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So Many Tears
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-Buffy the Vampire Slayer › FemmeSlash - Female/Female › Buffy/Faith
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
12
Views:
3,355
Reviews:
6
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
2
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7
Title: So many tears 7
Rating: NC-17
Author: justchicky2Bme
Pairing: B/F it’s not possible for me to write any other.
Summary: Buffy and Faith are together, but with love comes pain. I don’t know where the story is set just put it somewhere in there.
Endorse: The show and characters belong to J.W. and M.E. The story however is mine, so if you would like to archive please let me know, my name must be attached.
Feedback: I love feedback, pretty much anything except for really mean stuff.
Notes: Once again it’s 1am, what a surprise. This one seems a bit boring to me, but still hope you like. And thank you to everyone who has given me feedback. Enjoy ya’ll.
Buffy pulled back the blanket and tried to shield her eyes from the bright sun the streamed in through her window. She smacked her lips a couple of times. Her mouth was dry, and there was a nasty taste sitting on her tongue, she was sure her breath didn’t smell too great either. She threw the blanket off of her and stumbled to the bathroom, she felt like she hadn’t been to the bathroom in days. After taking care of that she stood in front of the mirror. The person she saw in front of her looked absolutely horrible. Her hair was sticking up in odd places, there were bags under her eyes, and her eyes themselves were red. Buffy groaned at herself and set about fixing what she could. After a shower, a thorough teeth brushing, and a change of clothes, not to mention some serious makeup, she looked halfway decent. Now all she had to do was face her friends. Buffy couldn’t really remember anything about last night, and she was sure that was a bad sign. She made her way slowly down the stairs and into the kitchen.
‘Hey.’ She said in her best imitation of a happy voice. Willow looked up from the book she was reading and Kennedy stopped shoveling cereal in her mouth mid flight, the spoon was halfway to her mouth.
‘Hey Buffy want some juice.’ Willow said all happy. Kennedy continued with the shoveling.
‘Sure.’ Buffy looked at her friend a little confused and a little unsure. Maybe the other night wasn’t as bad as she thought.
‘Oh and I called you in sick today.’ The redhead said placing a glass in front of her. Buffy had completely forgotten about work.
‘Thanks Will, I kinda overslept today.’ Buffy looked at the glass of orange juice and groaned a little to herself. Willow placed two Tylenol down next to the glass then sat back down to her book.
‘So you have fun last night?’ Her friend asked, tilting her head as she looked at Buffy.
‘Yeah Will I did. Drank a little too much though.’
‘A little?’ Kennedy said under her breath before shoveling in another spoon. Buffy glanced at her before looking back at her friend.
‘I’m sorry Willow I must have gotten a little carried away last night.’
‘That’s ok Buffy, I mean who hasn’t gotten a little drunk before.’
‘Yeah exactly.’ Buffy agreed.
‘I mean why don’t we go out tonight and all get drunk.’ The blond looked at her in shock. ‘Kennedy you want to get drunk with me and Buffy tonight?’ The brunette looked up.
‘Sure why not, but what about Dawn?’
‘Oh we can’t forget about Dawn. She could come and get drunk with us too.’ Willow smiled. ‘Lets get the whole gang together and lets all get drunk.’ She looked at Buffy who sat confused. ‘So what do you say Buffy?’ The blond sat in silence for a moment regarding her friend’s comments.
‘It’s not like I get drunk every night.’ She said after a moment. Willow looked at her. ‘I’m sorry, it won’t happen again. It was just one night.’ Buffy said emphatically.
‘Drinking doesn’t make your problems go away.’ Willow said softly.
‘I don’t know what you’re talking about.’
‘Buffy you know you can talk to me about anything, we’ve been friends for as long as I can remember.’
‘I know.’
‘Buffy?’ Willow looked at her, hoping to get the response she was looking for.
‘Thanks for the juice Will, I think I’m going to go downstairs and do a little training, I’ll meet you guys at the magic shop later.’ The two girls watched Buffy retreat downstairs.
‘She’s lying.’ Willow said after a moment.
‘About what?’
‘She’s not going to stop drinking.’
‘How do you know?’
‘She’s been my friend for a long time, we’ve been through a lot together. Trust me I know.’
‘What are we going to do about it?’
‘I think I have an idea.’
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Buffy stuffed her hands into her jacket pockets and roamed the cemeteries. When she had gone to the magic shop earlier in the day, everyone acted a little differently around her, all except for Anya of course. She had made a few comments of Buffy’s little night of drunkenness. She had tried to ignore their odd behavior, she knew of course they were all just concerned for her, but she wanted to be left alone for a little. Kennedy had asked if she could go patrolling with her, but Buffy had insisted on going alone. She needed to gather herself, she could feel her grasp on sanity slipping away from her fingers. Buffy had made it through so many things and had come out of it in the end. But all of this was tearing her apart, ever since the demon nearly killed her she had been on the edge ready to fall off. Faith would have been the one to pull her up, keep her off the edge, but instead she had been the cause of the blonds teetering, ready to fall. Faith had come along and made her feel whole when she didn’t even know something was missing. Now she could feel that emptiness inside. She just wanted to feel whole again, she wanted the pain to go away.
Buffy killed a few vampires but didn’t want to go back home. She would be confronted by looks that contained a mixture of pity, concern and disdain. She was craving a drink. Buffy headed off away from the cemeteries. She could remember the whole reason she had gotten drunk last night, and the reason for her wanting to drink right now. Faith was haunting her, well not exactly in the dead I’m a ghost boo, kind of thing. But she could feel her all of the time, every where she went Faith was there too, she was haunting her, or maybe stalking would be a better term. The brunette was not one to sit in the shadows, she was usually the want take have type. But Faith never really just took her and had her, well maybe a couple of times, but it’s been awhile. Right now she could feel her presence climbing up her spine, making her body tingle. Buffy growled in frustration. She took off in a little run and stepped into a dark alleyway. Tuning her slayer senses in she could hear the approaching soft footsteps, and reached out grabbing Faith’s arm as she approached.
‘What the….’ Faith stared at Buffy, her face just centimeters away. She gulped as Buffy’s hands grabbed her belt loops and pulled her even closer. The blond breathed in Faith’s scent and she wanted the girl badly. They stood there staring at each other for what seemed like an eternity. Buffy ran a hand up under Faith’srt. rt. ‘Wait I…….’ Faith breathed out. Buffy reached up with her other hand and grabbed the girl behind her neck and pulled her down. Their lips crushed together till Faith gave in and their tongues met. The brunette pushed her body against Buffy’s and pushed her thigh against the older girl causing her to moan in Faith’s mouth. The brunette moved her hands up across Buffy’s breast, her thumbs rubbing her hardened nipples through the thin material. Buffy arched into Faith, her hands traveling down the girls’ body till they reached her butt. She grabbed the dark slayer pulling Faith harder against her. The brunettes lips left hers and traveled along her jaw line and down her neck. She licked and sucked her way to Buffy’s pulse point and began to suck, her fingers caressing the blondes nipples. Buffy’s head arched back as she groaned, and she squeezed Faith’s butt, pushing herself into the girl. She wanted more from this girl. Her hands moved to the front of Faith’s leather pants and seganegan to undo them. But as soon as she started to do that the brunette pulled away from her.
‘Fuck, we can’t do this.’ Faith ran a hand through her hair, her eyes searching the ground.
‘Why?’
‘Because you’re not ready.’ Faith looked up at her.
‘Who are you to say if I’m ready or not?’ Buffy looked at her angrily.
‘Are you ready to forgive me?’
‘I………….. don’t know.’ Buffy said quietly. Faith stepped back up to her.
‘I want you so bad right now, but not if you’re not ready.’ She leaned down and kissed Buffy’s lips softly.
‘But I need you, isn’t that enough. I love you.’ Faith looked at her, pain shown in her eyes.
‘I’m sorry.’ She whispered before turning and leaving.
‘Fuck!’ Buffy yelled kicking a can on the ground. Tears fell from her eyes and she paced back and forth a few seconds before leaving as well. She needed a drink, and she was going to find one.
TBC
Rating: NC-17
Author: justchicky2Bme
Pairing: B/F it’s not possible for me to write any other.
Summary: Buffy and Faith are together, but with love comes pain. I don’t know where the story is set just put it somewhere in there.
Endorse: The show and characters belong to J.W. and M.E. The story however is mine, so if you would like to archive please let me know, my name must be attached.
Feedback: I love feedback, pretty much anything except for really mean stuff.
Notes: Once again it’s 1am, what a surprise. This one seems a bit boring to me, but still hope you like. And thank you to everyone who has given me feedback. Enjoy ya’ll.
Buffy pulled back the blanket and tried to shield her eyes from the bright sun the streamed in through her window. She smacked her lips a couple of times. Her mouth was dry, and there was a nasty taste sitting on her tongue, she was sure her breath didn’t smell too great either. She threw the blanket off of her and stumbled to the bathroom, she felt like she hadn’t been to the bathroom in days. After taking care of that she stood in front of the mirror. The person she saw in front of her looked absolutely horrible. Her hair was sticking up in odd places, there were bags under her eyes, and her eyes themselves were red. Buffy groaned at herself and set about fixing what she could. After a shower, a thorough teeth brushing, and a change of clothes, not to mention some serious makeup, she looked halfway decent. Now all she had to do was face her friends. Buffy couldn’t really remember anything about last night, and she was sure that was a bad sign. She made her way slowly down the stairs and into the kitchen.
‘Hey.’ She said in her best imitation of a happy voice. Willow looked up from the book she was reading and Kennedy stopped shoveling cereal in her mouth mid flight, the spoon was halfway to her mouth.
‘Hey Buffy want some juice.’ Willow said all happy. Kennedy continued with the shoveling.
‘Sure.’ Buffy looked at her friend a little confused and a little unsure. Maybe the other night wasn’t as bad as she thought.
‘Oh and I called you in sick today.’ The redhead said placing a glass in front of her. Buffy had completely forgotten about work.
‘Thanks Will, I kinda overslept today.’ Buffy looked at the glass of orange juice and groaned a little to herself. Willow placed two Tylenol down next to the glass then sat back down to her book.
‘So you have fun last night?’ Her friend asked, tilting her head as she looked at Buffy.
‘Yeah Will I did. Drank a little too much though.’
‘A little?’ Kennedy said under her breath before shoveling in another spoon. Buffy glanced at her before looking back at her friend.
‘I’m sorry Willow I must have gotten a little carried away last night.’
‘That’s ok Buffy, I mean who hasn’t gotten a little drunk before.’
‘Yeah exactly.’ Buffy agreed.
‘I mean why don’t we go out tonight and all get drunk.’ The blond looked at her in shock. ‘Kennedy you want to get drunk with me and Buffy tonight?’ The brunette looked up.
‘Sure why not, but what about Dawn?’
‘Oh we can’t forget about Dawn. She could come and get drunk with us too.’ Willow smiled. ‘Lets get the whole gang together and lets all get drunk.’ She looked at Buffy who sat confused. ‘So what do you say Buffy?’ The blond sat in silence for a moment regarding her friend’s comments.
‘It’s not like I get drunk every night.’ She said after a moment. Willow looked at her. ‘I’m sorry, it won’t happen again. It was just one night.’ Buffy said emphatically.
‘Drinking doesn’t make your problems go away.’ Willow said softly.
‘I don’t know what you’re talking about.’
‘Buffy you know you can talk to me about anything, we’ve been friends for as long as I can remember.’
‘I know.’
‘Buffy?’ Willow looked at her, hoping to get the response she was looking for.
‘Thanks for the juice Will, I think I’m going to go downstairs and do a little training, I’ll meet you guys at the magic shop later.’ The two girls watched Buffy retreat downstairs.
‘She’s lying.’ Willow said after a moment.
‘About what?’
‘She’s not going to stop drinking.’
‘How do you know?’
‘She’s been my friend for a long time, we’ve been through a lot together. Trust me I know.’
‘What are we going to do about it?’
‘I think I have an idea.’
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Buffy stuffed her hands into her jacket pockets and roamed the cemeteries. When she had gone to the magic shop earlier in the day, everyone acted a little differently around her, all except for Anya of course. She had made a few comments of Buffy’s little night of drunkenness. She had tried to ignore their odd behavior, she knew of course they were all just concerned for her, but she wanted to be left alone for a little. Kennedy had asked if she could go patrolling with her, but Buffy had insisted on going alone. She needed to gather herself, she could feel her grasp on sanity slipping away from her fingers. Buffy had made it through so many things and had come out of it in the end. But all of this was tearing her apart, ever since the demon nearly killed her she had been on the edge ready to fall off. Faith would have been the one to pull her up, keep her off the edge, but instead she had been the cause of the blonds teetering, ready to fall. Faith had come along and made her feel whole when she didn’t even know something was missing. Now she could feel that emptiness inside. She just wanted to feel whole again, she wanted the pain to go away.
Buffy killed a few vampires but didn’t want to go back home. She would be confronted by looks that contained a mixture of pity, concern and disdain. She was craving a drink. Buffy headed off away from the cemeteries. She could remember the whole reason she had gotten drunk last night, and the reason for her wanting to drink right now. Faith was haunting her, well not exactly in the dead I’m a ghost boo, kind of thing. But she could feel her all of the time, every where she went Faith was there too, she was haunting her, or maybe stalking would be a better term. The brunette was not one to sit in the shadows, she was usually the want take have type. But Faith never really just took her and had her, well maybe a couple of times, but it’s been awhile. Right now she could feel her presence climbing up her spine, making her body tingle. Buffy growled in frustration. She took off in a little run and stepped into a dark alleyway. Tuning her slayer senses in she could hear the approaching soft footsteps, and reached out grabbing Faith’s arm as she approached.
‘What the….’ Faith stared at Buffy, her face just centimeters away. She gulped as Buffy’s hands grabbed her belt loops and pulled her even closer. The blond breathed in Faith’s scent and she wanted the girl badly. They stood there staring at each other for what seemed like an eternity. Buffy ran a hand up under Faith’srt. rt. ‘Wait I…….’ Faith breathed out. Buffy reached up with her other hand and grabbed the girl behind her neck and pulled her down. Their lips crushed together till Faith gave in and their tongues met. The brunette pushed her body against Buffy’s and pushed her thigh against the older girl causing her to moan in Faith’s mouth. The brunette moved her hands up across Buffy’s breast, her thumbs rubbing her hardened nipples through the thin material. Buffy arched into Faith, her hands traveling down the girls’ body till they reached her butt. She grabbed the dark slayer pulling Faith harder against her. The brunettes lips left hers and traveled along her jaw line and down her neck. She licked and sucked her way to Buffy’s pulse point and began to suck, her fingers caressing the blondes nipples. Buffy’s head arched back as she groaned, and she squeezed Faith’s butt, pushing herself into the girl. She wanted more from this girl. Her hands moved to the front of Faith’s leather pants and seganegan to undo them. But as soon as she started to do that the brunette pulled away from her.
‘Fuck, we can’t do this.’ Faith ran a hand through her hair, her eyes searching the ground.
‘Why?’
‘Because you’re not ready.’ Faith looked up at her.
‘Who are you to say if I’m ready or not?’ Buffy looked at her angrily.
‘Are you ready to forgive me?’
‘I………….. don’t know.’ Buffy said quietly. Faith stepped back up to her.
‘I want you so bad right now, but not if you’re not ready.’ She leaned down and kissed Buffy’s lips softly.
‘But I need you, isn’t that enough. I love you.’ Faith looked at her, pain shown in her eyes.
‘I’m sorry.’ She whispered before turning and leaving.
‘Fuck!’ Buffy yelled kicking a can on the ground. Tears fell from her eyes and she paced back and forth a few seconds before leaving as well. She needed a drink, and she was going to find one.
TBC