Prison Sex

Prison Sex
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It took so long to remember just what happened.
I was so young and vestal then,
you know it hurt me,
but I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive
even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.
I've got my hands bound,
my head down , my eyes closed,
and my throat wide open.
Do unto others what has been done to you
I'm treading water,
I need to sleep a while.
My lamb and martyr, you look so precious.
Won't you come a bit closer,
close enough so I can smell you.
I need you to feel this,
I can't stand to burn too long.
Released in this sodomy.
For one sweet moment I am whole.
Do unto you now what has been done to me.
You're breathing so I guess you're still alive
even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.
Won't you come just a bit closer,
close enough so I can smell you.
I need you to feel this.
I need this to make me whole.
There's release in this sodomy.
For I am your witness that
blood and flesh can be trusted.
And only this one holy medium brings me piece of mind.
Got your hands bound, your head down,
your eyes closed.
You look so precious now.
I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this
shit blood and cum on my hands.
I've come round full circle.
My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon.
You look so precious.
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J/A-NC-17
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They were behind bars,locked up for the things that they did,he knew it would come to this but still he was afraid. His companion was too and they couldn't help but take it out on each other.

It was night time and they both couldn't sleep.They weren't used to the sounds. The clanking,the echoes,the silence that came in between, and the stares from the people around them who couldn't fathom that two boys as small and helpless as they looked,could be in a place like jail.

Looking at his companion laying still on a stiff matress with just a crack of light shining on his face, his eyes.As much as he couldn't understand why they would leave him behind,the part of himself he wanted Andrew to see couldn't help but shine out. He jumped off the top bunk he had fought Andrew for. 'You alright Android? You're kinda quiet' '

What do you want me say,we're in Jail.'

'Ok.I'm scared too Andrew,but this is where we deserve to be.'

'Maybe you, but I should be with Warren right now.'

'Warren's dead.And you would be too,do you really want that?'

'No..I just,I miss him ok.'

'Why? Warren was just using you,he was using both of us'

'Not in the way he was using me.'

'No,the same way Andrew.But for me it was only once.I still dream about it, his warm breath on my neck. I regret it Andrew,I regret..ever letting him take advantage of me. I know.. he hurt you Andrew, and it was wrong, but you can forget him.'

'What do you care..'

'I'm your friend' Jonathan interupted giving Andrew a hurt look before he turned his head away 'It isn't hard to understand Andrew,he hurt you,he's dead now and he's no longer here to control you. I..I would never try to control you but..you're pushing me away,I don't mean to sound girlish here but Andrew when we get out of here you have to move on.'

'I always admired you Jonathan. You.. stood up to Warren. I thought, everything will be ok as long as Warren was around. Now,he's gone and I'm in jail and I'm scared.'

'You've looked better. Look,everything will be ok, I promise so.. just stop looking so sad. I'm not mad at you anymore.. about the whole jetpack thing. I sorta knew you guys were.. well losing the short weak guy who still goes home to his mom and still has a special blanket he takes with him everywhere.'

'Doesn't matter now, we're in jail,how are we going to get out of here?'

'We're not, we're not leaving until we've paid for what we've done..'

'Stop..talking like that,it scares me,I didn't do anything!'
'
Yes we did. We signed on,we teamed up,we wanted to see where our plans would take us,well take a look. Andrew this is reality, what Warren showed us was..it was.. Katrina was right..we didn't know what we were doing,this is our reality. Don't you get it? You don't want to hear it but.. but this is it for us.'

Andrew bit his fingernails detesting Jonathans words, thinking,if only he had Warren he wouldn't be in this birdcage.He could only remind himself, Warren was dead. Whatever happened, Warren was gone. Andrew no longer had his shelter,his warmth enveloping him in a noncommittal way. It was all he ever had. Up until then there had been no tenderness.

How had it happened that Warren had his way with him. The scrawny geek boy, confused and lonely.The more he thought about it the more he wondered if it was true,if he had been used. It had been instant pleasure. And many times after when they had made excuses to be alone it had always been Warren who had initiated their passions. A lonely boy gone from nudie magazine masterbation to tangled sheets and condom wrappers. And still his life made nothing but sticky white happiness and lust in the form of excuses and cracked beer bottles on the cement floor.

Andrew felt a ripple in the pit of his stomach just thinking about those times so far away. He just needed to sleep this all away and find somewhere else where this wasn't happening. He tried so hard to take Warren out of his thought. Thinking of him only made him hard and uneasy which wouldn't do in a place like this. He was in Jail. Maybe it hadn't sunk in yet but with a cellmate like Jonathan it was bound to. If he needed a reality check at any time,Jonathan would give it to him.

He sighed against his pillow and shut his eyes tight. There was no sound now,he wondered if Jonathan was asleep. He doubted it. After a while he himself began to drift into a dreamless sleep.

Still,he didn't feel the cold floor beneath his feet,he didn't hear the soft rattle of the furnace,and he certainly wouldn't remember jumping onto the top bunk in the dead of the night. The cold had gone from his feet,the rattle went silent.
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PART TWO SOON.