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Buffy’s p.o.v

a soft whisper made me jump from my bed, who could that be at this hour. I look around, no one there.
"come on Buffy let me in." the whisper was coming from outside my window.
"lexa...what are you doing here?" I hear myself ask as I open the window
"I wanted o see you again" the redhead said before climbing I my window.
"well couldn’t it wait until the morning it's 4 am." I say rubbing at my half asleep eyes.
" I just can't sleep tonight, for one my mom has some guy over and he is so weird and for to I can't get you out of my head." she says lowering her head
"I know you don't see me that way, your with spike but I needed to see you.." she paused still not looking me in the eye." I can leave if you would like me to."
I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her intently.” no you can sleep here if you like." I say, I may not be gay but I don't want to hurt the young girl. lexa was three years younger then me only 18 as I am 21
she is still young and easy to hurt as am I.I mean I may be 21 but that is still very young.
"okay,m where are the blankets I will just sleep on your chair over there, does it pull out?" she asks pointing to the big green chair in the corner of my room
I smile.” yes it dose but you are sleeping in my bed with me." the look of surprise on her features makes my laugh a bit.
"are you sure?" she says sitting on the other side of the bed.
"yes I am sure, I don't mind, just don't try to feel me up and I won't have to go all slayer on your ass." I say thinking of her ass, for a girl it was a very sexy, come to think of it she was sexy from the neck down tonight. a pair of baggy blue jeans a black hoddie and a jean jacket over that, and now as I look at her face the way the light from the moon made her look desirable my god what am I thinking you're straight B' remember that. I remind myself.
"um do you have a pair of pj's I could borrow, I don't really want to wear theses dirty old jeans in your clean bed." she says with a slight smile that I find very attractive, she a girl Buffy you don't like girls that way. I remind myself yet again
"yah sure." I say getting up and opening my dresser pulling out a pair of silk pajama bottoms and a black tank top.” these should fit we are the same size." I through the top and bottoms to her the make a small swoosh as she catches them in her slender fingers, I watch those fingers, wonder hoe they would feel inside me. I catch myself before my thinking got to out of hand
this young slayer was making me question my sexuality all together.
"where is your bathroom." the sound of her voice snapped me away from my thoughts
"um down the hall but you can change here, dawn's room is right beside the bathroom and she is a very light sleeper and rather angry if she gets awaken before she has to be." I say before turning around to let her get undressed then redressed again. I can hear the rustle of jeans being taken off and despite how my mind tells me not to turn around I do, luckily she has her back turned to me, I see her naked back and her ass,which flaunts a pair of black guys briefs rather well, god I won’t to do things to this young women I have never wanted to do to another women before in my life.
she looks over her shoulder and catches me looking at her I quickly look the other way while she finishes getting dressed.
"okay." I hear her say, cursing myself for looking so long and her catching me.
"well I am tired since I got awoken and I am going back to my warm bed, but it should be warmer with you laying next to me.” I say rather shocked I said that.

lexa's p.o.v
I can feel the heat rise up in my cheeks, is she flirting with me, no she isn't she is straight you dope, a voice sounds in the back of my head
she points to the bed and I get in it I can feel the warmth from her still in the blankets from her laying the previously.
she walks around the bed and gets in as well. I can feel her bare arm touch mine and I bite my lip to stop a moan from escaping the back of my thought
her arm encircles my waist and I flinch at the touch, what is she doing? I think putting my arm over hers
"I am not sure what I want right now.” her voice breaks the darkness
"what does that mean?" I ask she can't be thinking of being with me can she, no she is with spike I tell myself and besides she would never want to be with you, you are just white trash that happens to be a vampire slayer
"it means that I am not sure of my feeling towards you yet, I am sure I am straight but I cannot help but think about you and how we could be together how we could make love, these thoughts are scaring me but when I know what I want so will you but right now I know I want to be held so can you hold me?" she asks me as she turns her back to me I wrap my arm around her and pull her closer to me" you know that I will, I will do what ever you need of me and you know that..." I hesitate at the next five words,” I love you Buffy summers." she turns around at that and our lips meet, I can't help but shudder
I have wanted this for far to long, but yet I stop her." no b' you need to think this over you don’t need to rush into things or we could both end up hurt in the end you need to think about all this and when you have I will be more then happy to be with you." I say taking her smaller hands in mine. I see her smile in the moon light god she is so stunning and I just stopped her from kissing me.
"okay.." she trailed off before drifting to sleep my arms around her.

chapter two

"ugh" i say putting a pillow over my face,realizing that the sent coming from the pillow is not my own then i notice the blond laying next to me, hugging my arm close to her slender form.