So Many Tears: Cry No More

Title: So Many Tears: Cry No More
Rating: NC-17
Author: Justchicky2bme
Pairing: If you don’t know by now, B/F
Disclaimer: Characters and show belong to JW and ME and whoever else. The story is mine.
Archive: Oooh yeah would love for someone to archive, just ask me first so I know, and attach my name of course.
Feedback: If I don’t get feedback I don’t write, ok well maybe I will but it’ll take me longer. xtrekangel@yahoo.com. Visit my site at www.sweetexstasy.150m.com
Notes: This is a sequel to So Many Tears, it would probably be a good idea to read that first. This is just a little part.


I don’t stop loving you
And I won’t stop kissing you
You’re the reason while I smile
And I wont stop holding you
And I wont stop loving you
You’re the reason why I smile
Ginuwine- Love You More


I’ve made it up in my mind and I’m gonna take that big leap. Imagine me doin something like this. Shit I’ve gotta be crazy or something cus I sure as hell can’t help it. Ok, deep breaths, I’m gonna fuckin hyperventilate. I’ve just gotta keep my cool. Oh, shit here she comes.

‘Hey baby.’ I grin up at her and she smiles.

‘You got the popcorn?’ She asks standing in front of the bed. I look down at the bowl on the floor. Oops. It’s not my fault if she takes too long, I got hungry what can I say. She gives me this exasperated look that’s not real, I know it’s not. ‘Can you maybe for once not be a pig and eat it all before I get here.’

‘Chill B I’ll go make some more. Don’t get you’re panties in a twist.’ I get up grabbing the bowl and head for the door.

‘Who says I’m wearing any.’ Ok this stops me in my tracks and I turn. I think my mouth is hanging open. She just loves to tease me, her and her smirk. ust ust be crazy; anyone who’s in love has got to be crazy. ‘Sometime this century please.’ She walks her cute little ass to the bathroom. I watch it disappear behind the door before I can get my feet to move.

Must hurry, fuck shouldn’t have eaten all the fricken popcorn. Hmmmm, I wonder what she’s doin up there? I’m more than happy right now that we’ve decided to have our movie nights in our room instead of in the living room. It makes it a little easier to get things done when there aren’t people around and you’re already on the bed. Hell, sometimes we’ve never made it all the way through the movie. Ok, that’s happened more than once. Usually on nights she picks a movie cus I get more than a little bored with her chick flicks. But hey I always find someway to occupy myself.

Finally, thought this popcorn would never be finished. Ow shit it’s hot. I dump the popcorn in the bowl and throw the bag on the counter, then sprint up the stairs to the room and I’m sure I look like a dork doing this. Running a hand through my hair I calm myself down and walk through the door.

‘Got your popcorn.’ I say handing her the bowl.

‘Mmm yummy I’m starved.’ She looks so excited and I grin at her. I have to say she looks…..yummy herself. Sitting there digging into the popcorn she looks hot. I think she always looks hot really, maybe it’s just cus I love her. She’s got on pajama pants with curious George all over, a white tank and her hair is up in some kind of bun thing. No make up, all fresh and clean looking. I look down at myself. I look pretty hot too, anyone seeing me in my boxers and tank would drool. Hey I’m not modest.

‘Gonna stand there all night?’

‘Look who’s the pig now.’ I smirk at her and flop down on my stomach. ‘So what’s the poison tonight?’

‘It’s called Lost and Delirious. Willow told me it was really sad.’

‘So you wanna watch it?’

‘Well she said it was good.’ She looks down at me.

‘Am I gonna have to get the tissues?’

‘Just pusay.’ay.’ She glares at me before stuffing more popcorn in her m. G. Grabbing the remote I push play and the movie starts. It’s already boring but B is all into it. Looking up at her I can tell she’s concentrating.

‘Don’t hog the food.’ She thrusts the popcorn my direction without taking her eyes off the screen. I grab a handful and try to keep my attention focused on the movie.

‘Can you shut the light of pleeeaaase?’ She whispers.

‘Why are you whispering?’ I whisper back.

‘Can you just shut the light off? Please baby?’ B pouts at me, god she knows me too well.

‘Ok ok.’ I jump up and shut the light off then sit down next to her and pull her close, as I lean back against the headboard. She snuggles into me still munching on her popcorn. Well that one girl looks hot, dark short hair, lean body. Ok I’ve seen her in a movie before. Who the fuck cares. Maybe if I just pay attention to her I can make it through the movie. Not that I really want to I’d rather be doing something with B, no wait make that something to B. Ok what kinda sex scene is this? Man not much skin and they could do a little more. Still, hmmmm………….

Eventually I notice B’s eaten all the popcorn. She’s acting like she hasn’t eaten all day. I put the bowl on the floor but continue to look down at her. We’ve come so far these last couple of months, I can’t believe she even let me come back. Of course she said no sex for like a week which all but killed me cus we still stayed in the same bed. But she said it would be easier for her and I had to wait. I can’t believe I ever fucked around on her. I don’t know what I was thinking, but I’m never gonna do that again.

I guess I also never realized how fragile she can be sometimes. Instead helping to relieve some of the pressures I added to them. I can’t believe I drove her to alcoholism. I’m such a fuck up. But she loves me, like no one has ever loved me before. Well no one has loved me before. I’m so lucky right now.

She grabs a pillow and puts her head down on my lap. I play with a few strands of her hair that have come loose. Looking down at her I realize I’m seriously at a loss for words. But my brain hasn’t completely turned to mush.

Trailing my fingers down her arm I watch as goose bumps form in their wake. I lean down and kiss her temple lightly before moving down her cheek to the corner of her mouth. I flick my tongue out across her lips till she turns her head parting them. My tongue enters and I can taste the popcorn she ate. One of my hands trails under her tank top across her firm stomach. She turns her body to face me giving me better access. I let my hand trail back down her stomach and under the elastic of her pants. My fingers follow the swell of her hips. She really isn’t wearing any panties.

B’s arms come up and wrap around my neck as she pulls herself closer to me. My hands falls down the inside of her thigh and up between her legs. Her hips move up as my fingers trail through her wetness towards her clit.

‘Faith! Buffy!’ Pounding on the door brings out of our little moment.

‘Awww fuck, what!’ Can you tell I’m frustrated and more than a little angry.

‘New bad in town!’ Kennedy yells through the door. ‘Get some clothes on and get your asses downstairs!’ I can hear Red mumbling something to Kennedy about that little comment. B pulls herself off me with a sigh and goes for the door.

‘Where you going?’ I come up behind her, wrapping my arms around her waist.

‘Come on we better get down there before they break the door down.’ She moves towards the door pulling me with her.

‘Do we have to?’ I rest my head on her shoulder and attempt a pout, but she only grins.

‘It’s our duty as slayers to…………….’ I smirk at her and she looks at me and starts laughing. ‘I forgot that doesn’t work with you. How bout this, the quicker we get this done the quicker we get back and and have some real fun.’

‘Lead the way.’ I start pushing her forward and she just starts giggling. B opens the door revealing two very annoying grinning people.

‘What took you two so long?’ Ken gives us this huge grin, Red just elbows her in the ribs. I can only manage a glare before deciding to pay more attention to B’s neck than to those two.

‘So what’s the what?’ B asks trying not to giggle even more. I just love her neck. We follow them down the hall to the stairs.

‘Well we were on patrol, you know patrolling cus that’s what you do on patrol, hence the patrolling. And so we were patrolling the cemeteries, and I was like maybe we should go home because we hadn’t come across any nasty vamps and it had been like an hour. And then Ken was saying that maybe we should wait a littleger,ger, and I said ok but only if………..’ Red suddenly blushes and I have a feeling I know why.

‘Babble much Wills?’ B grins at her.

‘There’s a point in there somewhere isn’t there?’ I swear if this was all for nothing I’m gonna break some legs.

‘Let me tell them baby.’ Kennedy smiles at Red and puts a hand on her shoulder. Aren’t they too cute. ‘Ok so like Willow said we were in the cemetery deciding if we wanted to come when this huge ass demon out outta nowhere. Wills threw a spell at it and knocked it back and we ran for it.’

‘I hope it didn’t follow you.’ B says with a sigh as we sit down on the couch. Of course she’s in my lap.

‘Ok so we figure what this thing is than we kill it, no big right?’ I pull B against me tighter.

‘Yup.’ Red says with a little smile. I think she’s excited to actually get back into the good old routine of research.

‘Well then what are we waiting for.’

TBC I would have written more but I didn’t feel like it, lol.