Wicked Ways

Chapter 5



Buffy ran and ran, she really didn't know why or where. She just ran until her legs finally gave out on her, she slowly stopped next to a nearby bench and noticed she was barefoot and that her hair was still wet. She shivered from the cold breeze and felt Goosebumps covering her exposed skin.



But none of that really mattered 'cause there was only one thought on her mind



What the hell just happened?



She kissed Spike, on the lips. There was tongue action even. It was Spike, and the way he looked at her! He never looked at her like that before. Why did she kiss Spike?




She sat on the bench and didn't know what to do. She couldn't go back. She couldn't handle Spike’s reaction right now….no it was too much….



After 15 minutes of sitting and gazing at the deserted campus, Buffy decided she should go back and face the music.



Maybe he left…she hoped



She got to her dorm and opened the door slowly, carefully glancing inside



Spike wasn't there.



Buffy walked into the room feeling a bit disappointed?




Standing next to her desk, she suddenly heard the door open.




She turned around and saw Spike standing across the room, staring at her. His gaze was so intense she thought he could see right through her.



Spike took one slow step and watched her shifted uncomfortably.



"Don't yell at me," Buffy blurted gazing at him sheepishly.



"Not gonna yell at you," he said taking another step



"Don't laugh at me," Buffy said with a strangled voice.



Spike watched her quiver and took another step. He couldn't believe how insecure she looked. It was almost as if she was scared of him




"Not gonna laugh at you," he closed the gap between them



Buffy felt like all the air had been sucked out of her lungs as she gazed at Spike's face, only a few inches from hers.





Not tearing her eyes from him, with the little power left in her, she tried to speak




"What are yo-"



Spike’s lips crushing against hers, pushing her back to lean on the desk cut her off.



Buffy wrapped her arms around his neck and deepened the kiss, opening her mouth when she felt his tongue against her lips.



Holding one another, both rough and gentle at the same time the two moaned as they explored each other’s mouths. Not breaking the kiss, Buffy wrapped her legs around Spike’s waist and let him carry to the bed.



Standing next to the edge of the bed Spike dropped Buffy to her feet and broke the kiss, panting.



"Buffy," Spike inhaled sharply and brushed a lock of hair from her face.




"Spike?" Buffy said quietly, almost afraid of his reaction.

Spike let his hand roam over her chest and watched her shiver.



"I want you,"



"Then take me," Buffy leaned to kiss him, pulling him to the bed.



Spike hovered over her, his bulge pressing between her legs.



"God Buffy," he broke the kiss to look at her with awe "tell me to stop," he suddenly blurted closing his eyes, trying to control his emotions.




"Why?" Buffy asked but pulled the hem of his shirt,




"Xander-" Spike panted




"Xander's not here," she said lustfully.



Spike leaned to kiss her again, his hands trying to reach every part of her body



"I don't want to hurt you," Spike whispered as he started kissing along her neck



"So don't stop," Buffy let out a moan as his mouth moved to kiss her breast through the thin martial of her shirt.



Suddenly Buffy pushed him away. Spike raised his head and stared at her confused




"I want to take my shirt off," she explained




Spike sat on the bed and took off his boots and shirt as well, when he was done he turned to gaze at Buffy and saw her stretched out on the bed with nothing but her panties.




Buffy shivered as she noticed his penetrating stare.




"Do you have one?" she broke the silence.



"What?"



"A condom?" she answered blushing



"Oh…yeah," Spike took out a wallet from his back pocket and held out a condom awkwardly.




"Buffy-" he hesitated but before he could say another word Buffy set on the bed to unzipped his pants.





Clenching his teeth, he looked down and watched her as she took him out of his pants.
Buffy stroked him a few times and heard him moan her name, she looked up, saw his eyes darken, she took the condom wrapper from his hand, and opened it with her teeth, and quickly taking the condom with her free hand, she wrapped it over his penis.





"Fuck… Buffy," Spike met her eyes and leaned to kiss her. He pushed her back on the bed and covered her body with his.





Buffy opened her legs to him and heard him groan, Spike looked up to meet her gaze as he slowly pushed into her,



Eyes never leaving each other, they both moaned as Spike was buried inside her



Amazed, Spike brought his hands to the sides of her face,



"You feel so good," he said and leaned to kiss her gently.



"I want to feel you move," Buffy said against his lips "please Spike" she gazed into his blue eyes.



Spike complied by pushing in and out of her with slow and deep strokes



Buffy moaned loudly, feeling overwhelmed by what Spike was doing to her. She never felt so alive; she didn't know this kind desire existed. She had only had sex once and it was cold and fast. However, something was building inside of her, feelings she had no control over,




She wanted to let Spike in completely and she had no problem letting down all of her barriers



"Harder," she gasped and dug her nails into his back.



Spike swallowed hard and moved faster, determined to push her over the edge.



"Ahhh," Buffy grasped his shoulders



"God Buffy…." Spike watched her arch her neck "So beautiful," he murmured



"Spike…Ahhh," Buffy let the wave of climax wash over her





"Christ," Spike breathed, feeling her inner walls clenching around him. He made a few hard thrusts before coming himself.



Spike collapsed on his back panting, he rolled on his side and took the condom off before turning to the girl lying beside him. When he noticed she was cuddling next to him he took her in his arms and let her head nestle against his chest.



Spike didn't know what to say. He stroked Buffy's back and felt her shivering under his touch. He looked down at her and noticed her eyes were closed.



He closed his heavy eyelids eyes as well and felt himself drifting off.




Half asleep, he heard a soft whisper, three little words that echoed in his ears.



"I love you,"

---

Buffy awoke and stretched slowly on her bed, feeling the empty space beside her she quickly sat up and looked around confused



"Spike?" Her voice cracked



Noticing a piece of paper on her nightstand, she
reached for it.



The was only two words written there




I'm sorry






"That bastard," Buffy muttered and threw the paper away.



She couldn't believe it happened to her again. She couldn't believe Spike of all people would do that her. She had said some harsh things about him in the past but she never meant them





She never believed they were true, until now.



Buffy brought her hands to her face and let out a sob, a moment passed before she wiped her cheeks and got off the bed,




No I'm not gonna play the victim again



"I'll show you sorry," she muttered and got dressed.

---

Spike thought he must have broken a bloody world record driving as fast as he could back to N.Y. His heart was pounding in his chest, his hands sweaty as he held the wheel firmly



"Such a wanker!" he spat looking at himself at the mirror.



"What are you doing Spike"? He asked himself his thoughts fixated on the woman he left behind.



"What the bloody hell have you done?" he murmured.

---

"Can I get a cup of coffee here?" a man grumbled across the room at Alex's Place



"Jody can you handle that," Willow requested before picking up the ringing phone.



"Hello,"



"Willow," Buffy said quietly.



"Buffy, thank god, we were so worried, how are you?"



"I'm coming home," Buffy simply stated.



"What wrong honey?" Willow asked hearing her friend’s broken voice.



"I hate it here," Buffy began sobbing, letting go of the tension inside her "I hate this life…I hate Spike…" she muttered, trying to push back her feelings.



"Oh sweetie, why didn't ask Spike to take you back?"




"He left," Buffy swallowed hard not sure if she should tell her friend the whole story.



"What'd happened Buffy?" Willow asked after a moment of silence.



"We slept together," Buffy, blurted without thinking.



"What?" Willow eyes widened.



"Oh god Willow, please don't tell Xander," Buffy realized what she said.



"Slept together? You mean like the naked kind of together?"



"Willow please," Buffy pleaded



"Buffy… How? Why? I thought you guys hate each other,"



"Willow c'mon…all those innuendos and the quarreling …"



There was silence at the other side of the line, until Willow spoke slowly



"So what, he just left afterwards?"





"Yes," Buffy murmured



"Come home Buffy, I'm sure everything will be alright,"



"I need to leave my stuff here and find a ride or a bus…"



"We'll worry about that later. Just have a safe trip back okay?"



"Okay…bye Willow,"



Willow hung up the phone as Xander walked in.




"Xander!" she said in total surprise "what are you doing here, what about your weekend with Anya?"



"Anya got sick and I just- -I just got sick of worrying…did you hear from Buffy?" he asked short on breath, standing behind the counter.



Willow bit her lip



"I'll take that as a yes…and from the message I got from Spike, its bad huh?"



"She's coming back-"




"Well that's great Will!" Xander smiled widely and then added, "This has something to do with Spike right?"



"W-why would say that?" Willow panicked



Pleased with himself and oblivious to the nervous girl in front of him Xander gazed around the room.



"Anya had this crazy idea…she said Buffy and Spike have feelings for each other and a trip could be a chance to get them together…of course I was against it but then she said Spike could bring Buffy back…."




"So you tricked them…" Willow said in shock




Xander caught her concerned expression and turned to her



"But it's all good right? I mean its Buffy and Spike…they fight and tease each other that’s what they do ….it's not like they would-"



"Sleep together?" Willow muttered under her breath.



"What happened, Will?" Xander glared at her.



"What do you think happened, Xander?" Willow couldn't hold back her anger



"Don't play games," Xander said firmly



"You're the one who plays games! You can't trick people and not expect any consequences Xander," Willow snapped



"Buffy and Spike slept together? Is that what you saying?"



"And then Spike left," Willow regretted the words as soon as they were out of her mouth.



"Left?"



"Yeah,"



"Without Buffy?"




Willow just stared at him.





There was a long pause before Xander turned on his heels.



"Wait …where are you going?" Willow watched him



Oh god…






tbc



A/N-sorry for the mess this chapter wasn't updated, enjoy the rest.