True Love And True Hate

"Please don't hurt me Buffy!"

"Please don't hurt me Buffy!", she mocked with distaste.

"God, I don't know why I EVER put up with you when I could be having soooooooooo much fun with them!", she pointed to her boys lying on the bed.

"Unlike you, they atleast know what fun is! They don't sucker up to you, trying to get you to save pathetic lives! They don't try to act concerned! They give you the best sex! And they aren't brainwashed by souls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Let me tell you how it happened. How I got to be the way I am. On the Eve of Drusilla's death, Angel and Spike went on a rampage. And they picked me. You see, "Angel" lost his soul that night. One moment of true happiness and wham! There you have it! We have 2 of the most vicious creatures running free! I was sort of in the way you see. I had to be stupid and call on his demon. I was right smack in the center of death. I used to be sickened by it, but now? I just don't care. Infact, I am grateful for this gift. Unlike my soul, I'd rather preserve my youth. Keep myself from doing something stupid like aging. Stay forever young........... I'd rather use what I have, it's better than wasting it. I appreciate my immortality, there are a quite a few things to do in the afterlife. Sure beats the hell out of living! I have so many things I'd like to say to my watcher. Thanks for selling me out all of those times. It only showed how much you "truly" cared..........

It sure did WOnders for my pathetic soul.............

You cleared things UP a bit for me. Made me embrace my potentials... Made me wiser!

I have all of this power, why not use it huh!?!

Love fully what I have become!

Rejoice in my killer nature... Take, want, have!

Dru came to me in a vision. Visited me in a dream..............

Look at what the pixies did to her and look at what they did to me...............?

You see? We are feared for what we are.......... Loathed because we are beneath you....

You're beneath us did you know that...?

We are power and blood rolled into one. We slave away to the dark. We weave and roll. We love AND hate.............

But most of all, we allienate your race; your kind from the face of this earth. Wipe out your existence so that you will stop living, stop breathing..................

You need air just as much as we need blood. How would you feel if one cease to exist...?

Mates are forever Giles. We feel each other, we're literally... "bounded."

Stop reading too much into your books Giles. They don't have all the facts right...

The only way is first hand experience. Study vampiric structures, patterns, and behaviors...

Your books only come up empty. Sure, they have a "GOD" load of information, but do they tell you what to expect...?

Wait until you get a load of this?

I still have my slayer demon inside of me so do you know what that makes me...!?!

Ten times as STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"He's going to expect to see soul girl..."

Angel: Good, let him think that... And then when you're ready, we'll strike!

"But I'm bored and I want to crack him!"

"Aww don't worry baby, we'll get to the fun part "real" soon....................."

Buffy: Ooooooh, do I get to rip out his cranium...?

Angel: That has potential...!