A Vampire's Eye View

Title: A Vampire's Eye View 9
Author: Joolz
Pairing: Giles/Spike
Warning: M/M
Rating: NC17
Season: 4/5ish
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything, more’s the pity. It all belongs to Joss, Mutant Enemy and WB.
Thanks to Druffine for the help and inspiration.

A Vampire’s Eye View Chapter 9

By Joolz

Spike and Giles just lay on the ground for a while recovering from what had just happened. Giles couldn’t quite believe that Spike had just given him a blow job with Xander and Willow standing in the shop just above them and Spike couldn’t believe that Giles had actually allowed him to do it.

The effects of the copious amount of whisky Giles had drunk, together with having come so hard and the relief that they hadn’t been caught in the act all led Giles to relax a little too much. Within moments he had slipped into a light doze. Subconsciously, Giles must have felt it as Spike moved up his body and lay down next to him with his arm draped comfortingly over Giles’ chest. The new feeling of companionship and warmth found Giles drifting deeper and deeper and it wasn’t long before it was obvious to anyone that Giles had fallen fully asleep.

Spike knew that even though he would have no problem staying where they were, Giles would be severely regretting a night spent on the hard floor come morning. Spike carefully rolled his body away from the peacefully sleeping man. He stood and stretched for a moment then bent down over Giles, eased his hands under Giles’ shoulders and knees and gently picked him up. Giles stirred slightly, muttered a few indecipherable words then settled himself more firmly against Spike’s chest, his head nestling into the crook of Spike’s neck.

Spike carried Giles upstairs, sat on the edge of Giles’ bed to pull the cover back, then laid the sleeping man down with his head on the pillow. Even in sleep Giles obviously didn’t like being separated from the snugly body and moved to the cold, empty bed. When Spike tried to pull his arm out from under Giles’ shoulder, Giles resisted and grabbed on to the departing arm, holding Spike at an awkward angle. Spike couldn’t pull away smoothly without disturbing Giles so he decided to make the best of a bad job and got in bed with him.

Spike angled himself over the top of Giles’ body so that he was lying on his side next to Giles with his own still tightly-clutched arm now stretched across Giles’ chest. To make himself more comfortable Spike lifted Giles’ arm which was wedged in between their bodies and put it around his own shoulders so that Spike was now able to rest his head on to Giles’ chest. He loved the feel of the soft hair against his skin, and he fell asleep with the steady rhythm of Giles’ heart beating under his ear.

*****

Giles was first to awaken the next morning and his first action upon opening his eyes was to close them again quickly as the resultant hangover from all the whisky he had drunk struck him with a vengeance. He tried to put his arm up to cover his eyes but it appeared to be stuck under something. The something moved slightly as he flexed his arm so he risked opening one eye to see if he’d perhaps got the cover caught on his arm. He closed his eye again swiftly when he realised that it was something considerably larger than the cover and it was blonde and snuggled closely onto his chest.

As the impressions registered, Giles realised he could feel more than just the weight of a head on his chest. There was also another weight further down across his bare abdomen and a third one lying across his upper thighs. Giles was well and truly covered and there was no way he would be able to get out without disturbing the vampire sleeping on top of him.

How could this have happened? Why was he in bed with Spike and, what was more, why was Spike draped across his body? His drink-befuddled brain took some time to interpret all these thoughts and even longer to dredge up the memory of what had happened the night before.

*****

Spike had been drifting towards wakefulness and the movement of Giles trying to tug his arm out from under Spike’s body sped the process along.

Spike felt Giles lift his head slightly to look down in the direction of his arm. He also felt the small increase in the rate of Giles’ heartbeat as the other man realised what was actually in his arms. Spike was quite pleasantly surprised that that was the only reaction he got. He had expected Giles to jump up in shock when he’d seen who was lying on him. Giles was either playing it really cool or there was always the chance that it hadn’t sunk in properly yet, of course. Spike realised it must have been the second option as he felt the exact moment when either his presence, or the memory of last night’s activities, registered on Giles’ consciousness. The heartbeat under his ear leapt into triple time and the body he was resting upon stiffened sharply before resting back down again trying to appear casual.

Spike decided to still play at being asleep and see what Giles would do next. He was interested to see if Giles would make a move or just shrug it off.

*****

Giles was in two minds. The images from last night were cascading back into his memory, along with all the feelings they had invoked. The most prevalent being the culmination of the evening with the heightened release coming after the threat of potential discovery. Giles didn’t think he had ever felt anything more potent in all his life. Just thinking of those cool lips around his shaft was enough to send a frisson of desire shooting through him again.

He was also reminded of the way Spike had protected him when they had heard Xander. Spike had dived behind the boxes with himself on the bottom to cushion Giles’ fall and make sure that Giles didn’t hurt himself as they landed. Plus, Spike had obviously brought them upstairs and settled Giles into bed, as he had no recollection of making the journey himself. He knew that if he had been left on the hard basement floor all night his body would have been severely regretting it this morning, whereas it would have made little difference to Spike’s body what surface he slept on. So he knew that Spike had moved the pair of them for Giles’ benefit not his own. That didn’t seem like the action of a selfish killer.

Now he was thinking along those lines he remembered what Spike had told him about the way he had taken care of Giles when he had been held by Angelus. Giles knew that Spike hadn’t liked that version of Angelus any more than he himself had, but still, Spike had done more than was necessary to look after him.

Even when Giles thought back over the last couple of days he could only see the kind, thoughtful things that Spike had done. He thought of the way Spike had tended to him when he had hurt his ankle and Spike had carried him about so he wouldn’t put further strain on it. Giles recalled how Spike had considerately changed his bed sheets when he had rushed to the shower after that embarrassing wet dream incident. Spike hadn’t even made fun of him. All he had done was to say that the real thing would be so much better than the dream and Giles now had first hand proof that that was true. Spike had even brought him breakfast in bed the next morning and they had had a delightful time sharing it and conversing over a British newspaper like civilised beings.

Giles thought back over all of these new insights and over everything else he had previously known about Spike. He realised that though Spike the vampire was a cold-blooded killer and a lover of violence and mayhem, underneath all that lay William. William, a man who was caring and compassionate. A man who thought of others and was happy to do things for them. A man who cared what happened to people and wanted to take care of them and their pleasures. A man for whom Giles himself could care and would want to do things for in return.

Giles thought of all these things and decided that he wanted more of this man in his life. He would take what he had to of Spike if it meant he would be getting all of William too.

Giles lay there for a moment, wondering how to make a start with these new feelings he had for Spike, or Will, as he would now think of him. Then he had a flash of inspiration and slowly started easing his arm out from under Will’s body.

*****

Spike, meanwhile, was trying to decide what to do. He could tell that Giles was thinking hard about something, as bursts of emotion kept sending his heartbeat soaring under Spike’s ear. Spike didn’t know whether he should just feign waking up or if he should stay where he was, supposedly asleep, and let Giles make the next move.

Spike was just about to do something when he felt Giles gently start tugging his arm out from under Spike’s shoulder. Spike couldn’t stop the feeling of disappointment that surged through him as he realised that Giles was trying to pull away from him. He decided to make it easy for Giles and did a semi-roll on to his other side to allow Giles to get out and also to hide his face in case his hurt feelings should show.

Spike felt the bed shift as Giles got up, but the next second it was all he could do not to jump off the bed himself as he felt a slightly hesitant hand trying to move covertly over his crotch. Spike held in an un-needed breath as he felt Giles slowly undo the zip on his jeans and his now rapidly-expanding cock pushed its way past the constraining material.

Even Spike was unable to stop himself from reacting the next moment, however, as he felt the first long lick of Giles’ tongue against his shaft.

“It’s okay, Will. I know you’re awake.”

Spike froze for a second as it registered that Giles had just called him Will. It dawned on him that Giles hadn’t wanted to get away from him at all when he had pulled his arm out; he had wanted to get closer.

Spike realised that Giles had thought through everything that had happened and that they had done, and contrary to being repelled by it all and wanting to get as far away from Spike as possible, it had actually made Giles want him. What was more; it had made Giles want Will. Giles had seen through the entire ‘Spike’ persona, seen past all the bad things that Spike had done and had, in fact, seen right through to the man he still was underneath.

Spike felt humbled by it all, amazed and thankful that Giles had seen him for who he was and not what he was. Not only was Giles showing him that he accepted who Spike was, he was also showing him where he wanted them to go next. Giles was acknowledging what Spike had done to him and reciprocating in as open a manner as he could.

Spike’s eyes popped open and he looked down at the man whose head was hovering over his crotch. Spike could see that Giles was watching him with a tentative, though happy smile on his face, as if he was almost checking to see if this was alright with Spike before he carried on. Spike looked back, his eyes crinkling up as he smiled down at the man in front of him.

Giles’ eyes widened momentarily as he acknowledged Spike’s acceptance, then he raised his eyebrows mischievously, leant forwards and took the head of Spike’s cock deeply into his mouth and sucked hard. Spike nearly leapt off the bed as he felt those warm lips close around him.

This was what he had been missing; a touch of warmth. Spike loved the feel of Giles’ lips as they moved up and down his shaft and almost got as much pleasure from Giles’ warm breath as he did from the action itself. It had been a long time since he had felt heat like this; since he had felt someone want him like this.

Spike shivered as Giles blew air over the top of his cock and it hardened even more, if that were possible. Giles moved down to Spike’s inner thigh which he peppered with a little line of kisses. Then, with a quick peek up at Spike, he sucked the skin hard and gave Spike a small round love bite similar to those he recalled Spike giving to him last night. Spike let out a gasp as he felt the pleasure pain as Giles gave him a little extra bite at the end and then kissed it better.

Giles kissed his way to Spike’s ball sac and sucked them each in turn, playing with them until Spike was writhing above him. Giles licked his way lightly up Spike’s shaft again and took the head deeply into his mouth once more. He paused a moment to stop his gag reflex then swallowed Spike fully down much to the vampire’s shock and delight.

Spike couldn’t believe the feelings charging through him as Giles hummed around his shaft and used the motion of his swallowing to add delightful pressure and pleasure to his actions. Spike knew he couldn’t take much more of this and Giles, sensing that Spike was nearing completion, pulled back to suck on the head of Spike’s cock again as he stroked his balls and coaxed his release from him.

All the while Spike maintained eye contact with Giles and when he shuddered to completion he pulled Giles up the bed and kissed him deeply, wanting to show him how much this action and acceptance had meant to him. They savoured the moment, tasting deeply of each other; knowing there was a lot they needed to say and knowing they had taken the first step down a path which held many possibilities.


TBC