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BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
35
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3,898
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5
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Chapter Twenty Five B
Chapter 25b.
Buffy walked out of the room and stopped. Angel hung his head in shame and couldn't look up at her. She felt the same way. She knew the guilt that ate away at him. She had no soul to torment her but she had a conscience. The taste and the knowledge that she took a life, they would haunt her. Spike stood in the doorway, choosing to remain silent as he watched Buffy untie Angel . She carefully removed the ropes that bound him.Not once did she look back to him to see the tears that fell from his eyes or the regret that stung them. Angel stroked her cheek , an understanding passed between them as they both stood and walked towards the front door.Buffy hesitated.
"I'm going home. Don't follow us, if I see you in Sunnydale, I'll kill you"
Spike fell to his knees , hung his head in his hands and cried at the loss of his mate.
"Buffy, please pet, I need you! I can't live without you now, can't be a good person without you. I'm nothing without you! I love you baby please"
She could feel his heart breaking, hers was too, but she couldn't stay now. She wanted to answer him, to tell him she loved him too, to run into his arms. But she couldn't be with him now, not after taking a life. Angel produced his mobile phone out of his pocket and dialed .Buffy took a deep breath and focused on Spike.
"I can't stay, not now, I love you, I know you love me but it's ... I gotta go. Don't make this harder than it has to be, please"
Angel ended the call and motioned for Buffy to walk with him.She looked back at the cabin and fought to hold back her tears. Angel took her in his arms and rested his head on hers.
"A close friend of mine will be here soon and he'll take us back to Sunnydale.How are you feeling?"
She was sick of people asking her that.Ever since she was called, every time she faced an enemy that seemed unbeatable, every time she was injured, every one asked her the same thing . Wasn't it obvious?
"How do you think I feel? I just did the one thing I swore to myself I wouldn't do. I have just left my home and the man I love , tell me , how do you think I feel?"
Buffy sniffed and wiped her tears from her face. A car pulled up to the curbside and Angel opened the door. His hand rested on her lower back , trying to usher her into the car. Buffy held the door and took one last look back. Spike stood at the edge of the wood. The urge to run to him was overwhelming, but a look from Angel and she got into the car and didn't look back, even as it pulled away.
Spike flicked his fag towards the curb and walked back to the DeSoto. He slung his bag into the back and got in. He slammed in a tape and turned the volume up,the Sex Pistols blasted out as he wheel spun away from the home he had briefly had with Buffy. He had no idea where he was going , but it was not Sunnydale.
Buffy held herself together, just. She sat staring at the views as the car drove towards the border. She knew that he wasn't following them , she couldn't feel him close , she could feel his pain , she felt guilty, all he'd tried to do was to heal her and Angel, and he had . She wasn't sure if vampires could dust through loss of blood but she was grateful to him for saving her from finding out. Angel must have known what she was thinking as he reached out and held her hand.Buffy hoped that Spike could feel how grateful she was, that she still loved him and always would.
Buffy walked out of the room and stopped. Angel hung his head in shame and couldn't look up at her. She felt the same way. She knew the guilt that ate away at him. She had no soul to torment her but she had a conscience. The taste and the knowledge that she took a life, they would haunt her. Spike stood in the doorway, choosing to remain silent as he watched Buffy untie Angel . She carefully removed the ropes that bound him.Not once did she look back to him to see the tears that fell from his eyes or the regret that stung them. Angel stroked her cheek , an understanding passed between them as they both stood and walked towards the front door.Buffy hesitated.
"I'm going home. Don't follow us, if I see you in Sunnydale, I'll kill you"
Spike fell to his knees , hung his head in his hands and cried at the loss of his mate.
"Buffy, please pet, I need you! I can't live without you now, can't be a good person without you. I'm nothing without you! I love you baby please"
She could feel his heart breaking, hers was too, but she couldn't stay now. She wanted to answer him, to tell him she loved him too, to run into his arms. But she couldn't be with him now, not after taking a life. Angel produced his mobile phone out of his pocket and dialed .Buffy took a deep breath and focused on Spike.
"I can't stay, not now, I love you, I know you love me but it's ... I gotta go. Don't make this harder than it has to be, please"
Angel ended the call and motioned for Buffy to walk with him.She looked back at the cabin and fought to hold back her tears. Angel took her in his arms and rested his head on hers.
"A close friend of mine will be here soon and he'll take us back to Sunnydale.How are you feeling?"
She was sick of people asking her that.Ever since she was called, every time she faced an enemy that seemed unbeatable, every time she was injured, every one asked her the same thing . Wasn't it obvious?
"How do you think I feel? I just did the one thing I swore to myself I wouldn't do. I have just left my home and the man I love , tell me , how do you think I feel?"
Buffy sniffed and wiped her tears from her face. A car pulled up to the curbside and Angel opened the door. His hand rested on her lower back , trying to usher her into the car. Buffy held the door and took one last look back. Spike stood at the edge of the wood. The urge to run to him was overwhelming, but a look from Angel and she got into the car and didn't look back, even as it pulled away.
Spike flicked his fag towards the curb and walked back to the DeSoto. He slung his bag into the back and got in. He slammed in a tape and turned the volume up,the Sex Pistols blasted out as he wheel spun away from the home he had briefly had with Buffy. He had no idea where he was going , but it was not Sunnydale.
Buffy held herself together, just. She sat staring at the views as the car drove towards the border. She knew that he wasn't following them , she couldn't feel him close , she could feel his pain , she felt guilty, all he'd tried to do was to heal her and Angel, and he had . She wasn't sure if vampires could dust through loss of blood but she was grateful to him for saving her from finding out. Angel must have known what she was thinking as he reached out and held her hand.Buffy hoped that Spike could feel how grateful she was, that she still loved him and always would.