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Chapter 10 - A Nummy Treat (NC-17)

Xander was half asleep when he felt the cool press of a body along
his back. Spike's arm wrapping itself around his waist and drawing
him near. He let out a happy little moan and snuggled closer to his
vabefobefore his eyes snapped open in shock.

"S-spike?"

"Yeah luv?"

"What are you doing?"

Spike leaned down and nuzzled Xander's neck, his nostrils flaring
when he scented his mark there. Xander writhed beneath him as he
went for the scar, tracing his tongue along the puckered flesh.

"Ungh." Xander grunted. His cock was already leaking having gone
so long withous los lover's touch. "Wha -"

"Shhh luv." He continued to trail wet kisses along Xander's neck, and
then down his spine.

"But I - "

Spike stopped, heaving a frustrated sigh. "Okay Xan. We'll talk first,
but then we shag - deal?"

Xander nodded, he didn't think he had the strength to refuse Spike.
Just the ghost of his lover's touch made him hard.

"You know what's going to happen tomorrow right? When we go up
against the hell bitch..." Spike shook his head. "Not all of us are
gonna make it."

Xander squeezed the hand resting on his stomach. "I know that
Spike. This is bigger than anything we've ever faced before."

Spike placed another sweet kiss on the top of Xander's head. "Well
luv, if this is my last night on earth I want to spend it with the one
person who loves me." He didn't voice the thought that if this were
Xander's last night on earth he'd want to at least have the memory of
being with the boyn ifn if he never recovered any of his others.

Xander thought it over for a minute. If either of them bought the big
one tomorrow, he'd never forgive himself for not taking this one last
night with his lover. And if Spike were himself, they wouldn't have
hesitated making love all through the night knowing what would be
coming all too soon. He pushed aside his hurt that Spike still couldn't
remember his love for him, and agreed. "Okay Spike." He turned in
his vamp's arms. "Make love to me."

Spike swore he felt his undead heart beat for just a second. With all
the memories he'd begun to retrieve, none of them held such a loving
look, or as sweet a request. He didn't think he'd ever made love to
anyone really. He'd been a virgin when turned, and then sex with his
'family' had been violent and dominating, but never loving.

He watched as Xander's eyes drifted closed, his lips descending
toward that luscious mouth. His own lids closed over his eyes at the
first soft touch. He spent several minutes just letting their mouths fit
together, while his hands roamed the length of Xander's chest and
hips.

When Xander began to moan in protest, he finally invaded Xander's
mowithwith his tongue. Letting it slip past the opening to trace the
wall of teeth it encountered. When Xander's teeth parted to allow
Spike's tongue full access, it was his turn to groan. The slow teasing
he'd been doing to Xander, was making his own cock pulse and drip
with pre-cum.

He let his tongue explore the recesses of Xander's mouth.
Relearning every sensitive nook he found. Thrilling at the incoherent
sounds that spilled out of Xander as he dipped into one cheek, and
then trailed cool wetness over gums and molars.

He broke the kiss, lifting himself off the boy, to pull his shirt over his
head, and then shuck his trousers and boxers. Xander protested until
he opened his eyes to a naked and aroused Spike. The sight of
Spike's hard length bumping against his own stomach made Xander's
mouth water. He could see the head was glistening and he longed to
have a taste.

He moved forward and grasped the base of Spike's cock, making him
whimper. His tongue darted out to lick just the tip. The warm rasp of
Xander's tongue making Spike's cock jump in his hand. When
Xander's whole mouth engulfed his throbbing member, Spike felt the
pleasure as an almost stabbing pain. He couldn't stop his hips from
thrusting forward, causing his cock head to bump the back of the
boy's throat. He was amazed when Xander was able to take him
whole without choking or gagging.

It made him even harder when he looked down to see the boy's head
bobbing back and forth with his dick between his mouth. And he
groaned when he noticed the boy's hand rubbing at the front of his
jeans in time to his sucking. He could see the wetness seeping
through the material. Moreover he could smell the strength of his
arousal through the air.

At the familiar scent Spike's brain flashed back to similar incidents.
He could see them together loving, fucking, and sucking each other.
And as the images played before him, he threaded his hands through
the soft brown locks of his boy's head. Holding him still against
Xander's protests, Spike began to gently fuck his mouth.

"You like that don't you Xan?" He asked softly as he continued his
thrusting. "Having me in your mouth. Getting' me off. Tasting my
cum on your tongue?"

Xander moaned at the dirty word picture Spike was painting. He
always loved it when his vamp talked during their loveplay. His voice
was so sexy even when he wasn't talking dirty, that it heightened his
desire to a new level whenever he did.

The moan sent incredible vibrations along the length of Spike's cock,
making his thrusts come faster and harder. "Fuck Xan!" Whenever
Spike pulled out Xander would let his tongue swirl around the tip,
digging into the slit he found there.

"Yeah luv! Oh you're so good at this Xan. Mmmmm..." Spike lost
coherent speech for a moment while Xander's hand came up to play
with his balls. His hips were thrusting so fast he didn't know how
Xander was taking it. But from the feel of it, they'd had plenty of
practice.

"Xan! Gonna cum Xan. Gonna cum in your hot, tight mouth. Wanna
taste me luv? Wanna swallow me down?" Spike felt his balls
tightening up. He felt his cock pulse as his semen shot through onto
Xander's waiting tongue. Felt his orgasm prolonged at the feel of
Xander's muscles tightening around him with every swallow. "Fuck!"

When his shudders finally ceased, he pulled his softening member
out of his lover's mouth. The boy looked incredibly fuckable at the
moment. His lips were swollen from blowing him, and his eyes were
slightly glazed. The irises dilated so fully that they were barely ringed
with any brown.

Quickly he knelt down in front of him, and began stripping his clothes
off. Once Xander was completely naked he began to go to work.
"Your turn luv." He said quietly before dipping his head down to take
in one already turgid nipple. He licked all around and then sucked in
the tip before gently scraping the sensitive flesh with his teeth. While
he worked on one with his talented tongue, he pinched and pulled at
the other with a free hand.

Xander was long past coherent speech and lay writhing and moaning
on the wrinkled blanket. He was so hard he was aching, and he
could feel dreaded tears coming to his eyes. The pleasure was
almost unbearable, and he wanted to cry with the intensity of it. His
relief at having Spike's taste once more on his tongue was almost
palpable.

When he felt one cool hand surround his dick, he thrust almost
completely off the floor. "God! So long, I needed you so much Spike."
He mumbled as he continued to thrust into the loose grip. "Harder
please! Fuck! Tighter!"

"I know luv. Shhh." Spike hushed him, even as he tightened his grip.
As he squeezed and pumped with one hand, his other came around
to beg entrance at Xan's puckered hole. The tight ring of muscle
contracted at the first tentative touch. Xander thrusting forward into
Spike's cool palm, and then back onto tuestuesting finger at his
opening.

"Please Spike please." He begged. "Please." He was nearly crying
once more. "Need you so much. Need to feel you in me. Filling me.
Completing me." He bit down on his bottom lip as he felt the first
finger breach his hole. "Uhng! More! More! God Spike! Can't wait.
Need you now."

Spike leaned forward to kiss Xander on the lips causing the young
man to open his eyes when he pulled away. "Have to wait luv. Just
need to get some lube." Xander bit back a sob as the finger left his
ass and Spike reached out to the coffee table for the hand lotion
there. He waited impatiently as Spike slicked up his hand, spreading
liberal amounts of lotion on three of his fingers.

Spike could see that Xander was desperate, he didn't want to leave
the boy wanting for any longer than necessary, but he wasn't about to
bugger the boy bloody either. His erection had returned with a
vengeance and he was just as eager as his lover but he wanted to do
this right, especially if it were going to be their last night together.

To appease the pleading man before him, Spike swooped down and
took the dripping cock into his mouth. Xander cried out and bit his
bottom lip bloody to keep from coming. He didn't want to cum until
Spike was fully sheathed within him.

He lost himself in the sensation of Spike's cool tongue swirling up and
down his penis. He could feel Spike's taste buds scraping against
everin ain and ridge on his cock, and his brain closed off to
everything but that feeling. His brain nearly exploded into a million
pieces when he once again felt the breach of his tight ass.

With two incredible sensations to focus on, his mind went into
meltdown. He was thrusting as hard as he could into Spike's wet
mouth, while at the same time thrusting down as fast as humanly
possible onto those cool fingers. There were two now, and then
three. Stretching him, preparing him, and *fuck*, making him see
stars. Spike was reaching in and scraping the small nub of his
prostate with one of his long black fingernails and it made Xander
wild.

"Enough! Spike please! Please God!"

Spike pulled out, almost reluctantly. The cries and pleas his boy was
shouting were incredibly addictive. But he knew that once he was
inside the boy himself those cries would diminish to nothing at the
new sounds that would issue from that swollen, lickable, fuckable
mouth.

"Hush now. I'm right there luv, feel me?" He placed his cock head at
the tight entrance to Xander's body. The boy whimpered and
squeezed his eyes shut tight, his hand wandering down to the base of
his dick to stave off his climax.

"Hard and fast luv? Or slow and sweet?" Spike tormented him.
Xander cried out as the head of his lover's cock finally pushed it's way
through his tight ring of muscle. "Feel me luv? Pushing my way
through? Gonna fuck you luv. Gonna make you cum so hard you'll
ache for days." He looked down to see Xander's deep expression of
concentration, his gaze traveling down until he could see the purple
cock he was trying so hard to tame. "Love your cock Xan. It's so
beautiful. So nummy. All hard and angry and red and pulsing.
Makes me hard just seeing it. Just thinking about it. Just
remembering the taste of you on my tongue, in my mouth. The feel of
your cum oozing out of my hole, coating my thighs after one of our
nights together."

Xander's eyes blinked open. What was Spike saying? It was so hard
to concentrate. The words were so hot and the feelings were so
intense. But what was he saying? Did he remember? Before he
could ask, Spike shifted his hips thrusting himself balls deep into
Xander.

"Ahh!" Xander cried. "Fast and hard Spike! Fast and hard!"

Spike took that as his cue and began to slam into the boy beneath
him. He shifted again so that Xander's legs were as spread wide as
possible. One looped around his waist, the other hanging above his
shoulder. Spike used his arms to spread them even wider. The tight
pull of Xander's body each time he retreated was incredible. He
could feel the walls contracting around him, and the warmth seeping
through his cool cock.

Spike finally reached around and batted his boy's hand away. He
gripped the boy's penis in his hand and began to pump fast and
furious. He could see tears leaking through from under Xan's lashes
and he increased the pressure on his cock. Shifting once more to
angle his penis until he could feel Xander's sensitive nub with the tip
of his cock.

Xander was openly sobbing now. The pleasure after all the stress of
the past few days, too much for him. "Spike! Fuck! Love you! Love
you!" He chanted as Spike felt his hot sticky jism coating his fist and
chest.

Spike continued to pump into the shuddering body below him.
Leaning down to lick up the traces of semen his lover had spent.
Once the boy was clean, he leaned forward to press his lips to
Xander's once more. Pulling away he whispered a quiet, "I love you,"
before spurting his own cool cum inside his love's tight channel.

Afterwards they lay together, sprawled across the crumpled blanket.
Spike's arm wrapped securely around Xander's waist, his body
spooning his boy's back.

"Spike?"

"Yeah luv?"

"Did you mean it?"

"'Course luv." He leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss on the back
of Xander's neck. "I'm back."

Okay, so he hadn't exhausted all of his tear reserves.

"Shhhh, luv. No more tears now." Spike wiped away the tracks with
his thumb.

"Spike..." Xander was trying to get a hold of himself. "I missed you
so much. I didn't know if I could take another day of you not loving
me."

"Hush now Xan. I always loved you, whether I knew it or not. The
feelings never went away, I just didn't know what they were." He
gave Xander a squeeze with the arm wrapped around his waist.

"Really?"

"Really luv."

They were silent for a few moments before Spike spoke again.
"So...you got to meet William."

"Yeah!" Xander sounded a little excited now that he knew that his
Spike was back. "You were great. So sweet and shy. It was a totally
different side of you." Xander was grinning widely.

"A good side?" Spike asked tentatively.

"Every side is a good side Spike."

"So you didn't think William was a ponce?"

"No, 'course not." Xander answered, feeling the slight tremor in his
lover's arm. "What's wrong Spike?"

"Guess I was just a bit scared luv."

"Scared of what?"

"That you might feel different. Now that you've seen...met William."
Spike shrugged.

Xander turned to face his lover. "That would never happen Spike."
He pulled apart slightly to take both of Spike's hands in his own,
rubbing them gently. "I love you as Spike. I love you as William. I'd
love you no matter who you were." He leaned in and gave Spike a
long wet kiss. "As long as you were mine."

Spike shuddered and felt his arousal returning at the proprietary air
surrounding Xander. Instead of giving in, he just wrapped his arms
around his boy once more and laid his head on his chest. "Always
luv."

That's how Buffy found them when she finally returned from her
scouting mission. She'd found the crazy tower Glory was building
and knew that the ritual would be taking place there. She noticed the
couple lying sated and content on the floor and wanted to give them a
few more hours together before they all headed to whatever fate
awaited them. So she headed up the stairs to her own room, letting
the two men continue to sleep in each other's arms.