Who? What? Huh?

Chapter 9 - Coming Out

After several more kisses and a few minutes of drying off, Xander and
Spike began their walk back to the Magic Box.

"Xan?"

"Yeah?"

"I think the girls might suspect."

pectpect what Spike?"

"About us you git!" Spike answered.

"Oh." There was silence for a few moments.

"What makes you think they do?"

"Just a feeling. The looks they been givin' each other." Spike
shrugged.

Xander was silent.

"You mad?"

"Why would I be mad?" Xander was confused. "I told you I didn't
want to keep it a secret."

"I know that's what you said." Spike began. "Just wasn't sure it was
what you meant."

"Of course I meant it Spike! Why would I say it if I didn't mean it?"

Spike shrugged. "People say all sorts of things they don't mean."

Xander stopped and took hold of Spike's arm. He forced him to turn
and meet Xander's eyes. "I won't ever to to you Spike. Not about
this. Not about us."

They stood there for a few moments, each looking into the other's
eyes. Finally Spike nodded.

"Okay luv." Spike leaned in for a brief kiss. "Just needed to be sure."
Another kiss. "I'll always give the same back."

"I know Spike." Another kiss. "Now let's get going. Might as well
come out with it and com whm whatever suspicions the girls already
have." Xander grinned as he tugged on Spike's arm.

***

The door jingled as they entered the shop. The girls already seated
around the research table pizza box mostly plundered. Giles was
apparently out since he was nowhere to be seen.

"Chocolate!" Xander yelled as he spied the box of brownies on the
cash counter.

"All for you Xander." Willow smiled up at him.

He grabbed the box and turned to Spike offering him first dibs.
"Chocolate!" He repeated as he thrust the box at his lover.

"Now we know you're in love!" Buffy laughed.

To Spike's complete embarrassment and Buffy's complete
amusement, Spike's face turned a deep crimson.

"Huh?" Xander replied.

"You offered him your chocolate even before you'd had a taste. That
is the mark of a man in love." Willow added. "At least when you're
the man." She smiled at him.

Xander smiled back.

"And d-don't think we haven't n-noticed the lack of insults these last
few days." Tara stated.

"Okay guys." Xander swept his gaze around the room stopping to
give each of his friends a serious but sincere look. "I guess there's no
point in denying it. Not that I was going to anyway." He shrugged.
"Spike and I are seeing each other."

Xander reached across to grab Spike's hand in his own and squeeze.
The brunette's face was returning to its normal shade, but Xander
could still feel Spike's nervousness through his sweaty palms. He
gave another squeeze and a tug to bring Spike closer.

The girls all exchanged another series of looks. Finally Willow
nodded and stood.

"Well, we can't say that we hadn't already guessed. And I'm not sure
that we all approve." Willow raised her hand to keep either of the
boys from interrupting. "But we know that you don't need our
approval to live your lives."

The boys nodded relieved.

Willow then turned to Spike, pointing her finger in his face and leaning
menacingly forward. "But if you hurt Xander in anyway...just
remember...I have a shovel and I know how to use it!" Then she sat
back down and grabbed another piece of pizza.

Xander grinned goofily. "Thanks Wills!"

Then he grabbed a piece of brownie and shoved it into his mouth.

Spike watched as his boy stuffed the chocolate in with one big push.
He watched as Xander's tongue came out to lick up all the stray
chocolate around the rim of his mouth. Now that his initial
nervousness and embarrassment were wearing off, he realized that
arousal was quickly taking over.

The gang now knew that he and Xan were together. They didn't have
to hide, and Xander was perfectly willing and happy to make sure that
they didn't remain a secret. That by itself was a turn on. Xander's
unknowing show as he enjoyed the chocolatey goodness wast ant an
added bonus for his libido.

Spike's arm snaked out to grab Xander and start pulling him toward
the door. "Time to go luv."

"What? We haven't even asked about the reversal spell." Xander
tried to stall his lover.

Spike stopped pulling and abrupty spun on his heel. "Red? Have
you figured out a spell yet?"

Willow nodded her head. "Tara found one we can use. We're
basically going to - "

"Don't need the details luv, just the date and time." Spike hastened
her.

"Oh. Uhm. Giles is out getting the ingredients will need, but we
probably won't be able to do it untimorrmorrow..." Willow found herself
finishing her conversation with empty air. "Sun's almost up anyway."

Spike pushed Xander out the door, still clutching his box of brownies.

"What are you doing Spike?"

Xander found himself shoved up against the wall of the Magic Box.
Spike's erection grinding into his flaccid, but quickly rising penis.

"Want you." Thrust. "Need you." Thrust. "This may be my only
chance." Kiss.

Xander broke the kiss. "Your only chance? This isn't a one night
stand Spike."

"I know that luv. But..." Spike kissed him again groaning as his hard
on rubbed up against Xander's now aching cock.

"This could be my only chance to be in you. For awhile at least."
Spike tried to explain. "I know you're a virgin luv. And the bloody
chip'll go off if I try to bugger you when I'm myself again."

"I'm not a virgin!" Xander's mind stuck on the one sentence.

Spike trailed his tongue down Xander neck. "I know you're not a
virgin to shagging luv. But you are a virgin to buggering."

"Uh..yea...mmm." Xander answered as best he could.

"Will you let me pet?" Spike whispered in his ear.

"Let you?"

"Let me bugger you?" Spike reached down and rubbed Xander
through his jeans. "Let me feel my hard cock sliding in your tight
arse? Let me show you what it's like to feel so full? To feel my cock
splitting you open and teasing you just right?"

Xander moaned, his head hitting the brick wall as he attempted to
throw it backward. "Ouch!"

"Let's go home luv. Let me show you. Let me teach you." Spike
urged. Soothing Xander's head with his warm hands.

"Yes." The word was barely a whisper as Xander surrendered.

***

They were lying in bed. Spike was trying to soothe Xander's nerves
qui quiet words as he efficiently stripped him to his skin.

"Relax luv. I'm going to make you feel so good. I'd never hurt you
pet."

"I know Spike." Xander assured him.

They were both naked now. Spike spent some time just kissing and
petting his lover. When Xander's moans became incoherent
babblings he decided to move on to stage two.

He leaned Xander down onto his back, lifting his legs up and
spreading them apart. Leaning down he pressed his lips to Xander's
now exposed opening. He gave it a quick peck before bringing out
his tongue.

He laved the small hole until Xander began to squirm. And then he
thrust it in as far as it would go.

Xander's hips leapt off the bed. "Fuck! Oh god that's incredible!"

Xander thrust down onto Spike's tongue, trying to get more of it
embedded within his body. Spike began thrusting in and out, his
hand reaching for Xander's balls. He twirled them together,
squeezed, and pulled. Xander's moans became continuous.
Drawing out into one long moan.

Slowly Spike pulled away, moving his body forward so that he could
kiss Xander's pouting mouth. "Don't worry luv, we're not done yet."

His other hand reached out to grab the tube of lube that he'd pulled
from his pocket earlier. He spread the slimy substance around his
middle finger. Then as he kissed and thrust against Xander he
reached down and slowly inserted that finger into Xander's tight
opening.

"Ungh! Oh fuck!" Xander could feel Spike's knuckle scraping against
his inner walls.

"Okay luv?" Spike asked.

"Yeah Spike. God don't stop!" Xander begged.

"Okay Xan. Just keep relaxing."

Xander groaned as Spike began to gently thrust his finger in and out.
Before he knew what was happening Spike had inserted a second
and then a third finger.

Xander tried to keep his muscles relaxed as Spike stretched him
wide. His body was on sensory overload and every touch burned.

"Spike please!" Xander thrust down onto Spike's intruding fingers.
"Ungh...want you...fuck...please...now!" Xander cried out.

Spike slowly pulled his fingers free. He reached up to kiss Xander as
he positioned himself at his lover's entrance. They kissed for a few
minutes, Spike letting Xander relax further, before he began to push
the head of his cock in.

He'd made sure to stretch Xander wide. Spike had been a virgin
when he was turned, so his arse was extremely tight. And Xander's
cock was wider than most, so he'd wanted to sur sure that he
wouldn't hurt his lover.

As the tight ring opened up to allow the mushroom head through both
men groaned.

"Xan so tight!"

"God Spike!"

Spike moved forward slowly, allowing Xander time to adjust to the
size. Finally he was in balls deep, his sac bouncing against Xander's
tight ass.

He remained like that for a mi, ru, rubbing soothing circles on
Xander's belly and chest. "Just tell me when it's okay Xan."

Xander had never felt so full in his entire life. Spike's cock was like a
hot poker searing his insides. He could feel every vein pulse as
Spike pushed further into him.

He slowly relaxed his muscles. After a moment he thrust upward
experimentally and he felt his head explode in lights.

At Xander's experimental thrust Spike could no longer control his lust.
He would never hurt Xander, but it was obvious that the boy was
ready and willing to be fucked.

Spike grabbed a hold of Xander legs and placed them higher onto his
shoulders. He lifted himself up onto his knees and slowly pulled his
cock out until only the head remained.

He thrust forward hard, hitting Xander's prostate. Xander moaned
and his cock twitched. Spike slapped his hand away when he
reached down to fist it.

"Mine!" Spike growled.

Spike continued to torture him, pulling out slowly and then thrusting in
hard. Each time Spike hit his prostate Xander thought he was going
to die. The pleasure was so intense it was almost painful.

Spike's hot hand surrounding Xander's cool flesh was somehow
calming. It caused him to split his focus in two places and allowed
him to hold off his orgasm just a few moments longer.

But those moments were pitifully short and soon Xander was crying
out and thrusting his spurting member into Spike's hand.

As Xander climaxed, Spike shifted his weight and shoved Xander's
legs off his shoulders and up towards Xander's head. He began to
thrust deep and fast, Xander's words spurring him on.

"Yes Spike! Harder! Cum inside me. Mark me as yours!"

Xander reached out and cupped Spike's ass. He squeezed and
massaged the buttocks while Spike rammed into him. Going on
instinct Xander pulled his hand up and brought it down hard on
Spike's left butt cheek.

The slap stung deliciously and Spike grunted approval. "Yes Xan!
Again!"

Xander pulbackback and slapped his other cheek hard. Then he took
a chunk of Spike's ass between his two fingers and pinched as hard
as he could.

"Xan!" Spike cried out as his hot cum coated Xander's walls. He
continued to thrust untis sps spasms ended and his penis went soft.

Slowly he pulled out and then he turned them both so that he could
spoon Xander's body.

"You okay luv?"

"More than okay Spike. That was incredible."

"Glad you enjoyed it luv." Spike nuzzled into Xander's soft curls.

"I more than enjoyed it Spike." Xander turned to place a gentle kiss
to Spike's lips. "Thank you."

"Don't thank me luv. The pleasure was mutual." Spike answered.

They lay wrapped around each other, quietly dozing off.

"Spike?" Xander asked muzzily.

"Yeah pet?"

"Just thought of something." Xander tried to bring himself back to
consciousness. "I hit you."

"No worries luv. I enjoyed it." Spike answered absently.

"No! I hit you." Xander repeated. "I hit you and the chip didn't go
off."

Xander's words finally penetrated Spike's post-orgasmic haze.
"Bugger! You're right."

Spike sat up and focused his eyes on Xander's f "M "Maybe I won't
have to wait as long as I thought to bugger you as myself."

Xander watched fascinated as Spike's face lit up with lust.