Crush

Disclaimer: I don't own Chobits, clamp does.

What is this feeling?

Small talk..

I'd really like to apologyze for the spelling errors...spelling never really was my strong part, but i'll read over my stories and chapters and do my best. I'll read with caution, thanks for the comments on my earlier works, also on another note, I'm sorry for not updating a lot, it's just that I wrote a lot but I keep forgetting to post it, and since I have a lot of stuff to do I barely have time, so i'm going to post all of the chapters I have so far, which is about 7 to 11 hehe rhymes don't it? Well, the others will come along soon enough, so plz be patient with me^^'

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Hideki sat on the couch, looking at Chi laying there sleeping, he noticed her tears as she slept. His heart ached as he scooped her up in his arms.
" Chi..." Said Hideki. A sudden ache in his heart shook him again. He held Chi in pain, feeling a strange tingle in his nose, as tears came.

Naomi was about to walk into the living-room, but Sark held a hand out from the shadows, holding her in place, also startling her at the same time.
" ...Sark whats wrong? Why don't you want me to go..." Asked Naomi looking up into Sarks eyes.
" I assume that Hideki and Chi need some time alone." Said Sark in a serious face.
" Time alone?" Asked Naomi.
Sark nodded, he bent over slightly, nibbling in her ear, she gave out a little groan into his chest as she leaned into him.
" Don't you hate it when we're interrupted?" Asked Sark seductively.
Naomi swallowed, trying to get her throat clear. She looked upto him licking her lips, facing his eyes.
" ...Your right..." She said blushing full blast. He smiled pushing her gently against him, planting a small innocent kiss on her soft lips.
" Another part of me not wanting you to go out there, is because your only wearing a shirt." Said Sark fingering the soft cotton.
" ....!!...Oh.." Said Naomi her blush deepening, he wrapped his arms around her fully, noticing her breasts so soft against him.
" 'only' a shirt..." He said whispering.
Naomi blushed.
" All right, i'll put somng ong on.." Said Naomi as she tried to push away, she she found his arms holding her steady.
" Sark what are you doing?" A Nao Naomi seeing him bend down, leaning farther her back meeting the wall.
" What a rude girlfriend I have, whats the first thing you do in the morning when you wake up?" Asked Sark looking at her face puff in surprise, then anger.
" I brush my teeth, and wach my face, for your information." Said Naomi her cheeks puffed up in cute anger.
Ssmilsmiled kissing her lips gently.
" What a relief." He teased holding her close to him.
They went silent once they heard little sobs from Chi.

"Hideki?" Asked Chi curiously looking up at him, her eyes with strange emotion shown, tears streaming down them.
" ...Persocoms don't cry.." Hideki told himself. He sighed looking at her.
" I'm sorry Chi.." Said Hideki holding her. Chi went stiff and looked away a little her hair falling a bit over her cheek, her bangs covering her eyes.
" ...Hideki doesn't like Chi.." Said Chi.
Hideki nodded.
" Yes I do, Chi! I-I was mad.. angry with you for not telling me, thats all...." Said Hideki holding her tightly, not wanting her to move away, when he saw her attemptdo sdo so.
" .....Ch-Chi..?" Asked Chi not moving, very confused.
" Hideki was angry?" Asked Chi.
" Yes, I was angry... but.. Chi please don't push me away, I didn't mean what I said about disliking you, I don't hate you or dislike you at all Chi!" Said Hideki.

Naomi felt her eyes tear as she watched Hideki's tall form sitting on the couch, his hands wrapped arounf her from behind, she was on his lap, between his legs, she tried to move away but Hideki held her there.
" ...No Chi, please dpn't move away.." Said Hideki.
" Hideki...." Said Chi her eyes watering.
" It hurts.." Said Chi, shaking with tears.
Hideki release her suddenly.
" What?! What did I do? Did I hurt you Chi?" Asked Hideki worried.
Chi no cry crying out tears.
" You hurt me here... you made it hurt here, Hideki..." Said Chi taking his hand and pushing it against her chest, her face seeming in pain.
Hideki froze.
" ......Chi.." Hideki spoke feeling an odd thump on her chest. ' How can I keep on telling myself that she isn't human.... when... I can feel her warm skin..'

Hideki took Chi's little body in his arms holding her close to his own body, his whole frame shaking.

' How can I tell myself that she's just a machine when I see her crying like this.... when she tells me i've hurt her... DAMMIT!'

" I'm so sorry, Chi..." Said Hideki holding her close. Chi didn't respond immediately, but her little arms gradually went around his torso.
" Forgive me Chi..... please I beg you.... forgive me?..." He asked holding her closer to him, Chi felt warm tears touch her bare neck, she noticed him shaking, and she herself felt her own tears want to come but she just couldn't. She hugged Hideki tighter, holding her eyes tightly shut as they hugged.
" ....Chi likes Hideki...." Said Chi in a sad tone, Hideki froze hearing her voice out these words, he faced her, their faces dreadfully close.
" Does.... Does Hideki like Chi?" Asked Chi curiously.
Hideki felt himself blush from her statement, he didn't know how to speak, the rational thought of him telling himself that Chi was a computer didn't seem to exist anymore. Chi was alive and he knew deep within his heart that Chi was special to him, more than just material gain, she was special to him in a different kind of way. A way that a girl can only be..... as precious... to a boy.

" Chi.... I..." Hideki felt his saliva grow thick, a lump come up on his throat.
Chi smiled to him suddenly.
" Hideki doen't need to answer right away.." Said Chi smiling, Hideki blinked but saw right through her, he knew he wanted to find out whas has happening... what did he feel for Chi. He knew but.. could he tell her, and now of all places?
Chi was about to move away, but Hideki took her little face within his big hands, dragging her against him again, her lips not touching his, but it was very close. Just by an inch.
" Hideki....?"
" ....Chi.." Said Hideki, his blush deepening as their eyes locked together.

Naomi thought he would kiss her then and there! OH how she wished Hideki would! .....but.....

Hideki leaned down, moving to the side, and the whispered something in her ear that made Chi's whole face just light up.
" ....Does Hideki mean it!?" Asked Chi curiously, her face happy.
Hideki nodded.

Naomi pouted.
" What in the world of fluff, did Hideki say?" Asked Naomi in a sigh.
" Your more important to me than anything on this earth.. I like you more than I should. More than any human being can like anyother..." Said Sark, Naomi turned to him blushing fulastlast.
" What are you talking about, Sark?" Asked Naomi.
Sark smilled stuffing his hands in his jeans.
" Thats what Hideki said." Sark spoke in a shrug.
Naomi blushed smiling.
" Hideki's so sweet.." Said Naomi smiling as she looked back.
" Eh?" He huffed looking at Naomi, her eyes shinning as she looked at Chi and Hideki hug in forgiveness.
Sark felt himself growl. ' What's she looking at? ' He thought looking at Naomi's eyes look at Hideki's form in a gentle way. He felt something within him bubble, he hated this new feeling.
" .... Sark whats wrong?" Asked Naomi curiously. Sark shook his head hiding his anger.
" Nothing." Said Sark walking off into the bedroom leaving Naomi there looking at Hideki and Chi make up.
Naomi went after him, closing the door behind her, she looked around the room.
" Sark?" She called out looking over seeing a big lump on her bed.
She lifted up the bed sheets, looking down at Sark, his arms were over his face.
" Sark whats the matter? Do you feel allright?" Asked Naomi curiously.
" No.." He said plainly looking up at the ceiling.
" ...Hmm, theres something your not telling me..." Said Naomi.
Sark looked at her as she straddled his waist, he felt a strange tint of warmth pull at his cheeks as he saw her face come up close to his, her worry evident.
" Tell me, whats wrong." She said, hands on her cheeks making him face her.


".........."


He looked at her, dazed for a moment. Then suddenly broke out into a handsome grin. " You made me feel bad." Said Sark smiling, his eyes looking into hers.
" Huh?" Asked Naomi sitting up straight, he followed hgettgetting up, she was still straddling him, and yet even with her on him, his head was still slightly above hers.
" The way you looked at Hideki, when I told you what he said.' Said Sark looking at her, she looked at him surprised.
" Looking at Hideki made you feel bad?" Asked Naomi curiously.
" Yes.." Said Sark.
" ..Hmmm, theres nothing wrong eith it-UGH!"

Naomi was pinned down on the bed by Sark.
" There is plenty wrong wit, it, it hurt me." Said Sark.
" Hurt you?" Asked Naomi curiously.
Sark nodded.
" ....Sark... " Said Naomi shocked, she then let out a slight giggle.
" It's not funny!" He shouted.
" Your JEALOUS of Hideki!" She shouted laughing looking at him. " Thats down right hilarious-" Naomi was cut off by his kiss.
The vibrations of her giggles came to his stomach, his hands creeping up to her little neck, going under, tilting her mouth a bit more so he could get his tongue in her mouth. It was perfect when she opened her mouth in one of her little sighs, he pressed on devouring her.

' I never thought I'd find someone like this.... this kind of person that would always want me, care for me... but it hurts to think that one day he might not like me anymore...' She thought sinking into the kiss as she felt his other hand wrap around her securely.
They broke the kiss gently.

" ........"

She began to giggle again hiding her sadness.
" Naomi?" Asked Sark curiously seeing her smile.
" Yes?"
" ...You'll always like me..right?" Asked Sark.
' He's insecure?'
" Why are you asking that?" Asked Naomi curiously.
Sark leaned up slightly, taking away a loose strand of hair from her face.
" I need reasurance, somehow I can't stop thinking that one day-"
" I wont feel the same?" She asked. Sark blushed andded.ded.
Naomi smiled and hugged him.
" The way I see it... I like you know, and I don't think I'll ever stop liking you." Said Naomi gently. Sark twitched inside.
That wasn't what he wanted to hear, he wanted to hear better words.
" I know you can do betthan han that.." Said Sark looking at her. Naomi stiffened.
" Are you afraid of commitment?" Asked Sark.
" W-what?" Asked Naomi.
" Are you af of of commitment." He repeated.
" N-No..." Said Naomi looking at him.
" Do you trust me?" Asked Sark bending down.
" Yes..." She said looking at him.
" Are you sure?" Asked Sark in a serious face.
" ...I'm sure, Sark.." Said Naomi smiling.
Sark smiled to her and held her.
" Your afraid aren't you?" Asked Sark.
Naomi blushed looking away, she pushed him off of her, getting off of the bed.
" So what if I AM!" She shouted looking away.
" You barely know anything about me and I-"
Naomi felt arms wrap around her, Sarks gentle grip calming her down.
" .....I know you want to say more to me... you want to tell me more about what you feel." Said Sark.
" ......It's hard for me..." Said Naomi looking away tears about to spill.
" I must seem like such a slut... Kissing you, letting you touch me, and we barely know eachother...." Said Naomi, Sark held her.
" Your name Is Naomi Treno...." Said Sark tilting her head up to him.
" You like me, correct?" Asked Sark, cleaning the tears out of her eyes.
" And I am crazy about you..." Said Sark kissing her lips gently.

" ........." Naomi closed her eyes, she felt his pained groan.

' I see.... He wants me to tell him how a really feel...' She thought her eyes opening a little while they kissed. His eyes opened aswell while their tongues danced in their mouths. ' You want me to tell you that I can't wit without you.. That i'd rather die than not have you?' She thought closing her eyes again, she kissed back with more force than he did this time, pushing her body against him.
" You want me to tell you how much I hurt when I see you sad? Much more when your angry.." She whispered against her lips.
" I'd love it.." He said as she pushed him back on the bed.
" I'm a very weak person Sark." She whispered, licking his lower lip, bitting it gently, " I don't have much physical power.." She said gently seeing him struggle with himself.
" And yet I can hold you, Sark..." She whispered, bending down a bit kissing his throat, right on the tip of his adams apple.

" !!!" So many sensations she roused within him. ' You asked for this you idiot... you wanted to know what she really though? Well here it is! Get ready for the biggest boner of your life, and heres the worst part, you can't touch her...'

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' HOW CRUEL!!'

His hormones and mind were screaming for release, her hands spread out on his bare chest. His fingers dug in the bedsheets, holding himself back, he wouldn't dare touch her. Was he dreaming? This had to be a dream... Naomi... this was 'his' Naomi... doing this to him.. kissing him touching him-

" Oh god, Naomi..." He whispered against her lips as she kissed his neck again, his pants felt hurtfully tight.
She smiled, kissing his lips again, parting them, kissiim, im, he returned it, he then noticed how small her body was now.. how fragile. Somehow this turned him on even more, he felt the weight of her... the softness of her body, her so soft creamy breasts tamed behind that dammed shirt of hers, pressing against his chest.
" Naomi... what are you-!!!!"
She dipped in his mouth again, her lowed body rubbing itself against him, he moved up blindly humping her.
" Naomi don't do this to me..." He hissed against her lips. She licked his uppep tep teasingly.
" Your cute." She said smiling.
" Cute?" He asked opening his lusted eyes.
He pushed himself up against her, lifting her up slightly, making her moan and gasp at the same time.
" You think this is cute!?" He said.
She looked at him shocked, then her lips curved, she just had to laugh.
" Hmm I would call that, in need of a lot of attention." Said Naomi leaning down taking his lips again.
He couldn't take it anymore.
" Since when did you become boss!" He said pinning her under him.
She giggled seeing him over her, her legs around him, locking themselveshis his back.
" Oh, Sark." Said Naomi smiling getting up the most she could, and kissed his lips gently.
Sark kissed back this time, letting himself go on top of her fully.
" ...Your so cruel.." Said Sark slowly.
Naomi smiled.
" I don't see you complaining." Said Naomi in smile.


Chi looked over at Hideki bleeding on the floor.
" Hideki?" Asked Chi.
She noticed a pool of blood all comming from his nose.
" Hideki?" She asked cutely.
" Hmm... I wonder why he fainted.." Said Plum on her shoulder.
" Chi saw him go close to that door." Said Chi pointing to the bedroom.
" Plum?"
" Hai!"
" Do you think that Sark and Hideki are sharing energy? Asked Chi.
" Sharing energy? New term for you, ey Chi?" Asked Plum her pink eyes blinking.
Chi nodded.
" Chi made it up all by herself." Said Chi smiling.
Plum shok her head.
" I don't think so, maybe their playing a game or something." Said Plum.

Naomi stopped in mid kiss.
" I hear voices outside." Said Naomi.
Sark sighed.
" Why now? " Asked Sark looking up at the ceiling.
" Come on, lets open the door." Said Naomi getting up.
" Don't Naomi, the kids might see us" Sark teased taking her by the waist, sragging backback down.
He climbed ontop of her, a mile on his face, and then bent down again.
A knock interupted his lips from touching hers.
" .....Argh...." Sark was very annoyed by the third knock, Naomi got up giggling finding Hideki on the floor, Chi shaking him and Plum kicking the door, jumping up and down from the pain.
" I was wondering when you were going to open the door, Naomi!" Shouted Plum and sighed.
Hideki stood up and looked at Naomi, then at Chi.
" I was wondering before me and Chi leaving that we could have a little bite outside. I always wondered how it would be like to have lunch with you and Chi and everyone, so what do ya say?" Asked Hideki scratching his head.
Naomi giggled seeing his goofy smile and nodded.
" Sark, what do you think?" Asked Naomi.
" I would like that very much." Said Sark nuzzling her neck.
" Allright then, i'll go get dressed." aid Naomi as Sark walked out to put on his shirt.

Exited Naomi put on her clothes and walks out, meeting Hideki and Chi out on the doorstep, walking out of the building with Sarks arm around her shoulder.

As they walked down the street in silence, Chi noticed a group of people following them, she stopped and pointed to the group of girls.
" Chi knows you." Said Chi pointing to the girl. Hideki took Chi's hands.
" Chi it's not nice to......point..." Said Hideki seeing the girls style of clothing, he held his nose from the showy outfits.
" Ah, if it isn't the sluty minyans." Said Sark, Yuriu popped out of the crowd of now 6 girls, her being the 7th.
" And the slut queen, Yuriu." Said Sark bowing to her.
" The honor." He mocked.
Yuriu looked away.
" Thats what you say now, but believe me, you'll be kissing my feet when you know what I know, halfy." Said Yuriu.
" What?" Asked Naomi and Sark at the same time.
" Lets just say i've been doing some research." She said and smiled.
" It took my boyfriend quite some time to locate you, your good at hiding yourself.. you are half machine after all." Said Yuriu smiling coyly.
Sark felt himself growl.
" How in Kami's name did you find that out?" Asked Sark.
Yuriu smiled.
" I have connections." Said Yuriu smiling as the other girls behind her giggled.
Naomi felt a little bit of panic rise in her little t wht when Sark smiled back.
" Come with me... only you and i'll tell you what I know." Said Yuriu smiling.
" .........."

Naomi grabbed his shirt holding him back when he took a step toward her.
" No stop..."
" Naomi... I need to find this out..." Said Sark looking at her.
" I want to know if she knows who helped in creating me... she might have the answers." Said Sark, kissing her forehead.
" Go have your lunch with Hideki, i'll meet you at the apartment soon, ok?" He asked.
Naomi felt tears weld up when she saw Yuriu wrap her arms around him.
" COme on, handsome." She said smiling, sticking out her tongue to Naomi.
Naomi wanted to run after Sark, but was held back by Hideki.
" ......Let him go." Said Hideki. Naomi looked at him walk off, tears came out too strong.
" ..... Hideki, I'm not hungry anymore.... I'm going home now, you and Chi and Plum have fun ok?" She said turning around and running to her building.

Hideki saw her dissapear around the corner.
"..... I wonder why Sark went with that girl." Said PLum looking at Chi.
" ...She looked like she knew what she was talking about... but still, she wont just tell him, he'll have to do something... I know that, that 'something' is going have Naomi involved... and it's going to hurt her... bad.." Said Hideki.
Chi looked at him curiously, without saying a word.
" Chi..." Said Chi curiouslr fir finder pulling at his shirt, gently.
HIdeki looked at Chi curiously.
" Chi wants to go with naomi..." Said Chi.
" I don't think it's wize..... we should go back home." Said Hideki, the group of girls walked off giggling as they followed Sark in the distance. Hideki's eyes narrowed in anger.
" A happy day easily wasted.." Said Hideki in a sigh, he took Chi's hand.
" Come on, lets go."

To Be Continued...

I know this is was too short, and it took a weird turn, but please bear with me, I know it's not all that good, but I hope you all forgive me for being a bad writer! I try! Well, thanks for reading^^

PS. The storied will get a bit shorter for the next few chapters, so don't be mad! I'm doing this for a reason, but that means i'll update faster, okies? I'm really sorry about taking so long, I apologyze (once again) It's just that I needed to straighten out my ideas. Well thanks for reading this!

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