The One
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BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Dawn/Spike(William)
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Adult ++
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Category:
BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Dawn/Spike(William)
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
4
Views:
7,827
Reviews:
17
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
The cold light of day
"Uh Spike, you're kinda crushing me" Dawn giggled, she felt compleatly calm. For one moment she was compleatly at ease.
"Sorry Luv" Spike eased off her falling onto his back and drawing her onto his chest. Her long brown hair cascaded over his collarbone, the gentle swish of silk was a wonderful feeling over his cold skin. He could lay with her forever like this.
"Spike I have to go"
"Why?" he knew she was lying, knew she was scared and wanting to run away.
"I...I...I should go"
"You said that already love" his arm lay agains the small of her back, gentle but unyeilding
"Do you want to leave?" Spike asked, staring into her eyes. This was serious. She wasn't a child, he needed her to understand that sex was not only the physical act of love but also about the comfort. Dawn was a Summers and as such they had an ingrained sense that any comfort was a weakness.
"no" the answer was a little more then a whisper and he could hear her lie.
He cupped her face and stared into her eyes. "All your life you have wanted what's best for everyone else. No one else is here. Not Buffy, or Xander or Giles or Wllow. Just you and me. You make all the choices here. No one's lookin over your shoulder. You want me to leave then leave but do it because you want to."
"I don't want to leave"
Spike's smile split his face and Dawn knew that he had never smiled at anyone like that. This was for her.
"So what else is on your list to do?" Spike asked nuzzling against the crown of her head.
"I can't really think right now. My head's full of spagetti"
"Spagetti huh? Interesting image your painting here"
She was silent and for a minute Spike feared her insecurity had mastered her again. he looked down as her head rested against his chest and he wished that he had a heart that she could hear. Wished she could hear it beating for her. The excitement she had ignited in him.
Her question surprised him.
"Can you hear my heart beating?"
"yes." he could hear her heartbeating almost two fast, another symptom that she wasn't healthy He would do anything to make her well. Take on any demon of hell to find a cure.
They fell into silence. Dawn didn't know what she was supposed to feel or do. He held her tightly as if he feared death would come for her even now. She had gpne through the gauntlet of emotion in the early phase of her illness. Now she was...numb.
Of course Spike had stirred something inside of her. She blushed as if she were the young girl she once was. She had certaintly felt something intensely, but she was so scared.
It had been so hard for her to admit, even to herself. She had kept the illness away for the most part.
She couldn't hide anymore.
"Will you miss me?"
"Yes" the kiss was soft and she felt it with every nerve and bone in her body.
Author thanks
Monkey: You are awesome thanks for all your reviews
Hentaislashyuri: I really appreciate your reviews and it's beyond brilliant that you have added me to your faves. I really, really appreciate it. Thank you!
Marley: I love Dawn but I wanted her to have a lot of angst. Spike will certaintly try but don't hold your breathe for a mircacle cure. Thanks so much for reading, it's much appreciated.
"Sorry Luv" Spike eased off her falling onto his back and drawing her onto his chest. Her long brown hair cascaded over his collarbone, the gentle swish of silk was a wonderful feeling over his cold skin. He could lay with her forever like this.
"Spike I have to go"
"Why?" he knew she was lying, knew she was scared and wanting to run away.
"I...I...I should go"
"You said that already love" his arm lay agains the small of her back, gentle but unyeilding
"Do you want to leave?" Spike asked, staring into her eyes. This was serious. She wasn't a child, he needed her to understand that sex was not only the physical act of love but also about the comfort. Dawn was a Summers and as such they had an ingrained sense that any comfort was a weakness.
"no" the answer was a little more then a whisper and he could hear her lie.
He cupped her face and stared into her eyes. "All your life you have wanted what's best for everyone else. No one else is here. Not Buffy, or Xander or Giles or Wllow. Just you and me. You make all the choices here. No one's lookin over your shoulder. You want me to leave then leave but do it because you want to."
"I don't want to leave"
Spike's smile split his face and Dawn knew that he had never smiled at anyone like that. This was for her.
"So what else is on your list to do?" Spike asked nuzzling against the crown of her head.
"I can't really think right now. My head's full of spagetti"
"Spagetti huh? Interesting image your painting here"
She was silent and for a minute Spike feared her insecurity had mastered her again. he looked down as her head rested against his chest and he wished that he had a heart that she could hear. Wished she could hear it beating for her. The excitement she had ignited in him.
Her question surprised him.
"Can you hear my heart beating?"
"yes." he could hear her heartbeating almost two fast, another symptom that she wasn't healthy He would do anything to make her well. Take on any demon of hell to find a cure.
They fell into silence. Dawn didn't know what she was supposed to feel or do. He held her tightly as if he feared death would come for her even now. She had gpne through the gauntlet of emotion in the early phase of her illness. Now she was...numb.
Of course Spike had stirred something inside of her. She blushed as if she were the young girl she once was. She had certaintly felt something intensely, but she was so scared.
It had been so hard for her to admit, even to herself. She had kept the illness away for the most part.
She couldn't hide anymore.
"Will you miss me?"
"Yes" the kiss was soft and she felt it with every nerve and bone in her body.
Author thanks
Monkey: You are awesome thanks for all your reviews
Hentaislashyuri: I really appreciate your reviews and it's beyond brilliant that you have added me to your faves. I really, really appreciate it. Thank you!
Marley: I love Dawn but I wanted her to have a lot of angst. Spike will certaintly try but don't hold your breathe for a mircacle cure. Thanks so much for reading, it's much appreciated.