Buffys Little Secret

CHAPTER 7 - LIAR

I was laying down on my bed, looking at the little designs on my ceiling and thinking.

Yes, contrary to popular belief I do think once and awhile.

My thoughts didn’t get too far however. I left AIM on in case Buffy wanted to talk, and she did.

Bring!

[ch0sen 0ne: Hey…

ch0sen tw0: Hey B.

ch0sen 0ne: Look, I'm sorry for you know, trying to kiss you and all….

ch0sen tw0: Its okay.

ch0sen 0ne: No, its really not. I tried using your hungry and horny theory against you. That was manipulative.

ch0sen tw0: Really B, its okay.

ch0sen 0ne: Alright… I just, I really wanna kiss you, Faith.

ch0sen tw0: I really wanna kiss you too but I just cant.

ch0sen 0ne: I know.

ch0sen tw0: You have Riley anyway, you can kiss him.]

I can't believe I just suggested that.

[ch0sen 0ne: I don’t want him right now, I want you. God I'm so confused.

ch0sen tw0: Just do what feels right.

ch0sen 0ne: They just both feel so GOOD. Why can't you be my girlfriend and him my boyfriend? Your two different sexes, so how's it cheating?

ch0sen tw0: It just is. You'd be leading both of us on.

ch0sen 0ne: Its not fair.

ch0sen tw0: I know.]

There was a pause and I shifted my position on my bed. I really should get a desk or something for my laptop, you know, like those professionals do. 'Faith: Professional Demon Hunter.' I could start a business.

[ch0sen 0ne: You know, you made me really horny yesterday.]

Whaa? I did?? How?

[ch0sen 0ne: Remember when you dressed in front of me? You have nice breasts, Faith.]

Ha, oh yeah. Forgot about that. Go the fuck me.

[ch0sen tw0: Thanks.

ch0sen tw0: I could see the desire in your eyes.

ch0sen 0ne: I wish you took me right there.]

Shit, getting wet. When'd B get to be such a horn dog?

[ch0sen tw0: You know I would've.

ch0sen 0ne: Don’t you wish there was nothing standing in your way?

ch0sen tw0: More than fucking anything…

ch0sen 0ne: I could call Riley right now and break it off with him. Maybe come over?]

Holy shit. Really??

You know, if I stopped and thought about it though, I would've noticed that didn’t make sense. First B wants him AND me, and is getting all confused over it, and then she suddenly wants to drop him?

But I wasn’t thinking with my brain at the moment.

[ch0sen tw0: You serious?

ch0sen 0ne: Yes.

ch0sen tw0: Then what the hell are you waiting for?]

Get your hot ass over here so I can ravage you.

[ch0sen 0ne: I'll be there in an hour.

ch0sen 0ne signed off at 7:21:04]

Oh my God, I think I'm gonna die of happiness.

…..


Shut up.

I'm NOT whipped.

*******

There was a knock on my door an hour later and I jumped off my bed and rushed to meet her.

I opened the door and the minute I did she was on me.

She jumped on me, wrapping her muscular legs around my waist and her hand found my cheek and she crushed her lips to mine, plunging her tongue in my mouth.

I pulled her off me slowly and set her down.

"Chill B, I'll be here as long as you want, no need to rush."

She was breathless, "I like kissing you, I've decided that. And I wanna do it again."

I laughed a little and she pouted, "Please?"

"Did you cut the beef stick loose?"

She nodded vigorously and I could tell something was wrong, but I ignored it.

I took her hand, "Come here," and led her to the bed.

We sat on the soft, silky, red sheets and she pushed me down lightly as she climbed on top of my body. She straddled my waist, her body pressing in all the right places and she leaned down sexily, her breasts practically popping out of her shirt, giving me a nice long look before kissing me again. I wrapped my arms around her waist and started tracing light circles on the small of her back, feeling goosebumps form on her delicate flesh. She shivered slightly and pressed into me, kissing me a little harder.

She tasted like cherries and I couldn’t get enough of it. I devoured her mouth with my own, making sure to explore every part of it with my probing tongue. My arms slid forward and started caressing her tight stomach and she moaned softly and shifted so her jean covered pussy was on top of mine and she started rocking into me, making a slow and steady motion.

I rocked with her as I took her bottom lip between my teeth and pulled on it slightly, watching it snap back into place and a sexy smile form on her lips and they descended to my neck. She licked a trail to me ear and took my lobe into her mouth, sucking gently. It's always been a sensitive spot for me and I moaned, tangling my hands in her silky blonde locks.

Her hand made its slow climb, up my stomach and past my rib cage to my breast. But when she touched me I snapped out of it. I gently pulled her away and said, "No."

"No?" She was all breathless and sexy, her hair tousled into her face. "Why not?"

"We're going too fast. I don’t JUST wanna have sex with you, B. And I wanna do the relationship thing, so can we slow down? Do you want this too?"

She nodded, "Yeah, I want a relationship with you too. Just… no talking right now. Kissage time."

We made out for hours. Surprisingly I kept my cool too. Whenever we ended up going to a place I knew would be taking it too far I stopped and we calmed ourselves down. As teasing as it was, I loved every minute of it. Just kissing Buffy makes me feel… all warm and fuzzy inside.

You tell anyone I said that and I'll kill you.

After we laid down on my bed and watched some old movie. My arms were around her and her head was in the crook of my neck, her light breathing tickling my skin. It slowed after awhile and I knew she was asleep. I just looked at her and stroked her hair, everything was perfect.

Which in my life, means it'll all turn to shit soon.

*******

The next day we were back in the Magic box, sitting around the table. Well, I was sitting back in a chair, my legs up on the table and Anya was giving me dirty looks so I flipped her off.

"Uh, Buffy? You okay?" Willow asked.

Buffy was all glowy, she looked really happy and I guess Red noticed. I knew I was good, but I didn’t know I could make someone glow just from kissing.

That boosted my ego a bit.

Then a look of pure panic crossed her face.

"B?"

"Uh… Faith can you go into the training room? I'll be on there in a sec."

"Are you okay?"

She didn’t look very well.

"I'm fine, just go. Now."

Whatever.

I take my feet off the table which caused Anya to sigh in relief and I stood up just as I heard the chime on the door sound. I turned around.

Riley.

Why would he come here? B broke up with him.

"Hey baby," he said to Buffy.

Excuse me? BABY??

My eyebrow raised at Buffy and she looked like she was gonna be sick.

"Uh… hey Riley." She looked at him nervously.

He came over and put his arms around MY girl and he kissed her. On the lips! AND SHE DIDN’T STOP HIM!

Then it hit me.

She fucked with me.

"You fucking LIAR!" I screamed at her, pushing the table over and breaking it in the fit of rage, making Willow and Xander run to safety and making Anya look like she was gonna pass out because she knew she was gonna have to replace it.

Buffy jumped a little. Good, you SHOULD be scared you fucking little bitch!

She looked at me in sympathy, "I'm sorry Faith, but can we talk about this later?" She looked at Riley and then back at me, pleading with me with her eyes.

Oh no, I'm gonna make sure you lose him AND me.

"No! I think now would be a *great* time to talk about how you FUCKED WITH ME!" I growled at her and she really did look like she was gonna throw up. "I told you I didn’t want to kiss you until AFTER you broke up with him, and you said you understood. YOU SAID IT! Fuck Buffy, I thought you were different! I didn’t think you'd play with me like this!"

"Buffy what is she talking about?" Riley asked as he let go of her and backed away a little.

"Faith I--"

"No! Don’t talk to me! So what, you were gonna go out with me AND him, play with us a little till you decide which one you like better and then cut one of us loose? What are we? Sample dishes for you?? Well guess what! THIS ISNT A FUCKING RESTERAUNT, THIS IS LIFE!!"

Tears were welling up in her eyes and it almost made me stop, but I was way beyond pissed to care about how she felt right now.

"You've been cheating on me?!" Riley yelled at Buffy.

"No Riley, I swear…"

"Buffy you are the biggest fucking liar I've ever met! Good thing you did this, I wouldn’t want you lying to ME like you do to him!" I turned to Riley, "Last night, she came over to my apartment and told me she broke up with you, and that she wanted me. So we made out, she wanted further but I didn’t take it to that level because…" I look at Buffy again. " I KNEW something was wrong." Then I mumbled, "God, and some people call *me* the slut."

"I'm not perfect! Jesus Christ Faith, this is all your fault anyway!" Buffy yelled, finally snapping.

"How do you fucking figure?!"

"You’re the one who took me out on a god damn date! If you didn’t do that then I wouldn’t have admitted my feelings for you!"

I got closer to her, pointing my finger in my face, "I took you out on a date because I really liked you, and I wanted to show you a good time. I thought you were someone special, that you wouldn’t screw me over like the rest of them. Just fucking goes to show me that I really CANT trust anyone. Thanks a-fucking-lot Buffy Summers."

The beef stick was still stuck on one part though, "You cheated on me, with… with a girl?!"

Buffy turned around to face him, "Yes, I did. I liked you both, and I wanted both. Obviously, it didn’t work out."

He just shook his head, "I never thought you’d be the type of girl to cheat on their boyfriend. I was obviously VERY wrong." He sighed, "Good-bye Buffy." He turned and walked out of the store.

"Wait, Riley! Don’t go ple---" But he was gone. She whipped around to face me, "Now look what you did!"

"What *I* did? Excuse me Ms Thang but I'm not the one who's been leading two people on. Your just mad cause we both found out." I sighed, I was getting tired of this. "Look Buffy, you really need to get your shit straight and until you do, don’t talk to me." I walked away barely whispering, "I never though *you* would hurt me…"

But I'm always wrong.

TBC….