Soulless

This is a response to KallyWench’s “Angelus is Seeing Red” Challenge. Please let me know how I am doing. This will be SPUFFY by the way.


Here is the challenge: Okay, who didn't like the end of Seeing Red? And what the hell was Joss Whedon smoking? So, how about this instead:

Challenge Specifications:
-Angel loses hiul aul and heads off to Sunnyhell to, what else, torture Buffy. Cept this time he's set on rape.
-Now, Spike's on his way to Buffy's to talk, not rape her. Sure, if Angelus hadn't shown up, Spike would have ended up trying to rape Buffy. But uh oh, who's there when Spike pokes his head through the window? Angelus raping or trying to rape Buffy.
-Spike gets all ragey and insane and attacks Angel.
-It ends Spuffily.

Variations:
-It could be Angel trying to rape Buffy.. I mean, him and Angelus aren't THAT different.. *coughs*
-Spike could still go to Africa and get his soul.

Anyways, I thi this idea and hope you do to. Who doesn't love jealous/insane/raged Spike? Heehee, hope someone picks up this challenge! ^_^ *waves*

And now on with the tale.

Soulless

“Slayer.” He growled angrily.

”And so my night is now complete.” She rolled her eyes and kept walking.

”You never showed.” He accused hostily.

”Sorry. Little busy actually doing stuff.” She said trying to walk by him and not looking sorry at all. ~ Stuff that didn’t include kissing you. ~

”You shouldn't be so flip, luv.” He smirked at her.

~ Sexy annoying infuriating vampire. ~ She shook her head to clear her thoughts. “What are you gonna do, walk behind me to death?”

”I'm just saying things might be a little different. You oughta be caref He He stepped a little closer, coming to stop in her path.

“Enough.” She tried to push past him. “Get out of my way.”

”Or what?” He growled softly.
She shrugged, and punched him. He punched her back.
“Oh, the pain! The pain!” He said smugly. “Is gone. Guess what I just found out. Looks like I'm not as toothless as you thought, sweetheart.” Out came the infuriating smirk again.

”How?” She panicked. ~ What the hell am I going to do now? He wants to kill me. ~

”Don't you get it? Don't you see?” He sneered, “You came back wrong.”
She hauled off and punched him in the face. He punched her back gri grinned in delight. “More Baby, hit me again.” He growled.
She kicked him in the stomach; he doubled over and reached for her, to pull her into his arms. She blocked and sent an uppercut his way.
“It's a trick. You did something to the chip, it's a trick.”

”It's no trick. It's not me, it's you. Just you, in fact, that's the funny part.” He punched her in the face. “Cause you're the one that's changed.” He punched her again. “That's why this doesn't hurt me.” He grinned “Came back a little less human than you were.”

”You're wrong.” She punched him again, tears standing out in her eyes.
“Then how come you're so spooked, luv? And why can I…” He punched her in the stomach. “Do that?”

”You're wrong.” He could hear the gut wrenching emotion in her voice.

”Oh, poor little lost girl. She doesn't fit in anywhere. She's got no one to love.” Spike grinned.

”Me? I'm lost? Look at you, you idiot! Poor Spikey. Can't be a human, can't be a vampire. Where the hell do you fit in? Your job is to kill the slayer. But all you can do is follow me around making moon eyes.” She was getting her composure back.

”I'm in love with you.” He growled, slightly threatening.

”You're in love with pain. Admit it. You like me ... because you enjoy getting beat down. So really, who's screwed up?” She questioned.

”Hello! Vampire! I'm supposed to be treading on the dark side. What's your excuse?” He growled.
Buffy glared at him. “Get out of my way before I…”

”I wasn't planning on hurting you…” He smirked “Much…just love the way you move…bloody poetry in motion you are.”

”You haven't even come close to hurting me.” She said dangerously. ~ Yet.

”Afraid to give me the chance?” He questioned taking a step closer, piercing her soul with his gaze. “Afraid to let me get close enough?”
She kicked him. Hard. He went flying.
He flew back into a waleforefore she could blink he was instantly upon her. He grabbed her roughly around the waist and kissed her tenderly.
She was starting to respond. She felt it, her body wanted him, even though her mind was voicing objections. In fact it was screaming at her. ~ What the hell am I letting happen? He is kissing me… again … Ohgodohgod! What are my friends going to say? ~ She pulled back and pushed him away. “What are you doing?” She squeaked.

”Buffy I love you and I want you so bad…please baby, let me in…I promise I’ll never hurt you…never leave you…”
“Spike I…I can’t just…” She looked into his eyes and was lost. She saw his love for her, and for the first time actually believed it was possible. ~ Maybe he does really love me… ~
Spike let his fingers trail down the side of her face. “Bloody hell Buffy…you are so gorgeous…you make me want to be a better man…let me show you…”
Buffy was filled with indecision. ~ Does it really matter what they think? ~
Suddenly Spike pulled her against him and she felt his hardened length pressed up between them. She looked into his eyes and gasped. “Spike…” She leaned forward and let their lips meet.
Spike kissed her softly. Tenderly. Lovingly. She didn’t think he was capable of that kind of touching. When they had kissed ~ Twice. before it was filled with a different emotion. WANT and desire, passion, heat. Shen’t n’t believe he loved her then.
This time it was a hunger based not only by his lust but his love. ~ He could kill me right now. Snap my neck and drink my blood. Why doesn’t he? Because William the Bloody is in love with me. ~
Buffy jumped into his arms wrapping her legs around his waist. It startled Spike and he stumbled backwards, his back coming to rest against a broken building.
“Buffy?” She could hear the hesitation in his voice. It fueled her anticipation, her hunger, her NEED to have him sher jer just how much he was in love with her. Buffy could feel his hardness pressing into her. She wanted it inside her quivering body, NOW.
She pulled her long skirt up in the front, exposing her panties and aroused scent to the lust filled vampire trapped between her powerful legs.
He groaned and pushed his hardness against her trying to achieve friction against his aching cock, his nose buried in her neck, where her golden hair lay against her soft skin.
Buffy reached underselfself to grasp the button on his jeans. She tugged slightly at the zipper, suddenly his hand was on hers stilling it. “No.”
“No?” Buffy questioned shock evident in her quivering voice. “I thought you…”
“I do. Oh Luv, so much…but just not like this…please…if I’m going to be with you I want it all. The first time…I want to make love to you in a bed and worship you like you deserafteafter this Buffy Anne Summers there’s NO going back.” He said softly looking into her eyes. “I won’t do it like this… just shag you up against a wall like some…”
“Spike…I want you. I want this now…” She whimpered. ~ I can’t believe I’m saying it but it’s true. ~
Spike wrapped one arm tighter around her waist and the other under her firm ass. Buffy wondered where he was taking her as he began to walk, holding her close.
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“I really don’t understand why you ‘Have to’ do this.” She murmured, complete with air quotes.
“I know you don’t. It’s not for you to understand. It’s just that…what we had…she deserves for me to tell her. I will not just let her find out, you used to be one of her friends Cordy, you were there…you saw how it was. She deserves that much at least doesn’t she?”
She nodded slowly, unsure. “And then?” She dared to glance up at him with her tear stained face.
“And then I come back here and I’m fully free to love you.” Angel said softly.
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Spike sat her gentlythe the bed. He leaned over her and kissed her softly. She felt her body responding to him, he was being so loving and gentle with her. He slowly pealed her jean jacket off of her and threw it onto his dresser.
Buffy looked up at him. “Why do you love me so much?” She begged for an answer.
Spike smiled. He got to his knees in front of her and pulled her hands into his. “You are…strong and full of life, full of love, you SHINE Buffy leaned forward and kissed him softly. She pulled back and looked into his eyes.
“You are raw power and sexiness. Hard and soft at the same time. I look into your eyes and I swear I can feel my heart beating. You…you are life and love, you are everything I have ever wanted.” Spike leaned forward and kissed her. He stroked his fingers gently through her hair, inhaling, memorizing.
“Thank you…for saying those things…” She murmured.
“Not just saying Luv. You have tamed the demon in me…you claimed me for your own from the first moment I ever set eyes on you, dancing at the Bronze just didn’t know it then, cause I promise you if I did I never would have hurt you. Not once. I swear it will never happen again.”
“I believe you.” She whispered reaching for him again.
“Sure you’re ready for this Buffy? I’ll never let you go…” Spike glanced up at her with such heartbreaking sincerity and fear.
Buffy smiled. “If you would have asked me that earlier, Spike I would have said No. Hell no. A world of no. Something changed when I looked into your eyes tonight Spike. I realized you do love me. You , to, to have put up with all of the crap I’ve heaped on you, and still stick around. I also realized that if you wanted to you could have killed me…instead of professing your love…again…so sweetly.”
She let her fingers glide down his muscular stomach, coming to rest on his hardened length. “Already? I haven’t even…” She gasped at the hunger in his eyes.
“Always Buffy…do you see what you do to me…I am always ready for you…” Spike plucked at the hem of her shirt hesitantly.
Buffy grasped the shirt in her hands and pulled it up over her head. She tossed the garment lightly and it landed sily ony on top of her jacket. “Enough talking for now…” She nudged him back slightly and stood before him.
Buffy opened her long black leather skirt and let it fall to the ground. Spike groaned and pulled her half nakedness against his body. “Oh Buffy…love you so much…” He whispered.
“Shut up and show me.” She whispered.
Spike leaned down and kissed her hungrily. His mouth devouring her, tongue-demanding entrance into her mouth.
Buffy opened her mouth slightly and granted him access. Spike growled erotically into the warm moist heat his tongue was now encompassed in.
Buffy’s fingers found his tight black t-shirt that was hiding his beautiful alabaster body from her eyes and skin. She whimpered softly trying to un-tuck the offending garment.
Spike grabbed the t-shirt and ripped it from his body, not caring where it ended up.
Buffy mewled in pleasure as Spike’s cool body came in contact with hers. She tugged impatiently at the button on his jeans.
Spirokeroke the kiss reluctantly and almost ripped the button off in his haste to get them off. “Bloody hell.” He murmured when they wouldn’t come down his legs fast enough.
While he was occupied with the task of removing his pants Buffy shed her Bra and panties.
Spike looked up from his spot on the floor after wriggling out of his jeans. He moaned hungrily and crawled on his hands and knees towards her. “You know I’m your slave.” He said seriously looking up at her from hisitioition on the floor. “You are my goddess, and I worship you.”
Buffy smiled. “I do now.”
“You smell so…I’ve never smelled anything, that comes close to being as appealing as your scent luv.” Spike grasped her hips with bruising force and pulled her glistening mound to his waiting lips.
He flicked his tongue over her engorged clit. Buffy let out a shocked gasp and arched her hips towards his greedy mouth.
“Lay back on the bed…” He instructed. “I want to do this prope”
”
Buffy bent her shaky knees and sat on the edge of his bed. She leaned forward and kissed him hungrily. “I’m…kinda nervous…I’ve…thought about this…us doing this…for a long time…” She pulled back and looked into his eyes. “I just never thought it would be possible…”
“What?” Spike nearly choked.
“Well I was attracted to you from the very beginning. But I’ve fantasized about you since…” She looked uncertainly into his eyes. “Since Will did that wonky spell…” She closed her eyes at the admission.
She wasn’t going to tell him that little truth just yet, but with how much he had given her she felt it was time he knew some of the truth about her feelings. Someday she’d be ready to tell him the whole truth, but so far she was proud of her self for telling him the part she did. She lay back; feet still planed on the floor and spread her legs.
Spike moved closer, kneeling between her parted thighs and inhaled her scent and looked into her eyes. “Did you…have you ever…” He glanced down at her glistening core.
If she didn’t know better she’d think he was shy about asking her. “Touch myself?”
He nodded, gaze flickering back to her luminescent green eyes.
“Yeah…when I thought about you, after we’d fight…I’d go home and…”
“Show me…” He whimpered. “Please I want to see…”
Buffy didn’t hesitate. She shoved two fingers into her aching pussy, stroking her clit with her thumb. Her hips moved of their own violation, rocking gently.
Spike let out a strangley any and licked her fingers as they re-emerged from within her drenched depths.
“Spike…Ohhhh…” Buffy moaned. Spike traced her lips with his tongue lapping at the tangy juice running from her. He slowly inserted a finger alongside hers deep within her quivering walls.
She screamed. The sensations were overwhelming.
“Need to be inside you Buffy…” He moaned rising before her.
Buffy nodded and pulled both of their fingers from inside her depths. She offered the slickness to him and he eagerly sucked her wet fingers into his mouth. He moaned in pleasure and positioned himself at her slick opening.
Spike thrust in slowly, savoring the way she felt around him. “Oh…god Buffy… so wet, so tight baby, you were made for me…I love you so much…” Spike could feel her stretching inside to accommodate to his size. He stilled his hips and waited.
Buffy threw her head back in a silent moan, Spike bent to suck one pert nipple into his cool mouth. He kissed up over her shoulder and licked a cool path up her neck, over her jugular, pausing to nip with blunt teeth.
Buffy arched into him and rocked her hips up to meet him. Spike felt her walls clench involuntarily around him, squeezing him, gripping his cock in a viselike, hot, wet grip. He leaned over and slipped his tongue into her mouth, the sensations were dizzying him.
“Spike…oh god I’m gonna cum for you…” Buffy broke the kiss and mewled.
“Yeah Baby, that’s my girl…come on baby, let yourself go, give it to me…wanna feel it, feel you come all over my cock…” He was begging.
“Spike…” She screamed as she felt herself falling.
Spike was staring at her face, watching the changing of her features. The few drops of sweat on her upper lip, the panting she was currently doing, and the way her walls were clenching against him. He didn’t even notice that he vamped.
Buffy opened her eyes, his yellow orbs locked lovingly with hers. Buffy reached up and stroked his wrinkles.
“You shouldn't have to touch me when I'm...” Spike whispered, still thrusting.

”Oh. I didn't even notice.” She grabbed him by the back of his head, fingers firmly embedded in the soft curls at the nape of his neck, and pulled him down for a searing kiss.
Spike thrust one final time and spilled his cold seed deep within her womb. He pulled back from the kiss. “You alright Luv?” He questioned.
“Never better.” She sighed contentedly. “That was amazing.”
Spike rolled off of her, Buffy whimpered at the loss of him was was quickly rectified when he pulled her up against him, wrapping his arms firmly around her waist.
They lay there cuddled together until Spike touched her most intimate spot again. They made love all night, and half the morning, sometimes sweet and gentle, sometimes rough and demandiEachEach giving as good as they got. They were both exhausted and fell asleep wrapped around one another, each finding comfort in the other’s embrace.
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“Oh Crap! What time is it?” Buffy asked.
“T’s around three Luv.” Spike stroked her back lovingly.
“I gotta go get Dawn from School…Will you come to my place at sunset?” She asked.
“Yes.” He said kissing her softly. “You better hurry up and leave before I don’t let you out of here…” Spike growled softly.
“I don’t want to go…” Buffy cuddled further into his arms. “But you’re right…if I don’t go now I’m never leaving…not that it would be a bad thing but I do have responsibilities…”
Spike smiled. “You asked me to come over…that’s a start Luv…”
“Yeah…I think it’s the beginning of something…amazing…” She whispered.
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Angel drove one of his fancy cars, one that let the sunshine in, but didn’t get him turned to dust. He pulled up outside Buffy’s house with half an hour before sunset and grabbed a thick blanket from the back seat. He pulled it over his head and made a mad dash for the door.
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“Dawn…I have something to tell you…” Buffy said shyly.
“Please tell me it’s not another apocalypse.” Dawn begged.
“No…I…Spike and I are…dating.” Buffy almost whispered.
Dawn let out an ear shattering whoop and grabbed Buffy in a bear hug. “Are you serious? You and Spike…That amazing…” Dawn beamed.
“Yeah…I…I’m still getting used to it. You’re the first person I told.”
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Spike hummed happily when he woke up. He could still smell her, she’d only left an hour ago. He quickly got dressed and made his way to the upper floor of his crypt to wait for sunset.
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“I’m going to hop into the shower, I’m still pretty sore from…patrol last night.” Buffy blushed.
“Yeah riiight…patrolling.” Dawn smirked. “I’m happy for you Buffy.”
“Thanks Danwnie…it means a lot.” Buffy smiled and hugged her sister. “I should have listened to you when you said he was in love with me.”
“I know. I’m just glad you know now…” Dawn smiled, delighted with her sister’s current choice in boyfriend.
“So am I…” Buffy smiled.
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There was a soft tapping at the door. Dawn went to answer it. “Angel?” She questioned.
“Hi Dawn. Is Buffy home? I need to talk to her. It’s important…”
“Yeah sure. Come on in. She’s upstairs…said she was going to have a shower but it hasn’t started yet…”
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Buffy quickly got into her robe and went into the bathroom. She shut the door behind her and picked up a brush from the counter. She quickly brushed her hair free of tangles. Just as she was reaching over the tub to turn the shower on the door opened.
She stood up in surprise and winced in pain. ~ But it’s good pain. ~
“You’re hurt…” He said walking into the bathroom and shutting the door.

“Angel? What the hell are you doing here?” He could see the fear and anxiety in her face.

“I came to tell you that I have fa…Buffy what’s wrong?” He inhaled and he knew. “What did you do? What did you let him do? I’m going to fucking kill him…You’re mine…” Angel growled lunging for her.

~ Angelus ~ Her mind supplied. Buffy stood there paralyzed. Angel grabbed her and wrestled her to the floor. “Angelus…please, stop this…” She cried.

He growled softly “Let yourself feel it...Buffy you belong with me…” He moaned pushing himself down between her legs on the cold tile floor.

”No...” Buffy felt the hot tears running down her face. ~ This isn’t real. I’m dreaming, this is a guilt nightmare, for being with Spike. ~

”You love me...” Angel growled reaching inside her robe and grabbing her breast roughly.

”NO, not anymore…we’ve both moved on. No, stop it! Angel, stop. Ow! What are you doing? Ow!” She screamed.

”Let it go... Let yourself love me... Buffy, Buffy...” He spotted the mark on her neck and howled feraly. “He’s gonna fucking pay!”

”Angel, no, ow, It hurts, stop!” Buffy pushed against his chest trying to move him off of her, trying to make him see reason.

”I know you felt it... When I was inside you...I know what you like Buffy…I can give it to you again…” Their eyes locked and she saw it. It was Angel doing this to her. Trying to rape her. ANGEL not Angelus.

”Don't... please, please Angel, please don't do this, please don't do this...”
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Spike burst into the house when he heard her screaming. He came upon a startled Dawn at the bottom of the stairs looking up.

“Bit?”

“It’s Angel…he’s up there with her.” She said fearfully.

“T’s ok Bit. You go in the basement and don’t you dare come out till big sis or I come get you, promise?”

She nodded.
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”You'll feel it again, Buffy... I'm gonna make you feel it...” He said grinding himself into her.

”STOP!” She screamed.

Suddenly Spike was there. In the same room, growling feraly, challenging Angel. “Get away from MY SLAYER. He growled possessively. “You stupid ponce.” He grabbed Angel by the scruff of the neck and threw him the the bathtub. The shower curtain ripped from the force of Angel grabbing it and the curtain, rod and all ended up on the floor.

Spike bent and scooped her into his arms. “You Oby?”by?” He whispered.

She nodded against his chest.

Angel was on his feet instantly. “Spike…” He growled. “What did it take to part the slayer’s dimpled little knees? Need’s a vampire I suppose…” He leered at Buffy.

“Go wait in your room Luv, I’m gonna take care of this ponce once and for all.” Spike murmured softly in her ear. He placed her gently on her feet.

She walked out of the bathroom on shaky legs. She heard what they said to each other and couldn’t control the torrent of tears that escaped her eyes.

“You only wanted her cause she’s mine. ” Angel growled lunging at Spike.

“Wrong Mate. It had nothing to do with you.” Spike lunged and grabbed Angel by the throat. “I don’t take kindly to you touching MY BUFFY

Angel led.led. Spike growled back threateningly and head butted Angel in tace.ace. He planed his shoulder in his elder’s solar plexus and pushed them both out the window, to land on the sidewalk two stories below.
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