I fall to pieces

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“Do we have any idea what could have happened to her?” Giles asked replacing the glasses on his face.

“I don’t know Giles. She wouldn’t just leave her stuff on the ground like that…are we sure Faith is still in a coma?” Willow asked nervously chewing on her bottom lip.

“Yes. I called the hospital as soon as I got off of the phone with you this afternoon…I also checked with Joyce. She hasn’t seen Buffy today.”

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“Where did you go?” She asked.

“Been around.” He said shrugging his shoulders.

“Ohhh. Oh, my God!” She hugged him again. “I was freaking out! You just disappeared.”

“What? I took off.” He walked towards his bed and picked up the shirt he laid out.

“But you didn't say anything. You just left.” She said confusion etched on her face.

“Yeah. Like I really wanted to stick around after that.” He said pulling on his shirt.

“What?”

“You got a lot to learn about men, kiddo. Although I guess you
proved that last night.”

“What are you saying?”

“Let's not make an issue out of it, okay?” He said picking up his coat. “In fact, let's not talk about it at all.” He pulled his coat on. “It happened.”

“I…I don't understand. Was it m-me?” She asked meekly. “Was I not good?”

“You were great. Really.” He laughed. “I thought you were
a pro.” He said snidely.

“How can you say this to me?”

“Lighten up. It was a good time. It doesn't mean like we have
to make a big deal.”

“It is a big deal!”

“It's what? Bells ringing, fireworks, a dulcet choir of pretty little birdies?” He laughed again. “Come on, Buffy. It's not like I've never been there before.” He said reaching a hand up to her face.

“Don't touch me.” She said angrily jerking back.

“I should've known you wouldn't be able to handle it.” He starts to walk away.

“Angel!” He stopped and turned to face her. “I love you.” She said with tears in her eyes.

“Love you, too.” He murmured turning away. “I'll call you.”

He walked out the door. Buffy watched him go, extremely upset and
confused.

She closed her eyes and sighed.

Suddenly she was standing in one of the bedrooms of the mansion, sunlight streaming in. Spike appeared in her line of vision, completely naked, his cock standing at attention, pointing directly at her. “God…you’re amazing.”

He reached for her. When he touched her she felt her body responding, wetness pooling at her core. “Want to make love to you Buffy…want you so much…” He leaned forward, grabbing her by the shoulder he turned her so that he was pressed up against her back.

Buffy moaned in pleasure as one of his hands came up to cup her breast. Her knees felt weak. “Mmmm Buffy…” He purred into her ear making her shiver deliciously.

She could feel his hardness begging for entrance into her overheated body. “Never…” He slid slowly into her, giving her a few moments to adjust to his size. “Never gonna let you go Buffy…”

She wiggled against him. Hearing him purr against her neck startled Buffy from the dream she was having. She opened her eyes.

Spike was still curled around her, his cock embedded inside of her slick passage. He was thrusting slowly, purring and mewling against her skin.

Buffy arched her back, rocking against him. His hand left her breast, moving slowly down her stomach he found her clit and rubbed it in slow delicious circles. “Ohhhhh” She moaned and arched again, she could feel it building. She is starting to cum when she heard the bones shift in his face, bringing the demon forward.

She moaned in pleasure as his fangs pierced her neck. She felt the tenderness with which he bit into her, not trying to hurt her. Wave after wave of pleasure crashing over her. Buffy was trembling with the force of her orgasm when another knocked the breath from her lungs.

Spike slowly slid his fangs from her neck as she lay there panting. He licked the wounds gently. “Mine.” He growled into her ear, causing her to shudder again at the possessiveness in his voice.

Spike awoke with a start realizing that he did indeed just taste Buffy’s blood. He wasn’t dreaming anymore. Shaking the last visages of sleep from his brain he pulled back from the trembling girl. “Oh god…Oh no…no…no…” He pulled his still painfully hard cock from her still pulsating core and got up from the bed. Walking around to the other side so he could see her face, he saw the tears shining in her eyes.

Buffy watched him with tear filled eyes as he slipped the ring from his finger. He gently placed it on the bed beside her. Picking something up from the floor he walked back over to her. “I’m sorry. I know it doesn’t mean much coming from the likes of me…I didn’t mean to Buffy. I was dreaming that I was making love to you and you were begging me to… bite you. I swear I didn’t mean it…” He said softly. He tossed a stake towards her.

He fell to his knees in front of her and spread his arms wide, closing his eyes he waited for the inevitable. The harsh sound of her sobbing made Spike open his eyes and glance at her.

She looked miserable, laying on the bed, tears running down her face and soaking the pillow her head rested on.

“What is it Luv?” He asked softly as he moved closer to the bed. “Aren’t you going too…” He nodded towards the stake lying on the bed beside her.

“I…oh god…I know that you didn’t mean to bite me…the thing is…I believe you…and that terrifies me…you didn’t kill me and you could have. Easily…your fangs were already inside me and I was so lost in the sensations…but you stopped…so I believe you and I don’t want to stake you.” Her sobbing grew louder. ‘What does this mean?’

Spike reached out a tentative hand and stroked her arm. “Luv…can’t stand to see you upset…can I hold you?” He asked.

Buffy nodded, but continued to cry. Spike sat on the bed beside her and pulled the sheet over his still naked form. He reached over and grabbed her, pulling her into his lap. “Shhhh baby…it’ll be ok I promise…” He murmured soothingly, running his fingers through her hair comfortingly. He buried his nose in her hair and inhaled deeply. “I’d do anything to make this better luv…please tell me what I can do…”

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Angel awoke to the ringing of the phone. He glanced at the clock. ‘Five thirty…who the hell is calling me at five thirty in the evening?’ He wondered. Quickly snatching the phone from its cradle he brought it to his ear. “Hello?” He muttered.

“Angel? It’s Willow…I’m sorry to have to wake you up…Buffy’s missing…” She said softly.

“I’m on my way as soon as the sun sets…be there in a couple of hours…” He murmured.

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Her sobbing had slowed. Tears were still falling softly. She was listening to the soft cadence of Spike’s voice and it was soothing her. She started to listen to his actual words. “…so sorry luv…please…stop crying…god…don’t know how to take it back…” One arm was wrapped around her, rubbing soothing circles on her back, the other was still playing with her hair.

“Spike…I’m so confused…I…I…” She looked into his eyes. “Why didn’t you kill me?” She asked.

“Bloody hell Buffy…after what we just shared? I’ll kill anything tries to get it’s hands on you…rip it to pieces with m’ bare hands.” He growled possessively. “Never in my whole existence has anything felt so right as being inside of you…even this…just having you in my arms…woman…you have no idea what you’ve done to me…”

“Do you mean…you want to be with me?” She was still gazing into his eyes.

“You…you’re everything I could ever want luv…didn’t realize it till I had you course I had to go and bollocks it all up as I usually do…”

“I told you I believe you…I know you didn’t mean to…bite me I just…don’t know what to do…don’t know where we go from here…”

“Willing slave Buffy…I’ll never leave your side…never kill another person…bagged blood…whole thing…anything to get you to say you’ll be mine…” He took a deep breath. Looking into her eyes he continued. “You don’t want me luv…you tell me right now…shove that stake into my chest and let me die happy…”

She felt her heart clench painfully in her chest at his words, realizing that she was starting to fall for him. He was incredibly loyal, after all he was with 'the psycho ho vamp' for over a hundred years. He was willing...hell he volunteered to drink only bagged blood. Also the sex with him was amazing. He cared that he pleased her, he cared how she felt. Suddenly her stomach growled. “Spike…I…”

“Hungry luv?” He pulled her close and kissed her softly. “Why don’t we get some food into you and then we’ll talk yeah?”

Buffy nodded. Spike lifted her from his lap and set her down on the bed. He went and got the clothing they had dropped earlier in the living room and brought it into the bedroom. He helped her dress and quickly dressed himself.

“You’re forgetting something…” She said shyly as she finished tying her shoes.

“What’s that luv?” He asked tilting his head to study her.

“Your ring…” She opened her hand and there it was. She stepped closer to him.

“How bout you hold on to it until you decide I’m worthy of it?” He asked closing her fist around it.

“No. I want you to put it on. The sun hasn’t set yet…” She said nodding towards the door.

“Was just gonna make a run for the sewers luv…meet you there…”

“I want you to walk with me…in the sunlight…” She said softly. “Then I want to come back here and…” Blushing heatedly she grabbed his hand and deposited the ring inside.

Spike stared at her in wonder for a few moments before placing the ring on his finger and following her out into the sun.

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