Becoming

Chapter 8
Explanations


Xander felt someone trying to shake him awake and groaned “g’way mom, don’t have to go to school today s’a holiday” he mumbled as he tried to pull the covers up over his head. A low chuckle that was definitely not his mom brought him round and as he registered the dull yet delightful ache in his ass and a tightness in his neck memories flooded back and he sat up with a gasp. Colliding with a cool wall of muscle he threw his arms around a fully awake Spike and pressed kisses to every bit of flesh he could reach. “alright there pet?” Spike drawled as he returned the kisses then pressed a gentle kiss to Xander’s mouth. Xander moaned and opened his mouth offering entry to Spike’s slick tongue which was duly accepted and their tongues danced with each others, slipping into mouths and exploring lazily. Xander felt himself being lowered back to the bed and he whimpered as Spike’s by now familiar weight settled over him.


He felt Spike’s hand caress his chest, pausing over his nipples and rolling each one into a tight nub before flitting down across fluttering stomach muscles and eventually grasping his morning erection. Breaking the kiss to gasp in some much needed air he heard Spike say “had me worried for a little while there luv, you were out cold for almost 5 hours, still gave me time to think things through and I’ve decided that I like you like this, naked and ready for me so I’ve decided that all in all I’d rather you never left the bed” Xander had chance to moan his approval of that sentiment before Spike started to move his hand in a way that left him writhing, helpless under his ministrations. He tried to tell Spike to stop, in fact he was pretty sure that he got the words out, he knew he definitely told Spike that he was going to come if he didn’t stop but the blonde was relentless and caressed Xander over the edge, cradling him in one arm as Xander screamed Spike’s name as he tipped over the edge into that delightful void of nothingness that left him reeling at the power of his orgasm. When Xander had regained the ability to speak he turned to Spike intent on administering a firm telling off but his breath caught at the sight of Spike slowly licking Xander’s release off his fingers, eyes closed as if in bliss and moaning his approval. When his fingers and palm were clean Spike opened his eyes lazily and kissed Xander, sharing the taste of himself with the stunned brunette. “I can’t decide what tastes better, your blood or your come” he whispered into Xander’s open mouth and greedily swallowed the whimper his words produced. Xander remembered the way that Spike had tasted and suddenly agreed with the blondes sentiments and urged Spike onto his back.


Grinning a wicked grin he licked a trail from the hollow in Spike’s throat down his sternum, diverting only for a few moments to dip his tongue into Spike’s navel and thrust gently before continuing on his path and laving the head of Spike’s cock until he heard moans from above. Rolling his eyes upwards he grinned at the sight Spike made, his hands twisting in the bed sheets, eyes screwed shut and his face contorted as though in either agony or ecstasy. Xander ran his tongue along the thick vein running the underside of Spike’s cock and slowly began to swallow it down. Remembering Spike’s reactions the night before he again placed his hands on Spike’s hips to push him into the mattress and started to hum. He revelled in the helpless sounds Spike made and felt his own balls tighten as Spike screamed his name before he felt the rush of Spike’s cool seed spill down his throat. Allowing Spike to slip out of his mouth he raised himself on his knees and pulled at his own hard-again organ.


Spike recovering quickly cracked an eye open and seeing Xander batted his hands away. Xander groaned at the disruption but soon forgave Spike as he pulled Xander until he was straddling the blonde’s chest and Spike gripped his ass tightly urging him forwards. Xander gasped at the sight of Spike’s pale pink lips parting eagerly over his cock and the hands on his ass guided him forward. Xander’s hands flew to the headboard and he was helpless as Spike proceeded to show him exactly what someone who didn’t need to breathe could do when it came to giving a blowjob. As Spike eventually pulled back and released Xander from his throat he growled “Xan-pet, you’re not gonna hurt me yeah? Don’t need to breathe and I don’t want you to be fighting yourself. Want you to let go completely, let your instinct take over. Want you to come undone for me, can you do that for me pet?” Xander had grown impossibly harder at Spike’s demands and nodded eagerly, he didn’t wait for Spike to guide him and he shuffled forward before thrusting his cock into Spike’s eager mouth. He groaned as Spike eagerly swallowed him down and his tentative thrusts became more forceful as each time Spike moaned wantonly and increased the pressure on his ass, encouraging him to thrust harder. Xander came again, wailing Spike’s name and eventually slumped forward, draping his weight across the headboard for a second before rolling to the side to lay flat on his back, his feet to Spike’s head.


He whimpered as Spike took advantage of the situation and gently ran his tongue along the arch of Xander’s foot, he bucked and screamed hoarsely as Spike sucked Xander’s big toe into his mouth and bit down gently with blunt human teeth. Spike giggled, an honest to god giggle as he released Xander’s toe and crawled up so that he could lie next to Xander, pulling Xander across until his head lay on Spike’s chest he said “Can’t wait to find all your kinks Xan-pet, m’gonna know you and your body so well that I’ll be able to just look at you from across the room at one of those bloody awful boring research meetings and have you so hard and ready to beg me to suck you or fuck you”. Xander whimpered at the imagery that produced in his mind, visions of Spike bending him over some of the equipment in the training room at the Magic Box, him on his knees sucking Spike off in the alley behind the Bronze, Spike whispering in his ear as he stripped his cock in the bathroom at Buffy’s whilst everyone was downstairs. Christ, he hadn’t known it but he was a pervert. Spike chuckled knowingly and carded his hand through Xander’s tousled locks. “Gonna have to get up soon pet, suns up soon and s’pect that Peaches’ll be coming back here. Plus need to get some food in you, between Angel and me earlier and then me later..” he trailed off and shot a sheepish look at Xander “took too much I think, could be why you were out for so long afterwards” at that precise moment Xander’s stomach growled loudly and both he and Spike laughed at the appropriate timing. Spike rolled gracefully off the bed and stood with one hand extended towards Xander “c’mon then pet, I’ll make you something yummy for breakfast yeah?”


Ignoring the incredulous look Xander gave him he looked around the room for something resembling clothing, snagging 2 pairs of sleep pants from the bureau he handed one pair to Xander and stepped into the other, taking his time tightening the drawstring and chuckling at Xander’s soft groan of disappointment as Spike’s lower half was covered from his sight. Xander huffed sulkily and tugged on his own sleep pants, moaning low in his throat as Spike took over and tightened the drawstring, spending far too long doing it and letting his nimble fingers dance lightly over Xander’s over sensitized glans. Before they could get carried away however they both heard the door open and Angel’s wary voice “Xander? Spike? You up?” Xander wasn’t sure whether to be disappointed or relieved as he had definitely approved of the way things were heading again but wasn’t sure if his body could take much more without chance to recharge and refuel . Dropping his head against Spike’s shoulder he moaned anyway as Spike’s fingers moved away and wrapped themselves around his waist “In here Peaches” Spike called “be out in a sec ‘kay?” and then heard Angel move through to the den. “C’mon then pet, let’s go speak to Peaches and get you something to eat yeah?” Spike gripped Xander’s hand and tugged him gently to the door.


Spike, Angel and Xander sat in the den, Angel and Spike drinking mugs of blood as Xander scarfed down a surprisingly good omelette that Spike had presented him with. No-one was saying much and that sort of freaked Xander out, what happened now? It was weird, his entire life had changed in such a short period of time that it felt odd that the world hadn’t changed too in recognition. Angel kept looking at them and smiling widely, Spike was staring at him as he ate in a way that made him regret not putting on a pair of real pants rather than the thin, silky sleep pants that did nothing to hide his reaction to Spike. Spike grinned evilly as though he knew exactly what Xander was thinking, all of a sudden Spike’s earlier words flashed back into his head, his assurances that all he would have to do would be to look at Xander and he would be hard. Xander bit down on his lip as he struggled to gain some control. Angel suddenly looked concerned and leaned across to Xander, one hand cupping Xander’s face as he enquired “Xander are you OK?” Xander tried to nod but the movement caused Angel’s hand to brush the mark that Spike had left high on his neck, the one he had left as they completed the claiming and that did it, Xander’s body twisted in the throes of release, he screamed Spike’s name, half in ecstasy and half in fear at what was happening. His hand reached out and unerringly found Spike’s and he gripped tightly, sobbing as his body slowly relaxed and he slumped against Spike who had wrapped himself protectively around Xander. “What? What the hell just happened?” Angel asked, “I mean, I know what just happened that much was pretty obvious but why?”


Xander was still slumped replete against Spike who was helping ease Xander down from the sudden and unexpected orgasm by stroking his arms and pressing chaste kisses to the back of Xander’s head. Spike answered Angel’s question with a slightly worried tone “Angel, do you remember Antoinette?” Angel’s face suddenly looked dismayed before going carefully blank. “Yes, I can see the similarities Spike but I don’t think-“ Spike cut him off “bollocks Angel, you know as well as I do that it started exactly like this for her and Philippe”. Xander’s head lazily turned to look at Spike and he grinned like a dope, sure he was worried slightly about the inexplicable orgasm but hell it was good and it was nice that Spike was worried about him. “Who are Philippe and Antoinette?” he asked, reaching with one hand to caress Spike’s face, “people we knew way back when pet, in France back in the 1800’s” Spike said quietly, still staring intently at Angel “it’s impossible” Angel said firmly, “for one ‘Toinette had taken Philippe’s blood-“ Spike shifted Xander gently, exposing the mark Xander’s teeth had left when he had bit Spike in the midst of passion. Xander remembered the flood of that tangy copper fluid in his mouth as Spike had pounded into him and again felt the heat suddenly explode in his balls, dragging another, albeit more gentle orgasm from him.


As he lay panting, cradled by Spike and hearing the blonde whisper “I’m so sorry Xan-pet, so sorry. I had no idea, never would have guessed…” he could hear tears in the blonde’s voice and this distressed him enough that despite his exhaustion he twisted until he was facing Spike and he gripped the blonde’s face firmly, forcing eye contact. “Spike, I don’t know what you think you have to be sorry for but don’t be OK? God I don’t regret a single thing about the last 24 hours, not a single thing” He heard Angel muttering behind him “I would have never though, always smelt so human. Nothing to indicate..” sighing to himself he turned “OK, so is one of you going to tell me what’s going on?” he looked between the two vampires waiting for a response, before he could lose patience entirely Spike sniffled behind him and whispered “you’re a vampire Xan-pet, m’so sorry but you’re a true vampire”.


AN – Ooooh, an idea came to me whilst I was stuck in a boring meeting and I plan to make this story last… next few chapters should be up soon but you know that reviews will make me work faster *hint hint*.