Nobody Loves Me

When Angel woke up he had to think where he was for a moment. When he saw William he remembered everything and leaned down to kiss the boy. William didn’t wake up instead he mewled and rubbed his head in the crook of Angels neck. He opened up his eyes and looked up at Angel, then put his head back down and continued to rub it on him.

“Come on Little One wake up” Angel spoke in a sweet voice, as if he were speaking to a baby.

Will wiped his eyes, yawned and made sleepy little noises, looking just like an innocent little boy and the site made Angel smile. Will’s bleached hair was all over and the curls were free of gel making him look adorable.

Angel always hated mornings and having to wake up, but not with William. He thought about how Will made pretty much everything better. Finally Will was fully awake, he smiled at Angel and blew him a kiss.

“I have to pee and brush my teeth, I have another toothbrush if you want to use it.”

“I’ll be right in.”

Angel laid in bed while Will jumped up and ran naked into the bathroom. Angel watched his naked lover and noticed his pert little bottom wiggle as he ran. He slowly got up and walked into the bathroom and watched Will finish brushing his teeth. Will opened up the cabinet above the sink and handed him an extra toothbrush and pointed to the toothpaste.

“I’m going to find clothes for us so we have something to wear later. You want to share a shower or bath?” Will motioned towards the large hot tub that took up a large portion of the bathroom, it could fit about four people in it...

“It’s up to you, I don’t mind either way.”

Will nodded and went back into his bedroom, he looked at his discarded clothes and decided to put them in the clothes hamper later. He figured he could wash them later, before his dad took the laundry.

He found clothes that were big enough for Angel and just grabbed something comfortable for him. He didn’t know what they were doing today, so he thought that was good enough. All of a sudden there was a ringing noise coming from his floor. He dug around for Angel’s pants and threw them on the bed. He took out the cell phone just as Angel walked into the room. Will stared at the naked man as if he were a masterpiece, while clutching Angel’s phone in his hand.

“Can I have my phone?”

Will blushed and handed it to him. He went into the bathroom and started to run a bath, making sure it was just hot enough. He poured some sandalwood scented bath oil into the water and climbed in. Angel came in and watched the younger man play with the water like a child and laughed. Will looked up and held out a hand, signaling Angel to join him. Angel climbed into the large bath and seated himself behind Will.

“Who was on the phone?”

“Doyle.”

William felt jealous for a moment, then he decided not to jump to conclusions .

“Who is he?”

“My best friend, I’ve known him for a long time now.”

“You know I realized something.”

“What is that my Little One?”

“Well you know like everything about me and I know nothing about you. Well besides your age, your job, your sister and the size of your dick.”

Angel laughed as he rubbed shampoo into Will’s soft hair, He massaged the boys scalp and neck while he spoke.

“Well, My real name is Liam and I have two sisters Kathy and Cordelia. My father, my mother and Kathy passed away when I was eighteen in a car accident. I was born in Galway Ireland and I was sort of a drunk. My father was pretty disappointed in me, not that I did anything to impress him. One night I ran away got piss drunk and met a lovely woman named Darla. She was what you would consider a prostitute, but I fell in love with her the first time I met her. Back then I slept with every pretty lass that I saw.”

William huffed and interrupted. “I don’t know if I want to hear this any more?”

“Do I sense a bit of jealousy?”

“No. . .Yes, fine I’m jealous, but only because I want you all to myself.”

“You have me pretty one, now do you want to know this or not?”

“Yes, I’m sorry I’ll behave.

“You better or I might just have to spank you.”

Angel said it as a joke, but Will didn’t see it as humorous. Instead he gasped and felt himself growing aroused at the idea of him being over Angel’s knee while the other man spanked him. The image in his head wouldn’t leave and his erection slowly got harder and more prominent.

“Oh.”

“Hmmm, perhaps you would like me to spank you?”

“Y- yes, I think I would. Not now though I want to hear about you, but when I‘m a bad little boy you can”

“Alright where was I? Ah yes Darla, well she was somewhat violent always trying to be the dominant one of the relationship. We got in a little spat one night and I left, while I was out I met a young puritan named Penn. He was innocent, much like you, and I took his virginity and then went back to Darla in the morning. He found out where I lived and came to me and Darla was oddly welcoming. Well, the real reason she didn’t mind was because she wanted two men in her bed. I didn’t mind because Penn was very sexy and I got to choose him.”

“What did he look like?”

“Ah very attractive, grayish blue eyes that always seemed sad, strong facial features. He had a lovely mouth and a very nice body. He was very good looking, but not nearly as pretty as you.”

William had been growing angry the whole time Angel described him, until the end when Angel reassured him. All of a sudden he was being pushed under the water, but then Angel was massaging his scalp. After he was shampoo free Angel picked up the conditioner and poured it in Will’s hair. He continued to rub Will’s head and play with the silky strands.

“Ok so you had like a threesome relationship?”

“Yes, until Darla went back to her so called pimp, he called himself the Master. When she came back she was more evil than ever, god she was a bitch. She started making Penn do all sorts of bad things. He went crazy and wound up killing his parents, then some other people. I had to turn him in, so I went to Kate, she was a detective. She went to arrest him, but he resisted and she had to kill him. Darla died shortly after going back to the Master. I had a breakdown and well moved to L.A. to try and get my life sorted. I became a therapist after realizing I can help other people and here I am.”

“Wow, so that’s your life?”

“Summarized, but yes.”

Angel rinsed Will’s hair again, then they just sat in the tub until the water got cold. They climbed out and dried off. They didn’t bother getting dressed, Will just put on his pajama pants and gave Angel a pair of shorts.

“Want to go downstairs and watch T.V.?”

“Sure baby.”

They sat down and picked out a scary movie “I know What you Did Last Summer.” They thought the blonde girl was pretty. Once the movie started they settled down and relaxed, until they heard a car drive up. William peeked out the window and nearly screamed. It was his father. Thank god Angel didn’t park in the driveway.

“Angel, oh god! My dad is home, we can’t be here like this!”

Angel immediately got up and started going up the stairs, they heard the key in the lock and sped up into Will’s room.

“William?”

Will didn’t answer, he heard his father climbing the stairs and dropped the clothes he was about to put on and grabbed Angel’s keys and his cell phone. Angel threw his own clothes back down and opened up the window.

“Come on Will, we can go out the window.”

They climbed out the window onto the tree on the side of the house. William always had used it to sneak out in the past. William’s heart was racing as they ran to Angel’s car. Angel unlocked it and jumped in and opened Will’s door for him. Once they pulled away and drove down the block they relaxed and noticed the clothing they were wearing. Angel was in the shorts Will had given him and Will was now only in a pair of boxers, that he had managed to change into. William began to giggle which triggered Angel and before they knew it they were laughing so hard, they had tears in their eyes.

“I can’t believe my father almost caught us and now were sitting in your car down the block in our underwear.”

“Yeah, but that was really close. You want to go to my house? I still have some of your clothes there.”

“Yes, that would be great.”

Angel drove back to his house while William flipped through the radio searching for rock and puck music. Normally Angel would say something about touching his car radio and the music of choice, but William was different.

Once they got to Angel’s it was interesting trying to get in without being noticed by the neighbors. Angel felt like a little kid playing mission impossible and William was just having a good time. Once they got inside Cordelia, who was getting ready to leave, laughed at them and cracked a few jokes.

“So why are you guys in your underwear?”

“Because we had to leave Will’s house really fast.”

“Angel I’m assuming you are going to be in a good mood today considering you got some sex, no going evil on me now.”

“Shut up Cordy.”

“See that’s what I mean! It’s called a sense of humor brood boy I suggest you get one.”

William was still blushing at Cordelia’s sex comment, but still laughed at that. Angel made a face and went into the kitchen.

“You hungry Will?”

“Um, yeah what are you making?”

“Pancakes & maybe bacon if we have it.”

“Cool.”

Cordelia kissed Angel on the cheek and said bye to him then did the same to Will, which not only shocked him, but put a smile on his face. Will was really happy for once, and he knew why. Rupert had been right, therapy would help. The thought made him laugh, and Angel looked at him.

“Are you laughing at my apron?”

“Actually I didn’t even notice, but now that you mention it.”

William looked at Angel standing in shorts and a “Kiss Me I’m Irish” apron on. He looked ridiculous and at the same time sexy. William couldn’t resist. He moved towards him and gave him a soft kiss on the lips. It was hesitant at first, but soon became passionate and lust filled. Angel bit William’s bottom lip and looked at Will’s face as he pulled away. He quickly started cooking again before he wound up having his way with the younger man in the middle of the kitchen, while the food burned.

“So how many pancakes you want?”

“Two.”

Angel finished cooking and put the food in dishes. He turned around and looked at William who was sitting on the table with his legs spread wide, looking like a wanton little slut. Angel felt himself growing hard at the beautiful and sexy sight in front of him.

“Why don’t we have breakfast in bed? Grab the syrup.”

William nodded and took the warm syrup from out of the microwave and followed Angel into his bedroom. Angel was sitting on the bed waiting for him with their breakfast. So Will sat down and poured the syrup over his food and gave it to Angel, who did the same. Angel finished first and watched as William licked his fingers clean. He couldn’t control himself any longer, he grabbed William’s hand and licked the rest of the syrup off of the sticky digits.

“Oh that feels good.”

“Mmm, tastes good too.”

“Not as much as this.”

Will kissed Angel and explored his mouth. The kiss was sweet , sexy and made them both impossibly hard. They stripped each other, managing not to stop kissing. Angel laid William down on his back and picked up the syrup. He poured it onto Will’s chest and all over his hardened nipples and watched as it traveled down his belly and into his belly button. William moaned and tried to hold as still as possible, it got more difficult when Angel started licking up the syrup with his tongue. He kissed each of Will’s pink nubs and swirled his tongue around them.

“So pretty baby, you make me so hard.”

“Oh Angel please, it feels so good.”

Angel lifted Will’s legs and placed them over his shoulders, he dipped his finger into Will’s syrup filled belly button and placed it at his sphincter. He pushed the sticky digit into William’s tight channel and licked up more of the stickiness from William’s stomach. He added another and prepared his boy, making sure William was whimpering and moaning. When he was thoroughly stretched he coated his shaft with the makeshift lube and slid in.

“Oh god, tight, hot, baby so sexy.”

Angel began moving right away, thrusting in and out of his beautiful lover. He looked down at the puffy, kissed lips, dazed blue eyes and the face of an angel. He moved in and out making Will cry out each time his prostate was hit.

“Uuhh, oh Angel y- you, so big. Oh god yes harder, please. Harder!”

Angel complied and began moving faster, making sure he hit his boys sweet spot every time. He was panting and groaning, but all that mattered was Will’s little moans and cries.

“Oh yes, Will baby Yes!”

“Oh, Oh, Oh Angel, Liam Oh GOD!!!”

The cry of his real name caused Angel to explode with a loud cry into William’s tiny hole. Will arched off the bed cumming all over himself and Angel, crying Angel’s name over and over again.

They laid side by side snuggled close and holding one another as they came down from their orgasmic high. They breathed heavily and kissed softly as they calmed down.

“Your all sticky Little One.”

“That’s your fault.”

“I don’t think you mind too much, now do you baby?.”

“Not a bit, but I need a shower now.”

Angel nodded and helped William up and into the bathroom. William felt like his legs were made out of jell-o. Angel started the shower and got in while holding Will up, making sure he wouldn‘t fall. They washed off the stickiness and kissed while they showered. Once they got out and dried off they went back into the bedroom and Angel grabbed the plates and threw them in the sink. William took the sheets off the bed and put them on the floor next to the hamper.

“Thank you baby, I’ll be right back. I’m just going to put these in the wash and get some new ones.”

“Alright.”

Angel left with the sticky sheets and William started picking up their discarded clothing. For some reason he had the urge to please Angel. When Angel came back he helped him put on the clean blankets and they laid down.

“We should do something today baby.”

“Like what?”

“I don’t know pretty one do you have any ideas?”

“No, I’m happy just sitting here with you.”

“Well maybe we can go to the mall.”

“The mall? I hate malls, wait why would we go to the mall?”

“So I can shower my boyfriend with gifts.”

“Sounds like a lucky guy.”

“I’m the one who is lucky.”

Just as they were about to kiss, Will’s phone rang. He hopped up and looked around on the floor for it. Angel was laughing on the bed and watching Will.

“What?”

“You don’t bother to grab clothes, but you get your phone?”

“Yes, Aha! Found the little bugger. Hello?”

Angel got up to go to the bathroom, not wanting to intrude on Will’s phone call.

“William, hello it’s me.”

“Hello, father. What’s wrong?”

“Well I was just wondering who was at the house with you last night?”

William’s heart stopped and then began to race. How did he know? Had he seen them? What was he going to tell his father?

“Um, nobody just me.”

“Honestly William, you are a horrible liar and I demand to know who was in the house!”

“Just a friend.”

“That explains the two bowls in the sink, but you are still lying William.”

“Just a guy, how did you find out besides the bowls?”

“Who’s clothes are all around your room William?”

William was horrified. He had been so foolish. What was he going to say now?

“Why were you in my room?! It‘s not your room so why were you even in there?”

“Because I heard noises this morning and I came upstairs to look for you and I only found clothes somebody’s wallet and a cell phone. Now do you want me to open the wallet and find out or are you going to tell me.”

William was petrified now, his breath hitched and tears welled in his eyes. Why was he so stupid?!

“Please don’t. I’m sorry just please don’t look.”

“You leave me no choice William.”

There were a few ruffling noises a gasp, a whispered name and then the phone clattering to the floor. There were curses and a Bloody hell or two, but the last thing William heard was ‘Angel.’


Authors note: Here I’m evil I know! I got the suggestion from one of my readers (firey vixxen) I know you wanted it a little different, but I did it this way. Thank you every one for the reviews I love them! If I get more I shall update again sooner! ::Hint Hint:: I hope you like the story so far!

Jess/ Jess_Lair- Hey, this chapter is for you, since you sort of inspired me to write this and helped me out with my other story. I really appreciate it and I can’t wait to read your updates! Ficday is Fun!

Melissa- Hey shit head, thanks for being my Beta. I enjoyed the update on your story! It was soo sad I couldn’t stop laughing.