Dawnie's Little Kink

Author’s notes;Yes,an update at last!!Sorry it’s taken so long;-real life sucks, and takes up too much time sometimes :(( Anyway,finally the story continues a little bit…..But this is mostly about Tara’s history…..nothing sexy happens,but it will do in the next chapter,which won’t be long…….Pls review and let me know what you think-it was quite interesting for me to make up a bit of background and character history....but the next chapter will be more 'normal' :))))

Thanks to Clark B. for helpful suggestions,and thanks to others who have written asking about the story,or offering opinions and advice.


Dawnie’s Little Kink

Chapter 8

‘…..It’s like this…….I have a thing about peeing-I love being peed on,and peeing on others…............See,I told you it was a pretty big kink!’ she added,seeing Dawn’s look of surprise.

‘Oh…..wow…..umm,I guess I never thought that peeing could be sexy….you really like it?’ asked Dawn.

‘I love it-makes me feel all naughty and dirty,I guess a bit like you and your showing yourself off to people.’

Instead of replying again,Dawn simply burst into laughter.

‘Hey!’ said Tara,hurt at the teen’s reaction,’I didn’t laugh at what you like-I’m telling you my secret here,and you just laugh at me?’

‘Oh Tara,no,I’m not laughing at you,I promise’ said Dawn,managing to stop her giggles.’It’s me,it’s just that a week or so ago I thought that I was the kinkiest girl in the whole world ‘cos I love being watched when I masturbate….then I saw Willow’s show,and I found out that I wasn’t even the kinkiest girl in the house!And now I’m not even in second place!You guys are way sexier and naughtier than me…..and I bet Buffy probably has some weird secrets too,I mean she has boinked the undead……you know all about her and Angel right?That was before your time-well,technically before mine too I guess,but I still remember them together…….it just made me laugh to think that I’m the most normal of all us girls!’

‘Oh,okay…..apology accepted….I guess it does seem a bit funny….but don’t forget that we’re all older than you…you’ve got plenty of time to find other stuff you might like….you could still make first place one day!’

‘Haha,maybe-could be fun finding out!…….So how did your peeing thing start?It doesn’t sound like the sort of thing you discover by accident?’

‘Well,actually it kinda did……you want to hear the whole story Dawn?’

‘Sure,you know me,always curious…’

‘Do you want to get a drink or put some clothes on first?It might take a little while…’

‘I’m fine thanks-unless you want me to cover up?’

Tara smiled;

‘No,it’s okay sweetie….the view is very nice…’

‘Goody,I love being naked for you ……so are you ready to tell me the story?…’

‘Well,it started first when I was a kid….I was really shy and withdrawn-yeah,hard to believe,hey?’ Tara said with irony….’anyway,I used to wet the bed,up until I was quite old,say 11 or so….it used to drive my parents crazy-Dad was really strict-well,you’ve met him and seen what he’s like….he used to beat me for it,which seemed so stupid and unfair to me-I mean I was asleep,I couldn’t help it you know?Anyway,one time after he beat me I decided that if I was going to get punished for something I wasn’t conscious of,I may as well get punished for something I did deliberately…..so I made myself stay awake late one night,and waited until I was desperate to go……and then I just did it in my bed….it felt so naughty and bad,but really good too-I liked the warmth and the feeling of it……I got punished again,but it was worth it that time……..I don’t know if I was old enough for it to be a sexy feeling,but I really enjoyed it,and I started to experiment a little…..’

‘Experiment?Like what?’ asked Dawn.

‘Well,there were some woods and a river not far from our house,very quiet and deserted….I used to go there and try stuff….I’d wet myself through my panties,or I’d take them off and lie on my back and see how far I could pee….just seeing what was fun really…..I guess it was all a bit childish….but I had fun,and it was a secret-I used to wash up in the river before going back to the house,so no-one ever knew about it.’

‘You were still only a kid then though?’

‘Oh yeah,I guess I played my little games for a year or two,and then I suppose I grew out of it,same way I grew out of wetting the bed at last too..’

‘So when did it start again?’

‘Well,the bed-wetting never did thankfully!.....But when I was about 15…a new teacher started at my school,a young woman,Mary Mathews….she was only in her mid 20’s,and we had a connection from the second we first saw each other….I’d been doing magic for a while by then-my mom would teach me little bits and pieces when Dad was away.He hated the magic,but mom could sense I had inherited some of her power,and wanted me to use it,so she helped me….and I read a lot and tried to learn to develop what I could do…….I was always good at reading auras,and I could see in Mary’s aura that she had the Wiccan power,same as me…..and I guess she sensed it in me as well……it was that that first drew us together,and we met after school that first day……she was about the same level as me with witchcraft,so we learnt together,and tested each other…..she was new to the town and didn’t have many friends…and I was still shy and a little lonely,so we ended up spending a lot of time together…..it was a great time……’

Tara paused for a moment,and then continued;

‘After a while,it became clear that we felt more than just friendship for each other…. I’d never felt anything for boys,not that I got to meet many…..and I thought Mary was really pretty and smart and fun.I guess I had a bit of a crush on her,but I tried not to let it show…I never thought I was anything but a friend and a fellow witch to her,I didn’t think she could like me in the same way…..’

‘Why not?’

‘Well,I was too young,too shy,too geeky,too fat,too plain….too everything really….’

‘I feel like that too sometimes.’

Tara looked at Dawn in surprise;

‘You?But you’re a cutie Dawn-why would you think you’re not?’

‘Well,why would you?Right back at ya…..maybe everyone is a bit insecure as a teenager…everyone has issues….’

Tara laughed;

‘Maybe so-I guess you’re right….it’s just I look at you-slim,cute,beautiful and sexy,and you’re everything I wanted to be at that age,but couldn’t be….’

‘Thanks for the compliments,but it sucks being this age sometimes whatever you look like,and I know I’m nothing special…..anyhow,I interrupted you-on with the story…’

‘Well,I think you’re special and beautiful,and I’ve gotten a pretty good look at all of you today,so there!...Anyway,it turned out that Mary DID like me as more than a friend after all….I think she must have picked up on what I was feeling for her,because one day she came out to me….she explained that she was gay and had been since she was about my age…she trusted me enough to tell me that,even though if it had become known at school,she would have had a terrible time….and I think she was encouraging me to open up to her,telling me that there was nothing wrong with my feelings for her….so I told her what I felt for her…and that night we became lovers….…she was my first.’

Tara looked at Dawn;

‘I don’t want you thinking that this teacher,this person in a position of power,abused me or took advantage of me or anything like that….I was 16 then,technically underage where we were,and if anyone had ever found out about us Mary would have been in big trouble……but I loved her,and I know she loved me too…..but she didn’t seduce me or force me to do anything-it was a mutual thing.It was love….’

‘How did no-one find out?How did you keep it all secret?’ asked Dawn.

‘Mary had a tiny little house,not much more than a cabin I suppose,which was really isolated-no neighbours anywhere near.I could get to it by going through the woods near our house,so no-one ever saw us together.I think my mum knew about us-it’s hard to hide that sort of thing from a witch-but she could see how happy I was,so she didn’t say anything.She met Mary a couple of times at school functions,and must have seen she was a good person…she never said anything to me,but I’m pretty sure she knew what was going on….’

‘And what was going on?’

‘Well,mostly the kind of thing you’ll get to watch me and Will do at the weekend!I was pretty naïve-I mean I knew the facts of life and all that,but I didn’t have much idea what two girls could do together…..and Mary taught me.She was very patient and caring and loving,and I enjoyed everything we did together…and it confirmed for me what I’d suspected for a long time-I was gay too….everything was perfect…’

‘So how did the peeing thing crop up again?’

‘Oh,that wasn’t for a month or two after we’d started making love together…we were talking about childhood,and I mentioned the problems I’d had,and how I’d played my little peeing games with myself in the woods…..Mary asked if I’d like to try similar things with her,to see if I still enjoyed them….and I said ‘yes’…’

‘And it was fun?’

‘It was wonderful-sexy,naughty,funny….she’d tried it in a previous relationship,and liked it,and she showed me a few things I hadn’t ever thought of…’

‘Like what?’

‘Well,like peeing on someone else-it’s a real kick,someone else loving you enough to let you do something so dirty to them…..I loved doing it to her……and the other way around of course,letting her do it to me-it made me feel so naughty and slutty,but also kind of wanted and trusted,you know?’

‘Wow,it sounds so weird…..what else?’

‘Oh,well,something that’s even dirtier-we used to taste each others pee,you know do it in each other’s mouths,and sometimes drink some of it…….I know it sounds pretty gross,but it was all about trust,and feeling sexy and nasty….and I really enjoyed all of it….Like I said I guess it was already a part of me anyway,with the games I played on my own…….but it was so much more fun with Mary…’

‘So what happened to Mary?Did you guys split up or what?’ Dawn inquired.

Tara’s face clouded;

‘We were together for almost 18 months-we managed to keep it quiet-I mean we never went out as a couple or anything-this was a small town,if we’d been seen out together Mary would have been in jail or run out of town before you knew it…so we always met at her house…I know it sounds dull,but we were so wrapped up in each other,and so happy,we never needed to go out or anything-we’d made plans to move away and ‘come out’ as a couple as soon as I was 18…..and then one day Mary was driving to the shops,and met a drunk-driver coming the other way…..he lost control on a bend and they collided head-on…..she died instantly…’

‘Oh God Tara,I’m so sorry…what a bastard,what happened to him?’

‘He was killed too-maybe just as well,as I might have tried to kill him myself otherwise.’

‘And what happened to you?’

‘Things got worse before they got better…..my mom had been ill for months,and Mary had been helping me deal with that….when I lost Mary,the only person I could turn to was my mom,but she was so sick by then she could barely care about herself,let alone her kids….I tried to get permission to go to Mary’s funeral-her folks had her shipped home to Indiana-but Dad wouldn’t let me go……and I couldn’t make a fuss or explain why it was so important to me without giving away our secret,and destroying her reputation…so I had to keep quiet…..I wanted to share with Mom,as I knew I could trust her,but like I say,she was in no state to help by then…….she died just 6 weeks after Mary-the two most important people in my life,the only two I’d ever loved,both gone…..’

‘Oh Tara,you poor thing…I knew you’d lost your mom,but I didn’t know things were so bad for you….’Dawn was almost crying as she sympathized with Tara…..

‘Hey Dawnie,don’t cry…..it’s a long time ago now….I still miss them like crazy,and I’ll always love them….but I have a good life now,where I’m happy again-don’t forget that.’

‘I guess…but it’s so unfair the way people keep going away….’

‘I know sweetie,I know……and it was rotten what happened to your mom,just like it was rotten what happened to mine and to Mary…….but hey,at least you got Buffy back..’

Dawn smiled briefly;

‘Yeah,that was great-I need her…..I’m not sure she’s as happy being back as I am having her back though…’

‘She’s been through a lot,she’ll be fine….just give her some more time….’

‘I know,I guess you don’t get over what she’s been through overnight…..I hope she’ll be okay…….anyway,finish your story,please….what happened after your mum died?’

‘Well,I stayed for the funeral,to say ‘Goodbye’…..and two days later I took the most precious things I had,and I ran away……I ended up in Sunnydale a month or two later-maybe I could sense the Hellmouth and the power,I don’t know……but I enrolled at the college,and after a while I met a certain redheaded girl…..and the rest you know…..And now I have a new family and a happy home here…..it was sad what happened to me,but please don’t feel sorry for me Dawn-I’m happy again now….’

‘I’m glad you’re here,and I’m glad you’re happy’ said Dawn,having regained her composure a bit. ‘So do you and Willow do the peeing thing as well?Will I see that too?’

‘Ah,no Dawnie,I don’t think so……Willow really isn’t into it at all….she’s tried it once or twice to please me,but she really didn’t like it…….I very occasionally persuaded her to pee on me when she was a bit drunk,or it was my birthday or something…..but she really doesn’t want to do it……she thinks it’s really sick and dirty-which I’ve told her is kind of the point,but she doesn’t want to do it,so that’s that……I love her too much to make a big deal of it,so I just accept it…..I miss it,as I really enjoyed it…..but I’d miss Willow a million times more,so there’s not much of a choice…’

‘Ummmm……Well,I guess,if you’d like it,I could give it a try and pee on you.....you know,if you think you’d enjoy it?’ Dawn asked,slightly nervously.

‘Oh Dawnie,that’s sweet of you,but you don’t have to offer-I wasn’t trying to get you to volunteer or anything-I know it’s a bit too much for most people…’

‘Well,I’m not most people,remember?I’m a ‘kinky little slut’ who loves showing her jailbait body to her best friends!I mean,you’ve seen most of what my little pussy can do this afternoon-why don’t we finish the job?I might enjoy it too,you never know…and hey,I’m going to have to get rid of all that milkshake any time now….I’ll give it a try if you think you might like it.And that’s not because I’m sorry for you,or anything like that-it’s because you gave me a great time earlier,and I want to return the favour if you want me too.You know I’m curious about sex-stuff,and I want to learn about and maybe try new things-so what do you think?’

‘Well,if you really mean it Dawn,I think ‘Yes please!’’

‘Okay,so where do we go,and what should I do?’

‘I guess it’s best if we go to the bathroom,and I’ll get undressed and sit in the bath-we won’t make any mess that way.’

‘Okay,sounds sensible….let’s go.’

Tara turned towards the door,and left Dawn’s room heading for the bathroom.The still naked teen got up off her bed and followed her older friend,nervous but also excited at the thought of trying something new,and maybe helping Tara have a good time….

‘Maybe it’s a little gross,’ she thought to herself, ‘but I’m going to have to pee soon anyway after that ‘shake,and I guess it doesn’t make much difference to me where I do it…..it might be fun if Tara really enjoys it like she says…’

T.B.C.