do what you have to do
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-Buffy the Vampire Slayer › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Faith
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Adult ++
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1,958
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6
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Currently Reading:
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do what you have to do
NC-17
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I used to wonder why I ever became that cruel person, who killed, and betrayed the only people whoever gave me a chance, I know now why I turned out that way, it was only one thing that drove me so deep into the darkness, so deep that I myself didn’t have the slightest bit of hope for me.
Buffy… She didn’t hurt me, or drive me mad with her stuck up ways, and it wasn’t even about jealousy, I used to think it was, I used to think I went evil cause I couldn’t handle her having everything that I’ve ever wanted, no, it was just her, from the moment I laid my eyes on her, I fell madly, deeply, head over heals in love with Buffy Summers, and there wasn’t anything I could do about it, she had angel, and there was no way in heaven or hell that I would ever compare to him, I craved her so much in fact that I’m certain that’s what drove me, seeing her everyday and not being able to be near her in the way I wanted.
I don’t blame her, I never have, even if I said it out loud, I never meant it, she was never to blame for my mistakes, it was me, I couldn’t handle the feelings I was experiencing and it lead me down a road of pure evil.
I regret it you know, every day, I regret killing those people, or hurting people, and most of all; I regret hurting Buffy and her friends. You may have noticed, but I haven’t once called her ‘B’, I haven’t called her that for a while now, every time I sit here and write in this book, I haven’t once referred to her as ‘B’, I guess being in this place does really change you, a lot.
I’ve been here now, nearly three years, in this cell, in this prison.
Thing is, when your in here all you can do is think, you become so bored, that the only thing left to do is think, about everything I ever did wrong in my life, but mainly what I did to end up in here, and I guess that’s what prison is for, to think about what you’ve done, and I have, even the guards and the other prisoners say I’ve changed.
Well its time for some food, or at least that’s what they tell us, don’t know if it is actually edible.
Until next time…
Faith closes her book, and heads out her cell for her evening meal.
Meanwhile, in Sunnydale…
“Buffy, we need faith, she’s the only other person we know who’s strong enough to help us, we need to do this.”
“No wills, I wont, I cant, I don’t ever want to see her ever again, besides how the hell would we get her out of prison even if I did want her here, cause there is no way I’m risking my life by breaking her out, not for her, not now not ever”
“Buffy, I understand, I really do, but I don’t mean to be cruel, but this isn’t about what you want, like it or not, we are facing the biggest battle ever, and we need her, forget what happened, because if you don’t, you might as well dig out your grave right now”
Buffy looks away, “ Fine, but don’t come crying to me when you wake up with her hovering over you with a knife up to your throat wills.”
Buffy walks out of the kitchen and makes her way out the house for some patrolling.
Back at the house, willow is on the phone to angel, “So what’s the best plan here angel, we need faith, whether Buffy likes it or not,”
Angel on the other side of the phone, “I have an idea, but Buffy isn’t gonna like it, I’ll call Buffy when she gets back and ask her to come to L.A, as soon as she gets home, start convincing her to wanting faith to help out, and I can go from there,”
“Ok, she’ll be home in an hour, so call in about an hour and a half, so I have time to talk to her before you do ok?”
“ok willow, bye.” With that, willow puts down the phone and walks up stairs to take a shower.
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An hour later:
Buffy walks in the front door from patrol, “Hey anyone home? Dawn, wills…” Buffy walks into the kitchen, “Oh hey wills,”
“Hey Buffy, how was patrol?” Willow was in the kitchen cooking dinner for her, dawn and Buffy.
“Boring, no vamps tonight, what are you making there?”
“Chinese style noodles, is that ok?” Willow turned to look at Buffy waiting for her approval, “Yeah that’s great wills,”
“So uh, I was thinking about the talk we had earlier, about faith, and I know what your gonna say, but I think…”
“Wills, I’ve been thinking about it as well, and as much I hate to admit this, we do need faith, but it still doesn’t change that she’s in prison, I’m not risking my life trying to get her out of there, I just don’t see how that would help matters, you know, helping a murderer break free.” Buffy sat back down at the breakfast table with a drink of water.
ring ring… ring ring
Buffy gets up, “I’ll get it.” She picks up the phone, “Hello, angel, hi, how are you, that’s good, uh huh, yeah… WHAT! You want me to what, no way,” Angel was talking now, telling her that there was no other way, and that faith wouldn’t just break out of jail for nobody, it had to be Buffy, and it had to be done in person.
“Fine, see you in two days, uh huh, ok, bye.” Buffy put down the phone and walked back into the kitchen, she explained to willow what she had to do, and willow understood, a little too well, “You knew didn’t you?”
Willow turned around from cooking, “Just don’t kill me ok, I feel bad enough as it is, going behind your back.”
“Its fine wills, if we don’t all die after all this, I’ll kill you then, for now, I need you.” With that Buffy smirked and walked out of the kitchen.
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Buffy spent the rest of the day packing her things for L.A, she was going to get her ticket tomorrow, and then head off the same day, she would be in L.A the next day, and on her way to angel’s place.
TBC….