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Summary: Buffy comes to her senses after a year in Rome.
Rating: NC-17 (mostly for explicit sexual descriptions, and some language)
Pairings: Buffy/Xander. Or should I say Xander/Buffy, since it’s really about Xan? There might be some Dawn/Spike implied, not sure how long this one will go.
Feedback: Yes, please. I just started posting my fic, so try to be gentle, please.
Betas: I could use one!
Archive? Ask me first.
Disclaimer: I don’t own them…I’m just borrowing them, since Joss isn’t using them anymore. If I were making money from this, I would have a much better laptop!

Chapter 9

Xander wasn’t sure how much time had passed when a frantic knocking at the bedroom door slowly dragged him from a deep, exhausted sleep. “Buffy? Are you okay in there?” Dawn bellowed, “Xander? Are you guys alright?”

Xander tried to ignore her, but Buffy, whom, he realized with a pleased grin, he was still on top of and buried deep inside, poked him insistently until he groaned and lifted his head, “I’d love you even more if you’d just let me sleep,” he whispered pleadingly, and Buffy smirked.

“She’s not gonna let us, and you know it!” She grumbled, shaking her head irritably.

As if to illustrate her sister’s point, Dawn unleashed an even louder barrage of knocking. “If you guys don’t answer, I’m gonna make Spike knock down this door!” She threatened. “You don’t have to come out, we just want to know if you’re okay!” She added. “We’re pretty sure those were just good sex-ish type screams, but now you’re starting to scare me…”

“Go away!” Buffy bellowed loudly, prompting Xander to wince and roll off of her so he could hide his head beneath one of the small mountain of pillows they were now half-buried under.

“Sheesh! Rude much? You should be glad I was concerned enough to check on you. What if you had been attacked by sucubuses…succubae…sex demons or something?” Dawn yelled back.

“Then you would still be ruining what could be some really good afterglow, you brat!” Xander yelled. He and Buffy began giggling quietly at the answering happy squeal from the younger Summers.

“Oh my god! You two finally came to your senses! Hey, what time is it? If it’s before midnight I win the pool!” Suddenly, she squealed again. “11:18! I love you guys! $782 is going to come in really handy when I go shopping for school with Willow next month!”

“There’s a pool?” Buffy bellowed angrily, “Who else was in on it?” She asked, gritting her teeth, her eyes flashing dangerously.

“Could we work out who we need to kill some other time?” Xander whispered hotly in her ear. Buffy looked like she was about to protest when he pressed his renewed erection into the side of her leg and leered suggestively.

“Mmm,” She moaned agreeably then called, “Dawnie?”

“Yeah?” Her sister replied, sounding very amused.

“Unless-ah! Xander, stop that for a minute!” She scolded, trying half-heartedly to swat his hand away from her dripping opening. He ignored her and shoved two fingers deep inside her, looking for the spot he knew would make her squirm just the way he liked.

“Unless you want to be traumatized for life, you’d better step away from that door!” Xander finished for Buffy, who had been rendered speechless by his skillfully stroking fingers.

“Ewwww!” Dawn shrieked. Her exclamation was quickly followed by the sound of stockinged feet running down the hallway toward the living room.

“I thought she’d never leave,” Xander muttered, rolling onto his stomach and lowering his head to nibble on Buffy’s left nipple as he continued to explore her body.

“Mmm,” Buffy nodded happily. Flexing her muscles, she quickly reversed their positions, draping herself across his chest, her nipple still in his mouth. He continued to suck and nibble the sensitive nub, and she began to grind her clit against his stomach. “God, that feels good, Xan,” she murmured, then carefully pulled away from his mouth and hand so she could scoot down his body. Xander’s mumbled protests about losing his ‘nummy treat’ ended quickly when she took him in her mouth.

“Buffy! God!” He screamed as she swallowed him down. His whole body went rigid, and he struggled to keep himself from thrusting hard into her face. He was stunned to find himself dangerously close to the edge once more. “Oh my god, you can’t…”

“Why not?” Buffy released him and smiled up at him, batting her eyelashes innocently. He felt a thrill run up his spine at the predatory look in her eyes. “Little Xander doesn’t seem to mind…” She commented, dipping her head to lick at the dripping slit at his tip.

“No, he really, really doesn’t,” Xander agreed with a moan. “Of course, he’s got a one track mind when it comes to pretty, naked Buffy flesh.” He grinned mischievously at her and reached down to rub his thumb over her breast. “But, ah, he’s finding it hard to control himself this evening, and if you keep that up, he might lose focus.”

“Y-yeah, I know what you mean,” Buffy nodded, her eyes drifting shut for a moment. “Little Buffy is having a hard time concentrating with so much gorgeous Xander skin, too.”

“‘Little Buffy’?” Xander scoffed. “You’ve got to be kid-ah!”

Buffy quieted him by swinging her leg over his body and quickly impaling herself on his, he liked to believe, not especially little friend. “Little Buffy.” She confirmed, squeezing his aching cock tightly with her inner muscles, causing him to cry out. “I mean, I haven’t been with that many guys, but I have been told that I have a nice, tight, little….” She trailed off and squeezed again.

“Buffy!” Xander gasped. “God!” Who was this woman, and what had she done to his sweet, sometimes even a little prudish, Buffy?

“Mmm, you are a god,” Buffy moaned, grabbing his shoulders, throwing back her head and beginning to ride him slowly. “You feel so good, Xan. Even better than I imagined. Now I know why you always wear those baggy jeans.” She giggled coyly, squeezing again..

“You’re killing me Buff,” Xander let out a sort of moaning chuckle of disbelief.

“Too much?” She teased. “Okay, I won’t talk anymore.” She mimicked zipping her lips. Then, making sure he was looking, she slid her hand down her neck to caress her own breast, bringing her other hand up to join in the fun.

“Gah!” Xander gasped, his hips thrusting upwards erratically as his brain began to go into terminal meltdown.

“What’s wrong?” Buffy asked innocently, pinching her nipples and moaning.

When she began to trail one hand down over her stomach, Xander groaned helplessly. “You’re evil…”

“Uh huh…and you love it!” Buffy winked. Licking her fingers, she reached down and began stroking her clit in time with her movements up and down his shaft. “Mmm.”

“Don’t,” Xander moaned weakly and pushed her hand away. “Let me do it.” Buffy sighed contentedly as he began gently rubbing her clit with his thumb. Leaning back, she braced herself against his thighs and looked down, watching as she continued to move herself up and down on him. Xander felt her inner muscles begin to tighten as she stared in fascination at his fingers moving rapidly over her swollen, slippery flesh.

“Oh god, Xander, that’s-” She let out a loud groan as he thrust up harder, forcing her to quicken her pace to keep up. “Xander! Oh! God! Xan…” She suddenly stopped moving as an orgasm ripped through her body, causing her to tighten around him with vice-like intensity. “Xander!” She screamed, her body going completely rigid, while Xander looked on, struggling to fight off his own climax.

“Holy shit…” He muttered, blinking rapidly when Buffy finally collapsed limply on his chest.

“Fuck, yeah,” Buffy giggled weakly. “I know you didn’t…” She squeezed her vaginal muscles around his highly sensitized flesh, prompting him to gasp delightedly. “I can’t move just yet…” She giggled again. “Gimme a sec.” She moaned, squeezing him again, as she lay, otherwise motionless, panting against his neck.

“I knew all that ‘Slayer Stamina’ stuff was a crock,” Xander teased, kissing her on the forehead.

“I think you broke it,” Buffy panted. “I never felt like this before.”

“Um, that’s a good thing, right?” Xander asked, slightly worried.

“Of course it is!” Buffy finally sat up, and swatted him playfully on the chest. “It just surprised me…” She laughed, slowly rocking her hips.

“You like surprises?” Xander grinned playfully, cocking his head to one side.

“Uh, yeah?” Buffy asked suspiciously.

“Good!” He exclaimed, pushing her off him and to the side.

“Hey!” She protested loudly. “We weren’t done yet!”

“Shhh! We’re not done,” Xander agreed, pushing on her shoulder until she rolled onto her stomach. “Get your knees under you…spread ‘em out a bit more.” He ran his hands over her smooth back and gently caressed her butt, causing her to moan happily into the pillow she was now hugging. “You’re so beautiful.” Xander breathed, trailing his fingers down between her cheeks to dip them in her wet slit. “Mmm, you’re so wet…”

“Oh, stop sucking up and fuck me already!” Buffy growled, wiggling her ass impatiently.

“Yes, ma’am!” Xander chuckled, giving her a mock salute. He lined himself up and immediately thrust into her to the hilt. “Fuck, yeah!” He grunted, slowly pulling out, only to slam back in immediately, setting a hard, fast pace that quickly sent Buffy over the edge again, moaning loudly and convulsing beneath him. Xander closed his eye and clenched his teeth, reciting the names of various demons and how to kill them as he struggled to hold back his own release once more. Just when he was sure he wasn’t going to make it, her tightly clenched muscles finally loosened around him. “God, you’re fucking amazing.” He murmured, beginning to move again.

“I was gonna say that,” Buffy panted. “Are you…ooooh god! Are you trying to kill me?” She giggled weakly.

“Yeah. I'm a demon assassin. I've been waiting for my chance for years” He chuckled somewhat breathlessly, and pushed in deeper.

“Huh. Devious. Brilliant. Oh god…just like that!” Buffy ordered, pushing back against him.

Xander leaned forward and wrapped his arms around her waist. Pressing his forehead against the back of her neck, he continued driving his cock, harder and faster, inside her. For several minutes the sounds of panting, moaning and slapping flesh filled the room as they moved together. Finally, feeling his orgasm building unavoidably, Xander reached down with his left hand and started quickly stroking her clit. “Buff…I’m gonna cum. I-I can’t hold off anymore. Oh god! Buffy! I’ve gotta cum!” He babbled helplessly as his balls drew up tight against his body. “Fuck! I’m cumming!” He roughly tweaked her clit between his fingers and, to his relief, felt her inner walls fluttering around his cock, just as an incredibly intense orgasm rushed through him. “Oh god!” He moaned roughly, feeling his penis twitch over and over until he decided somewhat worriedly that his body must be dry as the Sahara.

“Xander!” Buffy shrieked loudly when her own climax overwhelmed her. They continued thrusting weakly against each other for several seconds before collapsing limply on the bed.

Xander leisurely moved to one side, wrapping himself around Buffy. After reaching down to pull the comforter over them, he snuggled into the pillows beside her. “Hey.” He murmured sleepily.

“Hey,” Buffy smiled, looking back over her shoulder. “I love you,” she whispered softly, then closed her eyes, quickly drifting off to sleep.

“I love you, Buffy,” Xander mumbled, snuggling closer as he also fell asleep.

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Author's note: Okay, this isn't really a PWP. There's a lot more to come after all the sex, but I just haven't had a chance to write anything beyond chapter 9. It's been sitting around forever waiting for me to keep going, so I figured I'd just post it now. ;-) Sadly, I have no idea when my muse'll get back to this one!