Crash and Burn

Notice: These characters are not mine, but belong to their creators. For a more detailed warning and spoilers, check the first chapter.

Author’s Note: Thanks to all who told me Anya’s boss was D'Hofryn. It may seem like Xander is Super!Xander in this chapter, but that won’t be how the whole story will be. The Super!Xander comes from not having any powers up to now, and then suddenly be given everything at once. Everything will eventually balance out.

Eventual Pairings: Xander/Spike/Remy; Logan/Scott/Oz; Angelus/Bobby/Doyle;

Beta’d the lovely by Strife
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She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she’s holdin’ back
Wearin’ the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with linen and lace

The teacher wonders but she doesn’t ask
It’s hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can’t rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she’s loved
Concrete angel

Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn out the lights
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it’ll be too late

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can’t rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she’s loved
Concrete angel

A statue stands in shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can’t rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she’s loved
Concrete angel

-Concrete Angel
Written by: Stephanie Bentley and Rob Crosby
Sung by: Martina McBride


Spike’s Mind Speak
Remy’s Mind Speak
Xander’s Mind Speak


Chapter Five A: Introductions and Explanations

Remy is not certain why, but for some reason, he is drawn to the infirmary. Within moments of stepping in there, he is forced to his knees, by the strength and intensity of the emotions, of the two new men. One of them, the smaller blonde one, rushed over, picked Remy up, moving him onto the bed next to Xander. The moment Remy touched Xander’s hand, while still holding onto Spike, who had a hand resting on Xander’s thigh, a bright light filled the room and they vanished with the light. Logan used the intercom to call Bobby, the girls, and Scott, to the infirmary at once. He also sent a message for D'Hofryn to come as soon as possible. Everyone frantically tried to figure out what had happened, while hoping, that maybe D’Hofryn would have some answers.
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Meanwhile…

The boys found themselves sitting cross-legged in small circle, on the softest grass ever. They also noticed that they were holding each other hands. They heard a voice start to speak, but could not find a body to go with the voice.

“Welcome to the room of knowledge. You are the first trinity that has come in a long time and a powerful one at that. Although, as you will soon find out there are more trinities coming. They will be needed to defeat the evil that is coming to your world; well I should say your world and Remy’s new one. You were brought here because, unfortunately, time in becoming short to prepare for battle, and as such, you will needed to be secure in the relationship before that happens. I am sorry Xander, that we did not rescue you sooner. Anyanka was using several powerful blocking spells, that hid you true nature from us. Along with the fact, that your mother, was helping to make the spells stronger. Xander, you should have discovered you true nature when you turned eighteen. You are an Earthorekgax which is rare in the dimension you call home, but are very common in others.

See, your biological father, was on vacation in Sunnydale when he met your mother and feel in lover with her. I’m afraid that I have to inform you, that your mother wasn’t human either. She is a combination of a misery and sex demon. Once again, something on the Hellmouth was protecting her, or you would have been taken from her care long ago. We believe it was Anya, gone back in time, to shield your mother and you, that way, she would still have you weak and without knowledge, to bend to her will. Anyway, your mother, used her demon ways, to convince your father to sleep with her while she was in heat, and then she killed him. I’m sorry Xander, but once you defeat this new evil, we can make it so that you may speak with you father, from the afterlife. Your mother was hoping to have a girl, because her species worships females and hates males. However, she didn’t get exactly what she wanted. Xander, I know you are strong, and that is why I am telling you all this at once, plus you have Spike and Remy to help you.” The voice paused for a moment and gently pushed Spike and Remy closer, so that Xander was sandwiched between them. Xander was shaking in fear, and both men were trying their best to soothe him, all were afraid of what the voice was about to explain.

“Your mother screwed up the potion she was to take before sex. Instead of having a girl or a boy, she gave birth to you Xander, a hermaphrodite. Stop thinking that! You are not a freak! Xander, over half of your father’s species are hermaphrodites. You are normal for them; don’t let your mother, Buffy and Anya’s jealousy, effect you. Now, this might hurt a little, but I am going to remove the physical spells blocking your true appearance. Either Logan or D'Hofryn will have to remove the vengeance demon spells.” With that, a bright red light surrounded Xander, who let out a scream of agony.

Spike and Remy looked at each other worried; luckily, the entity was blocking Remy from feeling Xander’s pain. When the light faded, both men’s mouths dropped in shock at the vision before them. Xander was now naked, standing before them with only his hair for modesty. His hair was a shade darker, and hung in a thick, shiny wave, down to his knees. Xander now had the hips and waist of a female, with a perfect hourglass figure. His body was now covered in long lean muscle, that is often seen on dancers, or those who do gymnastics. Xander, was now the shorter of his two soon to be lovers. The bruises and scars from Xander’s childhood, and fighting demons were gone; only those caused by Anya and Buffy remained. Instead of the flat chest he had moments ago, Xander now was sporting breasts that are 34B; large enough to notice, but small enough to fit in his lovers hands. Once Xander gained control of all his powers, he would be able to make his breasts shrink or grow, at will. However, that wasn’t where Spike and Remy focused on. Xander still had his cock, but where his balls had been, was now an opening to his vagina. Spike couldn’t help his shift into game face, at the intoxicating new smells, his Xanpet was giving off. Remy also, was shifting in his seat, getting hard from the emotions Spike was giving off. Even Xander was starting to feel horny, when a mirror was floated over to him. Xander’s facial features had softened, and become more feminine. His hands and feet, had also gotten smaller and more delicate in appearance. Spike stood, and started to move towards Xander, growling softly, with desire. Remy also stood, slowly moving towards Xander. Another light flashed though, and all of them were frozen in place.

“I’m sorry, but I need to explain a few more things before I let you get the trinity going. As an Earthorekgax, you have control over the weather, plants and animals. I will admit, that fate did give Spike a push to take you to Sanctuary, instead of LA, even though Angel was capable of protecting him. Sanctuary, is the name of the Log Mansion you will be staying in for the rest of your training, and until the other trinities arrive. Xander, there are people who are called mutants, they come from another dimension, who can help you learn to use your powers, since it would be too risky to bring another of your species here to train you. The boy, Bobby, will be the one to help you control ice and snow. You will learn with the triplet girls too, since they each have a power similar to yours. On top of that Xander, you will have to ability to speak with animals and then change into the form of the animal you just talked to. One of the drawbacks is, that like a werewolf, you will change shape on the full moon. However, unlike a werewolf, you have full control of your mental faculties, and each month, you will transform into a different animal. It will also be necessary for you, Xander, to start learning physical defense training, from Logan and Spike.

Now, Spike and Remy, the powers have not forgotten about either of you. First of all, I know, Spike, that you fear being alone again, and I have fixed that already. Both Xander and Remy have been made as immortal as yourself. I have also removed the sun sensitivity, Spike, as you now will be able to protect your loves, no matter what time of day. Since it was rare to hear a prayer from a vampire, the powers that be, decided to grant you this, in hopes that it will encourage you to stay on the ‘white hats’ side. The second thing we have done, is render the chip useless, but don’t get to cocky, the chip is still inside your head, and if you misbehave, it can be turned back on. Lastly, we gave you back the magical ability you had, before Drusilla stole some of it, and Anya stole the rest. Actually, we gave you back more power than you had before, so be careful.”

Spike only vaguely heard the warning about the chip. He was too happy at the thought of being able to see Xander in the sunlight, to be with him in it, and to have sex, with the sun shining down on them. Spike also found himself struggling not to cry at the idea of never being alone again. And, even though he never let on, Spike did miss using magic. Spike glanced over at Remy, and wondered about this new man, who apparently, would be in a relationship with Xander and Spike. He could defiantly see the many happy positions with Remy and Xander in the future. His demon was roaring, that he needs to claim them both, before someone else came along, and did it first.

“Now, Remy, I know you are scared, but you have no reason to be, any longer. Like both these men, you have faced more than your share of torture and pain. I know it will take time, but they will never hurt or abandoned you. The three of you will have a strong, happy, and healthy relationship, for years and years to come. As I mentioned, you are now immortal. We also gave you greater control over your mutant abilities.

You will each find, that at times, you need a break from everyone, including your lovers, but fear not, Sanctuary has be redesigned with that in mind. For Xander, there is a wood working shop, to create whatever you wish, and will magically replenish the supplies you need. The tools, can either be magically sharpened, or you may do that on your own, depending on your mood, Xander. As you already discovered, Remy, the art studio was designed with you in mind. Don’t be ashamed of your artistic talent, anyone who made cruel comments in the past, were simply jealous. You really should ask your lovers to pose for a portrait one day soon; it would be a lovely bonding exercise. Spike, you were a bit trickier to design a special area for. Finally, we decided to make your area outside, since you’ve been indoors enough, after becoming a vampire. There is a path from the back door, that leads a little ways into the woods; don’t worry, Sanctuary owns the surrounding twelve acres of forest. At the end of the path, you’ll find a platform, up in a large tree. There is a hammock, rocking chair, twin sized mattress, along with a bookshelf. Hidden in the floorboards, are pads of writing paper, pens, pencils, sharpener, cigarettes and a lighter. It is time you went back to writing your poetry. I am sure your new lovers would be extremely pleased to hear anything you had to write. Also, the writing will be good practice, for writing your own spells. Well, I think that is all you need to know at the moment. Have no fear, I will be back in contact later. I am your go between, to the power that be. Now, enjoy your first step in bonding and getting to know Xander’s new body. Oh, before I forget, I do have one more bit of good news. Xander, you were never actually forced to work as a prostitute. Anya and Buffy used a spell to make you think it happened, in hopes of making you feel more worthless, and dependent on them.” A flash of light. “There now, the fake memories are gone. That should help make things a little easier with your lovers. But, Remy and Spike, be gentle, he has only had sex with females up to now, and females who cared nothing about his pleasure.” The voice finished speaking, and once again, there was a flash of light. The boys were transported into one of the most elegant, hotel bedrooms, ever built, on planet earth. “When the first two stages of bonding are complete, you will automatically be transported back to Sanctuary. While it will seem like a long time, for you three, it will only be about ten minutes, to everyone else. Everything you need is on the nightstand next to the bed. Oh and umm,” as the voice spoke, it almost sounded embarrassed. “We took the liberty of using a cleaning spell on the three of you, outside, and well, inside. You are ready for any time of sexual activity, the three of you can dream up. By the way, Xander can become pregnant by either of you, due his Earthorekgax abilities. Enjoy!”

Xander had moved his long hair, so that it concealed his new breasts, and sat on the edge of the bed, nervously. He was both scared, and incredibly happy, at the idea of carrying a child. That was something he had many arguments about with Anya and Buffy. Xander wanted a large family, with lots of children, and neither woman wanted any kids. That left Xander heart broken. He remembered now, that he tried to break-up with them, after realizing they would never change their mind, but they used a spell on him, to forget about leaving, and wanting kids. Xander could imagine how cute, a little Spike would look. Although he had not really got to know Remy, he could admit, that the man screamed, sexuality and sensuality. Xander looked over, and blushed at the state Remy and Spike, were now in.

Remy wondered what it was, that caused Xander to blush so intensly, after looking at Spike and him. Remy glanced down, and realized, that both Spike and he are now naked. Remy could tell, that this is going to be lots of fun, for years to come.

Spike didn’t care that he was naked. If there was one thing Spike knew for sure, was that he had a smokin’ hot body. Actually, according to that voice there won’t be anymore smokin’, at least not caused by the sun. Spike looked forward to watching Xander throw his head back, and scream Spike’s name in pleasure, while the afternoon sun warmed their bodies. Spike looked over to Remy, thinking hard.

Shall we show Xander what real pleasure is all about?

Remy blinked in surprise, to being able to hear someone, other than the professor, in his mind. He looked over at Spike, and then Xander, before smiling.

Yes, let’s show the boy what true pleasure can feel like. I also believe, we should make a point to show Xander that we are not ashamed or disgusted by him. You work on his left side and I’ll take his right.

Xander was now further on the bed, leaning back against the pillows. He watched, as Spike and Remy, slowly started to crawl up the bed, towards him. Xander licked his lips in anticipation.
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End Chapter Five A

I needed to stop it there for now but don’t worry I’ll have the next part up soon. Although if you don’t like a lot of smut you might just want to wait until Chapter Five C is up. Don’t forget to review!