Nobody Loves Me
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BtVS AU/AR › Slash - Male/Male › Angel(us)/Spike(William)
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BtVS AU/AR › Slash - Male/Male › Angel(us)/Spike(William)
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
8
Views:
4,568
Reviews:
28
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Introductions
Author: Jenn
Disclaimer: I own nothing, but my imagination.
Spoilers: BTVs & Angel
Summery: William has had a rough life and wants to move on. He starts to see a therapist named Angel and they get to know each other a lot more.
Warnings: M/M, M/F, Drug use, Child abuse, Anal, D/s, H/C, Spank, Toys, rim lots and lots of stuff
Angel O’ Connor had gotten up at eight to get ready and drive his step sister Cordelia to school. She was trying to become an actress and went to a college in town, so he let her stay in his house. She usually sleeps at her friends houses so it’s not too bad. When she stayed with him though he drove her to class. As usual she took two hours to get ready and was late and didn’t get to school on time.
Angel looked at his watch and cursed early morning traffic, he had a new patient today and he was run lat late. He was a physiatrist and he had to take care of his younger sister. It was a lot to be doing for a twenty seven year old, but he managed. Finally he pulled up to the Wolfram and Hart building and parked his car. When he got into his office it was only !0:36, he was a hour late. His secretary Harmony smiled and greeted him.
“Hi boss, you have an appointment at 11:00 with your new patient. Oh yeah I almost forgot you have a meeting with Lorne later.”
“Thank you Harmony, get me a cup of coffee and the file for that 11:00 appointment.”
“Sure thing Angel.”
Angel sat down at his desk and waited for his secretary, she came in and handed him a small folder and a cup and left the room. He sat and read the files, until the new patient William arrived.
*
William Giles was nineteen, he still lived with his father Rupert and his cousin Wesley Whyndam Price. He had been adopted when he was ten. His step mom Jenny been killed a few years ago, they were close so he missed her a lot. He had been through a lot of shit and his father had suggested therapy, so he decided to try it. He was currently attending UC Sunny dale , he was taking a few courses him and his father picked. It was a lot better than where he was before so he just went along with all of the rules.
He couldn’t decide what to were, he had never done this before. He looked in his closet and saw various types of clothes. He picked a dark blue tee shirt and light colored jeans, he didn’t want to look too dressy. He threw on his silver cross and fixed his hair. He didn’t have enough time for breakfast so he grabbed a ‘pop tart from the cabinet and left for his appointment. He had a old beat up Desoto that he brought when he was sixteen. It was his baby and it had always remained faith full to him.
It took him about twenty minutes to drive to the office, so he wasn’t late. Will came into the office and found Angel O’ Connor’s office. He went up to the secretary and signed a chart.
“Hi William Giles I‘m Harmony, I need you to fill out these forms for me ok lamb.”
“Sure.”
Will took the clipboard from the bubbly secretary and filled them out quickly and handed them back. He sat down in one of the chairs and tapped his foot nervously, he picked up a magazine to distract himself from the wait. All of a sudden he heard his name called by the girl named Harmony.
“Will you can go back now.”
“Ok.”
William got up and made his way to the open door. When he got there he was surprised when he saw a young looking man as his doctor. He was tall, broad, dark and handsome. He had dark brown eyes that matched his hair and a sexy smile. William caught himself smiling at the devilishly handsome face. In front of him and felt his cheeks heat up.
He had been attracted to men for a while now, but never had a boyfriend. His family knew about him being gay and were accepting of him. His best friends Clem and Buffy said that they had knew already.
The larger man stood up and held out his hand, William took it in his much smaller one and shook it. He stared into Angel’s eyes trying to remember every detail.
Angel stared amazed at the young man or boy before him. He had dark blonde, curly hair, that touched the tip of his ears and big blue eyes. His cheekbones were high, sharp and tinted pink. The boy had lush pink lips and the bottom one was full and pouty.
“Hello I’m Liam, but please call me Angel. You must be William right, would you like me to call you something else?”
“Um hi uh you can call me Will or William it doesn’t matter.”
“Alright Will, why don’t you sit down and we can get acquainted.”
“Ok.”
Will sat down in the soft leather chair by the fire place across from Angel. There was a small glass table with candy and tissues on it in front of them. It was a nice office, with oak and leather furniture.
“So Will how old are you?”
“I’m nineteen and you?”
“Uh well I’m twenty seven, but this isn’t about me.”
“Yeah well I would rather know the person that’s going to know all my deep dark secrets, wouldn’t you?”
“I suppose your right, want to play a game?”
“What kind of game?”
“A question game, I’ll get to know you and you get to know me and we have to be honest.”
“Sounds fine, I go first.”
“Alright.”
“Do you live in the area?”
“Yes, Who do you live with?”
“My adopted father and cousin. Who do you live with.”
“My step sister, but she’s never around. How old is your cousin and what is his name.”
“He is Twenty and Wesley. How old is your sister?”
“Your age. You and Wesley get along”
“Sometimes, other times he‘s a real pillock, are you single?””
“Yeah, are you?”
“Yep. . .Umm can I trust you?”
“I believe you can and I hope you try. Do you go to school?”
“UC Sunny dale, I’m a freshman. ”
“My sister Cordelia goes there , but she is a sophomore. Why do you feel you need to come to therapy?”
“I’m completely sack of hammers that’s why and I’m sick of it. I just have too much happen to me and I can’t keep it in anymore. I won’t move on unless I get it out and my father told me to see you. I used to be able to do it, hide my feelings and myself, but that was the old me. How did you just get me to say all that.”
“I didn’t but if you want you could always blame it on the game.”
William smiled at Angel and decided he wasn’t a bad guy. He seemed genuine enough, maybe therapy was going to be ok after all. Plus even if it didn’t help William got too see this sexy man twice a week. The hour was up before he even realized and he headed home. His father greeted him with a smile and a question.
“Hello son, how was it?”
“It was good, I like him.”
“I’m glad, I have to go to work now I’ll be back at six and your cousin will be home at two.”
“Alright see you later.”
William’s father was an English professor at some college and spent most of his life in a library. William used to be nerdy and bookish, but he grew out of it. He went through his punk stage and now he was trying to get hife bfe back in order.
At two Wesley came into the house and saw his cousin sitting on the couch with a school book in his lap, T.V. on and sleeping. He decided to wake him considering he had school early tommorow and wouldn’t want to be up all night.
“William wake up!”
“Huh, oh what is it?”
“You fell asleep on the couch.”
“Oh I was doing English home work, actually would you mind helping me?”
“No not at all.”
They sat down and did the assignment together, they had a few more hours before they had to start dinner so they relaxed and watched T.V. after they studied.
*
Angel headed home after his patients left and meeting with Lorne. He got back to his house and threw his keys on the table in the hall and looked at the note his sister left. It was a routine, everyday she would write a note and leave it on the table for him when he got home. He took off his coat and sat down at his desk, and took out the file from his briefcase. William Giles had struck a curiosity in Angel and he wanted to know more about the boy he had met.
After a while he made himself dinner and thought about his life. His sister often called him broody, but he claimed it was just thinking. He had been married once and had a son named Conner O’ Conner, that had always amused him. His Ex wife Darla had passed away and he hadn’t seen his son since he was a baby. They had met young and it wasn’t meant to last.
After his brood session he sat around and watched television and exercised. He called his best friend Doyle and made plans for Friday, he had off from work and wanted to do something fun. They rarely went out and never to crowded places, but Doyle had convinced him to go to this place called the Bronze.
Angel went to bed after thinking about what to wear the next day and deciding to choose tommorow. He made sure his alarm was off and fell asleep.
*
‘Ring, Ring, Ring’. . . “William, phone!”
William picked up the phone in his room and sat down on the bed.
“Hello?”
“Hey it’s me Buffy.”
“Hello pet, what’s going on?”
“Tomorrow is Friday I was wondering if you might want to come with me and the guys to the Bronze. It will be Willow, Xander, Anya and Riley. Oz is playing tonight so we won’t get to talk to him much.”
“Captain cardboard is coming?”
“Oh for the love of. . .William Giles can’t you just get along with my boyfriend once.”
“He’s just so boring and such a wanker.”
“Very funny, are you going or not?”
“Of course I’ll go love.”
“Alright I’ll meet you there at eight and don’t be late.”
“See you then, goldilocks.”
“Ok annoya”
”
“I’m crushed, bye love.”
“Bye.”
God he loved Buffy, well he used to love her, but it turned out very bad and now they are just friends. It was better this way no more fighting and stuff, there had been a lot between them.
William laid down and went to sleep after taking a shower and putting his books away. He had class early tomorrow and didn‘t want to be tired.
Authors note: Hello all I hoped you like it, this was just the introduction. Nothing bad yet, it will get better I have lots of ideas for it. Well let me know if you like the idea and if I should continue. Thanks for reading and PLEASE review!!!!
Disclaimer: I own nothing, but my imagination.
Spoilers: BTVs & Angel
Summery: William has had a rough life and wants to move on. He starts to see a therapist named Angel and they get to know each other a lot more.
Warnings: M/M, M/F, Drug use, Child abuse, Anal, D/s, H/C, Spank, Toys, rim lots and lots of stuff
Angel O’ Connor had gotten up at eight to get ready and drive his step sister Cordelia to school. She was trying to become an actress and went to a college in town, so he let her stay in his house. She usually sleeps at her friends houses so it’s not too bad. When she stayed with him though he drove her to class. As usual she took two hours to get ready and was late and didn’t get to school on time.
Angel looked at his watch and cursed early morning traffic, he had a new patient today and he was run lat late. He was a physiatrist and he had to take care of his younger sister. It was a lot to be doing for a twenty seven year old, but he managed. Finally he pulled up to the Wolfram and Hart building and parked his car. When he got into his office it was only !0:36, he was a hour late. His secretary Harmony smiled and greeted him.
“Hi boss, you have an appointment at 11:00 with your new patient. Oh yeah I almost forgot you have a meeting with Lorne later.”
“Thank you Harmony, get me a cup of coffee and the file for that 11:00 appointment.”
“Sure thing Angel.”
Angel sat down at his desk and waited for his secretary, she came in and handed him a small folder and a cup and left the room. He sat and read the files, until the new patient William arrived.
*
William Giles was nineteen, he still lived with his father Rupert and his cousin Wesley Whyndam Price. He had been adopted when he was ten. His step mom Jenny been killed a few years ago, they were close so he missed her a lot. He had been through a lot of shit and his father had suggested therapy, so he decided to try it. He was currently attending UC Sunny dale , he was taking a few courses him and his father picked. It was a lot better than where he was before so he just went along with all of the rules.
He couldn’t decide what to were, he had never done this before. He looked in his closet and saw various types of clothes. He picked a dark blue tee shirt and light colored jeans, he didn’t want to look too dressy. He threw on his silver cross and fixed his hair. He didn’t have enough time for breakfast so he grabbed a ‘pop tart from the cabinet and left for his appointment. He had a old beat up Desoto that he brought when he was sixteen. It was his baby and it had always remained faith full to him.
It took him about twenty minutes to drive to the office, so he wasn’t late. Will came into the office and found Angel O’ Connor’s office. He went up to the secretary and signed a chart.
“Hi William Giles I‘m Harmony, I need you to fill out these forms for me ok lamb.”
“Sure.”
Will took the clipboard from the bubbly secretary and filled them out quickly and handed them back. He sat down in one of the chairs and tapped his foot nervously, he picked up a magazine to distract himself from the wait. All of a sudden he heard his name called by the girl named Harmony.
“Will you can go back now.”
“Ok.”
William got up and made his way to the open door. When he got there he was surprised when he saw a young looking man as his doctor. He was tall, broad, dark and handsome. He had dark brown eyes that matched his hair and a sexy smile. William caught himself smiling at the devilishly handsome face. In front of him and felt his cheeks heat up.
He had been attracted to men for a while now, but never had a boyfriend. His family knew about him being gay and were accepting of him. His best friends Clem and Buffy said that they had knew already.
The larger man stood up and held out his hand, William took it in his much smaller one and shook it. He stared into Angel’s eyes trying to remember every detail.
Angel stared amazed at the young man or boy before him. He had dark blonde, curly hair, that touched the tip of his ears and big blue eyes. His cheekbones were high, sharp and tinted pink. The boy had lush pink lips and the bottom one was full and pouty.
“Hello I’m Liam, but please call me Angel. You must be William right, would you like me to call you something else?”
“Um hi uh you can call me Will or William it doesn’t matter.”
“Alright Will, why don’t you sit down and we can get acquainted.”
“Ok.”
Will sat down in the soft leather chair by the fire place across from Angel. There was a small glass table with candy and tissues on it in front of them. It was a nice office, with oak and leather furniture.
“So Will how old are you?”
“I’m nineteen and you?”
“Uh well I’m twenty seven, but this isn’t about me.”
“Yeah well I would rather know the person that’s going to know all my deep dark secrets, wouldn’t you?”
“I suppose your right, want to play a game?”
“What kind of game?”
“A question game, I’ll get to know you and you get to know me and we have to be honest.”
“Sounds fine, I go first.”
“Alright.”
“Do you live in the area?”
“Yes, Who do you live with?”
“My adopted father and cousin. Who do you live with.”
“My step sister, but she’s never around. How old is your cousin and what is his name.”
“He is Twenty and Wesley. How old is your sister?”
“Your age. You and Wesley get along”
“Sometimes, other times he‘s a real pillock, are you single?””
“Yeah, are you?”
“Yep. . .Umm can I trust you?”
“I believe you can and I hope you try. Do you go to school?”
“UC Sunny dale, I’m a freshman. ”
“My sister Cordelia goes there , but she is a sophomore. Why do you feel you need to come to therapy?”
“I’m completely sack of hammers that’s why and I’m sick of it. I just have too much happen to me and I can’t keep it in anymore. I won’t move on unless I get it out and my father told me to see you. I used to be able to do it, hide my feelings and myself, but that was the old me. How did you just get me to say all that.”
“I didn’t but if you want you could always blame it on the game.”
William smiled at Angel and decided he wasn’t a bad guy. He seemed genuine enough, maybe therapy was going to be ok after all. Plus even if it didn’t help William got too see this sexy man twice a week. The hour was up before he even realized and he headed home. His father greeted him with a smile and a question.
“Hello son, how was it?”
“It was good, I like him.”
“I’m glad, I have to go to work now I’ll be back at six and your cousin will be home at two.”
“Alright see you later.”
William’s father was an English professor at some college and spent most of his life in a library. William used to be nerdy and bookish, but he grew out of it. He went through his punk stage and now he was trying to get hife bfe back in order.
At two Wesley came into the house and saw his cousin sitting on the couch with a school book in his lap, T.V. on and sleeping. He decided to wake him considering he had school early tommorow and wouldn’t want to be up all night.
“William wake up!”
“Huh, oh what is it?”
“You fell asleep on the couch.”
“Oh I was doing English home work, actually would you mind helping me?”
“No not at all.”
They sat down and did the assignment together, they had a few more hours before they had to start dinner so they relaxed and watched T.V. after they studied.
*
Angel headed home after his patients left and meeting with Lorne. He got back to his house and threw his keys on the table in the hall and looked at the note his sister left. It was a routine, everyday she would write a note and leave it on the table for him when he got home. He took off his coat and sat down at his desk, and took out the file from his briefcase. William Giles had struck a curiosity in Angel and he wanted to know more about the boy he had met.
After a while he made himself dinner and thought about his life. His sister often called him broody, but he claimed it was just thinking. He had been married once and had a son named Conner O’ Conner, that had always amused him. His Ex wife Darla had passed away and he hadn’t seen his son since he was a baby. They had met young and it wasn’t meant to last.
After his brood session he sat around and watched television and exercised. He called his best friend Doyle and made plans for Friday, he had off from work and wanted to do something fun. They rarely went out and never to crowded places, but Doyle had convinced him to go to this place called the Bronze.
Angel went to bed after thinking about what to wear the next day and deciding to choose tommorow. He made sure his alarm was off and fell asleep.
*
‘Ring, Ring, Ring’. . . “William, phone!”
William picked up the phone in his room and sat down on the bed.
“Hello?”
“Hey it’s me Buffy.”
“Hello pet, what’s going on?”
“Tomorrow is Friday I was wondering if you might want to come with me and the guys to the Bronze. It will be Willow, Xander, Anya and Riley. Oz is playing tonight so we won’t get to talk to him much.”
“Captain cardboard is coming?”
“Oh for the love of. . .William Giles can’t you just get along with my boyfriend once.”
“He’s just so boring and such a wanker.”
“Very funny, are you going or not?”
“Of course I’ll go love.”
“Alright I’ll meet you there at eight and don’t be late.”
“See you then, goldilocks.”
“Ok annoya”
”
“I’m crushed, bye love.”
“Bye.”
God he loved Buffy, well he used to love her, but it turned out very bad and now they are just friends. It was better this way no more fighting and stuff, there had been a lot between them.
William laid down and went to sleep after taking a shower and putting his books away. He had class early tomorrow and didn‘t want to be tired.
Authors note: Hello all I hoped you like it, this was just the introduction. Nothing bad yet, it will get better I have lots of ideas for it. Well let me know if you like the idea and if I should continue. Thanks for reading and PLEASE review!!!!