Just A Little Bit Unorthodox

I think about her all the time. She doesn't know I exsist, why should she? I'm just a ponce. I don't belong in her world. I see her everyday, she is in fourteen of my twenty five classes. But I sit at the front. With Willow and Xander usually, my two best friends. Their dating each other. So sometimes I hang out on the edge. I some-times feel like a third wheel. But if I ever told them this. They'd tell me not to be so silly. My crush sits at the back. With Harmony Kendall, Anya Jenkins And Cordila Chase. Xander used to have a crush on Cordila,
before he knew how Willow felt. None of the three girls deserve to be in my crush's precence, well in my view they arn't. All they seem to talk about is boys. A
nd how far they've got. She hardly ever joins in these conversations, I think she may be a virgin. I'm not casting stones, because as am I.
I couldnt bare to think of that oaf Angelus with his hands all over her.
She's too pure for him. She glows. My first thoguht when I saw her was.
'She's different from the others. She has a fire that can't be matched, be careful Will. She'll burn you if she gets the chance.'
That thought quickly went away. People talked to me on my first day.
Commented on my accent. And most were generally nice.
Till i made friends with Willow and Xander. I'm, not blaming them for my troubles.
I know it's because I'm too smart. Too sensetive, I just wish she would notcie me.
Just once. But I just can't seem to find the courage to talk to her.
I wonder if she thinks about me? No. Of course she doesn't. She has a boyfriend.
She probably loves him. He should love her. Beautiful green eyes, Long blonde hair. She's my perfect girl. I can't get her out of my head.
I've only talked to her once. I remember that day like it was yesterday. (Well it was only a week ago.)
I was walking down the corridor. I was watching were I was going.
But I bumped into Liam Angelus. I apologised and tried to pick up my glasses.
I couldn't really see without them. Just blurry images. I heard a crack.
A laugh, and him walking away. When I opened my eyes I saw
the outline of a blurry figure. If I had't heard her voice
I wouldn't have known it was her. Why was she talking to me?
It was her boyfriend that put me on my arse. She told me Angel
had been being an asshole all day. And that she would take care of me.
She walked me to the medical room, her hand on my shoulder guiding me. Asked my name.
"William." I replied.
"I'm Buffy. Buffy Summers"
My angel's name was Buffy?
"B-buffy?"
"Don't make fun. My full names Elizabeth."
"Lizzie..I like it."
"You're the only one. Angel hates it."
I was so tempted to say 'Well he's a poofter,' But I didn't want to annoy her so soon.


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He's new. I havn't seen him before. He's different. He quite hot. No! Bad thoughts
Buffy you have a boyfriend! A wonderful, sexy, pig-headed.. Stubborn, boyfriend.
Urgh. God is all Harmony can talk about boys?!? I suppose Cordy's no better.
But get her away from Anya and Hamony, and she's a total angel. Angel. Ugh.
There's a name that so doesn't suit it's bearer. I mean I know he's my boyfriend.
And I'm meant to love him. I just can't stand the way he bullies people.
The way he thinks he's better then everyone! Especially the new student,
William I think his name was. He sits at the front of the room in all the lessons
I have with him. He sits with Willow. And that Xander. I know Willow because
she tutors me alot. My mom and her mom have been friends since we came to
good ol' SunnyD. Willow doesn't tell anyone she tutors me. I don't either.
I don't want to give anyone more amunition to bully her. I shouted at Angel when
he called Willow 'A smart-assed geek'. I mean talk about rude much.
The first time I even got to speak to William was because Angel had knocked him down,
and broken his glasses! I had to take the poor boy to the medical room.
We talked a bit on the way. Then the nurse told him to sit on the bed while she rang his dad.
She also told me to go back to class. But the way Willam hung onto my hand I didn't ever want to let go.
When the nurse had left he jerked his hand away from mine.
"S-s-so sorry."
"It's okay. You're new you don't know her I understand."
And I slipped my hand back into his. I felt him tense up for a moment. I look up from my chair.,
and smiled at him. This seemed to calm him down.

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So-ho-ho, how do we like it?? This is my first 'attempt' at writing a William part. So lemme know what you think.
The next chapter won't be in anyone's POV. Just this chapter was.