Mourning My Loss:Completed!

Mourning My Loss
By: Oracle Of Magic

Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the BTVS characters, they are the property of Joss Whedon, and Mutant Enemy productions. No copyright infringement is intended. I am writing this story purely for enjoyment.

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Part 9
Two months two weeks ago


Tara and I are laying cuddled up in bed. We just finished making love for the first time since we got back together. It was slow, and perfect. Right now we’re gently tracing patterns on each others backs, whispering soft words of love. Basking in the afterglow.

“I love you so much,” I say softly.

“I love you too,” Tara says. “That was.”

“Wonderful,” I finish, hugging her close. She’s so gorgeous, the moonlight playing over her face. The contented smile of release. As beautiful as she is the rest of the time. She’s most beautiful after we make love.

“I want to stay like this forever,” she whispers.

“Me too,” I grin back.

“I-I have an idea,” she says tentatively. She’s stuttering, she only does that when she’s nervous. I pull her closer and give her a quick kiss.

“Are you ok?” I ask soothingly. She nods and smiles back at me. That smile, that perfect smile. It was one of the first things I fell in love with. “Then what is it honey?”

“I found a spell, a kind of affirmation of love. In it you ask for the Goddess’s blessing for a long relationship,” she said quietly.

“Sounds wonderful,” I grin.

“Do you want? I mean, maybe we could?” she starts. “This is a new start for us.”

“I’d love to,” I whisper, giving her a gentle kiss. “I’ll do anything you ever want. So what do we need to do?”

“Well, I read about it in a new magic book, I need to get it,” she said. She sits up and reaches for a small leather-bound book on the nightstand. She settles back into bed, and into my arms, then starts to flip through the pages. “Here it is,” she says, holding the book open for me to read.

My heart soars when I read the blessing. It’s perfect, it’s just how I feel about Tara, about our love. We quickly memorize the blessing, then set the book down.

We lay on our sides, facing each other. Our heads bent together, foreheads touching. We gently grasp the others hand. Then just take a moment to look deeply into each others eyes.

“Ready?” I ask. She nods. And so we start, the moonlight cascading over us, lighting the room with it’s soft glow. We softly start to recite the blessing to each other:

By the powers of magic
May our wish be granted.

Open mind and grant new life,
Gone from us, all stress and strife.
Open heart, gain life anew,
Accept all love that's offered you.

By earth, fire, wind and sea
Into our arms, our love will be.
Great Goddess, we ask of thee,
Life joins life and blessed it be.

We place a hand on the other’s heart, and lean in for a kiss. The kiss ignites our passion again, as we slip under the covers. We make passionate love, my body starts to tingle instantly. It’s more intense than anything I’ve ever experienced.

And that’s saying a lot. Making love with Tara is always amazing. A few minutes later we both shudder as the orgasm washes over both of us. We cry out each others names as we release. We collapse and hold each other close. “I love you so much,” I pant.

“I love you too,” Tara answers. We snuggle together and rest. Falling asleep wrapped tightly in each others arms. Wrapped in a warm, loving, cocoon.

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tbc...

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Blessed Be,
Sarah