While You Were Sleeping

While You Were Sleeping

Author: Laura Isaac
E-mail:
laura_isaac@hotmail.com
Rating: NC-17
Distribution: Anyone who wants it, please tell me where you've put it so my ego can be massaged!
Disclaimer: I own none of these characters, they belong to Joss (god), 20th Century Fox and Mutant Enemy "grrr arrgghh!"
Summary: Tara likes to watch Willow sleep, but likes it even more when shes awake!


I love to watch her sleep, the way her red hair cascades everywhere, the way her chest moves up and down in a rhythm that is almost hypnotic, she is almost the goddess herself. I wonder what shes dreaming, wonder whats going on in that beautiful head of hers. My Will can be complicated but oh so simple, especially in times like this .There I said it *my* Will, or should it be the other way round? For I am hers completely and utterly. She has a power over me that I'm powerless to resist, don't want to resist. I know my feelings are returned, the way way her eyes sparkle when she sees me, the way she abandons herself completely to me when we make love, the way she goes out her way to please me, my feelings are returned 10 times over!

I am lucky and honoured to have her, I know that. I have been told over and over again by the other Scoobies that when she loves, she loves them unconditionally and completely, but I tell them I know, I know that she only has eyes for me. I knew that the day that Oz came back and forsaking all others even though the temptation was there, I could see, she chose me over her first, me, and for that I love her completely. She is fiercly loyal and tender all at once, that is what makes her mine. As I watch the full moon playing softly over her face, I thank the Goddess for what we have here, for what we have accomplished together and all that we share as lovers and best friends. She is my life and I am hers, I would go through hell for her, I would lay down my very life for her without so much as a seconds hesitation and I know she would do the same for me. I hear mumbling and turn to face my beloved, watching the emotions flick over her face - frog dream again. Shifting slowly down in the bed again I slowly and carefully gather her into my arms to try and soothe her. In her sleep she sighs and a mischeivous grin plays over her face. Knowing what she must be dreaming about I smile softly and roll my eyes .

"Willow!" I say to myself in a mock - annoyed voice. I love it when shes in this kind of mood, she could mould me in her hands for hours and only decided to let me have my release when the sky turned grey. Other times she could send me spiralling over the edge time and time again until I almost forget where I was and I would be up in the clouds for hours not want to come down. Sighing I looked down to see Willow had her eyes open and was watching me with a quiet contemplation, how long she had been watching I did not know but I was glad of the fact that she was awake. Reaching down I kissed her softly on the forehead.

"Hi!" I said softly.

“Hey" she replied still half asleep. "Frog Dream?" I said trying to get her to tell me what she had been dreaming about, even though I knew full well what it was, I just wanted to hear it from her own lips.

"Yuh-huh" she said quickly and then looking down towards the blankets

"Anything else?" I said.

She shook her head quickly from side to side

"Frog - Dreams always this funny coz you sure had one heck of a smile on your face!" I teased knowing that she'll have to give in sooner or later, that was her nature, especially when it came to matters such as this. I watched her think of something to say, I giggled, Willow-Babble even silently was amuzing to watch.

"Well....erm...." she started to say,

only she didn't get far as I quickly learned over to kiss her, slowly, tenderly and deeply. When we parted for much needed breath, the kiss left us reeling and each wanting more. I opened my eyes to see Willow's trade-mark grin, the one I loved the most and the one that meant good things were coming my way in the very near future! Our second kiss was just as passionate only much more urgent on Willow's part. Although she loved to tease me, she was never one for waiting when it was coming from me. Willow was always the aggressor when it came to matters of the physical, only now I was determined to take control. I smiled into the kiss, tonight I was going to show her the meaning of the word tease. I broke the kiss suddenly and this brought an annoyed groan out of Will,

"Patience" I whispered gently "We have all night!" and with that I kissed Willow again, this time much more gently. Taking control off Willow was going to be difficult but not impossible. I ran my tongue across her bottom lip, slowly, stopping every so often to suck at it enjoying the groan that I elicted from there. When I had reached the other side she invited my willing tongue into her mouth, and I accepted. I entered quickly, kissing her deeply, trying to get everything I could from her, Will trying to get everything she could from me. Our power equal, our need paralelled. When the kiss broke, I looked all through lust filled eyes to see that her gaze matched my own, taking a deep breath I postioned myself on top of my lover. Gazing down I took in every inch of her body, every line, every curve, she truely is the Goddess herself! Bending down from my vantage point above her, I kiss her again, my hands begin to wonder, in everything I can, her face, her neck. I reach her breasts, I use my hands to tease them, flicking my thumb across one nipple then the other. I replace my fingers with my tongue and she intakes breath sharply, she lets its out slowly and I feel her body arch against me and oblige her silent plea by applying more pressure. She groans loudly and I contiue my assault, licking, sucking, she uses her hands to gently push my head closer towards her and I take all I can in willingly. After a while I start to make my way down south. I place butterfly kisses on her stomach, when I reached where I wanted to be I by-passed it slightly, this brought another annoyed goan out of Willow.

Looking up and grinning I said "Patience!"

Taking another deep breath I started at her knees and licked my way upwards, drowning in the scent of her - patchouli, sweat and now arousal. As again I reached where I wanted to be I entered her quickly, a sharp intake of breath was followed by a groan that was music to my ears. She tensed slightly but relaxed as I managed to establish a slow but steady rhythm, her hands moved to the back of my head again and gently pushed me deeper, This made me speed up ever so slightly but not too much, I wanted to drag it out for as long as possible, trying to mimic whatever Willow did to keep me just on the edge, the way she drove me crazy with every slow thrust. My own self control wavering I sped up, pushing deeper as ever before. Feeling her close, I reached my hand up to feel her grab hold of it as soon as it was offered. As one last, deep thrust took her over the edge, she squeezed my hand for all that it was worth as I stayed in my position and took in everything she had to give me. When she had relaxed sgnificantly enough I pulled out and made my way slowly up her body, still tasting her on my own lips. I gazed at her, her eyes were tight shut and she had a look of complete pleasure on her face. Smling I settled down beside her but not beofre kissing her softly on her forehead, as I settled down to let sleep take me I heard ever so softly from my lover "I Love You!" I turned round to face her and whispered ever so softly "I Love You too baby" I took her in my arms and eventually, nestled safetly in the arms of my red haired lover, sleep came to take me.