure madness from both of us"
She felt Dawn's hand guide her to something long, hard and smooth. She was so surprised when she realised what it was she fell back on the bed.
"DAWN, WHERE DID YOU GET THIS?!"
"Willow's room" Dawn replied simply.
Buffy breathed a sigh of relief, unconsciously fingering the strap on dildo in her hands. It was suprisingly large, almost a foot long and the width of a woman's wrist. She guessed she had underestimated Tara and Willow all these years "Of course. I guess she has a secret drawer too?"
"Doesn't lock hers. Buff, what are these?"
"Ah, they're nipple clamps Dawnie" her naivety was actually quite charming.
"Oh. Ohhhhh!" Dawn's gradual realisation was almost cartoon like, as if the coyote had just come to understand the significance of falling piano's shadow enveloping him. "I never thought those two were like...well...you know. You do know right?"
"I know but I kinda doubt either of them sexually abused their little sister" Buffy's face was a mask of pain. She stared at the floor in abject misery.
Dawn raised her head up in her palms. "Neither did you"
"Dawn I..."
NEITHER DID YOU" Dawn instructed her. "Do you understand me Buffy, I want this, I want you, tell me you know that? I'll put it in writing if you want?"
Buffy nodded morosely, holding back her tears. Dawn looked wounded.
Buffy hurled the dildo across the room. "Dawnie this is WRONG!"
Dawn reached to take Buffy's arm but she shied away. She began to tremble. "If anything it's me who's abusing you..."
"No! Dawn, don't say that, never say that. You could never hurt me. I love you"
"You shouldn't" it was Dawn's turn to look filled with self-disgust, "You shouldn't love me after what I've made you do. I'm a horrible person Buffy, I really am"
Buffy shook her head. "No Dawn, you're not horrible, you could never be horrible. You just...you just needed this that's all" It was the first time Buffy admitted it. It was a huge relief to them both. "You needed me to stay, you needed to be with me, you needed to be with someone you loved. Do you believe me?"
"Yes" Dawn sounded unconvinced. Buffy kissed her on the lips.
"Do you believe me?"
Dawn nodded, this time with more certainty. Buffy kissed her on the forehead.
"Oh my dear sweet Dawnie, what would I ever do without you?" It occurred to her that this was exactly what their mother had said before her operation. So this was how she'd felt. It gladdened her heart that Joyce could have felt this way about her.
Eventually Dawn broke her grip and retrieved the dildo from the floor. Buffy wondered what was coming next but she knew she had to stay with Dawn, that there was no going back now. This was the only way to rescue Dawn from the pit of despair that seemed to consume her. And she was enjoying it too, she had to confess, it had been a long, long time since she'd felt this loved, this enraptured. That she was having fun was the hardest thing she'd ever had to admit to herself.
"Ok" Dawn stated firmly, "Now put this on and fuck me"
"WHAT!?"
"I want you to be my first" Her tone was matter of fact.
"Dawn, are you crazy?" Buffy's head was spinning.
"No, I love you, I want to prove that to you, I want you to take my virginity"
"I won't do it" Buffy was resolute. She still thought of Dawn as a virgin, at least in the Bill Clinton definition.
Dawn looked at her beseechingly. "I'll beg if you want me to. Please Buffy, I need this, I need you, I need you inside me"
Buffy paused. She loved Dawn. She loved her more than life itself as she'd proved more than once. The thought of actually taking her virginity, of deflowering her was incredibly appealing. It was something they could share, a new bond between them. She'd come to realise that for good or ill Dawn had won her over. She felt her free will evaporating, she actually wanted to do this, wanted to fuck Dawn until she was sore. Her nipples hardened and cunny moistened as she began to imagine how it would feel, began to imagine fucking Dawn, rupturing her maidenhead, lust beginning to overpower her. She'd pretty much decided to give in and let Dawn seduce her into doing this. But she still had to be certain.
"You realise what you're offering me?"
"I do"
"Are you sure?"
"I am"
"You realise that once you do this there's no going back?"
"Oh no, I thought it would just regrow like my nails or something"
"No need to be sarcastic" Buffy told her.
"Don't treat me like kid Buff. I know what I'm offering you. I know how precious it is and I know you're worth it"
"I can't be evil" Buffy thought "Someone as wonderful as Dawn could never love an evil person"
Buffy gave in, thankfully. "Ok. Help me take this off" they stripped each other of their clothing, kissing and groping each other all over as they did so.
Dawn stroked the inside of Buffy's thighs and watched her spread them obligingly. She gently fed the fake phallus into Buffy's cunny and did up the straps.
"Oh, oh, what the fuck? OW, OW!" Buffy cried.
"Buff, you ok?" Dawn was alarmed.
"Uh Dawnie, I think this is magical, it feels real, it feels like a really have a cock" She reached out and touched the phallus "Holy Christ! I can feel it, I can feel it as though it's my own flesh"
Dawn took it in her hand and began to move her fingers rhythmically up and down, Buffy thrusting a little as she did so. She placed her hand on Dawn's and made her grip it tighter forcing her to manipulate faster and faster. It took mere seconds.
"UH, UH, DAWNIE, OH FUCK, OH FUCK! I'M COMING, I'M COMING!" she showered Dawn with liquid which erupted from the end of the dildo.
Buffy lay back on the bed, exhausted, feeling as though a train of pleasure had thundered through her body. "Goddamit Dawnie, that was amazing, this must be how guys feel. Wow!"
"And I came so quickly!" she thought to herself. "Guess that's a problem guys have? Jeez, embarrassing much? Just like American Pie. No wonder they like sex with a virgin, they don't know any different"
Dawn took some of the liquid in her hand and tasted it tentatively. "Is this come?" she asked innocently.
Buffy tasted it too. "Ah no, I think it's my juices, it's not like guy's come". She shrugged. There was no need for a condom which was just as well as she was pretty certain there were none in the house. Willow certainly wouldn't have any and she and Spike didn't need them, his sperm was just as dead as he was.
Dawn knelt down on her knees and started to lap it up off Buffy's body. Buffy lay back and ruffled her hair, enjoying watching her display of devotion.
"Kiss it Dawnie, kiss it please"
Dawn obligingly showered the strap-on with kisses. Buffy began to shudder and moan with ecstasy. She grabbed the back of Dawn's head and thrust the fake cock between her lips in one deft movement.
"Suck me Dawnie, please, I'm begging you, suck me hard, take me in your mouth!"
Dawn began to suck on it with instinctive skill and enthusiasm. Buffy couldn't resist thrusting it a little further down her throat but stopped as she saw Dawn gag slightly. She had to be content with Dawn's lips and tongue licking and sucking with soft, sweet pleasure.
"YES! YES! IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN!" Buffy wailed throwing her arms behind her head in the throes of euphoria. As she recovered she watched Dawn swallow down mouthful after mouthful of her come, gulping the liquid as though it were champagne. It was like an added present, Dawn was accepting her inside her, accepting her conquest by consuming her juices. When she had quite finished she grabbed Dawn by the hair and dragged her up to her head. Dawn whimpered slightly at such rough treatment but forgot all about it as Buffy kissed her deeply, revelling in the taste of her own cunny in Dawn's mouth. It raised her to a new plain of delight, the phallus hard again within seconds.
She looked at Dawn, running her hands all over her nubile young body. She wanted her, how she wanted her, how she ached for her in that moment.
"You're sure?" She had to ask, this one last time, she had to ask. She owed Dawn that.
"FUCK-ME-BUFFY" Dawn spoke as though she was trying to explain something to a non-English speaker. "STICK-THAT-COCK-IN-MY-CUNT-AND-FUCK-ME-SENSELESS"
Buffy laughed yet still felt aroused by Dawn's filthy talk. She pushed her back on the bed and placed her left breast in Dawn's mouth.
"Suck my aching tits!" she instructed. Dawn wasn't the only one who could talk dirty. Dawn obeyed without question.
Buffy spread Dawn's thighs as far as they would go and opened her cunny lips with the tips of her fingers. She fed her fingers inside Dawn finding her already well lubricated. She touched her hymen with her nails producing a short yelp. "Dawn, you feel that?"
"Yes"
"In a little while it will be gone and I'll be all the way inside you"
"I understand" Dawn grunted softly as Buffy slowly fed the dildo into her until she winced as it touched her maidenhead.
"Oh god Dawn, you're so TIGHT!" Buffy screeched through gritted teeth. She thrust on and on, forcing her way into Dawn's cunt, grabbing her shoulders and holding on. She felt so warm and wet and snug around her...
"Oh, Buffy, it's so big, it's TOO BIG, I don't think I can take it all inside me!" Dawn thrashed and writhed helplessly beneath her, desperately trying to get her body to accommodate more and more.
Buffy withdrew and re-entered several times, taking care to angle her thrusting so as to stimulate Dawn's clitoris. Now, where was it? Oh yes! She saw Dawn's eyes water and go wide as Buffy touched upon her G-spot with her penetration. Dawn began to thrust her pelvis back against Buffys', beginning to actively participate in her deflowering. Buffy grabbed Dawn's arms and pinned them behind her head.
"FUCK ME BUFFY! FUCK ME!" Dawn yelled.
"Dawn, this is going to hurt but only for a little bit, OK?"
Dawn nodded, arching her back. Buffy saw in her eyes the same look of passion and surrender she recognised from catching sight of herself in Riley's mirror.
Buffy thrusted forwards, ignoring Dawn's screams as she punched viciously through her virginity. She began fucking her mercilessly building up from a slow steady rhythm to a tumultuous climax. She felt Dawn's wrists slip from her sweat-soaked grasp as her lust overwhelmed her. Soon she felt the dizzy fire of sharpened nails slicing her back to ribbons as Dawn clawed her vigorously, biting into her trapezoid muscle to stifle her shrieking. All Buffy wanted to do was keep fucking Dawn, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck...
She completely lost track of time. The fucking could have gone on for hours for all she knew. By the time Buffy orgasmed Dawn had come three times and was hoarse from begging her to stop. "Buffy...pl...please, I can't go on, I feel like I'm dying"
Very, very gently Buffy withdrew from her and they lay back on the bed gasping for air. Buffy looked with satisfaction at the strap on, covered in her own come, Dawn's vaginal juices and a thin coating of virginal blood. "She really did give herself to me" she thought, "Utterly and completely, something she'll never be able to give another person, ever"
Dawn leaned over her and kissed her, cuddling up into Buffy's arms. She bit Buffy's bottom lip slightly hard and sucked upon it, producing a little moan and a coquettish smile from her sister.
"I think you'll have a hell of a hickey in the morning!" Dawn observed, inspecting her bite mark on Buffy's neck.
Buffy shrugged. "I'll tell them I had a close call with a vamp" She turned around to show Dawn the damage she had inflicted on her shoulder blades. "Don't think I'll be wearing any backless tops for a while, even with Slayer healing"
"I'm sorry" Dawn apologised tracing the scratches she had clawed in Buffy's back with her fingers, "I didn't mean to"
"Forget it" Buffy instructed. "Duelling scars. Lie back in the bed and spread your legs, I want to try something"
Dawn leaned back and closed her eyes as Buffy took pains to pleasure her for another hour, just exploring her body with lips, tongue and fingers. She lost count after the eighth time she came, lying limply, allowing Buffy to do whatever she wished to her.
"Turn around" Buffy ordered firmly, a hint of stern authority in her voice. Dawn obediently turned over until she was crouched on all fours on the bed. A shiver of pure excitement lanced through her at Buffy's commanding tone.
Buffy took Dawn's hair in her hand and wrapped it around her fist in a ponytail. She positioned herself behind Dawn and pulled it back. Dawn's back arched as Buffy stretched her taut as a bowstring, Buffy marvelling at the way this move made Dawn's back muscles stand out. She teased Dawn's labia with her fingertips producing a fresh flood of cunny juices and soft moaning. Dawn trembled as Buffy's fingers began to stray within the sensitive pertness of her sphincter, widening it a little, certain that they would not be the last visitors it received that day. She found the prospect frightening but more than a little intriguing.
Buffy worked the head of the dildo within Dawn's tight ring of muscle, intent in having Dawn in every conceivable way, parting her arse cheeks and thrusting very gradually. She could see Dawn's hands pawing the bedsheets, could sense her gritted teeth, unable to stop her quiet whimpering at the very real pain Buffy was causing her. But it was worth it, she just felt so good around her, her ass grasping the fake cock like a hot tight fist, strong yet soft at the same time.
She leaned forwards and whispered in Dawn's ear. "Just relax Dawnie, accept it within you, it's where it's meant to be, it's what your ass is for, it's what your body is for" Buffy kissed and nuzzled her sister's ear, nibbling on her earlobe. She lapped up with joy the droplets of sweat that trickled down Dawn's back. She sensed Dawn's tension ease, saw the trace of a smile spread across her lips at her tongues teasing, felt her muscles lose their fear of Buffy's invasion of her most intimate places. She grabbed a good handful of Dawn's shapely ass cheek and squeezed it viciously with her nails producing a fresh cry that was stifled as Buffy seized Dawn's hips firmly and ruthlessly thrust the remainder of the huge phallus all the way inside her.
"AHHH, UUUUHHHH, B-b-buffy!" Dawn gasped, "I feel like you're splitting me in two!"
Buffy revelled in her domination of Dawn, loved the feeling of her thighs thudding relentlessly against Dawn's hips, the slapping sound mixed with Dawn's screams made the sweetest music. Dawn's protests died as Buffy lent forward and bit her on the nape of the neck, producing a bite mark identical to the one Dawn had inflicted on her. Buffy felt as though she was a marauding cat and Dawn an utterly helpless little mouse held in her jaws. The thought made her smile wickedly. She felt so deep inside Dawn, the sensations of pleasure she felt through the magical strap-on so intense it made her head swim, her vision clouding as she slid so easily in and out of her ass, the fake cock well lubricated by Dawn's juices and her own.
Her index finger found Dawn's clitoris amongst the sea of wetness in her cunny and teased it lovingly. Soon Dawn was thrusting her hips backwards, desperate to accommodate more and more of Buffy within her. Dawn was so aroused by her anal penetration it only took a few strokes of her clitty to make her come. "Slut" thought Buffy without malice.
With expert timing Buffy made them come both together, their synchronised cries of pleasure seeming to make the house itself shake.
"AHHH, AHHHH, UHHHHH, UHHHHHH, AHHHHHH, AHHHHHHH, AHHHHHHHHHH, URGHHHHH!"
Buffy withdrew carefully and turned a ravished, trembling Dawn to face her. She sat upright in her bed and perched her younger sister on her lap. She kept one hand on Dawn's thigh, another on her breast. Dawn's found her arms automatically hugged around her sister's neck. They kissed for several minutes, softly yet passionately, as if they were boyfriend and girlfriend parked in Lover's Lane. Buffy was beginning to lose herself totally in Dawn's mouth, so soft, so warm and wet, so receptively sweet. It was as though it had been waiting to welcome her her entire life. Buffy gradually worked her fingers inside Dawn's cunny lips, stroking them very softly. Dawn began to grind her pelvis against them but Buffy deliberately kept the pace slow and gentle, letting her fingers occasionally stray inside her, toying with her, teasing Dawn's clitoris with skill and subtlety. Dawn came ever so gently, closing her eyes and holding Buffy close to her, releasing a slight sigh as she climaxed, feeling sore yet incredibly loved, unspeakably close to Buffy.
They showered together, Buffy still wearing the strap on, gently soaping each other. The touching rapidly led to mutual groping which grew all the more desperate between them. Buffy was taken aback when Dawn fell to her knees and began to enthusiastically suck upon her fake cock once more, not caring that it had been so recently deep within her. Buffy instinctively gave little thrusts of her pelvis, taking delight in fucking Dawn's willing mouth. She stroked her head tenderly, marvelling at how subservient Dawn looked. One thing Riley, Spike and Parker had all loved was her move of kissing them down their chest then falling to her knees and sucking them off. She understood now why it appealed to them so much.
When she could take no more she reached down and grabbed Dawn by the thighs, hoisting her into the corner and penetrating her mercilessly. She felt Dawn's arms ring around her shoulders and her legs wrap themselves around her waist as she fucked her, hugging Buffy close to her as she moaned her pleasure, accepting the strap on inside her more easily second time around. After they orgasmed together she carried her back to the bed with the dildo still deep inside her, her hands grasping Dawn's ass cheeks as she walked.
"Buffy?"
"Yes Dawn"
"We need a towel"
"Yes we do" she manouvered back into the bathroom and Dawn plucked one off the rack.
They knelt on the bed drying each other off, the strap on still casually in place. Dawn had a curious expression on her face.
"Dawn you're ok right? I wasn't too rough for you back there was I?"
"No Buffy it's just that..."
Buffy looked at her with concern "Dawn, what is it? Tell me please"
Dawn looked ashamed "I LIKE it when you're rough with me, I loved it when you pinned my hands behind my head, makes me feel all small and helpless. I wish you were a lot rougher"
"Like me with Spike" Buffy thought, understanding. Maybe it ran in the family. Maybe that was why their mother had been so keen on 'Ripper' taking her on the hood of the police car?
"Does that make me sick?" Dawn asked.
"Considering what we're doing to each other anyway you having a little penchant for S&M is the least of our worries. Would you like me to be rougher with you?"
Dawn thought for a moment "Yes, very much so"
She took her hand and led her naked downstairs to the basement. It struck her how innocent this action was, big sister leading little sister by the hand, little sister trusting her completely. And in a way it was still innocent, sexual yet still emotionally so pure and simple, trust and love.
Dawn's eyes went wide as Buffy produced the manacles from her weapons chest but she obediently offered her hands, Buffy hoisting them up to the roof so high she had to stand on her tiptoes. The sensation of the clasps closing around her wrists took her to a new plane of sexual excitement.
The next set of manacles were attached to her ankles. Soon Dawn swung helplessly from the ceiling, spreadeagled like a starfish, Buffy adjusting the length of the chains until she was level with her waist.
Buffy attached the nipple clamps to Dawn's breasts and twisted them gently. Dawn whimpered at first but her nipples soon swelled and hardened with delight.
Buffy licked the outside of Dawn's vagina until she started to stream with liquid desire again. She carefully inserted one of her blunted stakes into her cunny and fucked her vigorously with it for a few minutes until Dawn was dripping with lust and moaning frenziedly. She withdrew it and Dawn mewled her objection before her complaint was stifled by Buffy ramming the improvised phallus up between her unresisting lips. A belt went around her head, confining it securely within her mouth.
Buffy paused for a moment. "Dawn, can you click your fingers?"
Dawn demonstrated that she could.
"Listen, at any point of this you want to stop, if I ever get too rough for you, just click them and I'll stop, OK?"
Dawn nodded.
Buffy lubed up Dawn's sphincter with her vaginal secretions and then fed a blunted stake into Dawn's receptive ass. She penetrated Dawn's cunny with the strap on and fucked her with abandon, Dawn's cries silenced by her sucking on the stake which was liberally coated with her own juices.
Dawn came so hard she passed out. She hung there limply as Buffy fucked her to her own orgasm. When she awoke all her restraints were gone and Buffy was cradling her in her arms as she carried her effortlessly up the stairs. She nestled her head into Buffy's shoulder and they shared a smile as Buffy stroked her hair.
"Now I know what you meant when you said they made Cordy airtight" Dawn confessed.
"No wonder guys love to do this" Buffy thought carrying Dawn like a new bride over the threshold, made you feel powerful yet needed at the same time. She remembered how wonderful it had felt when Angel had drained her dry and carried her to the hospital in his arms. And she remembered something else "Remember when Glory was chasing us?" Buffy asked.
Dawn nodded and replied "You saved me that day, carried me in your arms. Now I'm saving you"
Buffy looked troubled again. "Dawn I..."
"Shhhh" Dawn put her finger to Buffy's lips and quietened her as she carried her back to the bathroom. She ran a bubblebath for them both, the warm water soothing aching muscles and tender flesh.
"Remember how mom used to bathe us together?" Buffy asked as she helped Dawn wash her hair.
"Yeah" Dawn replied, "I remember even though it never really..."
"Stop that"
"What?"
"Acting like you're adopted or something. Accept the world as it's presented to us. Your past is real Dawn" Buffy traced her hands along the scars Doc had made in Dawn's arms when he had attempted to bleed her on the tower. "Summers' blood remember?"
Dawn smiled and took Buffy's hand, bringing it to her cheek. "I remember. Now lie back"
Buffy did as she was instructed and Dawn raised herself over her, spread her legs and lowered herself gently down onto the cock, guiding it wi her her cunny lips with a deft hand. Buffy lay back and let Dawn do all the work, allowing her to control completely the depth and rhythm of her penetration, letting Dawn buck and grind her hips in her own time. Dawn was a fast learner and skilfully rode Buffy to orgasm, grasping each other's hands tightly as they did so. It just felt so great, so relaxed, lying back in the warm bubbly water, holding Dawn's hands, letting her pleasure them both so effortlessly.
"Your room or mine?" ask asked as they towelled each other off.
"Yours' Dawnie" Buffy replied, "I love your little bed, I love the way it smells like you"
This time it was Dawn who led Buffy by the hand, little sister leading big sister. They slipped under the covers and lay for a while, resting.
"Buffy?"
"Yes Dawn?"
"Can I fuck you?" she indicated the strap-on, wonder in her eyes. Buffy was taken aback by the suggestion but didn't see how she could refuse.
"Sure Dawn, just give me a moment to take this off" She undid the clasp, the magical device separating from her body as she did so.
"Do you think it's good for Willow to still have this?"
"Well it works for us so I think it's magic in itself rather than something she does, like an enchanted weapon or something. I don't think we can deny her this, everyone deserves some fun"
"It's ok then"
"Yeah. Part your knees"
Dawn obeyed and Buffy worked her fingers around the rim of Dawn's cunny, juicing her up nicely. She attached it to her provoking a gasp.
"Wow, it feels so powerful, no wonder guys are like they are"
"We have the power Dawn"
"You mean Slayers?"
"I mean women" Buffy stroked the phallus tenderly, causing Dawn to groan hungrily. "This isn't the power, Dawn, this is desire. We have the power, we have what they want. When you realise that you have real power"
She knelt down and took the fake penis within her mouth, giving Dawn a blow job with all the skill and experience she had amassed with her past lovers. As she swallowed down Dawn's come she noticed her sister and had gone almost cross eyed with pleasure. It gave her great satisfaction pleasing Dawn so.
"See what I mean about the power?" she asked Dawn kissing her way up to her breasts.
A wicked gleam appeared in Dawn's eyes. She gently shoved Buffy back on the bed and slid onto her. With a little uncertainty she penetrated her, taking a few minutes to adjust to the feeling of being inside her before beginning to thrust tentatively.
She accomodated it more easily than Dawn had, after four lovers her cunt was reasonably well stretched but it still barely fitted in and she felt she was full up to near breaking point. She felt guilty for a moment, remembering the sweet agony of her own deflowering, marvelling at how Dawn had managed to take it all inside her and knowing the genuine pain it must have caused her but she quickly forgot about it as Dawn started giving it to her, HARD!
"Uh, uh, UHHH, UHHHH, Dawnie you're hurting me!"
A frenzied look appeared on Dawn's face "You like it!" she declared firmly, never stopping or slowing her fucking for a moment.
"YES! YES!" Buffy responded, a curious thrill welling up from deep within her.
Dawn grabbed Buffy's hair viciously. "I'm your Mistress aren't I Buffy?"
Buffy was amazed at this dominant side emerging from Dawn, maybe she should have worn the PVC outfit? "YES, YES, YOU'RE MY MISTRESS!"
"And you're MY BITCH!"
"YES, YES, I'M YOUR BITCH!" it was such a delight to sink into subservience after being dominant in their relationship for so long, after taking responsibility and being the adult all the time. It was an enormous relief to just give in and surrender herself to Dawn for these few moments. And the glorious sensation of the hard, hard fucking so deep inside her simply would not stop.
"I'm your bitch, MISTRESS!" Dawn gave her an especially hard thrust that made Buffy's eyes water.
"I'M YOUR BITCH MISTRESS" Buffy screamed and came like a hurricane.
When she regained her senses Buffy felt Dawn's come pooling within her and Dawn's lips on hers, kissing softly, revelling in the sweet taste.
"Turn around bitch" Dawn's spoke softly, Buffy aware that the phallus she wore was hard once more. Unquestioningly she turned over, totally obedient. "Yes Mistress" she responded as though ite the the most natural thing in the world, a feeling of serene delight filling her.
She felt Dawn widen her arse cheeks and penetrate her, her own vaginal juices easing its' entry. It was painful but she took it without objection. "Thanks god Spike fucked me up here" Buffy couldn't help but think as Dawn sank herself deeply within her. It still hurt a lot but without Spike's enthusiastic prior buggering of her she doubted she would have been able to stand it. She was sufficiently loosened up enough to take it's size but still tight enough to make Dawn groan with pleasure.
Buffy closed her eyes as Dawn fucked her with mounting pace and excitement, the raw, sweet rhythm of the dildo sawing in and out of her ass producing the most divine feelings she could ever have imagined. Dawn fucked her ass harder and harder, grabbing Buffy's hips as she did so, digging her nails into her flesh. The ass-fucking was so intense that she lost her balance and stumbled forward, Buffy bumping her head off the headboard.
"Oh god, Buffy I'm sorry" Dawn stopped her fucking abruptly.
"I'm alright Mistress, keep going, don't stop!"
"Are you sure?"
Buffy turned around as much as she could to face Dawn. "Dawnie, I'm fine, I know you're not used to this but don't break character, keep going"
"I'm starting again, ok?"
"Yes"
"YES WHAT, BITCH!?" Dawn thundered.
"Yes MISTRESS!" Buffy screeched as Dawn resumed her ass-fucking with enthusiasm. Soaked with sweat, Buffy placed her hands on the headboard to steady herself and felt Dawn's arms snake around under her armpits, her fingers interlocking on the back of Buffy's neck. She was helpless as a lamb in Dawn's grasp as Dawn fucked her ass relentlessly.
At least that was the illusion. She could actually break Dawn's hold at any time, even without Slayer strength. But the illusion was nice.
She managed to work a pillow between her legs with her knees and rubbed her clitty against it frantically as Dawn buggered her joyfully.
She came three times before Dawn did. She felt Dawn's come shoot deep within her, knowing it would seep slowly out of her for hours to come, that Dawn would still be inside her long after the dildo was withdrawn. The thought pleased her greatly.
When they were finished Buffy washed off the dildo and at Dawn's direction restored both it and the nipple clamps to Willow's drawer. Willow was too wrapped up in her own romantic troubles these days she would never notice they'd been disturbed. "Got to get myself one of these" Dawn opinioned.
"Yeah, maybe we could ask Tara for one" Buffy suggested. She added in her own mind with an evil grin "And then I could fuck Spike up the ass with it! Wouldn't that be fun!"
They walked back to Dawn's bedroom, hand in hand.
*
Buffy propped herself on her elbow and just watched Dawn sleep. She looked exhausted. It occurred to Buffy that all her other lovers had had special powers, more than human endurance. Except Parker of course but then she'd deliberately gone gently with him. But she literally hadn't been able to control herself with Dawn, she'd lost it entirely, not held back one jot. Her adventures with Spike paled in comparison.
She stoked her hair, slowly, deliberately, Dawn unconsciously moving her head against her hand like a petted cat.
A wave of revulsion swept through her without warning. The tears came in a flood.
"Oh God, mommy, daddy, I fucked your little girl, I fucked your baby. Oh Christ I'm evil, I'm so so bad, I should die, I screwed my own sister, I don't deserve to go to heaven, I need to go to jail, I need to be punished, I love Dawn so but I can't be around her, how could I do this to her? How could I claim I love her and do this to her?"
The decision was easy. She would turn herself in, she would go to jail and wouldn't be around Dawn anymore, remove herself from the equation. She deserved jail, it was the place for people like her, a girl who was supposed to save the world yet fucked her own sister, screwed a mass murdering vampire, killed innocent women in the woods. She deserved to be kept away from people, to keep them safe.
She looked at Dawn again. She looked so peaceful, so beautiful. She'd promised her mother she'd take care of her and now look what she'd done to her. Leaving Dawn would be the hardest thing she'd ever have to do, harder than killing Angel, harder than crawling out of her grave but she would have to.
Dawn stirred slightly in her sleep. Buffy considered slipping out and not saying goodbye but she knew Dawn would never forgive her if she did.
Who could forgive her?
She loved her sister, loved her so. She didn't ever want to leave her, wanted to stay with her forever. But she couldn't, she couldn't keep doing this to her and she couldn't reconcile her killing that girl. Much as she loved Dawn she knew that somewhere that poor dead girl might also have a sister who loved her, had a family now riven with panic that their loved one was missing. And Buffy knew she would never come home. Somewhere there were a pair of parents who would never see their baby again, a sweetheart who would never...
Sweetheart?
Warren.
She was Warren's girlfriend. His ex. Now she remembered. That was where she'd seen her before. She was Warren's ex, Katrina
And she had just happened to run into Buffy and trio of timeshifting demons in the woods?
"Oh god, I didn't do it, I didn't kill her, I'm innocent, I'm not a murderer, it wasn't my fault. I don't have to go to jail, I don't have go anywhere, I can stay here with my lovely Dawnie, I never have to leave her". The relief was just so fantastic, like waking up after a nightmare.
The rage came next "THAT BASTARD! He made me feel that way! He made me think I'd killed her! He would have let me rot in jail. He made my own sister have to use her own body, the last thing she had left to offer me to try and keep me here with her when there was no reason for me to leave"
Dawn shuddered, sensing Buffy's change in mood. Buffy leaned forward and kissed her neck softly. Dawn relaxed again, smiling in her sleep
"I don't have to leave my lovely Dawnie. I can stay here with her" She looked at her again. She didn't have to worry about jail anymore but now she had a whole new set of problems. She could no longer flee to prison, could no longer escape, no longer write this off as a one night thing that would never happen again. Tomorrow she would have to face Dawn and for every day for the rest of her life.
She traced over Dawn's curves with her fingers. "She's not really my sister" she told herself, "The monks made her, she's really the Key"
The moonlight shone briefly across Dawn's slumbering features. Buffy laughed to herself. "Yeah right, 'she's not my sister', how can I say that when I see mom's eyes every time I look her in the face? When I see her and dad's influence in her every gesture, every nuance. She's my sister, born of my mother, a product of her and my father's love. Even has their DNA. I can't deny it. We're so close my blood was able to seal Glory's portal. And if it hadn't been enough she would have followed me off the tower, just as she tried to do before I stopped her, like the hero she is. Then we'd be together with Mom in heaven. And there's no way I'd ever have left them, Willow's spell be dammed. They could bust Faith out of prison if they needed a Slayer. Maybe things would have been better that way?"
She clutched Dawn to her. "She's MORE than my sister, she's made of my own blood, the monks made her from me. Maybe this isn't incest, maybe this is just some form of weird masturbation? Hell, I'm a vampire Slayer who sleeps with vampires, who cares if this isn't normal, normal is not a word that features prominently in my life"
She closed her eyes. "She wanted me, she seduced me, I never did anything to encourage her, this was her idea"
The guilt returned like a cold hand around her heart. "She wanted it, she was asking for it, I couldn't help myself" she sneered to herself repulsed by her seeking excuses, wanting justification for what she had done, "That's what all rapists say, what all child molesters tell themselves. This was wrong, even if this was her choice, I should have known better, I should have refused her just as I should have refused Spike. Maybe I'm not evil. Maybe I'm just weak?"
She frowned in concentration. "Or did I want this? When did I first decide I wanted to seduce my baby sister? I always found her attractive, maybe she just finally gave me the green light I always wanted, maybe I knew she really wanted me too and wouldn't resist? In a way I forced myself on her, in a way she had no choice in all this"
Dawn awoke. She twisted around and embraced Buffy again, face to face. Buffy was struck again by how easy it was to be naked with Dawn, how comfortable she felt feeling Dawn's nipples and pubic hair press against her. She brushed Dawn's hair with her hand, one of her favourite things to do in the whole world.
"Are you going to stay?" Dawn asked.
Buffy nodded and told her what she had realised. Dawn actually wept with relief, Buffy joined her, drying her sister's tears with her fingers as Dawn dried hers.
"Dawn, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done this to you..." Buffy began.
Dawn cut her off "You didn't, I seduced you"
"And I should have resisted! I'm the Slayer, I'm your big sister, I should have fought you off"
Dawn shook her head, "You couldn't resist, you loved me"
Buffy's voice began to break, "Dawn, don't forgive me, please don't forgive me, I've fucked my baby sister, I shouldn't be forgiven, I should be punished, I do love you, I really do but how could I do this to you? I'm so evil..."
Dawn put her finger to Buffy's lips "Buffy, I seduced you, I seduced my big sister because I couldn't bear for you to leave me, I couldn't bear to be alone. I used my body to get what I wanted and what I wanted was you. I'm the bad one here, I'm the one who should be punished..."
Buffy clutched her to her chest, cradling her head in her arms. They rocked back and forth together for a long time.
"What a sorry pair we are" Buffy laughed humourlessly.
"Buffy?"
"Yes Dawn"
"Why don't we punish each other?"
Buffy was taken back by the suggestion. She looked Dawn in the eyes. "Do you trust me?"
Dawn nodded. "With my life. Do you trust me?"
"Of course"
"Can I go first then?"
Buffy nodded. Dawn found her top on the bedroom floor and looped it around Buffy's wrists. Buffy didn't resist as Dawn tied her hands together and then to the headboard, deriving a huge erotic thrill from the humiliation resulting from her younger sister's sexual mastery of her body. Unbidden her mind went back to Spike and his handcuffs. She 'd never trust him but she trusted Dawn, she treasured her little sister. She knew Dawn would never hurt her. It somehow seemed right, on all fours on her sisters' bed, the sheets soaked with her scent, naked, her hands tied, her ass cheeks raised in supplication, awaiting punishment. She was utterly helpless yet content to be so. She had nothing to fear, whatever happened she deserved it. Dawn loved her. This was alright. Dawn loved her.
She felt something cool and metallic resting across her arse-cheeks. "The flat of my sword" she realised. She knew Dawn kept one under her bed, just in case, she'd approved of her sister's preparedness and helped her sharpen it. She breathed heavily in anticipation. Dawn was completely silent.
WHACK!
She was on the verge of orgasm even before the first blow struck.
It hurt. It hurt like hell. Again and again she felt the metal of the flat of the blade bite heavily into her exposed buttocks. She shrieked but then she felt the stinging pain gradually mute into the most delightful hot glowing, throbbing sensation she could ever imagine, the pain slowly, inevitably transforming into pure pleasure . Soon her hips were on fire as she thrust them out to meet each blow with lustful anticipation, her cunny dripping with joy.
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
"Hit me Dawnie" she cried, "Hit me again and again, punish me, I'm bad, I'm really bad, I'm evil, hurt me, hurt me, I deserve it, I fucked my little sister, I screwed my own flesh and blood, I'm bad, I'm bad"
She was crying by the time Dawn stopped, sobbing her heart out, feeling well punished yet loved and incredibly aroused. Her guilt was gone, the searing pain she felt in her backside seeming to erase it from her conscience. She'd been bad but now she was paying for it. It was how it was supposed to be.
She felt something smooth and hard and metallic slide into her cunt and realised with delight that Dawn was fucking her with the pommel of her own sword. She slid her hips back, bucking and thrashing on it, rubbing her clitty against the ribbed hilt for all she was worth. She gasped with surprise to feel Dawn penetrate her arse with one of her blunted stakes, stifling a cry as she rammed it home. She rapidly forgot about the pain and discomfort as she felt the effects of the double penetration, sensing only a thin layer of soft flesh separating the welcome invaders of her most intimate places.
"Yes Dawnie, oh yes, fuck me, fuck me hard, never stop!" shggedgged.
Dawn made her come again and again, Buffy actually splintering Dawn's headboard with her Slayerstregth in the fury of passion. Dawn finally took pity on her sister and gently withdrew both improvised dildos from within her. She hugged her sweat soaked body tightly and Buffy wept with joy on her shoulder as her little sister gently massaged her deliciously painful backside with her fingers, large red welts clearly visible in her flesh.
"How does it feel?"
"It stings" Buffy admitted.
Dawn looked her in the eye. "That's how it's supposed to feel. Do you understand?"
Buffy nodded "It feels lovely"
Dawn smiled back. She rotated herself around to Buffy's back and began to shower Buffy's throbbing pink arse cheeks with featherlight kisses. Buffy smiled an enigmatic smile and closed her eyes, revelling in the deliciously ticklish feelings it provoked.
"Sorry about your bed"
"We can get Xander to fix it. Tell him a demon attack broke it or something"
Buffy smiled wickedly "Your turn"
Without a word Dawn laid herself across Buffy's lap. Again Buffy was struck by how uniquely comfortable she felt with Dawn, sitting up naked in her sibling's bed, her little sister draped nude across her lap, their soft pubic hair rubbing gently together. It felt so right, Dawn's pert ass raised for chastisement, totally unresisting, totally at her mercy.
She stroked Dawn's hips gently with her hands, her palms smoothing over her soft, soft skin, her fingertips straying between them, both finding a little tension. For a moment she feared Dawn was afraid but then realised it was just anticipation.
She leaned forward and nuzzled Dawn's ear, continuing her stroking. "Just relax Dawnie. Remember, if it gets too much, just click your fingers"
She felt the nervousness gradually drain from Dawn's muscles and soon she was sighing in contentment, completely at ease.
She gave out an excited yelp as Buffy's hand came down fiercely on her skin. She continued yelling as Buffy rained down blow after stinging blow on her buttocks, the glorious sound of the slap of her hand off Dawn's hip echoing through the room but her fingers stayed resolutely unclicked as the pain and pleasure gently melded into one.
"Hurt me Buffy, spank me, spank me harder, I'm naughty, I seduced my big sister because I couldn't bear to be alone, I'm bad, I'm bad, hurt me and I'll never be a bad girl again"
By the time Buffy stopped Dawn was sobbing, her cunny dripping onto Buffy's thighs and her hips a lovely uniform pink colour, glowing with heat even between her cheeks. Buffy revelled in the power she felt over Dawn at the moment, her cunny juicing up in excitement, knowing Dawn was hers entirely, for all time. She was enjoying the fact that she was hurting Dawn, her own hand even a little sore from her actions but knowing that Dawn wanted it, needed it, loved it.
Loved her.
But not as much as she loved Dawn. No one else could ever feel that deeply.
They embraced, a feeling of incredible closeness and tranquility enveloping them both. She gathered Dawn's cunny juices in to her hand and rubbed them into her martyred arse flesh to ease the sweet agony Dawn felt, Dawn trembling with the exquisite pain. She ran her index finger along Dawn's cunt lips and produced a moan and a fresh wave of wetness.
Very, very slowly she worked her fingers one by one inside Dawn.
"B-Buffy?" Dawn gasped uncinlyinly, having difficulty accommodating all four of her sister's digits within her so recently virgin cunny.
She slipped in her thumb.
"Ah...ah" Dawn objected biting her lip. Buffy stared at Dawn's fingers carefully but them remained unclicked. She began interfering with Dawn anus with her free hand, forcing her to squirm and writhe most delightfully on the fingers in her overcrowded cunt
She balled her hand into a fist within Dawn.
"AH...AHH...UHHHHHH, Buffy, don't, it's too big, take it out, take it out please!" Dawn begged. She was weeping in torrents.
She'd gone too far. Buffy let her hand go limp within Dawn. She stroked Dawn's jawbone, tears streaming over her hand. "Dawnie, I'm sorry, I'll take it out but you've got to relax for me to do that, do you understand?"
Dawn looked her in the eyes. "No, Buffy, you don't understand, I'm ok, I don't want you to take it out, I can accept it now"
"Dawn, you should have clicked your fingers if you wanted me to stop, I must be hurting you, you're crying your eyes out!" Buffy pointed out.
"I'm not crying because of the pain!" Dawn retorted.
"Then why?"
"Because it's you dumbass, you're all the way inside me, so much of you is within me, I...I just feel to goddamned close to you right now, like you're part of me"
Buffy felt her own tears come, she kissed Dawn, kissed her more passionately than she ever thought possible. Dawn seized Buffy's breasts and squeezed them painfully hard as Buffy reformed her fist and earnestly fucked Dawn to a series of earth-shattering orgasms
*
They lay together, staring at the ceiling again. Buffy's hand rested easily on Dawn's backside, Dawn's head across her chest, idly teasing Buffy's right nipple with her fingers. Their other hands found each other and clasped together tightly.
"You know Dawn" Buffy raised their hands up so her little sister could see them "This means more to me than anything, more than all the sex, just holding hands, this is how it should be between us"
Dawn nodded "I know, it means more to me too. I never want it to end"
"It doesn't have to" Buffy ventured, "Loads of girls hold hands in public, loads of sisters. This is the one thing we've done tonight we can keep doing" She hoped Dawn read the subtext here.
"I'd like that" They were quiet again.
"Buffy, what's next for us now?" she asked.
"Tomorrow you go to school and I find the nerds and mash them to paste before turning whatever's left over to the cops!"
Dawn giggled." Amen. I mean what happens between us?"
"Dinner, movie, dancing, go to a strip club, fuck each other senseless, I mean this town is in such a state of denial about stuff I doubt they'd notice if you rode me naked in chains down main street. I'll be the butch so I'll have to shave my head and buy some dungarees of course, rent some videos of Ellen, you'll have to be the femme, wear lots of flowery dresses and dye your hair blonde and stuff... "
Dawn looked at her aghast. Buffy beamed at her "Gotcha!"
Dawn nipped Buffy's buttocks with her sharp nails.
"OW! Ok, ok. Tomorrow we go shopping, cook dinner, fix each other's hair and watch TV together. Then maybe I can help you with your homework and you can help me train with a variety of lethal weapons before you go to bed at a reasonable hour whilst I go patrolling and annihilate some creatures of unspeakable evil. You know, sister stuff"
"Sounds good" Dawn agreed. "Think we can afford it?"
"Dad's cheque can cover the bills for this month. We can pretty much blow my last payslip from the Doublemeat Palace"
Dawn looked at the ceiling again. "You know, I don't think I'm gay"
Buffy shook her head. "No, me neither. I guess most women are bisexual to a degree. We've always been told it's ok for us to be physically intimate with each other, we just took it to the next level. Now guys are different, Xander would FREAK if this ever happened to him"
"Guys are insecure. But I think this should be our secret, don't you?"
"Oh yeah" Buffy frowned. "I'm not ashamed anymore, I understand why you did what you did and I understand why I let myself give in but I think there's a limit to even what Sunnydale will accept". She was glad Dawn had suggested it. She'd wanted to make the point herself but had felt it would be slightly seedy to do so, as if she would have been blackmailing Dawn or something. But little sis was being more level headed than she would ever have given her credit for.
"But you'll stay until morning?"
"Yes Dawn, I'll stay tonight but..."
"Tomorrow separate beds. " Buffy was relieved at Dawn's attitude. She'd been scared that she'd want to continue their lovemaking and wondered how she could ever turn her down and whether she could actually ever bring herself to resist. But Dawn was acting maturely about this, thank God. But then she wasn't a little girl anymore...
"So now I'm a woman" it was as if Dawn was reading her thoughts.
"No" Buffy replied "You were a woman before this. Having sex doesn't make you a woman"
"You know Buff, if you ever need me..."
"I'll know where to come but I hope it never has to come to this again"
Dawn nodded a little sadly. "Can I get a tattoo? Just a small one"
"Don't push your luck. We need to get you some more grown up clothes though" She cupped Dawn's breasts with her hands "These need a little more packaging"
Dawn grinned.
They were quiet again. Buffy toyed with Dawn's hair.
"Dawn?"
"Yeah"
"When did you get the idea for this?"
"Can't say for sure, I mean I always thought you were gorgeous but it wasn't that, this was just to help you, to try and connect with you. I kept trying to attract your attention, wearing shorts a lot, bending over in low cut tops. Sometimes you looked but it was never anything more than that. This was desperation sis, I really couldn't think of anything else to keep you here, to keep you in the world. I just had nothing else left. If we were just normal girls this never would have happened"
"But we're far from normal"
"Don't I know it"
"When you were...gone" Dawn could never bring herself to say dead " I used to cuddle up to the Buffybot. I was just so lonely. Robot love, weird huh?"
"I'm the Slayer, you're the Key, I just came back from the dead, for the second time. Both of our first loves were vampires, my best friend's a witch, I just combated a load of timeshifting demons, we live on the Hellmouth. Hell, compared to everything else in our lives tonight was pretty ordinary"
"Amen"
"I did notice you Dawn, I noticed how beautiful you were but I never thought about this"
"I'm glad"
"If I'd been your brother..."
"Euuuuuhhhhh, no way!"
"Yeah, that's what I thought. Don't worry, I feel the same way"
"I mean, I know that's hypocritical and everything but no I would never have dreamed of it. I'm not sure why it makes a difference"
"Professor Walsh said we're genetically programmed against inbreeding, goes against evolution, that's why we have an inbuilt revulsion to it. She also said women naturally show empathy and intimacy with one another, we all came from inside another woman, we all breastfeed. That's why we're more predisposed to gay experiences than guys, they tend to be either gay or straight, we're more ambiguous "
"Should you really take the word of an evil scientist who wanted to create a race of demon/cyborg supersoldiers?"
"Generally no, but on that subject I think she was probably on safe ground. So what would you have done?"
Dawn shrugged. "I don't know. Challenged him to a game of football or something"
The quiet returned.
"Mom and I used to do this" Dawn broke the silence.
"WHAT!?" Buffy spluttered.
"No, I don't mean like this, not naked, I mean literally sleep together, when you were in LA that summer she used to cry all the time, we both did. So I used to slip into her bed every night and she'd stop, we'd have a sleepover"
"I'm glad you had each other"
"I'm glad we have each other now"
"Me too"
"When you were in heaven did you..."
She had waited for this question for an age. She knew it would come one day. "I knew she was there. I felt her presence but I didn't see her as such, it's not like that. It's hard to explain, it really is. But one day you'll understand, believe me, one day we'll all be together"
She felt Dawn tense. "Even after what I did to you tonight?"
Buffy hugged her closer "Yes, even after what WE did tonight. Don't worry Dawnie, this was human weakness, you're not evil, neither of us are, if we hurt anyone it was only each other. This won't deny us heaven, hurting the innocent, having malice, that's what denies you it. They let me in even after I didn't kill Angelus and he went on to kill Jenny and all those other people, even after I stabbed Faith, killed some of the knights of Byzantium. Like this, it was wrong but it was necessary, it was unavoidable. If you'd raped me, if you'd held a knife to my throat and I hated this then you wouldn't know heaven. But that's not what happened here tonight. Tonight was us finding each other in pain, two wounded birds seeking solace. Trust me Dawnie, I've been there, I know better than anyone". Buffy realised that in her mind Dawn thought she was risking going to Hell by seducing her, that she loved her so much that she'd been prepared to do that, risk damnation to help her big sister. There simply were no words.
"Do you think mom would understand?"
"She understood me being the Slayer. She understood me losing my virginity to Angel underage. She understood about you being the Key. Dracula said I was born of the darkness, Glory said the same about you. But it's a lie. We weren't born of the darkness we were born of the Joyce" They smiled together "I think she'd understand this. I'm just not sure I do"
"When I look at you Buffy, it's like I never lost her, I see so much of her in you, she lives on through you"
Buffy choked back her sobs. "Oh Dawnie, if you just knew what that means to me...I feel the same way, as long as I have you I'll always have mom and dad, they'll always be with us. We'll always be a family"
Dawn looked at her "You died for me, sis. You fight and risk your life for me every night. This was the least I could do for you"
"You're worth it, Dawn" Buffy answered. "A single smile from is is worth it all" She felt Dawn relax. "Let's sleep now, little sis. I think you'll be pretty tired in the morning. Not to mention a little sore"
Dawn smiled " I love you Buffy"
"I love you too Dawn" they kissed once more, soft, tender, sister-like kissing, platonic yet loving.
Buffy took a deep breath " You know Dawn, I love you but..."
"Angel is your great love" It was eerie the way she could finish Buffy's sentences.
"Yeah, he is. It's different"
"I understand. It's like Willow and Xander, they're soul mates, same as you and me but they have their great romantic loves as well. They were weak once and so were we"
She put it so well. "Yes, you're the love of my life Dawn, but Angel is my great romantic love"
"Suits me. It's not like I can ask you to the prom or anything"
They giggled, imagining the faces of the crowd if she did
"I love you Dawn, I don't say it often enough"
"I love you Buffy, you know that right?"
"As sure as the sun will rise each morning. I love you"
"I love you"
Dawn drifted off to sleep in Buffy's arms, the sisters cuddled up together more intimately then they could previously have thought possible. The Slayer stayed awake a little longer.
"I'm sorry" she whispered to whoever was listening. "I'm sorry I was weak, we both were, I'm sorry I did this. We both wanted it, better this than her being abandoned, better this than my screwing Spike, better the loving touch of my sister than the lust filled groping of a soulless mass murderer. I'm glad I have her, I couldn't go on without her. But then maybe that's why you sent her to me in the first place. I was denied heaven, denied paradise until it's my time again but you gave me her to make up for that. You took mom, you took her away from us but that's how it should be, no parent should outlive their child. Being the Slayer has taken so much from me but if I hadn't been the chosen one I'd never have had a sister, she makes up for it all. I'm grateful, believe me I really am. And I'll look after her, protect her and care for her just as she cared for me tonight, cared enough to do this thing, even though she knew it was wrong but that I needed it, we both did. I understand now how she feels and it gives me the strength to go on. But then maybe that was your plan all along?"
She closed her eyes and let sleep take her, content in the safety and love of her sister's embrace. Her last thought before she slept was a simple one.
"Now if I could only solve the Spike situation..."
Summary; Thinking she has killed Katrina, Buffy is intent on turning herself in. But Dawn plays the last card she has left to make her stay, her body.
Timeline; season 6 Dead Things
Pairing; Dawn/Buffy (yep, finally bit the bullet)
Warnings; Graphic familial lesbianism (I refuse to have the incest debate again! Read my story 'Why do we write this?' if you want my views). And a real weepie. I hope this is better and has more emotion in it than countless "Buffy jumps Dawn's bones because she feels horny or vice versa" fic. Please note Dawn is 16 in this story (or 17/18 if that's your local AOC)
Disclaimer; All characters involved belong to Mutant Enemy and not me, this is purely for fun with no profit motive
Feedback; goolecaptain@yahoo.co.uk
Distribution; take what you like
Don't go!
"That's not true!" Buffy objected. Her tears stained the covers on Dawn's bed.
"Then stay with me"
"Dawnie, don't you think I want to? I love you but I have to go to the police, I have to turn myself in"
"No you don't. You could be like Faith and go to the Watcher's Council, they're set up for things like this, that's what they're for"
She was right, Buffy realised. She could go to the council, accept their judgement. Why hadn't she thought of that before? Was Dawn right? Did she want to go to jail? Did she want to leave it all behind and find the same peace Faith seemed to have discovered?
Dawn's expression revealed that she knew she'd made headway. She reached up and unbuttoned Buffy's coat. "Stay with me tonight, we can talk tomorrow"
Buffy was unsure but she let Dawn take her coat and top off, unresisting. "Yes" she thought, as Dawn pulled down her trousers "Decide in the morning, she'll be just as dead then. Stay with Dawn tonight, we may never get another chance. I'll stay tonight for Dawn's sake if no one else's"
She worked her shoes off, then her socks. Unbidden her mind went back to when they were children and would sneak into each other's bed if they were scared or upset, finding solace in a sister's arms. And if things were really bad they would go to their parent's room, there was nothing so terrible that it couldn't be cured by mom and dad's cuddle.
But they weren't children anymore, and mommy and daddy weren't there for them. All they had now was each other and soon they might not even have that.
She couldn't believe it when Dawn stripped her bra off.
"Dawn!" she reached to grab it back from her. Dawn took the opportunity to whip her panties to the floor.
Buffy retreated, unable to comprehend what was happening, covering her nakedness with her hands.
"Dawn...what are you DOING!?"
Slowly and deliberately Dawn stood up and stripped off her sleeping top. Buffy looked upon her sister properly for the first time, gazing at her breasts, appreciating her sexually, not as a sibling but as a potential lover, a partner. She was scarcely able to believe her eyes or the sudden longing she felt welling up deep inside her, struggling with the guilt she experienced about feeling this way. Dawn wasn't a little girl anymore, she wasn't a child, this was a woman, a beautiful sexy young woman with a full and wonderful cleavage. How had she never noticed before?
She took a sharp intake of breath as Dawn removed her bottoms. Her legs were amazing, long, slender and shapely, leading to the soft brown curls of her pubic hair and the subtle pink lips of her labia. Buffy blushed at the sight but couldn't look away.
Dawn walked towards her holding out her hands. Buffy caught her by the wrists. "Dawn, stop this, it's wrong, it's sick, we musn't..."
Dawn looped her fingers around Buffy's forearms and pulled her to her. She gazed in her eyes as she leaned forward and kissed her on the lips.
Buffy's lips opened, accepting Dawn's tongue without resistance, moaning a little as it conquered her suppliant mouth. Lothos, The Master and Dracula combined never held Buffy so much in their power as Dawn did at that moment.
They broke off as Buffy realised that Dawn had gently pulled her back to the bed. Dawn sat down and looped her legs around Buffy's waist, softly rubbing their pelvises together, their pubic hair brushing ever so subtly against one another. Buffy felt her cunny begin to moisten and a new level of shame washed over her. She placed her hand on Dawn's collarbone and tried to push her away but all she could think was how lovely Dawn's skin felt beneath her fingertips.
"Dawn" she begged " Please don't, this isn't how things are supposed to be between us"
Dawn looked her in the eyes again. "You love me"
"I do but..."
"STAY WITH ME"
Dawn's fingers massaged Buffy's nipples to a pert hardness. "Traitors" Buffy thought as they swelled, aching with pleasure beneath Dawn's touch. She sighed contentedly, closing her eyes, accepting the unwanted yet delightful sensations. "This is going to happen" she told herself, "This is going to happen and I can't stop it, I can't do anything. I know it's wrong but I want it so much, I want her, I need her, my precious Dawnie"
Still she couldn't bear to move, still she had to resist a little more. Dawn fastened her teeth around one nipple and began to gently lick bite and suck, instinctively knowing how to give another woman pleasure. Buffy gave a short cry of joy and allowed herself to be dragged down onto the bed, on top of Dawn, feeling the softness of her body beneath her, overpowered by her scent, her beauty, her taste. One hand strayed to Dawn's cunny, the other found it's way to Dawn's breasts, her mouth could simply not bring itself to part from her sisters'. In that moment she craved her more than oxygen itself.
Dawn pulled away for a second. Buffy feared she had changed her mind, that Dawn had come to her senses just as Buffy had lost hers. She felt dread that Dawn would stop mixed with relief that they would hesitate at the last and not take this momentous step. But she read it all wrong.
"Do you love me?" Dawn asked again.
"More than anything" Buffy replied.
"Will you stay with me?"
"Yes Dawn, I will never leave you" it was such an easy promise to make.
Dawn clutched her to her once again, her nails scratching long deep scars in Buffy's shoulder blades as their passion overwhelmed them.
In Dawn's arms they was no judgement, no responsibilities, no guilt. In Dawn's arms there was only love and acceptance, only comfort. Buffy lost herself in the warmth and softness of her sister's embrace, in the sweet scent of her sweat. "Let me stay here forever" she thought, "Let this moment never end"
Dawn's fingers found her cunny lips and began to stroke them, softly, slowly, agonisingly slowly.
"Uhhhhhhh Dawn" Buffy moaned, She found herself spreading her legs and arching her back, quite against her will.
Dawn kept eye contact with her as her fingers strayed within her, gently probing, moving tenderly in and out, seeking out her clitoris and stroking it deftly. Buffy began to tremble and grind her pelvis against Dawn's hand. Her legs were now spread obscenely wide and Dawn had three fingers inside.
Dawn took her other hand and Buffy watched curiously as she led it to her own cunny.
"Please" Dawn begged.
Buffy's fingetips played for a while with the lovely chestnut curls she found there before she let them trace over the lips of Dawn's labia and felt the wetness slowly seeping from there. As if in a trance she found herself raising her fingers to her face and inhaling deeply. It smelled salty but somehow sweet. As Dawn watched she slipped the fingers between her lips and licked them clean. It was the most glorious taste she had ever imagined.
She thrust her fingers rapidly back inside Dawn and started finger-fucking her in earnest, Dawn returning the favour with gusto. They worked themselves into a frenzy and their synchronised cries rent the air.
"AHHHH, AHHHH, BUFFY, YES, YES!"
"OH GOD, OH GOD, DAWNIE, DAWNIE!"
Dawn froze for a moment. Buffy sensed her discomfort and stopped, even as she felt Dawn's vaginal muscles beginning to spasm so wonderfully around her fingers. She realised with a shock that her nails had scraped Dawn's still intact hymen.
"Oh Dawnie, I'm so sorry"
"DON'T STOP!"
"I'll be more careful..ahh..AHH...UHHHHH!"
They came so hard both sisters saw stars, their orgasms boneshakingly powerful. Buffy collapsed on top of Dawn, their breathing deep and laboured.
"Oh Dawnie" she gasped. Dawn leaned forward and kissed her softly, Buffy gratefully accepting the kiss. A sinking feeling enveloped Buffy "We've done it" she cried in her mind. "No going back now, I've fucked my sister, I screwed my little sis". She felt as though she was going to be sick.
"Buffy?" Dawn asked.
"Here it comes" thought Buffy, "She going to ask me how I could do this to her, how I could be so perverted, she's going to hate me for the rest of her life. But no more than I hate myself"
"Did I do that right?"
"What? Oh, oh yeah, Dawnie, that was the best fucking orgasm of my life!"
"And that's what they're supposed to feel like, right?"
Buffy raised her eyebrow. "You've never had one before?"
Dawn actually blushed. "No"
Buffy chuckled her chin "Hey it's OK, nothing to be ashamed of. Not even by yourself?"
"Well I mean I touch myself and it feels nice and everything but it was never like this"
"It's alright Dawn, I mean everyone is different"
"You touch yourself?"
"Since I was 14" Buffy confirmed. Hell, if she couldn't be honest with Dawn who could she be honest with? "Dawn, listen to me, what we did tonight was wrong, it was so so wrong for so many reasons, I can't believe I did this to you, I can't believe I could be so disgusting as... "
Dawn rolled over until she was on top of Buffy. She kissed her on the forehead and then worked her way down, eyelids, cheeks, lips, chin, neck, collarbone.
"Dawn, stop I... mmmmm" Buffy's protests were lost in the sublime tingling sensations produced by Dawn's kisses, every time she tried to object she found Dawn's lips on hers, Dawn tonguing her mouth with enthusiasm. She was returning it with her own tongue before she knew what was happening.
Dawn found her breasts again and kissed them all over, sucking her nipples, biting gently, licking, groping.
"Oh Dawnie" Buffy sighed, "Keep doing it, don't stop, keep going, it feels so good!"
When she could take no more she wrenched Dawn away and dived into her cleavage. Dawn's breasts weren't as large as hers, at least not yet but they were nice, pert and firm. Buffy lost herself in them, her attentions generating little moans of pleasure from Dawn, taking delight in teasing Dawn's nipples until they were rock hard, suckling like a babe in arms. They reminded her of sweet little raspberrys.
"Heh", thought Buffy, "Last time I did this I was on mom's lap. The memories come back so fast. No wonder guys are so obsessed with breasts"
The memory of Joyce snapped her out of her reverie and she pulled away. For a moment she stared an alarmed Dawn in the face. She looked so like Joyce, in a million ways only Buffy could truly see. She had to look away. What would their mother think if she could see them now?
She was bad. Evil. More evil than any vampire for doing this to her own sister. She was supposed to be the warrior of the light yet look at what she had done to her own flesh and blood.
Dawn cupped Buffy's head in her hands, raised it and kissed her again, both girls closing their eyes in rapture. She kissed her all over, determined not to miss a single millimetre of skin, hungering for the sensation of Dawn's flesh on her lips, softly kissing her collarbone, her kneepits, flanks, the base of her spine, her thighs, everywhere. It was the flesh, she realised, that's why women pinched babies, they were obsessed by the flesh, hungered for it. She kissed Dawn's neck, feeling the delightful pulsing of the blood in her carotid artery, so full of life. That was why the vamps loved it so. The difference was Buffy never wanted it to stop.
If she was so bad and evil how could Dawn love her so much?
Dawn was kissing her again, down and down her body, down and down until she reached...
"No Dawnie, don't, not there, please, don't, don't do that..." Buffy begged.
Dawn's tongue gently probed Buffy's cunt, exploring, teasing, tasting, lapping up her plentiful juices with abandon. Buffy rapidly forgot about objecting to her little sister licking her cunny and began to clamp her thighs around Dawn's head, moving her hips to try and get Dawn to reach just the right places.
"That's it Dawnie, just a little higher, that's it, THERE! THERE! OH GOD, I'M GOING TO COME! I'M GOING TO COME ALL OVER MY LITTLE SISTER'S PRETTY FACE!" she screamed.
She climaxed violently, Dawn dutifully licking up the torrents of Buffy's wetness that flooded over her face. Buffy lay back on the bed, flushed and struggling for breath.
"Sorry it took so long" Dawn murmured. "I've never done this before"
"Well I've never had sex with another girl before" Buffy replied.
"We're not having sex , Buffy"
"Could have fooled me"
"We're making love" she let the words hang in the air.
Buffy looked her in the eye and stroked her hair. "Yes Dawn, we're making love" she affirmed. "Which is something Spike and I never did" she thought to herself earnestly.
"You hate me don't you?" Dawn asked her.
Buffy recoiled as if stung. "Dawn, no, of course not, whatever makes you think that?"
"For doing this to you. Buffy, please don't hate me, please don't"
Buffy took her hand and stared deeply into her eyes. "Dawn, I could NEVER hate you"
Dawn watched her as Buffy slowed regained her composure and her breathing returned to normal. Eventually she spoke. "Buffy?"
"Yes Dawn"
"Do you really think I'm pretty?" She may have been formed in a maelstrom of dimension crossing energy but she was just like every other insecure teenager in the world.
Buffy smiled a bemused smile. "Let me show you exactly how gorgeous I think you are Dawn"
Buffy rotated herself until she was her head was level with Dawn's cunt, her own cunny suspended directly over Dawn's mouth. She began to lick Dawn out, revelling in the sexy, salty smell of her sister's most intimate places. Dawn returned the favour, delighted that Buffy was beginning to actively participate in their lovemaking. Soon the sisters were pleasuring each other frantically with their tongues, their joint moans and cries producing the most delightful vibration in each other clitorises combined with some longer, flatter strokes over the length of their vaginas.
"So this is where we all come from" Buffy thought, struggling to keep her thoughts together as she explored Dawn's cunt with her tongue "And we spend the rest of our lives trying to find that feeling again, to know that comfort and safety and love and warmth once more"
Buffy came first, Dawn having learnt from the practice of her previous experience. Intent on not losing face she resorted to a little trick Parker had taught her, taking Dawn's clitty between her lips and sucking on it.
"UHHHHH BUFFFY UUUUHHHHH!" Dawn screamed. Buffy grinned and very, very gently bit down on Dawn's clitoris.
"OHHHH GODDDDDD!" Dawn cried, shaking with euphoria.
They lay together for a long time silently. Buffy wanted to say something but was totally at a loss as to what. When Dawn spoke she was once again surprised.
"Can I try on your clothes?"
"Ah, yeah, sure" After the last hour sharing a wardrobe wasn't such a big deal any more.
Dawn jumped up and Buffy followed her to her own bedroom, finding her already going through her drawers by the time she got there. Dawn's rummaging produced a pair of skimpy, frilly pink thong knickers. Buffy sat on the side of the bed and watched her with interest as she slipped them on. She considered covering herself with the bedsheets but why bother? She had nothing to hide from Dawn, they'd shared everything together, home, blood, family, love, both come from exactly the same place, both emerged from within Joyce's womb. Being naked with Dawn was easy, they'd been naked with one another ever since their parents had bathed them together as children. She had no secrets from Dawn.
Well, perhaps one.
"How come you've got so many pairs the same Buffy"
"Men like to tear them off, don't ask me why"
She got up and crossed over to Dawn. "You wear it like this Dawnie" She hooked her finger around the side straps of the panties and pulled it sharply upwards, stretching the soft material tightly up between Dawn's arse cheeks. Buffy was delighted with how it accentuated the pert shape of her buttocks. Dawn froze and Buffy felt the erotic charge of the moment. She moved her fingers around to the front piece of material and started to pull it gently back and forth, the soft fabric rubbing wonderfully against Dawn's clitty, her little pink labia lips popping into view.
Dawn started to breathe slower and more shallowly, moaning softly, slowly flexing her legs apart. She put her arms around Buffy's waist and leaned into her shoulder, kissing her collar bone lightly. Buffy grinned and nuzzled her face into the soft perfumed brush of Dawn's hair, kissing her on the forehead as she came, her arms tightening around Buffy's waist as she did so.
They stood there for a moment in Buffy's bedroom, leaning against one another, dependent on each other in every way possible. Dawn reached over and turned on Buffy's radio, tuning it in until she found something slow and sweet. She started moving rhythmically in time with the music. Buffy joined her, dancing gently with their arms around each other, the moonlight flitting through the bedroom window.
"Summertime and the living is easy..." Ella Fitzgerald crooned. Buffy revelled in the soft caress of Dawn's warm breathing on her skin as the sister's danced together, just as they had when they were listening to the charts as children. "If I could bottle this moment and sell it" Buffy mused. But then it was too precious to ever part with.
"...your daddy's rich and your momma's good-looking" Ella sang.
"Both true" Buffy thought.
The song ended at last "Dawn" Buffy said, "Let me show you my hidden drawer" She took a key from her dresser, opening the locked bottom drawer of her cabinet.
"A present from Angel" she announced producing a pearl thong. "We couldn't have sex so he thought this might satisfy me, when you walk the pearls rub against you in just the right way "
"Wow" Dawn fingered it curiously. "Is it good?"
"Almost good enough to make you give up your quest for a meaningful relationship" Buffy confirmed.
"Can I borrow it?"
"Sure, but don't wear it to school. I did that once and had a hell of a time changing for gym class without anyone noticing" She handed them to Dawn who placed them on the bedside table.
Next she produced a black lace thong and matching wonderbra, taking great pleasure in sliding her hands all over Dawn's body as she stripped off her pink panties and helped her slip them on, lingering over her thighs and curves.
"Boy, look at those!" Dawn declared, staring at her new cleavage in the mirror, unknowingly quoting Willow. Buffy grinned, standing behind her, resting her chin on Dawn's shoulder, her hands linked upon Dawn's tummy.
"They say cleavage is like diamonds"
"How so?"
"The women who dies with the most wins"
They giggled together. Buffy felt much more at ease now. This was more like they should be together, two sisters dancing and playing dressing up with one another.
"You look great my little pumpkin-belly!" Buffy remarked, using Joyce's pet name for Dawn and tickling Dawn's tummy as though she were a kitten. It took a full minute for Dawn to stop giggling. She adjusted her wonderbra again, her breasts jiggling slightly.
"Was this from Angel?"
"Faith actually"
"You're kidding!"
"No, she bought them for me for Christmas that time it snowed"
"Think she was dropping you a hint?"
"I think she was dropping anvils!"
She undressed Dawn again and brought out a black fishnet bodysuit. Dawn tried it on, her pert pink nipples poking seductively through the holes in the material. Buffy found she could scarcely resist them, nor the dark triangle of pubic hair so readily apparent.
"How does it feel?"
"Like I'm a mermaid who doesn't mind too much that I've been caught"
Buffy laughed.
The black lace teddy came next, Dawn's long legs eminently suited to the matching grip top stockings. "Holy smoke, is that really me?"
"Yes, that's really you Dawnie, I think every woman has her own little black number locked away somewhere, we're issued them when we turn 18. Here, try it with these" she pulled a pair of black leather 3inch Gucci heels from her wardrobe and slipped them onto Dawn's feet. Dawn tottered a little, finding her balance.
"No one can walk in these!" she pronounced.
"You're not supposed to walk in them sis, they're called 'Fuck me heels', they're designed for kicking across a bedroom floor. You like the ribbon lacing at the front?"
"Yeah it makes me feel so...well..."
"Feminine?"
"Yeah, I think that's about the only word I can think off"
"Guys love it, like unwrapping a present was how Riley put it" she demonstrated by taking the ribbon between her forefinger and thumb and gently pulling it loose, revealing her breasts. Dawn watched Buffy in the mirror, her chest heaving with excitement.
"As long as you're still into guys that is..."
"Don't worry Buff, Tom Cruise still rocks my boat"
Dawn plucked a mass of white lace from the drawer. "Wear this for me?"
Buffy slipped it on. White lace teddy with drawstring front, complete with matching white stockings and suspenders and white lace gloves. Dawn stood in awe of her elegance and beauty.
"How do I look?" Buffy asked.
Dawn fished around in Buffy's drawer, instinctively knowing what she sought was there. Triumphantly she plucked a garter from it and slipped it onto Buffy's leg, taking great pains to run her fingers across her lace clad flesh.
"Like it's your wedding night and the groom is the luckiest man on earth"
Buffy beamed at her. "Dawn, you always know just the right thing to say"
"Can I try it?"
Buffy took it off and helped Dawn dress. "It's still got you scent on it!" Dawn observed delightedly, slipping the garments on, the material still warm from hugging to Buffy's body.
Buffy just gazed at Dawn for an age. "What? What is it?"
"You're just so beautiful baby, so beautiful. Here, try it with bra and panties instead" She helped Dawn change into a white lace two piece and was impressed with the results.
"Shouldn't the panties go under the suspenders?" Dawn queried.
"Hell no! Impossible to get off in the heat of passion"
Dawn pulled out a Sunnydale High sports jock jacket. "Why's this in here? I mean your cheerleader outfit I'd understand..."
"It's not the jacket, it's how I got it" she blushed. "Remember when I was running against Cordy for the Homecoming Queen?"
"Hey, I'm the one who made the cupcakes. Wait a second, you still owe me five bucks for printing you all those flyers!"
"Considering I've been slaving in the DMP to support you I think we'll call it quits. Anyway I needed the jacket to get the jock vote so I sucked one of the players off beneath the stands"
"You're kidding!"
Buffy furrowed her brow. "Weird thing was it was Larry..."
"I never knew you were such a slut"
Buffy snapped her suspenders, the elastic striking Dawn's thigh flesh with a lovely sharp slapping sound producing a high pitched squeal. "Oh yeah, whose tongue was in her big sister's cunt 15 minutes ago? Anyway, from what I gather that's nothing compared to what Cordelia did"
"Do tell"
"Well let's just say they made her airtight. And I really wanted to win, 'she stoops to conquer"
Dawn smirked and rubbed her thigh flesh tenderly. It occurred to Buffy she didn't normally use such ribald language, especially around Dawn but it hardly mattered now.
"Can I borrow it?" Dawn asked.
"No, get your own!"
"Maybe I will" Dawn declared haughtily, "Always had a thing for guys in jackets. How do you do it, anyway?"
"Put his cock in your mouth and suck it"
"That's it?"
"Yeah, guys are pretty simple. They like you to swallow too, spoils the mood if you don't. And kneel down before him, makes him feel like a king, they really dig that"
Dawn made a mental note.
Buffy put on her pink babydoll nightie next. She grabbed a teddy bear and pouted seductively in true Britney Spears fashion.
"Disturbingly Lolitaesque" Dawn decided.
"You don't like it?"
"Oh, I like it, I'm just not sure I should, that's all, kinda, I don't know, unsettling"
Guilt returned to Buffy's expression. "Dawn what we're doing, it isn't..."
Dawn didn't say a thing. She reached into the back of the drawer and removed a garment of shiny PVC. Buffy recognised with shame the outfit Spike had bought for her.
"I NEED to see you in this sis"
Buffy looked unsure but Dawn pulled her straps aside and undid the front lacing strippig the babydoll off Buffy who stepped unresistingly out of it and into the dominatrix uniform. It was a sheer black PVC basque with two apertures cut in the front through which her breasts protruded in a manner which made the wonderbra look tame. She heard Dawn gasp as she zipped up the rear, the thin strip of PVC material cutting deeply between Buffy's arse cheeks, separating and lifting them incredibly seductively. Buffy felt the tightness, the slight discomfort and constriction sending an erotic charge through her body that had her pussy watering once more. She reached behind her and pulled her hair up into a ponytail so it wouldn't get caught in the zip. Dawn took the hint and grabbed a hairband to secure it.
Buffy was juicing up nicely now, stroking the back of Dawn's neck as she fitted her with her black PVC spiked thigh boots, deliberately kneading the sensitive flesh of her inner thighs, producing all sorts of lovely sensations as she did so. Dawn attached the matching elbow gloves to complete the ensemble then stood back. The thigh boots made Buffy about three inches taller and for once she towered over Dawn.
"My God, Buffy. I just don't have the words"
Buffy smiled to herself bashfully, placing her hands on her hips Wonder Woman style. "You like?"
Dawn shook her head in wonder. "You're a goddess!"
"But not like Glory"
"Hell no, she was the goddess of skank! You're the goddess of...I don't know, all things black, sexy and shiny"
Buffy traced her PVC clad finger languidly up and down Dawn's body, teasing her cheekily. Dawn couldn't resist Buffy's sublimely jutting breasts and buried her head in them, kissing, sucking and groping, her free hand exploring Buffy's hips. "That's it Dawnie", Buffy encouraged "Suck on my titties, nurse on me baby"
"Stay here" Dawn told her and dashed out of the room. Buffy sat down on the bed and thought, glad in a way to be alone for a little while.
"Dear Christ" she pondered, "I'm sitting here in my S&M costume waiting for my sister to come back having screwed her senseless for the last two hours. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?"
She stood up and started to strip her outfit off, intent on fleeing the house, to get away, to go anywhere, just get away from Dawn and try to work this out. She was so distracted she didn't notice Dawn re-enter the room.
"Why don't you let me do that sis?" she asked pertly.
Buffy couldn't look her in the face. "Dawn, don't look at me, this has to stop, it has to stop now, this was pure madness from both of us"
She felt Dawn's hand guide her to something long, hard and smooth. She was so surprised when she realised what it was she fell back on the bed.
"DAWN, WHERE DID YOU GET THIS?!"
"Willow's room" Dawn replied simply.
Buffy breathed a sigh of relief, unconsciously fingering the strap on dildo in her hands. It was suprisingly large, almost a foot long and the width of a woman's wrist. She guessed she had underestimated Tara and Willow all these years "Of course. I guess she has a secret drawer too?"
"Doesn't lock hers. Buff, what are these?"
"Ah, they're nipple clamps Dawnie" her naivety was actually quite charming.
"Oh. Ohhhhh!" Dawn's gradual realisation was almost cartoon like, as if the coyote had just come to understand the significance of falling piano's shadow enveloping him. "I never thought those two were like...well...you know. You do know right?"
"I know but I kinda doubt either of them sexually abused their little sister" Buffy's face was a mask of pain. She stared at the floor in abject misery.
Dawn raised her head up in her palms. "Neither did you"
"Dawn I..."
NEITHER DID YOU" Dawn instructed her. "Do you understand me Buffy, I want this, I want you, tell me you know that? I'll put it in writing if you want?"
Buffy nodded morosely, holding back her tears. Dawn looked wounded.
Buffy hurled the dildo across the room. "Dawnie this is WRONG!"
Dawn reached to take Buffy's arm but she shied away. She began to tremble. "If anything it's me who's abusing you..."
"No! Dawn, don't say that, never say that. You could never hurt me. I love you"
"You shouldn't" it was Dawn's turn to look filled with self-disgust, "You shouldn't love me after what I've made you do. I'm a horrible person Buffy, I really am"
Buffy shook her head. "No Dawn, you're not horrible, you could never be horrible. You just...you just needed this that's all" It was the first time Buffy admitted it. It was a huge relief to them both. "You needed me to stay, you needed to be with me, you needed to be with someone you loved. Do you believe me?"
"Yes" Dawn sounded unconvinced. Buffy kissed her on the lips.
"Do you believe me?"
Dawn nodded, this time with more certainty. Buffy kissed her on the forehead.
"Oh my dear sweet Dawnie, what would I ever do without you?" It occurred to her that this was exactly what their mother had said before her operation. So this was how she'd felt. It gladdened her heart that Joyce could have felt this way about her.
Eventually Dawn broke her grip and retrieved the dildo from the floor. Buffy wondered what was coming next but she knew she had to stay with Dawn, that there was no going back now. This was the only way to rescue Dawn from the pit of despair that seemed to consume her. And she was enjoying it too, she had to confess, it had been a long, long time since she'd felt this loved, this enraptured. That she was having fun was the hardest thing she'd ever had to admit to herself.
"Ok" Dawn stated firmly, "Now put this on and fuck me"
"WHAT!?"
"I want you to be my first" Her tone was matter of fact.
"Dawn, are you crazy?" Buffy's head was spinning.
"No, I love you, I want to prove that to you, I want you to take my virginity"
"I won't do it" Buffy was resolute. She still thought of Dawn as a virgin, at least in the Bill Clinton definition.
Dawn looked at her beseechingly. "I'll beg if you want me to. Please Buffy, I need this, I need you, I need you inside me"
Buffy paused. She loved Dawn. She loved her more than life itself as she'd proved more than once. The thought of actually taking her virginity, of deflowering her was incredibly appealing. It was something they could share, a new bond between them. She'd come to realise that for good or ill Dawn had won her over. She felt her free will evaporating, she actually wanted to do this, wanted to fuck Dawn until she was sore. Her nipples hardened and cunny moistened as she began to imagine how it would feel, began to imagine fucking Dawn, rupturing her maidenhead, lust beginning to overpower her. She'd pretty much decided to give in and let Dawn seduce her into doing this. But she still had to be certain.
"You realise what you're offering me?"
"I do"
"Are you sure?"
"I am"
"You realise that once you do this there's no going back?"
"Oh no, I thought it would just regrow like my nails or something"
"No need to be sarcastic" Buffy told her.
"Don't treat me like kid Buff. I know what I'm offering you. I know how precious it is and I know you're worth it"
"I can't be evil" Buffy thought "Someone as wonderful as Dawn could never love an evil person"
Buffy gave in, thankfully. "Ok. Help me take this off" they stripped each other of their clothing, kissing and groping each other all over as they did so.
Dawn stroked the inside of Buffy's thighs and watched her spread them obligingly. She gently fed the fake phallus into Buffy's cunny and did up the straps.
"Oh, oh, what the fuck? OW, OW!" Buffy cried.
"Buff, you ok?" Dawn was alarmed.
"Uh Dawnie, I think this is magical, it feels real, it feels like a really have a cock" She reached out and touched the phallus "Holy Christ! I can feel it, I can feel it as though it's my own flesh"
Dawn took it in her hand and began to move her fingers rhythmically up and down, Buffy thrusting a little as she did so. She placed her hand on Dawn's and made her grip it tighter forcing her to manipulate faster and faster. It took mere seconds.
"UH, UH, DAWNIE, OH FUCK, OH FUCK! I'M COMING, I'M COMING!" she showered Dawn with liquid which erupted from the end of the dildo.
Buffy lay back on the bed, exhausted, feeling as though a train of pleasure had thundered through her body. "Goddamit Dawnie, that was amazing, this must be how guys feel. Wow!"
"And I came so quickly!" she thought to herself. "Guess that's a problem guys have? Jeez, embarrassing much? Just like American Pie. No wonder they like sex with a virgin, they don't know any different"
Dawn took some of the liquid in her hand and tasted it tentatively. "Is this come?" she asked innocently.
Buffy tasted it too. "Ah no, I think it's my juices, it's not like guy's come". She shrugged. There was no need for a condom which was just as well as she was pretty certain there were none in the house. Willow certainly wouldn't have any and she and Spike didn't need them, his sperm was just as dead as he was.
Dawn knelt down on her knees and started to lap it up off Buffy's body. Buffy lay back and ruffled her hair, enjoying watching her display of devotion.
"Kiss it Dawnie, kiss it please"
Dawn obligingly showered the strap-on with kisses. Buffy began to shudder and moan with ecstasy. She grabbed the back of Dawn's head and thrust the fake cock between her lips in one deft movement.
"Suck me Dawnie, please, I'm begging you, suck me hard, take me in your mouth!"
Dawn began to suck on it with instinctive skill and enthusiasm. Buffy couldn't resist thrusting it a little further down her throat but stopped as she saw Dawn gag slightly. She had to be content with Dawn's lips and tongue licking and sucking with soft, sweet pleasure.
"YES! YES! IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN!" Buffy wailed throwing her arms behind her head in the throes of euphoria. As she recovered she watched Dawn swallow down mouthful after mouthful of her come, gulping the liquid as though it were champagne. It was like an added present, Dawn was accepting her inside her, accepting her conquest by consuming her juices. When she had quite finished she grabbed Dawn by the hair and dragged her up to her head. Dawn whimpered slightly at such rough treatment but forgot all about it as Buffy kissed her deeply, revelling in the taste of her own cunny in Dawn's mouth. It raised her to a new plain of delight, the phallus hard again within seconds.
She looked at Dawn, running her hands all over her nubile young body. She wanted her, how she wanted her, how she ached for her in that moment.
"You're sure?" She had to ask, this one last time, she had to ask. She owed Dawn that.
"FUCK-ME-BUFFY" Dawn spoke as though she was trying to explain something to a non-English speaker. "STICK-THAT-COCK-IN-MY-CUNT-AND-FUCK-ME-SENSELESS"
Buffy laughed yet still felt aroused by Dawn's filthy talk. She pushed her back on the bed and placed her left breast in Dawn's mouth.
"Suck my aching tits!" she instructed. Dawn wasn't the only one who could talk dirty. Dawn obeyed without question.
Buffy spread Dawn's thighs as far as they would go and opened her cunny lips with the tips of her fingers. She fed her fingers inside Dawn finding her already well lubricated. She touched her hymen with her nails producing a short yelp. "Dawn, you feel that?"
"Yes"
"In a little while it will be gone and I'll be all the way inside you"
"I understand" Dawn grunted softly as Buffy slowly fed the dildo into her until she winced as it touched her maidenhead.
"Oh god Dawn, you're so TIGHT!" Buffy screeched through gritted teeth. She thrust on and on, forcing her way into Dawn's cunt, grabbing her shoulders and holding on. She felt so warm and wet and snug around her...
"Oh, Buffy, it's so big, it's TOO BIG, I don't think I can take it all inside me!" Dawn thrashed and writhed helplessly beneath her, desperately trying to get her body to accommodate more and more.
Buffy withdrew and re-entered several times, taking care to angle her thrusting so as to stimulate Dawn's clitoris. Now, where was it? Oh yes! She saw Dawn's eyes water and go wide as Buffy touched upon her G-spot with her penetration. Dawn began to thrust her pelvis back against Buffys', beginning to actively participate in her deflowering. Buffy grabbed Dawn's arms and pinned them behind her head.
"FUCK ME BUFFY! FUCK ME!" Dawn yelled.
"Dawn, this is going to hurt but only for a little bit, OK?"
Dawn nodded, arching her back. Buffy saw in her eyes the same look of passion and surrender she recognised from catching sight of herself in Riley's mirror.
Buffy thrusted forwards, ignoring Dawn's screams as she punched viciously through her virginity. She began fucking her mercilessly building up from a slow steady rhythm to a tumultuous climax. She felt Dawn's wrists slip from her sweat-soaked grasp as her lust overwhelmed her. Soon she felt the dizzy fire of sharpened nails slicing her back to ribbons as Dawn clawed her vigorously, biting into her trapezoid muscle to stifle her shrieking. All Buffy wanted to do was keep fucking Dawn, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck...
She completely lost track of time. The fucking could have gone on for hours for all she knew. By the time Buffy orgasmed Dawn had come three times and was hoarse from begging her to stop. "Buffy...pl...please, I can't go on, I feel like I'm dying"
Very, very gently Buffy withdrew from her and they lay back on the bed gasping for air. Buffy looked with satisfaction at the strap on, covered in her own come, Dawn's vaginal juices and a thin coating of virginal blood. "She really did give herself to me" she thought, "Utterly and completely, something she'll never be able to give another person, ever"
Dawn leaned over her and kissed her, cuddling up into Buffy's arms. She bit Buffy's bottom lip slightly hard and sucked upon it, producing a little moan and a coquettish smile from her sister.
"I think you'll have a hell of a hickey in the morning!" Dawn observed, inspecting her bite mark on Buffy's neck.
Buffy shrugged. "I'll tell them I had a close call with a vamp" She turned around to show Dawn the damage she had inflicted on her shoulder blades. "Don't think I'll be wearing any backless tops for a while, even with Slayer healing"
"I'm sorry" Dawn apologised tracing the scratches she had clawed in Buffy's back with her fingers, "I didn't mean to"
"Forget it" Buffy instructed. "Duelling scars. Lie back in the bed and spread your legs, I want to try something"
Dawn leaned back and closed her eyes as Buffy took pains to pleasure her for another hour, just exploring her body with lips, tongue and fingers. She lost count after the eighth time she came, lying limply, allowing Buffy to do whatever she wished to her.
"Turn around" Buffy ordered firmly, a hint of stern authority in her voice. Dawn obediently turned over until she was crouched on all fours on the bed. A shiver of pure excitement lanced through her at Buffy's commanding tone.
Buffy took Dawn's hair in her hand and wrapped it around her fist in a ponytail. She positioned herself behind Dawn and pulled it back. Dawn's back arched as Buffy stretched her taut as a bowstring, Buffy marvelling at the way this move made Dawn's back muscles stand out. She teased Dawn's labia with her fingertips producing a fresh flood of cunny juices and soft moaning. Dawn trembled as Buffy's fingers began to stray within the sensitive pertness of her sphincter, widening it a little, certain that they would not be the last visitors it received that day. She found the prospect frightening but more than a little intriguing.
Buffy worked the head of the dildo within Dawn's tight ring of muscle, intent in having Dawn in every conceivable way, parting her arse cheeks and thrusting very gradually. She could see Dawn's hands pawing the bedsheets, could sense her gritted teeth, unable to stop her quiet whimpering at the very real pain Buffy was causing her. But it was worth it, she just felt so good around her, her ass grasping the fake cock like a hot tight fist, strong yet soft at the same time.
She leaned forwards and whispered in Dawn's ear. "Just relax Dawnie, accept it within you, it's where it's meant to be, it's what your ass is for, it's what your body is for" Buffy kissed and nuzzled her sister's ear, nibbling on her earlobe. She lapped up with joy the droplets of sweat that trickled down Dawn's back. She sensed Dawn's tension ease, saw the trace of a smile spread across her lips at her tongues teasing, felt her muscles lose their fear of Buffy's invasion of her most intimate places. She grabbed a good handful of Dawn's shapely ass cheek and squeezed it viciously with her nails producing a fresh cry that was stifled as Buffy seized Dawn's hips firmly and ruthlessly thrust the remainder of the huge phallus all the way inside her.
"AHHH, UUUUHHHH, B-b-buffy!" Dawn gasped, "I feel like you're splitting me in two!"
Buffy revelled in her domination of Dawn, loved the feeling of her thighs thudding relentlessly against Dawn's hips, the slapping sound mixed with Dawn's screams made the sweetest music. Dawn's protests died as Buffy lent forward and bit her on the nape of the neck, producing a bite mark identical to the one Dawn had inflicted on her. Buffy felt as though she was a marauding cat and Dawn an utterly helpless little mouse held in her jaws. The thought made her smile wickedly. She felt so deep inside Dawn, the sensations of pleasure she felt through the magical strap-on so intense it made her head swim, her vision clouding as she slid so easily in and out of her ass, the fake cock well lubricated by Dawn's juices and her own.
Her index finger found Dawn's clitoris amongst the sea of wetness in her cunny and teased it lovingly. Soon Dawn was thrusting her hips backwards, desperate to accommodate more and more of Buffy within her. Dawn was so aroused by her anal penetration it only took a few strokes of her clitty to make her come. "Slut" thought Buffy without malice.
With expert timing Buffy made them come both together, their synchronised cries of pleasure seeming to make the house itself shake.
"AHHH, AHHHH, UHHHHH, UHHHHHH, AHHHHHH, AHHHHHHH, AHHHHHHHHHH, URGHHHHH!"
Buffy withdrew carefully and turned a ravished, trembling Dawn to face her. She sat upright in her bed and perched her younger sister on her lap. She kept one hand on Dawn's thigh, another on her breast. Dawn's found her arms automatically hugged around her sister's neck. They kissed for several minutes, softly yet passionately, as if they were boyfriend and girlfriend parked in Lover's Lane. Buffy was beginning to lose herself totally in Dawn's mouth, so soft, so warm and wet, so receptively sweet. It was as though it had been waiting to welcome her her entire life. Buffy gradually worked her fingers inside Dawn's cunny lips, stroking them very softly. Dawn began to grind her pelvis against them but Buffy deliberately kept the pace slow and gentle, letting her fingers occasionally stray inside her, toying with her, teasing Dawn's clitoris with skill and subtlety. Dawn came ever so gently, closing her eyes and holding Buffy close to her, releasing a slight sigh as she climaxed, feeling sore yet incredibly loved, unspeakably close to Buffy.
They showered together, Buffy still wearing the strap on, gently soaping each other. The touching rapidly led to mutual groping which grew all the more desperate between them. Buffy was taken aback when Dawn fell to her knees and began to enthusiastically suck upon her fake cock once more, not caring that it had been so recently deep within her. Buffy instinctively gave little thrusts of her pelvis, taking delight in fucking Dawn's willing mouth. She stroked her head tenderly, marvelling at how subservient Dawn looked. One thing Riley, Spike and Parker had all loved was her move of kissing them down their chest then falling to her knees and sucking them off. She understood now why it appealed to them so much.
When she could take no more she reached down and grabbed Dawn by the thighs, hoisting her into the corner and penetrating her mercilessly. She felt Dawn's arms ring around her shoulders and her legs wrap themselves around her waist as she fucked her, hugging Buffy close to her as she moaned her pleasure, accepting the strap on inside her more easily second time around. After they orgasmed together she carried her back to the bed with the dildo still deep inside her, her hands grasping Dawn's ass cheeks as she walked.
"Buffy?"
"Yes Dawn"
"We need a towel"
"Yes we do" she manouvered back into the bathroom and Dawn plucked one off the rack.
They knelt on the bed drying each other off, the strap on still casually in place. Dawn had a curious expression on her face.
"Dawn you're ok right? I wasn't too rough for you back there was I?"
"No Buffy it's just that..."
Buffy looked at her with concern "Dawn, what is it? Tell me please"
Dawn looked ashamed "I LIKE it when you're rough with me, I loved it when you pinned my hands behind my head, makes me feel all small and helpless. I wish you were a lot rougher"
"Like me with Spike" Buffy thought, understanding. Maybe it ran in the family. Maybe that was why their mother had been so keen on 'Ripper' taking her on the hood of the police car?
"Does that make me sick?" Dawn asked.
"Considering what we're doing to each other anyway you having a little penchant for S&M is the least of our worries. Would you like me to be rougher with you?"
Dawn thought for a moment "Yes, very much so"
She took her hand and led her naked downstairs to the basement. It struck her how innocent this action was, big sister leading little sister by the hand, little sister trusting her completely. And in a way it was still innocent, sexual yet still emotionally so pure and simple, trust and love.
Dawn's eyes went wide as Buffy produced the manacles from her weapons chest but she obediently offered her hands, Buffy hoisting them up to the roof so high she had to stand on her tiptoes. The sensation of the clasps closing around her wrists took her to a new plane of sexual excitement.
The next set of manacles were attached to her ankles. Soon Dawn swung helplessly from the ceiling, spreadeagled like a starfish, Buffy adjusting the length of the chains until she was level with her waist.
Buffy attached the nipple clamps to Dawn's breasts and twisted them gently. Dawn whimpered at first but her nipples soon swelled and hardened with delight.
Buffy licked the outside of Dawn's vagina until she started to stream with liquid desire again. She carefully inserted one of her blunted stakes into her cunny and fucked her vigorously with it for a few minutes until Dawn was dripping with lust and moaning frenziedly. She withdrew it and Dawn mewled her objection before her complaint was stifled by Buffy ramming the improvised phallus up between her unresisting lips. A belt went around her head, confining it securely within her mouth.
Buffy paused for a moment. "Dawn, can you click your fingers?"
Dawn demonstrated that she could.
"Listen, at any point of this you want to stop, if I ever get too rough for you, just click them and I'll stop, OK?"
Dawn nodded.
Buffy lubed up Dawn's sphincter with her vaginal secretions and then fed a blunted stake into Dawn's receptive ass. She penetrated Dawn's cunny with the strap on and fucked her with abandon, Dawn's cries silenced by her sucking on the stake which was liberally coated with her own juices.
Dawn came so hard she passed out. She hung there limply as Buffy fucked her to her own orgasm. When she awoke all her restraints were gone and Buffy was cradling her in her arms as she carried her effortlessly up the stairs. She nestled her head into Buffy's shoulder and they shared a smile as Buffy stroked her hair.
"Now I know what you meant when you said they made Cordy airtight" Dawn confessed.
"No wonder guys love to do this" Buffy thought carrying Dawn like a new bride over the threshold, made you feel powerful yet needed at the same time. She remembered how wonderful it had felt when Angel had drained her dry and carried her to the hospital in his arms. And she remembered something else "Remember when Glory was chasing us?" Buffy asked.
Dawn nodded and replied "You saved me that day, carried me in your arms. Now I'm saving you"
Buffy looked troubled again. "Dawn I..."
"Shhhh" Dawn put her finger to Buffy's lips and quietened her as she carried her back to the bathroom. She ran a bubblebath for them both, the warm water soothing aching muscles and tender flesh.
"Remember how mom used to bathe us together?" Buffy asked as she helped Dawn wash her hair.
"Yeah" Dawn replied, "I remember even though it never really..."
"Stop that"
"What?"
"Acting like you're adopted or something. Accept the world as it's presented to us. Your past is real Dawn" Buffy traced her hands along the scars Doc had made in Dawn's arms when he had attempted to bleed her on the tower. "Summers' blood remember?"
Dawn smiled and took Buffy's hand, bringing it to her cheek. "I remember. Now lie back"
Buffy did as she was instructed and Dawn raised herself over her, spread her legs and lowered herself gently down onto the cock, guiding it wi her her cunny lips with a deft hand. Buffy lay back and let Dawn do all the work, allowing her to control completely the depth and rhythm of her penetration, letting Dawn buck and grind her hips in her own time. Dawn was a fast learner and skilfully rode Buffy to orgasm, grasping each other's hands tightly as they did so. It just felt so great, so relaxed, lying back in the warm bubbly water, holding Dawn's hands, letting her pleasure them both so effortlessly.
"Your room or mine?" ask asked as they towelled each other off.
"Yours' Dawnie" Buffy replied, "I love your little bed, I love the way it smells like you"
This time it was Dawn who led Buffy by the hand, little sister leading big sister. They slipped under the covers and lay for a while, resting.
"Buffy?"
"Yes Dawn?"
"Can I fuck you?" she indicated the strap-on, wonder in her eyes. Buffy was taken aback by the suggestion but didn't see how she could refuse.
"Sure Dawn, just give me a moment to take this off" She undid the clasp, the magical device separating from her body as she did so.
"Do you think it's good for Willow to still have this?"
"Well it works for us so I think it's magic in itself rather than something she does, like an enchanted weapon or something. I don't think we can deny her this, everyone deserves some fun"
"It's ok then"
"Yeah. Part your knees"
Dawn obeyed and Buffy worked her fingers around the rim of Dawn's cunny, juicing her up nicely. She attached it to her provoking a gasp.
"Wow, it feels so powerful, no wonder guys are like they are"
"We have the power Dawn"
"You mean Slayers?"
"I mean women" Buffy stroked the phallus tenderly, causing Dawn to groan hungrily. "This isn't the power, Dawn, this is desire. We have the power, we have what they want. When you realise that you have real power"
She knelt down and took the fake penis within her mouth, giving Dawn a blow job with all the skill and experience she had amassed with her past lovers. As she swallowed down Dawn's come she noticed her sister and had gone almost cross eyed with pleasure. It gave her great satisfaction pleasing Dawn so.
"See what I mean about the power?" she asked Dawn kissing her way up to her breasts.
A wicked gleam appeared in Dawn's eyes. She gently shoved Buffy back on the bed and slid onto her. With a little uncertainty she penetrated her, taking a few minutes to adjust to the feeling of being inside her before beginning to thrust tentatively.
She accomodated it more easily than Dawn had, after four lovers her cunt was reasonably well stretched but it still barely fitted in and she felt she was full up to near breaking point. She felt guilty for a moment, remembering the sweet agony of her own deflowering, marvelling at how Dawn had managed to take it all inside her and knowing the genuine pain it must have caused her but she quickly forgot about it as Dawn started giving it to her, HARD!
"Uh, uh, UHHH, UHHHH, Dawnie you're hurting me!"
A frenzied look appeared on Dawn's face "You like it!" she declared firmly, never stopping or slowing her fucking for a moment.
"YES! YES!" Buffy responded, a curious thrill welling up from deep within her.
Dawn grabbed Buffy's hair viciously. "I'm your Mistress aren't I Buffy?"
Buffy was amazed at this dominant side emerging from Dawn, maybe she should have worn the PVC outfit? "YES, YES, YOU'RE MY MISTRESS!"
"And you're MY BITCH!"
"YES, YES, I'M YOUR BITCH!" it was such a delight to sink into subservience after being dominant in their relationship for so long, after taking responsibility and being the adult all the time. It was an enormous relief to just give in and surrender herself to Dawn for these few moments. And the glorious sensation of the hard, hard fucking so deep inside her simply would not stop.
"I'm your bitch, MISTRESS!" Dawn gave her an especially hard thrust that made Buffy's eyes water.
"I'M YOUR BITCH MISTRESS" Buffy screamed and came like a hurricane.
When she regained her senses Buffy felt Dawn's come pooling within her and Dawn's lips on hers, kissing softly, revelling in the sweet taste.
"Turn around bitch" Dawn's spoke softly, Buffy aware that the phallus she wore was hard once more. Unquestioningly she turned over, totally obedient. "Yes Mistress" she responded as though ite the the most natural thing in the world, a feeling of serene delight filling her.
She felt Dawn widen her arse cheeks and penetrate her, her own vaginal juices easing its' entry. It was painful but she took it without objection. "Thanks god Spike fucked me up here" Buffy couldn't help but think as Dawn sank herself deeply within her. It still hurt a lot but without Spike's enthusiastic prior buggering of her she doubted she would have been able to stand it. She was sufficiently loosened up enough to take it's size but still tight enough to make Dawn groan with pleasure.
Buffy closed her eyes as Dawn fucked her with mounting pace and excitement, the raw, sweet rhythm of the dildo sawing in and out of her ass producing the most divine feelings she could ever have imagined. Dawn fucked her ass harder and harder, grabbing Buffy's hips as she did so, digging her nails into her flesh. The ass-fucking was so intense that she lost her balance and stumbled forward, Buffy bumping her head off the headboard.
"Oh god, Buffy I'm sorry" Dawn stopped her fucking abruptly.
"I'm alright Mistress, keep going, don't stop!"
"Are you sure?"
Buffy turned around as much as she could to face Dawn. "Dawnie, I'm fine, I know you're not used to this but don't break character, keep going"
"I'm starting again, ok?"
"Yes"
"YES WHAT, BITCH!?" Dawn thundered.
"Yes MISTRESS!" Buffy screeched as Dawn resumed her ass-fucking with enthusiasm. Soaked with sweat, Buffy placed her hands on the headboard to steady herself and felt Dawn's arms snake around under her armpits, her fingers interlocking on the back of Buffy's neck. She was helpless as a lamb in Dawn's grasp as Dawn fucked her ass relentlessly.
At least that was the illusion. She could actually break Dawn's hold at any time, even without Slayer strength. But the illusion was nice.
She managed to work a pillow between her legs with her knees and rubbed her clitty against it frantically as Dawn buggered her joyfully.
She came three times before Dawn did. She felt Dawn's come shoot deep within her, knowing it would seep slowly out of her for hours to come, that Dawn would still be inside her long after the dildo was withdrawn. The thought pleased her greatly.
When they were finished Buffy washed off the dildo and at Dawn's direction restored both it and the nipple clamps to Willow's drawer. Willow was too wrapped up in her own romantic troubles these days she would never notice they'd been disturbed. "Got to get myself one of these" Dawn opinioned.
"Yeah, maybe we could ask Tara for one" Buffy suggested. She added in her own mind with an evil grin "And then I could fuck Spike up the ass with it! Wouldn't that be fun!"
They walked back to Dawn's bedroom, hand in hand.
*
Buffy propped herself on her elbow and just watched Dawn sleep. She looked exhausted. It occurred to Buffy that all her other lovers had had special powers, more than human endurance. Except Parker of course but then she'd deliberately gone gently with him. But she literally hadn't been able to control herself with Dawn, she'd lost it entirely, not held back one jot. Her adventures with Spike paled in comparison.
She stoked her hair, slowly, deliberately, Dawn unconsciously moving her head against her hand like a petted cat.
A wave of revulsion swept through her without warning. The tears came in a flood.
"Oh God, mommy, daddy, I fucked your little girl, I fucked your baby. Oh Christ I'm evil, I'm so so bad, I should die, I screwed my own sister, I don't deserve to go to heaven, I need to go to jail, I need to be punished, I love Dawn so but I can't be around her, how could I do this to her? How could I claim I love her and do this to her?"
The decision was easy. She would turn herself in, she would go to jail and wouldn't be around Dawn anymore, remove herself from the equation. She deserved jail, it was the place for people like her, a girl who was supposed to save the world yet fucked her own sister, screwed a mass murdering vampire, killed innocent women in the woods. She deserved to be kept away from people, to keep them safe.
She looked at Dawn again. She looked so peaceful, so beautiful. She'd promised her mother she'd take care of her and now look what she'd done to her. Leaving Dawn would be the hardest thing she'd ever have to do, harder than killing Angel, harder than crawling out of her grave but she would have to.
Dawn stirred slightly in her sleep. Buffy considered slipping out and not saying goodbye but she knew Dawn would never forgive her if she did.
Who could forgive her?
She loved her sister, loved her so. She didn't ever want to leave her, wanted to stay with her forever. But she couldn't, she couldn't keep doing this to her and she couldn't reconcile her killing that girl. Much as she loved Dawn she knew that somewhere that poor dead girl might also have a sister who loved her, had a family now riven with panic that their loved one was missing. And Buffy knew she would never come home. Somewhere there were a pair of parents who would never see their baby again, a sweetheart who would never...
Sweetheart?
Warren.
She was Warren's girlfriend. His ex. Now she remembered. That was where she'd seen her before. She was Warren's ex, Katrina
And she had just happened to run into Buffy and trio of timeshifting demons in the woods?
"Oh god, I didn't do it, I didn't kill her, I'm innocent, I'm not a murderer, it wasn't my fault. I don't have to go to jail, I don't have go anywhere, I can stay here with my lovely Dawnie, I never have to leave her". The relief was just so fantastic, like waking up after a nightmare.
The rage came next "THAT BASTARD! He made me feel that way! He made me think I'd killed her! He would have let me rot in jail. He made my own sister have to use her own body, the last thing she had left to offer me to try and keep me here with her when there was no reason for me to leave"
Dawn shuddered, sensing Buffy's change in mood. Buffy leaned forward and kissed her neck softly. Dawn relaxed again, smiling in her sleep
"I don't have to leave my lovely Dawnie. I can stay here with her" She looked at her again. She didn't have to worry about jail anymore but now she had a whole new set of problems. She could no longer flee to prison, could no longer escape, no longer write this off as a one night thing that would never happen again. Tomorrow she would have to face Dawn and for every day for the rest of her life.
She traced over Dawn's curves with her fingers. "She's not really my sister" she told herself, "The monks made her, she's really the Key"
The moonlight shone briefly across Dawn's slumbering features. Buffy laughed to herself. "Yeah right, 'she's not my sister', how can I say that when I see mom's eyes every time I look her in the face? When I see her and dad's influence in her every gesture, every nuance. She's my sister, born of my mother, a product of her and my father's love. Even has their DNA. I can't deny it. We're so close my blood was able to seal Glory's portal. And if it hadn't been enough she would have followed me off the tower, just as she tried to do before I stopped her, like the hero she is. Then we'd be together with Mom in heaven. And there's no way I'd ever have left them, Willow's spell be dammed. They could bust Faith out of prison if they needed a Slayer. Maybe things would have been better that way?"
She clutched Dawn to her. "She's MORE than my sister, she's made of my own blood, the monks made her from me. Maybe this isn't incest, maybe this is just some form of weird masturbation? Hell, I'm a vampire Slayer who sleeps with vampires, who cares if this isn't normal, normal is not a word that features prominently in my life"
She closed her eyes. "She wanted me, she seduced me, I never did anything to encourage her, this was her idea"
The guilt returned like a cold hand around her heart. "She wanted it, she was asking for it, I couldn't help myself" she sneered to herself repulsed by her seeking excuses, wanting justification for what she had done, "That's what all rapists say, what all child molesters tell themselves. This was wrong, even if this was her choice, I should have known better, I should have refused her just as I should have refused Spike. Maybe I'm not evil. Maybe I'm just weak?"
She frowned in concentration. "Or did I want this? When did I first decide I wanted to seduce my baby sister? I always found her attractive, maybe she just finally gave me the green light I always wanted, maybe I knew she really wanted me too and wouldn't resist? In a way I forced myself on her, in a way she had no choice in all this"
Dawn awoke. She twisted around and embraced Buffy again, face to face. Buffy was struck again by how easy it was to be naked with Dawn, how comfortable she felt feeling Dawn's nipples and pubic hair press against her. She brushed Dawn's hair with her hand, one of her favourite things to do in the whole world.
"Are you going to stay?" Dawn asked.
Buffy nodded and told her what she had realised. Dawn actually wept with relief, Buffy joined her, drying her sister's tears with her fingers as Dawn dried hers.
"Dawn, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done this to you..." Buffy began.
Dawn cut her off "You didn't, I seduced you"
"And I should have resisted! I'm the Slayer, I'm your big sister, I should have fought you off"
Dawn shook her head, "You couldn't resist, you loved me"
Buffy's voice began to break, "Dawn, don't forgive me, please don't forgive me, I've fucked my baby sister, I shouldn't be forgiven, I should be punished, I do love you, I really do but how could I do this to you? I'm so evil..."
Dawn put her finger to Buffy's lips "Buffy, I seduced you, I seduced my big sister because I couldn't bear for you to leave me, I couldn't bear to be alone. I used my body to get what I wanted and what I wanted was you. I'm the bad one here, I'm the one who should be punished..."
Buffy clutched her to her chest, cradling her head in her arms. They rocked back and forth together for a long time.
"What a sorry pair we are" Buffy laughed humourlessly.
"Buffy?"
"Yes Dawn"
"Why don't we punish each other?"
Buffy was taken back by the suggestion. She looked Dawn in the eyes. "Do you trust me?"
Dawn nodded. "With my life. Do you trust me?"
"Of course"
"Can I go first then?"
Buffy nodded. Dawn found her top on the bedroom floor and looped it around Buffy's wrists. Buffy didn't resist as Dawn tied her hands together and then to the headboard, deriving a huge erotic thrill from the humiliation resulting from her younger sister's sexual mastery of her body. Unbidden her mind went back to Spike and his handcuffs. She 'd never trust him but she trusted Dawn, she treasured her little sister. She knew Dawn would never hurt her. It somehow seemed right, on all fours on her sisters' bed, the sheets soaked with her scent, naked, her hands tied, her ass cheeks raised in supplication, awaiting punishment. She was utterly helpless yet content to be so. She had nothing to fear, whatever happened she deserved it. Dawn loved her. This was alright. Dawn loved her.
She felt something cool and metallic resting across her arse-cheeks. "The flat of my sword" she realised. She knew Dawn kept one under her bed, just in case, she'd approved of her sister's preparedness and helped her sharpen it. She breathed heavily in anticipation. Dawn was completely silent.
WHACK!
She was on the verge of orgasm even before the first blow struck.
It hurt. It hurt like hell. Again and again she felt the metal of the flat of the blade bite heavily into her exposed buttocks. She shrieked but then she felt the stinging pain gradually mute into the most delightful hot glowing, throbbing sensation she could ever imagine, the pain slowly, inevitably transforming into pure pleasure . Soon her hips were on fire as she thrust them out to meet each blow with lustful anticipation, her cunny dripping with joy.
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
"Hit me Dawnie" she cried, "Hit me again and again, punish me, I'm bad, I'm really bad, I'm evil, hurt me, hurt me, I deserve it, I fucked my little sister, I screwed my own flesh and blood, I'm bad, I'm bad"
She was crying by the time Dawn stopped, sobbing her heart out, feeling well punished yet loved and incredibly aroused. Her guilt was gone, the searing pain she felt in her backside seeming to erase it from her conscience. She'd been bad but now she was paying for it. It was how it was supposed to be.
She felt something smooth and hard and metallic slide into her cunt and realised with delight that Dawn was fucking her with the pommel of her own sword. She slid her hips back, bucking and thrashing on it, rubbing her clitty against the ribbed hilt for all she was worth. She gasped with surprise to feel Dawn penetrate her arse with one of her blunted stakes, stifling a cry as she rammed it home. She rapidly forgot about the pain and discomfort as she felt the effects of the double penetration, sensing only a thin layer of soft flesh separating the welcome invaders of her most intimate places.
"Yes Dawnie, oh yes, fuck me, fuck me hard, never stop!" shggedgged.
Dawn made her come again and again, Buffy actually splintering Dawn's headboard with her Slayerstregth in the fury of passion. Dawn finally took pity on her sister and gently withdrew both improvised dildos from within her. She hugged her sweat soaked body tightly and Buffy wept with joy on her shoulder as her little sister gently massaged her deliciously painful backside with her fingers, large red welts clearly visible in her flesh.
"How does it feel?"
"It stings" Buffy admitted.
Dawn looked her in the eye. "That's how it's supposed to feel. Do you understand?"
Buffy nodded "It feels lovely"
Dawn smiled back. She rotated herself around to Buffy's back and began to shower Buffy's throbbing pink arse cheeks with featherlight kisses. Buffy smiled an enigmatic smile and closed her eyes, revelling in the deliciously ticklish feelings it provoked.
"Sorry about your bed"
"We can get Xander to fix it. Tell him a demon attack broke it or something"
Buffy smiled wickedly "Your turn"
Without a word Dawn laid herself across Buffy's lap. Again Buffy was struck by how uniquely comfortable she felt with Dawn, sitting up naked in her sibling's bed, her little sister draped nude across her lap, their soft pubic hair rubbing gently together. It felt so right, Dawn's pert ass raised for chastisement, totally unresisting, totally at her mercy.
She stroked Dawn's hips gently with her hands, her palms smoothing over her soft, soft skin, her fingertips straying between them, both finding a little tension. For a moment she feared Dawn was afraid but then realised it was just anticipation.
She leaned forward and nuzzled Dawn's ear, continuing her stroking. "Just relax Dawnie. Remember, if it gets too much, just click your fingers"
She felt the nervousness gradually drain from Dawn's muscles and soon she was sighing in contentment, completely at ease.
She gave out an excited yelp as Buffy's hand came down fiercely on her skin. She continued yelling as Buffy rained down blow after stinging blow on her buttocks, the glorious sound of the slap of her hand off Dawn's hip echoing through the room but her fingers stayed resolutely unclicked as the pain and pleasure gently melded into one.
"Hurt me Buffy, spank me, spank me harder, I'm naughty, I seduced my big sister because I couldn't bear to be alone, I'm bad, I'm bad, hurt me and I'll never be a bad girl again"
By the time Buffy stopped Dawn was sobbing, her cunny dripping onto Buffy's thighs and her hips a lovely uniform pink colour, glowing with heat even between her cheeks. Buffy revelled in the power she felt over Dawn at the moment, her cunny juicing up in excitement, knowing Dawn was hers entirely, for all time. She was enjoying the fact that she was hurting Dawn, her own hand even a little sore from her actions but knowing that Dawn wanted it, needed it, loved it.
Loved her.
But not as much as she loved Dawn. No one else could ever feel that deeply.
They embraced, a feeling of incredible closeness and tranquility enveloping them both. She gathered Dawn's cunny juices in to her hand and rubbed them into her martyred arse flesh to ease the sweet agony Dawn felt, Dawn trembling with the exquisite pain. She ran her index finger along Dawn's cunt lips and produced a moan and a fresh wave of wetness.
Very, very slowly she worked her fingers one by one inside Dawn.
"B-Buffy?" Dawn gasped uncinlyinly, having difficulty accommodating all four of her sister's digits within her so recently virgin cunny.
She slipped in her thumb.
"Ah...ah" Dawn objected biting her lip. Buffy stared at Dawn's fingers carefully but them remained unclicked. She began interfering with Dawn anus with her free hand, forcing her to squirm and writhe most delightfully on the fingers in her overcrowded cunt
She balled her hand into a fist within Dawn.
"AH...AHH...UHHHHHH, Buffy, don't, it's too big, take it out, take it out please!" Dawn begged. She was weeping in torrents.
She'd gone too far. Buffy let her hand go limp within Dawn. She stroked Dawn's jawbone, tears streaming over her hand. "Dawnie, I'm sorry, I'll take it out but you've got to relax for me to do that, do you understand?"
Dawn looked her in the eyes. "No, Buffy, you don't understand, I'm ok, I don't want you to take it out, I can accept it now"
"Dawn, you should have clicked your fingers if you wanted me to stop, I must be hurting you, you're crying your eyes out!" Buffy pointed out.
"I'm not crying because of the pain!" Dawn retorted.
"Then why?"
"Because it's you dumbass, you're all the way inside me, so much of you is within me, I...I just feel to goddamned close to you right now, like you're part of me"
Buffy felt her own tears come, she kissed Dawn, kissed her more passionately than she ever thought possible. Dawn seized Buffy's breasts and squeezed them painfully hard as Buffy reformed her fist and earnestly fucked Dawn to a series of earth-shattering orgasms
*
They lay together, staring at the ceiling again. Buffy's hand rested easily on Dawn's backside, Dawn's head across her chest, idly teasing Buffy's right nipple with her fingers. Their other hands found each other and clasped together tightly.
"You know Dawn" Buffy raised their hands up so her little sister could see them "This means more to me than anything, more than all the sex, just holding hands, this is how it should be between us"
Dawn nodded "I know, it means more to me too. I never want it to end"
"It doesn't have to" Buffy ventured, "Loads of girls hold hands in public, loads of sisters. This is the one thing we've done tonight we can keep doing" She hoped Dawn read the subtext here.
"I'd like that" They were quiet again.
"Buffy, what's next for us now?" she asked.
"Tomorrow you go to school and I find the nerds and mash them to paste before turning whatever's left over to the cops!"
Dawn giggled." Amen. I mean what happens between us?"
"Dinner, movie, dancing, go to a strip club, fuck each other senseless, I mean this town is in such a state of denial about stuff I doubt they'd notice if you rode me naked in chains down main street. I'll be the butch so I'll have to shave my head and buy some dungarees of course, rent some videos of Ellen, you'll have to be the femme, wear lots of flowery dresses and dye your hair blonde and stuff... "
Dawn looked at her aghast. Buffy beamed at her "Gotcha!"
Dawn nipped Buffy's buttocks with her sharp nails.
"OW! Ok, ok. Tomorrow we go shopping, cook dinner, fix each other's hair and watch TV together. Then maybe I can help you with your homework and you can help me train with a variety of lethal weapons before you go to bed at a reasonable hour whilst I go patrolling and annihilate some creatures of unspeakable evil. You know, sister stuff"
"Sounds good" Dawn agreed. "Think we can afford it?"
"Dad's cheque can cover the bills for this month. We can pretty much blow my last payslip from the Doublemeat Palace"
Dawn looked at the ceiling again. "You know, I don't think I'm gay"
Buffy shook her head. "No, me neither. I guess most women are bisexual to a degree. We've always been told it's ok for us to be physically intimate with each other, we just took it to the next level. Now guys are different, Xander would FREAK if this ever happened to him"
"Guys are insecure. But I think this should be our secret, don't you?"
"Oh yeah" Buffy frowned. "I'm not ashamed anymore, I understand why you did what you did and I understand why I let myself give in but I think there's a limit to even what Sunnydale will accept". She was glad Dawn had suggested it. She'd wanted to make the point herself but had felt it would be slightly seedy to do so, as if she would have been blackmailing Dawn or something. But little sis was being more level headed than she would ever have given her credit for.
"But you'll stay until morning?"
"Yes Dawn, I'll stay tonight but..."
"Tomorrow separate beds. " Buffy was relieved at Dawn's attitude. She'd been scared that she'd want to continue their lovemaking and wondered how she could ever turn her down and whether she could actually ever bring herself to resist. But Dawn was acting maturely about this, thank God. But then she wasn't a little girl anymore...
"So now I'm a woman" it was as if Dawn was reading her thoughts.
"No" Buffy replied "You were a woman before this. Having sex doesn't make you a woman"
"You know Buff, if you ever need me..."
"I'll know where to come but I hope it never has to come to this again"
Dawn nodded a little sadly. "Can I get a tattoo? Just a small one"
"Don't push your luck. We need to get you some more grown up clothes though" She cupped Dawn's breasts with her hands "These need a little more packaging"
Dawn grinned.
They were quiet again. Buffy toyed with Dawn's hair.
"Dawn?"
"Yeah"
"When did you get the idea for this?"
"Can't say for sure, I mean I always thought you were gorgeous but it wasn't that, this was just to help you, to try and connect with you. I kept trying to attract your attention, wearing shorts a lot, bending over in low cut tops. Sometimes you looked but it was never anything more than that. This was desperation sis, I really couldn't think of anything else to keep you here, to keep you in the world. I just had nothing else left. If we were just normal girls this never would have happened"
"But we're far from normal"
"Don't I know it"
"When you were...gone" Dawn could never bring herself to say dead " I used to cuddle up to the Buffybot. I was just so lonely. Robot love, weird huh?"
"I'm the Slayer, you're the Key, I just came back from the dead, for the second time. Both of our first loves were vampires, my best friend's a witch, I just combated a load of timeshifting demons, we live on the Hellmouth. Hell, compared to everything else in our lives tonight was pretty ordinary"
"Amen"
"I did notice you Dawn, I noticed how beautiful you were but I never thought about this"
"I'm glad"
"If I'd been your brother..."
"Euuuuuhhhhh, no way!"
"Yeah, that's what I thought. Don't worry, I feel the same way"
"I mean, I know that's hypocritical and everything but no I would never have dreamed of it. I'm not sure why it makes a difference"
"Professor Walsh said we're genetically programmed against inbreeding, goes against evolution, that's why we have an inbuilt revulsion to it. She also said women naturally show empathy and intimacy with one another, we all came from inside another woman, we all breastfeed. That's why we're more predisposed to gay experiences than guys, they tend to be either gay or straight, we're more ambiguous "
"Should you really take the word of an evil scientist who wanted to create a race of demon/cyborg supersoldiers?"
"Generally no, but on that subject I think she was probably on safe ground. So what would you have done?"
Dawn shrugged. "I don't know. Challenged him to a game of football or something"
The quiet returned.
"Mom and I used to do this" Dawn broke the silence.
"WHAT!?" Buffy spluttered.
"No, I don't mean like this, not naked, I mean literally sleep together, when you were in LA that summer she used to cry all the time, we both did. So I used to slip into her bed every night and she'd stop, we'd have a sleepover"
"I'm glad you had each other"
"I'm glad we have each other now"
"Me too"
"When you were in heaven did you..."
She had waited for this question for an age. She knew it would come one day. "I knew she was there. I felt her presence but I didn't see her as such, it's not like that. It's hard to explain, it really is. But one day you'll understand, believe me, one day we'll all be together"
She felt Dawn tense. "Even after what I did to you tonight?"
Buffy hugged her closer "Yes, even after what WE did tonight. Don't worry Dawnie, this was human weakness, you're not evil, neither of us are, if we hurt anyone it was only each other. This won't deny us heaven, hurting the innocent, having malice, that's what denies you it. They let me in even after I didn't kill Angelus and he went on to kill Jenny and all those other people, even after I stabbed Faith, killed some of the knights of Byzantium. Like this, it was wrong but it was necessary, it was unavoidable. If you'd raped me, if you'd held a knife to my throat and I hated this then you wouldn't know heaven. But that's not what happened here tonight. Tonight was us finding each other in pain, two wounded birds seeking solace. Trust me Dawnie, I've been there, I know better than anyone". Buffy realised that in her mind Dawn thought she was risking going to Hell by seducing her, that she loved her so much that she'd been prepared to do that, risk damnation to help her big sister. There simply were no words.
"Do you think mom would understand?"
"She understood me being the Slayer. She understood me losing my virginity to Angel underage. She understood about you being the Key. Dracula said I was born of the darkness, Glory said the same about you. But it's a lie. We weren't born of the darkness we were born of the Joyce" They smiled together "I think she'd understand this. I'm just not sure I do"
"When I look at you Buffy, it's like I never lost her, I see so much of her in you, she lives on through you"
Buffy choked back her sobs. "Oh Dawnie, if you just knew what that means to me...I feel the same way, as long as I have you I'll always have mom and dad, they'll always be with us. We'll always be a family"
Dawn looked at her "You died for me, sis. You fight and risk your life for me every night. This was the least I could do for you"
"You're worth it, Dawn" Buffy answered. "A single smile from is is worth it all" She felt Dawn relax. "Let's sleep now, little sis. I think you'll be pretty tired in the morning. Not to mention a little sore"
Dawn smiled " I love you Buffy"
"I love you too Dawn" they kissed once more, soft, tender, sister-like kissing, platonic yet loving.
Buffy took a deep breath " You know Dawn, I love you but..."
"Angel is your great love" It was eerie the way she could finish Buffy's sentences.
"Yeah, he is. It's different"
"I understand. It's like Willow and Xander, they're soul mates, same as you and me but they have their great romantic loves as well. They were weak once and so were we"
She put it so well. "Yes, you're the love of my life Dawn, but Angel is my great romantic love"
"Suits me. It's not like I can ask you to the prom or anything"
They giggled, imagining the faces of the crowd if she did
"I love you Dawn, I don't say it often enough"
"I love you Buffy, you know that right?"
"As sure as the sun will rise each morning. I love you"
"I love you"
Dawn drifted off to sleep in Buffy's arms, the sisters cuddled up together more intimately then they could previously have thought possible. The Slayer stayed awake a little longer.
"I'm sorry" she whispered to whoever was listening. "I'm sorry I was weak, we both were, I'm sorry I did this. We both wanted it, better this than her being abandoned, better this than my screwing Spike, better the loving touch of my sister than the lust filled groping of a soulless mass murderer. I'm glad I have her, I couldn't go on without her. But then maybe that's why you sent her to me in the first place. I was denied heaven, denied paradise until it's my time again but you gave me her to make up for that. You took mom, you took her away from us but that's how it should be, no parent should outlive their child. Being the Slayer has taken so much from me but if I hadn't been the chosen one I'd never have had a sister, she makes up for it all. I'm grateful, believe me I really am. And I'll look after her, protect her and care for her just as she cared for me tonight, cared enough to do this thing, even though she knew it was wrong but that I needed it, we both did. I understand now how she feels and it gives me the strength to go on. But then maybe that was your plan all along?"
She closed her eyes and let sleep take her, content in the safety and love of her sister's embrace. Her last thought before she slept was a simple one.
"Now if I could only solve the Spike situation..."