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fallen

By: cheebs
folder -Buffy the Vampire Slayer › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 1
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Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

fallen







fallen

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marks of sin

- his marks -

cover me

in hidden places

marks of pain

pleasure

want

need

trust...?

(never trust.)

can't they see

how thin

how sick

how wrong

i am?

i am wrong.

was i ever right?

was i better?

always more than human;

always terribly human.

no one understands.

no one could understand.

(well...almost no one.

don't want her understanding...

do i?)

but he...

helps me heal

makes me feel

makes me forget

how far i've fallen

how i've lost my way

lost my hope

lost my faith

in myself

in others

in humanity.

i've forgotten why i'm saving them.