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Obsidian Moonlight

By: Melody21
folder BtVS AU/AR › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Faith
Rating: Adult +
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Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Title: Obsidian Moonlight
Rating: R
Pairing: Faith/Buffy
Summary: Want, Take, Have was all it was supposed to be...just never accounted for feelings to get involved. AU.


AN: I don’t own anything...this is strictly fiction people!

Okay people....thanks so much for the reviews and the many threats...hehehe...and I hope ya’ll enjoy this chapter...and believe you better!! Do you know how long it took me to come up with it?! j/ks....review and tell me how ya think k?

*Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god*

Pumping her legs harder she skidded to a halt when she reached inside “Somebody help!!! I need help!!” she screamed out urgently looking about her as the calm silent room buzzed with activity at the site of them.

“What happened?” a young looking meddy asked as he rushed to her side.

*does that really fucking matter?* she screamed in her head but instead answered as calmly as she could “we got jumped by a group of guys outside my...” she hesitated for a second “friends place”

The young doctor *probably an intern* looked at her suspiciously and Faith looked him in the eye not backing down from his silent accusation *fucking idiot, if I was involved in fucking the bitch up, as if I’d go to all the trouble lugging her ass to the E.R*

She had been arguing with Tracy outside her complex when a gang of vampires decided to show up at the worst possible time. Faith was already juiced up from the verbal abuse she was getting that she made quick work of the cocky fuckers, problem was though they didn’t come in a small group and before Faith could come to Tracy’s aid they had done some damage to the gorgeous female, taking out their aggression on an unsuspecting norm.

“Her head got banged up pretty bad and she’s bleeding profusely from a stab wound in her side” Faith said as she laid Tracy on the stretcher. *what kind of vampire brings knives into the game anyway? Stupid Fucker!*

Faith and Tracy had done what they usually did on a day out. Only difference was Faith’s constant avoidance of any subject to do with Buffy. She kept telling herself that she would tell Tracy about Buffy later when the timing felt better, but it seemed everytime she went to speak about it something held her back and she immediately snapped her mouth shut ignoring the guilt growing steadily inside her. She couldn’t understand the reason behind her sudden trepidation over her and Buffy. Wasn’t this something she had wished for, longed for? Fuck even prayed for?

Then why the sudden want to keep her freedom? Why all of a sudden she felt as if she were being forced into this tiny box that was closing in on her every second? And why is it that everytime Tracy touched or caressed her she felt that thrill that she never ever wanted to associate herself with. That thrill of wrongness that made it so addictive which first got her into that messed up shit she did years ago. So addictive that she was craving for more. Her willingness to screw things up again, throw away all that she had gained, worked and deserved was in her reach and the scary thing was that she was actually considering taking it...she felt so low; lower than she had ever felt because now she actually had something to lose; something worth more than all the money that she had acquired.

*Shit! What the fuck am I gonna do?*

Faith stood back and ran a hand through her dishelved hair, watching helplessly as the med crew carted Tracey’s battered body away for immediate attention.

“Excuse me ma’am, are you with the young lady? Ma’am? Excuse me...Ma’am?” Faith looked over at the indifferent hospital staff regarding her.

“Huh? Uh yea I’m with her...” she said in a daze half wanting to disappear and half wishing this was all just a fucked up dream. *this is all my fault*

“I’d like for you to fill out some forms concerning the young lady and her medical details”

“Oh! Yea sure....but wouldn’t her family be more inclined to do that shit...I mean I don’t really know much bout her except for basics....I gotta call her family now anyway...they’ll be here soon I’m sure of it. Excuse me, I gotta go make those phone calls now”

Faith had no clue as to what she was saying *Fuck now I’m babbling like Red* Taking out her cell she guiltily cleared the 7 miss calls she received and dialed up Joe’s number giving him brief details about Tracy and making sure he got his butt down here as quick as possible. Joe was Tracy’s brother and a friend of Faith’s, which was originally one of her many one nighters before she moved onto his sister, but no animosity was between them and funnily enough Joe respected her more for ‘settling’ on his little sister.

Shaking her head she mentally relaxed and stared down at her cell. Faith felt all the emotions rise and couldn’t help the stray tear roll down her face. *Jesus B...what have I done?* Flipping her fone open and speed dialing her number she waited patiently for her little blonde to pick up.

“Hello” came the muffled reply and Faith’s heart skipped a beat.

“Hey baby” she replied softly.

There was a moment’s pause.

“HEY BABY?!!” Faith cringed and held the phone away immediately. “Don’t you fuckin hey baby me Faith! Where the fuck are you? Do you even know what time it is? Do you?! You better have a damn good reason for not calling me Faith. What the fuck could you have possibly been doing that could keep you busy enough to not spare a moment to call me?!”

All of a sudden her voice stopped and Faith opened her eyes hesitantly looking at the phone as if it were gonna jump at her any minute.

“WELL?!!” came the impatient shout, making Faith jump slightly before she looked about her embarrassed.

“B?! Calm the fuck down” she hissed as some people gave her annoyed and amused glances.

“Don’t you tell me to calm down Faith! I’ve been up waiting on your ass almost all night! Where the hell are you F?!” She snapped back rightfully angry.

Faith had one hand on her forehead while the other hand cradled the phone a safe distance away from her ears. *Fucking slayer hearing is a bitch I swear, especially when your other half goes mental on ya*

Sighing Faith softly spoke “I’m at the hospital B”

Another pause.

“Hospital?” was all that came through on a small and tiny voice now devoid of all crazy shouting.

“Yea baby, the hospital. Have you calmed down enough for me to talk now?” Faith asked sarcastically.

After getting no response Faith started to explain what happened tonight with intervals of surprised gasps and remorseful replies here and there from the blonde on the other line.

“Jesus baby, I’m sorry. I’m such a dope...Fai do you want me to come down?” Buffy asked in a soothing voice and Faith felt a stab of guilt run through her. *I don’t deserve you B*

“Yeah baby, can you come down...I-I need you Buffy” Faith said softly as she buried her head in her arms as if she could shield her vulnerability away from the prying eyes around her.

“I’ll be right down Hun, see ya in 20” Buffy said over the phone and Faith could hear her already moving about preparing to leave their apartment.

“I spoon you Buffy” Faith whispered before she hung up avoiding Buffy’s reply. Staring at the phone and hoping Buffy would call back just to tell her she felt the same she crumbled and started to cry when she thought of how unfair she was being to the blonde. *I’m such a fuck up!*

A/N: I'm so sorry this is sooo short. but i lost the chapter and i started to feel bad about not updating so your all guna have to wait some more...im sorry but please review i still need to know if you guys like it. or hate it...

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