This Place and Time

Xander awoke in the morning with a cold chill running throughout his body. He reached over to grab the body he was sure would be there. But there was no body, he was alone. Sitting up he stretched his limbs and yawned. A blanket was draped over his lower body covering his nude form. His eyes felt so heavy, he needed more sleep. But first he would find Angel, then he'd get more rest. Hopefully with the dark haired vampire wrapped around him.

He swung his legs over the edge of the mattress, preparing himself to get up. It took a few minutes for his sleepy haze to wear off and finally got to his feet. He should show some modesty and get dressed, but it wasn't important. It was strange to have this sort of intimacy with someone, maybe it was just Angel who brought it out of him.

Approaching the door of the room he smiled a big dopey grin. What he and Angel had done last night was amazing. Only now he wished for more, more of it all. Last night when he’d confessed his desires for Angel, of wanting him. It was all true, and should have been scary. But he never wanted anything so much. Angel now owned a small part of him, consumed his thoughts and he should be rattled with fear. But he couldn't bring himself to be scared. Not of Angel.

He walked into the living room and smelled something good coming from the dining area. Approaching slowly he walked across the room. Standing in the center he noticed something seemed off. Angel should be in there but there was no sign of the vampire. He tilted his head to the side and tried to get a better look into the kitchen. But his eyes were tired, vision blurred, and he couldn’t see much of anything.

Then he felt the weight of something behind him, he stiffened and the figure tackled him to the floor. He was on all fours and a cold body was firmly pressed against his back. It was a scary thought that someone was trying to attack him while he was naked. So he struggled trying to shake the figure off.

"Get off me," he said trying to sound forceful. But his body was tired and he couldn't budge the figure.

"Calm down," it leaned over and placed a kiss on the back of his neck. The voice was familiar. He knew who it was and now he felt like a fool. It was Angel. Xander relaxed and his body sagged. Something firm and long began to drag itself up and down the small of his back, and down to his ass. Apparently Angel was nude as well.

"I see your up," the vampire said with a grin. Xander tried to turn his head a bit to see him but couldn't - effectively pinned by the vampire. Angel pressed his body firmly against his back and rested his head on Xander's shoulder blades. "Want to play a game," he asked. The lust in his voice sent chill's down Xander's spine, he became hard instantly.

"Yeah," he moaned. No sooner did the words slip from his lips did Angel begin to rock into him, rubbing his erection against the crease of his ass. Xander began to moan and slowly rocked back against him, taking his time to feel the firm length thoroughly. It was incredibly erotic. He moaned so loudly he was sure it echoed through every crevice of the mansion. Angel then grasped his erection and started pumping slowly. Precum forming on the tip of the mushroom head.
With Angel working him - hand pumping his erection slowly, Angel's own gigantic erection rubbing against his ass - he knew he wouldn't last long.

Angel kissed his back and made his way up Xander's spine. His tongue darted out and he licked in slow circles over his neck. "Mm, anyone ever tell you how good you taste," he asked in a seductive whisper. Xander bit his bottom lip trying to contain a moan. Angel was talking dirty to him and combined with the intense feeling of his cool hand fisted around his cock he was about to explode. Just a faster rhythm and he would be there.

"Angel please,” he whined. “ * Faster *," he practically screamed the finally word.

Angel firmly gripped Xander’s erection and placed his free hand in one of Xander's, their fingers now entwined. He started rocking faster and harder against Xander's ass, pumping the boy's erection in a full steady strokes. The rhythm frantic, both being slightly nudged across the hard floor.

"That's it just rock into me. God you taste so good," the vampire moaned, placing his blunt teeth on the back of Xander's neck before biting down hard.

The sensation overcame him. Angel had just bitten into his neck and drawn blood, and it was too much. God did it fucking sting, but felt so incredibly good. With one final cry he erupted, cum soaking the vampire’s fist, heavy spurts on the floor below. His legs buckled and gave way, his body collapsed to the floor. His eyes felt heavy and he could barely keep consciousness . But Angel hadn't finished and with two forceful strokes against the boy’s buttocks the vampire came on Xander's back side – collapsing on top of him.

They both laid there for a few minutes, trying to recover from their orgasms. Xander was fading into sleep and Angel rested his head comfortably on his back – licking small circles between his shoulder blades.

"You know, I made breakfast if you're up for it."

"Umph," was all he could get out. His mind couldn't process anything, he just wanted to stay like this. It was peaceful and comfortable.

Angel laughed into his back and rested his cheek on his shoulder. "That's not really an answer. Tell you what, if you can get up in the next fifteen minutes we'll go for round two. How does that sound?"

Finally able to speak he opened his groggy eyes and stared at the dining area. "Aw. Don't I get breakfast first. Good little sex slaves need their food, how else can we perform properly."

Angel kissed his back and reached his hand down and smacked his ass. "Hey, you’re not a slave. The way I remember it you told me you wanted me, and I'm not doing anything you weren't willing to do already. So you ready to get up?"

Angel slowly moved off his back and stood. Xander moaned from the loss and decided he better answer. "Yes master," he said with a cheeky grin.

When he stood he turned and looked at Angel. The vampire was smiling at him and he reached over and pulled him into a kiss. They pushed their lips together softly before tongues slowly crept out and gently caressed each other. Xander put his arms around the vampires head and moved him closer. Angel's responded by moving his hands down Xander's back, cupping the boy's ass. The lazy kiss lasted for several moments before Angel pulled away and smacked Xander's backside.

"Now get your ass in the kitchen and eat something," he said with a wide grin.

"Yes master," Xander smiled shyly before pushing away and going to the kitchen.

They ate breakfast in silence. When Angel had finally sat down, Xander moved from his chair and sat on Angel's seat, in the vampire's lap to be more accurate. What he got was a soft grunt from the vampire, followed by a loud moan. Deciding that Angel liked having him sit there, he began to rotate his hips, trying to put friction on the vampire's now hardening cock.

Angel moaned, eyes glazed over, almost stuttering as he tried to speak. "Hey! Y- you got to eat why can't I-," the vampire sighed softly as Xander started to bounce slightly in his lap. The length of his cock gliding smoothly between the boy’s ass cheeks.

"C'mon,” Xander smiled, “this is more fun. You can eat when we're both finished. Alright? Round two, remember?" He didn't get a response. Just another load moan, and something that sounded like god. He slowly moved up and down, bouncing in Angel's lap. He made sure to angle just right so that the vampire's hard cock was rubbing up the crack of his ass. Soon they were both rocking frantically against each other. Xander laid his head on Angel and moaned into vampire’s shoulder. Then without warning, seemingly without thought, Angel put his middle finger at the small of Xander's back, the long digit creeping down until it pierced Xander’s hole.

"Fuck," Xander screamed as the digit entered him. No moisture, just a sweat gleaming down his back, lubricating the digit slightly as it entered him. Angel’s hand wrapped around his erection and started pumping fast. Xander rocked back into the finger, penetrating himself on the long digit before thrusting up into Angel’s tight fist. He wasn't sure which to do, lost in the sensation. The feeling was so intense, his mind flashing on Angel‘s blunt teeth penetrating his skin, his own mouth now descending on the vampire‘s shoulder, biting down hard without thought, causing blood to spill from Angel’s perfect pale flesh. He hadn’t realized the bite would cause Angel to spasm into orgasm. The vampire spilled his seed over Xander's back. Cool cum sliding down the sweaty, bronze flesh. That was it for him as he released all over Angel's hand.

Both were panting and sunk into each other's shoulders. That was… was… he didn‘t really know but it was intense; and they both needed time to recover from it.
Xander slowly dragged his head off the vampire’s shoulder and pressed his lips to Angel's temple. Angel moaned and lifted his head up, meeting Xander‘s eyes. A long, surreal moment passed, before Angel slowly pressed his soft lips against Xander‘s, meeting in another passionate kiss.

Angel put his arms around the boy, hugging him close. Xander wrapped his arms around the broad shoulders, slipping up around his neck, and rested his head on the vampire's chest. Another silent moment, they stayed unmoving for several minutes before Xander made a move to stand.

"You have a shower? I could * really * use one," he laughed.

Angel laughed with him and pointed down the hall. "First door on the left. Guess I get to eat now."

"Aw. Here I thought you would miss me. Maybe I should stay right here. It's comfy and I don't have to worry about you going anywhere."

Angel gave him a peck on the cheek and brought down a hard smack to his ass. "Go," he commanded.

Xander moaned softly and slowly stood. "You know one of these days I'm just going to let you spank me." Angel's jaw dropped and Xander made his way to the shower, making sure he moved his hips suggestively. 'Oh yeah. He wants it.' Xander thought as he entered the bathroom.

It didn't take long for him to shower. He made sure he bathed as quickly as possible, wanting to head back out and near Angel. When he got out he headed straight for Angel's bedroom and got dressed. It was a little difficult to find all his cloths in the cluttered mess they'd made last night. But he found them, with the exception of his underwear, and made his way out of the room.

Angel was sitting on his chair reading a book. Xander noticed that he was wearing black sweatpants. Somehow the sight of Angel nearly naked was just as erotic as the sight of him totally naked. Xander smiled, thinking perversely, at the sight but decided that he should leave now. He just showered and dressed, no need to mess himself up.

"Angel, I'm going to leave now," he said with a bit of disappointment.

"Oh, Okay. I'll show you to the door." Angel got up and escorted Xander on a very slow trip to the door. The dark vampire grabbed the boy and placed a gentle kiss on his lips, then another on his forehead. "Come back tonight. Okay," he asked.

"Sure thing," Xander agreed before pulling away and walking outside. Into the sun. The door shut gently behind him but he didn’t look back, because he knew he wouldn’t be able to leave if he did. It sucked that Angel couldn't spend the day with him. But he had to deal. Angel was a vampire after all.

With a sigh he strolled down the block, glancing back once more at the mansion before continuing on his way. Somehow he knew that his parent's would make a fuss that he hadn't come home last night. Hopefully they were on another binger and hadn't noticed his absence. But then again nothing ever happened the way he imagined. With his luck they might throw a fit and his dad would beat him. Now there was a thought. Now he knew why he didn't want to go home. Maybe if he turned back now Angel would let him stay for the day.

Before he could finish that thought he ran into his red headed friend. Willow was making her towards him and he stiffened. Hopefully she wouldn't mention anything concerning Angel. Crap, if anyone found out he might as well just cease to exist. Because Buffy would never look at him again, and only heaven knows what Willow's reaction would be.

"Oh my god Xander. There you are. You don't know how long I've been looking for you. Where have you been," she asked with a look of concern on her face.

"I, just, Uh…"

"Okay what happened? I went to your house and your parents said you hadn’t gone home last night. Did you get hurt again Xander? Oh god I'm so sorry, this whole thing is such a mess. You know you’re always welcome at my house. I don't want you walking out here all night with no place to go. If Oz doesn't like it then tuff."

"Willow, calm down I wasn't out all night wandering the streets."

She stared into his eyes and, puzzled. "Where were you then?"

"I, uh, well. You see," he put his hand over his face. He didn't know how to explain to her that he was at Angel's. Maybe he should just tell her. "I was at a friend's." 'Oh yeah. Real smooth.'

She tilted her head and stared at him for a few moments. "What friend Xander? I was under the impression that me and Buffy were your two main friend's. Two best friends even. Is there something going on I‘m not getting?"

"No. Just a friend okay," he said as he made his way past her and continued down the street.

She followed behind. Only a few paces back. "It's Angel isn't it?"

That stopped him dead in his tracks. His body stiffened and he slowly turned to face her. "What," he said trying to sound angry at the assumption.

Willow stood her ground, "said it's Angel isn't it. Listen, I know it has to be. There’s no point in lying. I was heading over there to ask him if he'd seen you. Seeing as how you’re walking away from his place, only two blocks away mind you. I can assume that you stayed there. So am I wrong?"

He looked at the ground, lost for words. She was able to piece it together so easily. He felt like a fool for thinking he could hide it. With a sigh he responded, "Yes, okay. That's were I was. I spent the night at Angel's."

She walked up to him and grabbed his arm. "C'mon let's walk."

They walked arm in arm down the street. Xander was too afraid to say anything and Willow was deep in thought. Soon she decided it was time to speak.
"Was Angel mad that you asked to stay."

"No. He suggested it. I just took the invitation." There was no way he could lie to her and not get caught. Hopefully he could get away with giving as little information as possible.

"Xander, I don't like it. You and he have never gotten along and I don't think you should go there anymore. I really don't want to see you get hurt. What if he just snaps and hurts you. I like Angel and everything. But when it comes to you and him, I don't know if I trust him to keep a cool head around you. I know you’re trying to be friend's with him, but listen, it's just not going to happen. You both hate each other."

Xander was getting angry. She was basically telling him that he should stay away because she knew that him and Angel could never get along. That given the chance he would hurt him. Angel was the only person who made him feel completely safe, and she was telling him that he wasn't safe with him. He wanted to scream at her but instead calmly sighed and spoke.

"We are friend's Will. Just trust me."

"Do you like him Xander?"

"Yes I do.”

"So tell me how much, because I'm getting the weird vibe from you."

"Wills just drop it," he said and tried to pull away.

"No Xander. You have to tell me. I know something's up and you are going to tell me," she said firmly holding tight to his arm.

"Please drop it OK."

"No just tell me so I don't have to worry."

"Willow stop," he said coldly. He was getting aggravated and she wasn't letting up.

"I said no. Now tell me."

"Fuck. I love him okay," he blurted out. He stood there and stared at her, her mouth open and at a loss for words. He never admitted to ever loving Angel. But when confronted with everything he was feeling he knew that the only thing he felt for Angel was love. "Wills, don't freak okay? I'm sorry if this is a shock. I'll explain later though. But I do. I love him." She stared at him and didn't speak. "Wills what's wrong," he shook her shoulders. "Wills?"

She looked up at him, eyes widened, and her lips curved into a huge grin.

"I KNEW IT!"

TBC