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The Anger Within

By: Graycatl
folder BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 1
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Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

The Anger Within

The Anger Within
by ANGEL FURR
****THESE STORIES ARE MINE BUT THE CHARACTERS ALL BELONG TO JOSS WHEDON****

BUFFY IS ANGRY OVER LIFE AND SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THE LIFE SHE JUST BEEN DEALT WITH. BUT NOW SPIKE IS IN THE PICTURE AND MORE THAN THAT SHE IS FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM AND HIS MONSTER. (AFTER POST SEASON 6)

Life is a curious but over whelming thing. As Buffy was soon seeing and fastly believeing. It was as she dealt with everything on one sided and then came into the light where her friends was and dealt with their laughter and happiness. Whom could share the truth whom could she tell her secrets and beliefs to. She was sure none of her scoobies could or would understand the betrayal and pushyness came and went.
Buffy searched her heart and found that anger and depression hid behind the front of her like a well worn shoe. The anger within her consumed her to no end, she felt she needed something else and life was stolen away then when she had been in heaven she was at peace and happy with her mom and grandparents and other loved ones she had never seen before.
She had been betrayed by all them pulling her from her rest and peaceful safe place.
She questioned how and why but knew the answer she fought with them only dawn and her safety mattered now not her.
Their own selfish reasons brought her back and Spike was the only true one whom cared enough to understand their was consequences. Even Buffy knew this
and she felt it when she was around him. The love she was feeling comforted and frightened and even sometimes smothered her by him and his love. But god, she craved him deep down she knew she was falling into the love she fought for years to hide from but now it was there and god help her she knew the love was everlasting.
No expectations and lies just herself and him when they made love it fulfilled them both but then consumed them again.
Her friends wouldn't understand but then did she care or did he she only needed him. But the fear of them causing problems really also hurt her and scared her for him. An she knew thats what exactly would happen. So for now it was the two blonde's secret of their love everlasting.