Living Again

Another PWP for the challenge!
Author- JaHo
Pairing- Buffy/Tara
Disclaimer- Don't own any canonical character. No money is being made. :)
Summary- Season 6, after Buffy's admission of the affair with Spike. Tara helps Buffy feel again. FEMSLASH

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Tara was in total shock at the admission that she had just heard.

"Why?" Buffy said between tears. "Why did I let him do those things to me? Please don't forgive me..please?" Her sobs were uncontrollable now.

Tara sat on the couch, holding Buffy in her lap. Her arms were wrapped protectively around the Slayer. Which was a switch from the normal, seeing as how Buffy was the one that usually saved all of their lives.

The Slayer cried in her lap, for a while. Tara felt so bad for doing what they had done. They brought her back to this world, from heaven. Now she was forced to do anything that she could to feel like she was alive again. Alive...

Tara pushed Buffy away as she felt an old sensation run through her. What kind of pervert was she? Buffy looked heartbroken that Tara had broken the hug.

"What? Did I do something wrong again?" Buffy said before bursting into further tears. At this point Tara felt it impossible to resist the blonde that she had lusted after for so long. The feeling was too strong. Yes, she did love Willow. She had repeated that in her head over and over from the time that Buffy had collapsed in her arms.

What kind of person was she? Buffy needed emotional support, right now. And all she could think of was how hot she had always been for the blonde's form. I'm so bad, she thought. The baddest of the bad.

"No! No you didn't do anything wrong baby." Tara stammered. Did she just call Buffy her baby?! Fuck, can I please control myself?

Tara took a deep breath and made a decision. It may have been a rash decision, but it was made. She took the Slayer's hand gently and led her up the stairs.

"Oh Tara.." Buffy fought out between tears. Tara was so beautiful right now, and Buffy was so needing. Then, the Slayer moved quickly forward and kissed the witch. They wrapped around one another, feeling the passion run through their bodies. It spread from their mouths all the way down to their toes. Their hands explored each other, with reckless lust, not caring for anything else but the feel of the flesh that they explored.

Buffy's blouse was gone already, and her bra was being unhooked. She needed this. The pretty Wiccan was so incredible. Buffy had never imagined Tara being so passionate. Always, she had thought that the pretty blonde would be very reserved in bed-play.

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Wait. Oh my! She's touching me there!

Dear God, do I need this. I need to feel someone, and she's touching me just right.

I've always felt so attracted to Tara. But she's Willow's girl, right? My best friend...Oh fuck, it doesn't matter now. Pretty Tara's hand is sliding into my jeans. She's unbuttoned me already, and now her hand is sliding in to cup my dripping sex. There is a moment where my head swims, full of dreamy and urgent sensation. When I come to, I realize her fingers are in me and her mouth is at my breast. Licking and circling my nipple to tease me higher.

Oh wow.

Finally I feel my jeans stripped from my body and her pretty mouth kissing down my belly to my center. Then I arch my back as her tongue enters me.

"Fuck!" is the only word I can exclaim. She's so good. I'm reeling over the sensations that she is giving me. Wow. Willow was so lucky. Why did she ever let this prize go? She's licking down by my opening, running her tongue over me and moaning. Cool. She's really enjoying me. OH!!!!

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I'm running my tongue on her clit now, hoping that she likes my technique. Her body jumps into me, pressing her sex harder against my face. Ok she likes it. I almost giggle, but don't want to lose my contact with her. She tastes so good. I look up at her squirming under my mouth and feel so proud. I'm gonna make the Slayer cum!

Finally she does. She reached her climax. She's a screamer, which somehow I just knew. The intensity in her is almost more than I can handle. Her body contorts against me as she cums. Oh my..so much cum. She really needs this, and I'm more than happy to give it to her. Hell, who am I kidding? I'm in heaven.

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After her orgasm, Buffy lay catching her breath, while Tara kissed her way up the beautiful blonde's body. And as Tara snuggled against her, Buffy finally knew the feeling that she had been looking for. The feeling that she had been looking for in Spike's violent touch but she had found in Tara's gentle sweetness.

"Tara..baby?" Buffy finally asked

Tara lifted her head from Buffy's tummy, looking up at her bed partner. "Yes..?"

"Can I do you now? I really want to."

Tara blushed, feeling the meaning of the Slayer's question. Buffy was so sweet! It was Tara's original intent to just give Buffy pleasure and then hold her closely. But now the petite blonde was offering to give back? It was like a dream.

"Well..have you ever?" Tara asked the smaller girl. " W-with a girl, I mean?"

Buffy smiled down at her and then pushed Tara back against the arm of the couch. "I've had a little experience. And I wanna show off for you." Her smile was so cute.

Buffy smiled up at her, as she stripped off Tara's clothes. Her voluptuous body was so amazing, so soft. Buffy ran both hands over the heavenly flesh, wanting any feeling that she could get. Tara was perfectly soft and beautiful.

Pushing her face into the closely trimmed hair that surrounded Tara's center, Buffy finally tasted her new lover. So good. So wet.

"Oh Buffy.." Tara said to the girl whom she had wanted for so long. The petite blonde licked around her opening, taking in every drop that she could of Tara's excitement, before finally centering on her clit. She was showing off, indeed. Tara's body spasmed with excitement as Buffy took and possessed her.

I'll do anything for her, Buffy thought. Anything. She's so incredible.

Tara's body spasmed in pleasure as the orgasm hit her. She bucked her hips over and over again against the Slayer's face, feeling the waves of pleasure run through her.

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"Kiss me Buffy." Tara finally said when she caught her breath. Buffy just smiled and kissed her. Then she snuggled against Tara's breast as the blonde Wiccan fell asleep.

Buffy knew that she might not have any real future with Tara. Hell, it was improbable, which made her heart sink a little. But it was nothing like the emptiness that she had felt before.

"Thank you, Tara." She whispered, gazing down at the sleeping girl.

Buffy settled into her friend to sleep for a while.