Tears of the Soul

"WOW, I really must be getting old now, I seem to be getting deaf because by no means you just said what I think I heard you saying." Angel barked.
Both he and Spike were standing again, too shocked after Xanders last announcemnet.
However they refused to let go of Xanders hands.


"Yeah, same goes for me here. I too just thought I heard you saying you couldn´t come with us `cause there is someone else in your life now. But I know that that had to be an illusion; since you are our mate you are not on any account willingly with another man. To clear up the situation I guess it would be for the best if you would repeat what you were saying." Spike tried to order Xander in his best authoritative voice.


" You two are really unfuckingbelieveble. I will sure as hell not repeat what I said. You two idiots know you heard it right and that it sure as hell wasn´t some kind of illusion. You heard every word I said and I damn well mean it the way I said it." Xander snapped angrily at the vampires and wrenched his hands away and out of the grasp of Spike and Angel.


" Okay,okay we get it. There is someone else now in your life.
Well, then we would really like to get to know this special someone. I mean you could tell us something about him. For example who he is and where he lives." Angel declared completely innocent looking.


"We would like to get to know him better. I guess it would be uncomfartable for you to be together with the three of us at once. So tell us his name and give us his address and we will pay him a visit. What do you say about that?" Spike attempted to question Xander blamelessly, but he tried it in vain.


"You are pulling my leg right? You only want his name and his address so you can go on and kill him. And you two don´t want for me to be there, not because it would be uncomfortable for me, but rather so that you could be finishing him off, without me witnessing it. Later you would probably come up with some badly thought out story about his death or tell me that it was an accident.
I know too good how jealous the two of you are, to be falling for somthing like that. Do you think that I´m this fucking stupid? Do you really think I would let you simply kill someone whom I love and who is my reason for beeing, you don´t really think that now do you?" Xander asked amazed.


"No, we don´t think that you would let us do that. And you are right, of course are we jealous. How could we not be? When I only imagine that there is someone else touching you, I get so angry that I could explode.
You are supposed to be with us and to love us and only us. And if the only reason stopping you from coming with us is this guy, then I have definetly no problem with killing him. And the way I see it, I wouldn´t be doing anything wrong with that. Because from the day you became official our mate and our consort, you were rightfully ours and that hasn´t changed since then.
What I mean is that we should be the reason for your beeing. I don´t understand what there is so special about this someone and why you want him when you can have us?"
A possessive Spike queried seriously.


"You want to know what so special is about this someone, and why I prefer this someone to you. The reason is that this someone is not only my reason for beeing, but also the only reason that I am even alive today!" Xander yelled furious at the two vampires standing before him.



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