So Many Tears

Title: So many tears

Rating: NC-17

Author: justchiky2Bme

Pairing: B/F it’s not possible for me to write any other.

Summary: Buffy and Faith are together, but with love comes pain. I don’t know where the story is set just put it somewhere in there.

Endorse: The show and characters belong to J.W. and M.E. The story however is mine, so if you would like to archive please let me know, my name must be attached.

Feedback: I love feedback, pretty much anything except for really mean stuff.

Notes: Ok, I kinda took the title from 2pac’s Me against the World album. I just sat down and started writing this today and I hope you all like it.



Her hand felt rough and soft at the same time. Buffy ran her fingers across Faith’s palm and fingers, just touching the brunettes hand made her shiver. Just to smell her made Buffy lick her lips unconsciously. She was half laying on the younger girl who seemed lost in a football or basketball game, Buffy really wasn’t paying attention nor did she care.

‘You know B, if you’re bored there are ways to fix it.’ Faith smirked looking down at the blonde. Buffy pulled herself over the younger slayer and looked into her eyes.

‘What are you suggesting I do?’ Buffy whispered, leaning in and sucking on Faith’s neck. The brunette gave a small moan.

‘ Well I’m wicked hungry.’ Her voice husky as her hands traveled up under the blonde’s tank. Buffy bit on Faith’s neck then moved up to her ear.

‘What do you want?’ She breathed. Her tongue moved out across the girl’s ear. Faith groaned, moving her hands to cover Buffy’s breasts squeezing them lightly. The blonde’s thigh moved between Faith’s legs, and she groaned again pushing against Buffy’s thigh.

‘Shit.’ Faith groaned and her head arched back slightly allowing the blonde to move and suck along her exposed neck. Buffy pushed her thigh a little harder into Faith and looked at her full lips, wanting to taste them over and over again. Leaning forward her tongued traced across the brunette’s lips, then she groaned as Faith’s fingers began pulling at her hardened nipples. Taking her bottom lip between her teeth, Buffy sucked and pulled at her lip, then attacked Faith’s tongue with her own. Sucking on the brunettes tongue before she pulled away.

‘Thought you said you were hungry?’ Her chest heaved. Faith looked at her a moment.

‘Yeah, I wanna eat you.’ She leaned up and kissed Buffy deeply, and began pulling at the blonde’s tank. Buffy pulled away, getting off the bed and standing up. She began stripping her clothes off hurriedly; Faith did the same, throwing her clothes off into a dark corner of the room. Buffy got back on the bed, straddling Faith’s stomach. ‘Fuck B.’ The brunette groaned at the contact and grabbed the blondes waist. Again they kissed deeply as Buffy began to grind herself against the dark slayer. The blonde groaned loudly and arched her back, giving a chance for Faith to lean up and catch a nipple in her mouth sucking and rolling it around with her tongue.

‘Oh…… god Faith.’ Buffy groaned grinding harder. Faith reached down and fingered the blonde’s clit causing her to cry out. ‘I…… Faith.’ She groaned again.

‘Come on B.’ Faith grabbed Buffy’s thighs and began pulling her up towards her face. The blonde came to be inches over Faith’s face, her hands grabbing the headboard. The brunette breathed in Buffy’s scent and her tongued went across the blonde’s clit, just barely touching. Faith could hear as the older girl moaned her name over and over. She leaned up a little more and sucked on her clit.

‘Ohhh…. Faith.’ Buffy groaned and pushed herself into Faith’s face more. The brunette licked up the length of the blonde, the taste of the girl was making Faith hungrier by the second. She thrust her tongue up into the blonde and moved it around a little before removing it. Buffy was groaning louder and moving herself against Faith’s face. Her tongue began to move in and out at a slow pace at first, her nose pushing against the blonde’s clit each time Buffy moved against her. Faith thrust her tongue into the blonde faster and harder till she could feel her muscles clench and Buffy cried out her name. She pulled the older slayer to her and wrapped her arms around her. Faith never truly knew what love was, she always thought it was just something in fairy tales, but when she looked at Buffy, she knew she loved her and it scared her death. What if there wasn’t a happy ending for them?



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The stars glittered like diamonds in the deep abyss that was the night sky. Buffy breathed in deeply then let the air out in a rush and watched the cloud form in front of her and disappear. So far she had staked 3 vamps and was just waiting for Faith to rejoin her. Soon she felt the girls come from behind and wrap around her waist.

‘Hey baby, miss me?’ She kissed Buffy’sk puk pulling the girl back nst nst her.

‘Yeah, late much?’ The blonde turned around in the brunette’s arms kissing her deeply.

‘Hey I had like five vamps.’ Faith said trying to look convincing. Buffy leaned her forehead against Faith’s.

‘Yeah well it’s cold and we said we’d meet the guy’s at Giles.’

‘The Scooby gang can live without us for a little while.’ Faith grinned and leaned in for a kiss, pressing her body against Buffy’s. The blonde groaned.

‘We promised them.’

‘No B, you promised them.’ She said between the kisses she was placing along the blonde’s neck.

‘Same thing.’ Buffy groaned as Faith began to suck on her pulse point.

‘So how many are there?’ Faith asked still sucking.

‘Two.’

‘You ready.’

‘Yeah.’ They both straightened up at the same time and took to a fighting stance facing their opponents. These were some ugly demons. They had puke green flesh that seemed to be oozing or crawling, or moving somehow. They stood at least six feet tall and had huge curving claws.

‘You think a stake is gonna stop these things?’ Faith said reaching for her ankle and pulling a knife that was strapped there. Buffy in turn pulled out her own.

‘I’m not thinking so.’ The two demons began an advance towards each slayer. Faith ducked as hers swiped at her head, as the arm went over her she sliced into its claw cutting it off. Buffy managed to miss two swipes but was hit full on by a third and was sent flying. She rolled to her feet and ran back towards the demon managing to jump up into the air and kick into his abdomen. The creature only staggered back a few paces. This time when it swiped at her she ducked low and slashed across its stomach. Deep green oozed out of its deep gash. She was sure she had cut it deep. Its claw came at her as it started to stumble slightly, Buffy easily moved out its way, but did not move in time to miss its other claw come at her from behind. The demon picked her up, one of its curved claws piercing into her back. Buffy screamed as the pain ripped through her body, her hand came down hard on top of the demons skull sticking the knife in as deep as it would go. The creature threw her before it began to stumble and fall to the ground where it lay unmoving.

Faith had not noticed what was happening until she heard Buffy’s scream. She watched as the demon threw Buffy to the ground, then fall itself. In a rage Faith managed to climb onto her creatures back and cut its head off. As soon as its body hit the ground she was kneeling beside Buffy. The blonde’s eyes fluttered open and shut and she was shaking.

‘Oh shit! B can you hear me.’ The blonde didn’t respond. ‘Oh God B.’ Faith reached down and picked the small girl up and began running back towards the house. It seemed like forever before she reached the door, kicking it open with her foot. She ran into the kitchen where everyone was sitting around.

‘Oh my god what happened?’ Dawn gasped, she grabbed onto Xander.

‘Oh no, Buffy.’ Willow looked at her. ‘What happened?’

‘These fucking demons attacked us.’

‘Ok come on we need to lay her down.’ They all ran up the stairs to Buffy’s room. Faith gently laid her down on the bed and as she pulled away she noticed the all the blood. There wasn’t this much before.

‘Oh no.’ Dawn whispered. Faith looked down at her hands and arms in shock. The she turned Buffy onto her side and pulled away her blood soaked shirt. She pulled off her own shirt and quickly covered the gaping wound.

‘We need to stop the bleeding.’ She looked at the others frantically. Willow went into the bathroom and grabbed a towel.

‘She may have lost too much blood she’s going to have to go to the hospital.’ Willow looked at Faith who was staring at the paling blonde. ‘Faith, she has to get to a hospital.’ Finally the brunette looked at her, a tear forming at the corner of her eye.

‘We better hurry then.’

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Faith and the others charged into the ER. ‘Somebody help me!’ Faith screamed and some nurses and a doctor came running over, taking Buffy out of Faith’s arms and onto a gurney.

“What happened?’ A nurse asked.

‘She was attacked.’ Willow said when Faith didn’t answer. The brunettes eyes were following Buffy’s body disappear down the hall, and didn’t move when it was gone.

‘Faith are you ok?’ Willow placed a hand on the girls arm, but Faith jerked away. She looked down at herself covered in Buffy’s blood. And just stood there a moment. ‘You should sit.’ The redhead said trying herself to remain calm, but Faith’s reaction was worrying her. The brunette eventually slumped into a chair, her eyes seemed somewhat vacant and shock was still frozen on her features. Dawn was still clinging to Xander’s arm watching Faith’s reaction which was making her even more scared. Faith’s elbows rested on her knees, and she clutched her head in her hands, looking down at the ground. Willow could just barely tell that the dark slayer was crying. They all sat there in silence amidst the chaos of the ER, waiting and wondering.



TBC if you want.