Days Like These Keep Me Warm

After leaving the last chapter on a bit of a cliffhanger, I'm back with more Buffy and William fun. Of course as the saying goes the path of true love never runs smoothly so enjoy the happiness whilst you can.

I could only do one chapter this week because I've been out a lot looking for a job. Still I hope this is fine for you all. And this story was meant to go on the Spuffy Archives only the computer system in my library has banned that site, however I am getting the internet at home very shortly so everything will be fine.

So yeah, thanks for the reviews you enthusiastic people you.

xxx Luv Louise xxx

Chapter Eight: She Tears My Clothes, She's Everything To Me

Feeling her hands gently rub the back of his neck made William gradually tighten his grip around her waist and deepen their kiss further. He almost felt like he was inexperienced in what he was doing, this was the closest he had been to a woman since his fate intervened with his seemingly happy existence and turned his world upside down.

Yet despite the fact that he had no idea what Buffy looked like, other than the words of Tara who said she had striking green eyes, William realised he was enjoying this moment not because of what Buffy looked like but because of who she was.

// She is so compassionate and concerned and she was crying like me because our lives are fucked up, I wouldn't care if she wasn't good looking because I have never met someone so genuine//

Buffy could feel his hands encourage her actions further by rocking her further against his body, she spread her legs wider so she could lock their hips closer together as the sun blazed down on her back. Her hands trailed up from his neck and combed through the blonde locks of his hair gripping into them in order to restrain herself when she felt his hand slowly try and find its way up the front of her top and caress lightly through the material of her underwear.

//I should stop this, we can be friends but this, oh my god, holy fuck//

Her mind overloaded when his fingers snaked under the left cup of her bra and teasingly pinched her sensitive flesh. She had to tear away from their embrace and gasp his name out "William"

William could understand why she had ended their kiss, in fact he was glad she had needed to moan out, it made him feel less concerned that he was doing something she didn't want. Yet he was now worried when he felt her hands move his away from her skin and Buffy remove herself from his lap.

"Shit this wasn't supposed to happen" Buffy said downheartedly, she was conflicted, she knew she should leave but then hadn't she decided only minutes before that she couldn't leave William. She knew he needed space though and stood herself up, trying to compose herself.

“It wasn't?" William questioned quizzically. He wondered if she was going to become embarrassed by what had occurred, had he gone to far with touching her? No he hadn't, she had moaned in response to his caress. He wasn't planning on allowing her to brush this kiss off like it meant nothing when he knew it did, he knew she felt it to "Well you seemed pretty into it Buffy"

"I was, sorry, fuck, shit, are you okay?" Were the only words she could think off even if they weren't appropriate at all.

"Why wouldn't I be?" He laughed reaching his hand out for her, he grabbed hold of her foot and tugged at her to sit back down.

Buffy sat by his side again, she didn't understand it but he seemed to have enjoyed what had happened "I don't know I kind off jumped on you" she shrugged.

"No you didn't and in case I got it completely wrong I was joining the fun and so were you" He replied smiling, in this moment he wanted desperately to have his sight back, he needed to know if she was looking at him with happiness or disdain.

She moved a little closer to him, she took several deep breaths before taking his hands in hers and carefully lowering his back onto the ground. She mimicked these actions with herself so that her body lay with his.

"William I was enjoying it" she whispered guiding his head closer to hers, "This is just not what I was expecting today"

"I know the feeling" William replied. He shifted nearer and fumbled slightly to find her lips.

//I've only known her since Saturday but I want her so fucking much, I love how she makes me feel wanted, I love how she kisses.//

Their hands and tongues moved at a quicker pace than before, now that they both knew the other wanted this, they were less unsure at what to do. Still William was at a disadvantage and had to allow Buffy to take control of the set of circumstances they were in. Even though he dominated the kiss with his long wet tongue massaging against hers, Buffy was the one who hands had began to work their way up the front of his top and she rested his on the small of back.

As the kiss ended Buffy caught a glimpse of William grinning at her then lowered onto the lithe skin she had exposed on his stomach and began to shower his flesh in small tingling butterfly kisses, across the light dusting of hair that resided there.

"Fuck" he let slip a feral grunt as her tongue worked its way around his navel and her right hand undid the top button of his jeans and delved underneath the waistband of his boxer shorts.

Buffy moved away from kissing his soft, smooth belly and concentrated instead on leisurely twisting his locks of hair in her fingers and watching as his facial expressions began to merge into ones of lust and excitement the kind she used to see on Angel's face when she did this for him.

///Shit Angel, fuck what if his watching and he sees me doing this, and well he hates me//

She looked upwards for a few seconds as she lowered her hands down the length of him and instantly felt the warmth emanate from his sex and his mould begin to become solid, all as he steadily pushed himself against her palms and let out another grunt. Buffy didn't hear him though because for those few seconds she thought about her last love and how important he was to this moment.

//No he won't hate me, he answered my wish, I asked him to let me have William and he has done it, he is allowing me to move on//

'Thank you' she mouthed but as she went to clench his penis further and show her desire and love for William, she found him push away, leaving the beginnings of his sap on her fingers. She looked at him confused, had she been too forward?

"As much as I like where this is heading, don't you think we should go somewhere, like back to mine?" He suggested, his words were slow, as he panted for breath between each one. William had began to grow rigid in his jeans and wished his common sense hadn't taken over just now and pushed Buffy away from his burning flesh.

"I'd rather stay here" Buffy decided, going back to his would be to scary she considered

//And what if by the time we get there he changes his mind or he meets one of his friends and they realise that I'm homeless, then he be angry that I didn't tell him that. Then he might think I'm only doing this so I can use him for his flat. No I don't mind doing it out here, its beautiful and perfect//

"Aren't there people around?" William questioned, he hadn't really remembered that they were out in public until now and it was the middle of the afternoon, anyone could walk pass and fuck he wished he hadn't stopped her.

"No one" she responded eager to get back to what she had been doing. Her mind had been full of all the things she would do to him if she ever had the opportunity, if she ever got that close to him.

"Take your word for it" he replied nonchalantly as she leaned in and kissed his forehead tenderly.

"We can go somewhere a little more sheltered though" Buffy suggested, she realised it was a little exposed where they were and she had images of some old lady walking her dog and catching them. Then the police would be called and fucking hell if she had to go to the police station with William he would find out about her three years in prison.

Instead, she helped William do his jeans back up. As she rose from the ground, she pulled him up, brushing the blades of grass of their clothes. She knew where they could go that would be free from prying eyes, safe from harm. She was functioning purely on instinct, if she stopped and thought about what she was doing it would be too incomprehensible to deal with.

"Will Strummer be okay if I leave him here?" she asked staring at the dog that was sat on the ground oblivious to what his owner had been up to.

William nodded yes and Buffy carefully tied the led around the base of a small Celtic monument that stood nearby. Both were grateful that guide dogs were so obedient as Buffy guided William into the remains of the castle. She knew this place well having slept there many nights to shelter from the rain and the wind. They walked underneath a decaying archway and further into the building. Most of the roof had long since caved in but Buffy knew of a place that would be perfect for them.

"Do you think I'm taking advantage of you?" she said breaking their comfortable silence as she sat William down on a small wall. She wasn't sure what room this had once been, only that despite being darkened because of the roof and slightly damp, it was beautiful and grand as well.

"Not one bit" he said, unaware of what she was doing until his jeans were undone and fell at his ankles followed by his boxer shorts as Buffy knelt in front of him "Love are you sure, out here?"

"Sheltered, quiet no one cares about this place anymore" Was her quick response. Though she had to admit she didn't really find what she was about to do mutual pleasure she allowed her trusty instinct to guide her.

"You really don't have to do this" he whispered unconvincingly.

“But you want me to" she stated.

William nodded, he couldn't deny that, it would be some kind of sin if he tried to say no it was fine, please don't go down on me because like he thought before he hadn't been with a woman since Drusilla. In such a short time he had began to remember what it was like to feel ignited by someone else.

Buffy descended down onto William's forming erection, as soon as he felt her lips touch the head of his rigid penis William let out a deep growl. He closed his eyes, even though he couldn't see her anyway, he wanted to close his mind from everything and remember her voice. How she spoke in this American-English, slightly Welsh drawl was like an aphrodisiac, stimulating him further as she licked his length fully several times before bringing her hands up towards his inner thighs that and massaged him.

She blew lightly onto his penis before taking him in her mouth. She felt William ease himself in gradually into her hot wet opening and twirled her tongue around him. Still she couldn't believe she was doing this and rested her hands on the wall by his side, hollowing her cheeks out.

//Does this make me a whore, for going down on him after well I guess our first date? I don't think it does, I'm trying to make him happy and he must find it difficult to get any pleasure in his condition. Fuck all these thoughts//

"That's good, yeah" William encouraged her with his words, to let Buffy know how much it meant to him what she was doing as she engulfed him almost completely and began to suck long and deep.

//She is my goddess I swear doing this for me//

His hands grabbed hold of her hair and urged her on "More, mmm more, come on Buffy I love you"

Buffy was pretty sure he was only saying those precious three words because of her actions on his hot, burning, engorged flesh but she continued her activity. Her lips ran down to the tip of his shaft and disconnected her mouth from his skin, leaving a trail of her salvia and juices, until she consumed him again and brought her free hand to her guide him once again into her mouth.

William started to feel dizzy when she did all of this; he arched his back and knew this the heralding his impending orgasm "So good, so fucking good"

He tried to hold his grunting and moaning in, not wishing to gain any attention from curious passersby but this was ecstasy for him and the words spilled from his mouth.

"Baby, honey, love, Jesus Christ' his words became more like groans, he was unable to form anything coherent as he finally climaxed, Buffy swallowing all of him.

She felt him relax slightly but panic her her thoughts, stupid self-doubt collided in her mind with fear and she worried that this was the closest she was ever going to be allowed near William. She needed to make this moment last and grabbed hold of his testicles squeezing them tight to force him to erupt at the back of her throat.

William's world felt like it had collapsed, he didn't remember her stopping but she had because he felt the coolness of where her mouth had been.

"You are amazing" he cooed, though he was aware that he was half naked in front of her, the time to be ashamed by that was long gone, they had just shared in something and he needed it to go further.

"Kinda embarrassed" Buffy said looking away from him as she wiped her mouth.

"Don't be, really don't be" he reassured getting of the wall and sitting by her on the ground. He reached out and moved her nearer to him so he could search for the zip on her jeans.

"William" Buffy said, she stood up from his lap so she could step out of clothes.

//This is like something out of a soft porn movie, having sex outside// she blushed to herself.

"Only if you want to and I know it is a little risky out here but" his voice trailed off as she sat back down and he could feel her skin brush against his.

"I want to but, not to ruin the moment" Her face was now burning why could she just come out with it and say have you got a fucking condom, its not like she was 14 and all embarrassed. Its just that this day had been so completely unreal every time she went to speak she felt as if she would say something wrong and mess it up.

"Look in there" William said reaching for his wallet in his jeans and handing it to her. Yes he hadn't been popular with the opposite sex for a long time but he like the boy scout he never was liked to be prepared. He tried to calm his nerves as he felt Buffy roll it on his quivering penis. This was it, he was about to have sex with someone he hardly knew yet felt like he did.

She shifted so she could impale herself onto him, as William let out a hearty groan. Buffy titled forward and for him to feel her wetness, know she was hot and damp because of him caused him to almost ejaculate prematurely as her muscles clutched around him. He regained control of the situation and instead listened attentively to her thumping heartbeat, to her low soft cries of his name every time he pushed further into her.

//My Buffy, my girl I think, the one I should've found such a long time ago, who I belong with//

His hands wrapped around her waist further, Buffy knew this was some kind of bliss most people never found.

"Are you thinking about me?" William asked forcefully kissing her deeply and reaching up towards her neck. He broke from the kiss and gripped his fingers through her hair craning her neck back, struggling to find her neckline so he could feel her flesh there.

"Yes oh god yes" Buffy screamed closing her eyes, trying to hold her climax in as he suckled away at her skin.

//Why would I think about anyone but him? //

"What about me?" William demanded increasing his vigour inside of her and briefly breaking from his kisses. He still didn't understand why she did any of this for him.

"How much I need you" she began "How oh god your so fucking Jesus" her eyes fluttered open quickly as she stared in amazement at the face buried deep on the nape on her neck.

Words were replaced by untamed moans and William's own grunting as she grinded on him. His body tightened waiting to climax so hard within her if he left it any longer he would die.

William carefully brought his back down onto the ground, not caring about the dust and grit that dug into his back. Buffy fell onto him crying his name out as he thrusted and thrusted into her telling her how hard she makes him, screaming out how much he loved her, loved her flesh and eventually cumming deep within her. He pressed himself against receptive labia helping bring her to a pinnacle with himself, filling the condom with the warmth of the liquor of his satisfaction.

Buffy rested her head on his chest unable to move away from him straight away. She needed to relish the moment.

"I hope that was good enough for you" she mumbled as she reluctantly removed their interlocking bodies and quickly pulled her clothes back on.

"You really have no idea how much I care for you, how much this blew my mind" William praised her, he started to do his jeans up and generally sort himself out waiting for her response.

"I don't know how you feel at all" Buffy said truthfully. She saw he was gesturing for her to come closer again and he took her hands.

William held on tightly and smiled towards her, he needed her to know how he felt but found his shyness surface and cause him to stumble his words "Buffy I need to tell you something, that was wonderful, I really, I mean, I love you I do, I know your beautiful yet I've never seen you before, I know..."

A voice broke the flow of William's words, as its bitterness tainted the couple's paradise.

"Oh look who I've found, Miss Jailbird herself fucking her new boyfriend"

TBC >>>

//Yes another cliffhanger, who the hell was that coming to interrupt Buffy and William's happiness? All with be revealed sometime next week//