Love Remember Me
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BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
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BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
7
Views:
3,140
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Love Remember Me
Answer to VKA Challenge #6 Unprecedented"
-After Spike leaves (post attempted-rape in Seeing Red) Buffy finds she's pregnant. How will she cope without Spike? How did it happen? Where is the father? And when is he coming back? Must have a happy ending.
Didn’t say I had to follow the way the episodes were after the rape so I changed it. Tara never died. Buffy caught the trio trying to rob a bank and they fight. The police show up and haul them off to jail on tons of charges. They won’t get paroled for a long, long time. Thus ending the trio. Tee hee!
Very much thanks to Spikeskat, MizzFoxyFreak and BittenandStaked for their help. Love all you girlies!! =)
“Are you hurt? You’re not moving so well.”
“Get out.”
“We have to talk.”
Buffy shook her head in the negative. “We really don’t”
“Well this isn’t just about you as much as you’d like it to be,” Spike said shutting the bathroom door.
“You spoke. I listened. Now leave,” she replied folding her arms over her chest.
Spike looked her in the eye, the expression on his face tender.
“I’m sorry. Not that it matters anymore now. But I needed you to know that.”
“Why?”
“Cuz I care about you.”
“Then you might want to try the not sleeping with my friends.”
“I didn’t go to Anya for that. I was looking for a spell.”
“You were going to use a spell on me?” Buffy asked in disbelief.
Spike sighed. “It wasn’t for you. I wanted something, anything to make these feelings stop. I just wanted it to stop.”
Spike looked down and sighed again.
“You should have let him kill me,” Spike said under his breath, the anguish evident in his voice.
“I couldn’t do that,” Buffy whispered.
“Why?” He glanced back at her, his face hopeful.
“You know why.”
“Because you love me.”
“No I don’t.”
“Why do you keep lying to yourself?”
Buffy who bent over turning the water off in the bath spun around and faced him.
“How many times—I have feelings for you. I do. But it’s not love. I could never trust you enough for it to be love.”
Spike laughed and shook his head.
“Trust is for old marrieds, Buffy. Great love… Is wild and passionate and dangerous. It burns and it consumes…”
“Until there’s nothing left. Love like that doesn’t last,” she said cynically.
“I know you feel like I do. You don’t have to hide it anymore.”
Spike moved around in front of her, agitated.
“Spike, please stop this.” Buffy rolled her eyes and sighed.
“Let yourself feel it.” Spike closed the distance between and them and put his arm around her waist.
“No.” Buffy pushed his arm away.
“You love me,” Spike said attempting to hold her.
“Ow, no. Stop it!” Buffy tried to push Spike off of her but he held steady.
“You love me,” he insisted moving closer still, trying to get his arms around her.
“Spike, stop! Ow! What are you doing? Ow!” Buffy started to get scared. Spike was acting totally out of control. He kept trying to grab her and she kept slapping him off. His movements became frenzied as if he wanted his hands all over her. He was trance like; he didn’t even realize he was hurting her.
“Ow! Oh!” Buffy fell backwards trying to escape him. Her hands grabbed a hold of the shower curtain and it gave way, she fell on the side of the tub hurting her already injured side, the shower curtain still in her hand.
“Let it go,” Spike said reaching for her and trying to kiss her. “Let yourself love me.”
“Buffy. Buffy.” Spike said his hands on either side of her head. He tried desperately to kiss her.
“Spike NO! Ow! I’m hurt!” Buffy tried to say.
She tried to move away from him and landed on her stomach, Spike got on top of her and tried to gather her up. He laid on top of her, pinning her hands to the ground. The look on his face was purely animalistic as if his demon was in control.
“Stop! Ow! Stop it!” Buffy cried.
“I knew you felt it..when I was inside you.”
Buffy grunted, trying to throw him off. “NO NO!”
She succeeded in kicking him off but he grabbed her legs and pulled her back to him. He flipped her around and got on top of her again pinning her hands above her head.
“Please. Please!”
“Spike! Please stop!”
“You’ll feel it again Buffy,” He said getting in between her legs.
“Spike please, don’t do this.” Buffy twisted her head side to side trying to get mobile. She struggled against him, wanting desperately to be free.
“I’m gonna make you feel it!” Spike roared his face full of anger.
“Stop! Please stop!” Buffy screamed.
Spike ripped at her robe, trying to get it off of her. Buffy screamed louder, grabbing at his hands. She got a leg up and kicked him in the stomach, sending him flying into the wall. A shelf loaded with knick-knacks fell to the floor, shattering.
Buffy got up and pulled her robe together. She turned and looked at Spike, pure ice in her eyes. Spike got up and looked at her, his face blank, his mind asking him what the hell just happened.
“Ask me again why I could never love you.”
“Buffy, my god. I didn’t mean..” Spike’s voice trailed off full of remorse.
“Because I stopped you!” Buffy’s eyes were full of tears as she clung to the material of the robe. “Something I should have done a long time ago.”
-After Spike leaves (post attempted-rape in Seeing Red) Buffy finds she's pregnant. How will she cope without Spike? How did it happen? Where is the father? And when is he coming back? Must have a happy ending.
Didn’t say I had to follow the way the episodes were after the rape so I changed it. Tara never died. Buffy caught the trio trying to rob a bank and they fight. The police show up and haul them off to jail on tons of charges. They won’t get paroled for a long, long time. Thus ending the trio. Tee hee!
Very much thanks to Spikeskat, MizzFoxyFreak and BittenandStaked for their help. Love all you girlies!! =)
“Are you hurt? You’re not moving so well.”
“Get out.”
“We have to talk.”
Buffy shook her head in the negative. “We really don’t”
“Well this isn’t just about you as much as you’d like it to be,” Spike said shutting the bathroom door.
“You spoke. I listened. Now leave,” she replied folding her arms over her chest.
Spike looked her in the eye, the expression on his face tender.
“I’m sorry. Not that it matters anymore now. But I needed you to know that.”
“Why?”
“Cuz I care about you.”
“Then you might want to try the not sleeping with my friends.”
“I didn’t go to Anya for that. I was looking for a spell.”
“You were going to use a spell on me?” Buffy asked in disbelief.
Spike sighed. “It wasn’t for you. I wanted something, anything to make these feelings stop. I just wanted it to stop.”
Spike looked down and sighed again.
“You should have let him kill me,” Spike said under his breath, the anguish evident in his voice.
“I couldn’t do that,” Buffy whispered.
“Why?” He glanced back at her, his face hopeful.
“You know why.”
“Because you love me.”
“No I don’t.”
“Why do you keep lying to yourself?”
Buffy who bent over turning the water off in the bath spun around and faced him.
“How many times—I have feelings for you. I do. But it’s not love. I could never trust you enough for it to be love.”
Spike laughed and shook his head.
“Trust is for old marrieds, Buffy. Great love… Is wild and passionate and dangerous. It burns and it consumes…”
“Until there’s nothing left. Love like that doesn’t last,” she said cynically.
“I know you feel like I do. You don’t have to hide it anymore.”
Spike moved around in front of her, agitated.
“Spike, please stop this.” Buffy rolled her eyes and sighed.
“Let yourself feel it.” Spike closed the distance between and them and put his arm around her waist.
“No.” Buffy pushed his arm away.
“You love me,” Spike said attempting to hold her.
“Ow, no. Stop it!” Buffy tried to push Spike off of her but he held steady.
“You love me,” he insisted moving closer still, trying to get his arms around her.
“Spike, stop! Ow! What are you doing? Ow!” Buffy started to get scared. Spike was acting totally out of control. He kept trying to grab her and she kept slapping him off. His movements became frenzied as if he wanted his hands all over her. He was trance like; he didn’t even realize he was hurting her.
“Ow! Oh!” Buffy fell backwards trying to escape him. Her hands grabbed a hold of the shower curtain and it gave way, she fell on the side of the tub hurting her already injured side, the shower curtain still in her hand.
“Let it go,” Spike said reaching for her and trying to kiss her. “Let yourself love me.”
“Buffy. Buffy.” Spike said his hands on either side of her head. He tried desperately to kiss her.
“Spike NO! Ow! I’m hurt!” Buffy tried to say.
She tried to move away from him and landed on her stomach, Spike got on top of her and tried to gather her up. He laid on top of her, pinning her hands to the ground. The look on his face was purely animalistic as if his demon was in control.
“Stop! Ow! Stop it!” Buffy cried.
“I knew you felt it..when I was inside you.”
Buffy grunted, trying to throw him off. “NO NO!”
She succeeded in kicking him off but he grabbed her legs and pulled her back to him. He flipped her around and got on top of her again pinning her hands above her head.
“Please. Please!”
“Spike! Please stop!”
“You’ll feel it again Buffy,” He said getting in between her legs.
“Spike please, don’t do this.” Buffy twisted her head side to side trying to get mobile. She struggled against him, wanting desperately to be free.
“I’m gonna make you feel it!” Spike roared his face full of anger.
“Stop! Please stop!” Buffy screamed.
Spike ripped at her robe, trying to get it off of her. Buffy screamed louder, grabbing at his hands. She got a leg up and kicked him in the stomach, sending him flying into the wall. A shelf loaded with knick-knacks fell to the floor, shattering.
Buffy got up and pulled her robe together. She turned and looked at Spike, pure ice in her eyes. Spike got up and looked at her, his face blank, his mind asking him what the hell just happened.
“Ask me again why I could never love you.”
“Buffy, my god. I didn’t mean..” Spike’s voice trailed off full of remorse.
“Because I stopped you!” Buffy’s eyes were full of tears as she clung to the material of the robe. “Something I should have done a long time ago.”