I'm Sorry William

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I’m sorry William_7

“What kind of surprise?”

“If I told you it wouldn’t be a surprise now would it?”

“Buffy and surprises are un-mixy things…”

“Well you’d better get used to it Luv, I plan to spoil and surprise you every day of your life.”

“Spoiling is good…”

“Yes…now…be a good li kit kitten and I’ll be right back.”

She nodded and smiled. As soon as he left the room she started removing her clothing…
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“What? I can’t believe she got involved with another vampire. Especially Spike. That’ll end well.”

“Come on Xander. He makes her happy. She’s in love with him.”

“When is she going to learn? He’s an evil soulless demon.”

“So was your fiancé. For over a thousand years. Give it a rest. I don’t really care what you think, he’s good for her and if you think for one second that you are going to say anything to hurt her you better think again Alexander Harris. Buffy is finally happy. Don’t mess that up for her ok?”

“Do I get to say I told you so?”

“No. You don’t. Spike isn’t like that anymore…and you know it Xander…cut the crap already. You know just as well as I do that he has changed.”

“He doesn’t have a soul.”

“He doesn’t need one, he loves her. He loves her so much that he changed EVERYTHING in him to be a better man, to be a man that she could love. Xander, he stayed after she died…he didn’t have to…he did because he is in love with her…and he wanted to be there for Dawn…that doesn’t sound to me like someone just waiting for an opportunity to turn on he hhe had no idea we were gonna try to bring her back….and he still stayed…”

“Ok…I get it…I really do Will…but it doesn’t mean I have to like it.”

“No…you don’t have to like it…but honestly….did you really like it when I announced that I was a lesbian? I mean honestly…”

“Honestly…it gave me the wiggins…but I gave Tara a chance cause I love you Will…I just want you to be happy…”

“With all that Buffy has given up by being the slayer…don’t you think she deserves that too? I mean she is the slayer…and she’s been IN LOVE with not one but TWO vampires…maybe it’s just the way slayers are made…sure there’s nothing in the council’s books…but I’ll bet she’s not the first slayer to have…”

“But why wouldn’t they put it in the diaries?”

“Do you really think that’s something the council would be proud of? Have you met Quentin Traverse? Even if it was in there I could see him having them all re-written to take any mention of slayers and Vampires out…How do you think they knew about the poison when he tried to kill Angel?”

“Merciful Zeus…I forgot all about that…”
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“Ok Luv…I’ve got…” Spike stopped. Stopped everything, thinking breathing, moving, talking. He froze with his mouth hanging open and his eyes bugging out of his head.

“Aren’t you going to join me?” She smiled seductively, running her fingertips over brr breasts, her eyes automatically drawn to the bulge in his jeans.

“Uh…”

“I saved some room for you.” She said softly, patting the couch between her parted thighs. “It’s not the same without you…” She slowly inserted two fingers into her pussy. “But it makes me hot when you watch…”

“Buffy…”

“Spike…come a little closer…don’t be shy…”

He took a tentative step towards her. Buffy moaned and arched her back, giving him a perfect view of her wet fingers gliding in and out of her pussy. He just stared.

“I’m being rude… want a taste?” She held her fingers out towards him.

“Oh…god…Buffy…” He gasped as he knelt beside the couch. He leaned forward and grasped the hand she held out to him. He licked each finger clean and then leaned over and kissed her hard on the lips, his tongue seeking entrance to her mouth.

She opened and granted him access as his hand trailed over her taut stomach. He bent his head and captured one pert nipple in his mouth and sucked softly causing it to pucker against his tongue.

He bent to her core and inhaled her unique scent. Leaning forward he expertly licked her moistened nether lips. She moaned in satisfaction and rocked her hips against him. Spike dipped two fingers into her quim and found that magic spot, when he touched her there her hips bucked wildly, searching for more friction.

Spike took her throbbing clit into his mouth and sucked gently. Buffy screamed in ecstasy, rocking her hips faster and faster. She was so worked up already it didn’t take her long. “I’m gonna cum Spike...”

He kept his mouth on her sensitive bud and looked up to watch her face as she shattered. Spike growled against her when he felt the warm gush of liquid expelled from her quivering pussy.

“Oh Spike…god that was…Wow…”

“Nothing like the taste of you luv. You are amazing, bloody perfect.”

She looked up at Spike and smiled. “I’ll bet I know one thing you’d want more…” She said suggestively brushing her golden hair away from her neck. “I want you to really taste me…”

“Oh…Buffy…god…Luv, I’ve dreamt of this…of you giving yourself to me completely…I just don’t think now’s the time…I don’t think anyone is ready to see my mark on you…”

She smiled and nodded. “I want you in my mouth…” She didn’t take his words the wrong way, she knew exactly what he meant, until she could wear his mark without repercussion he could wait. It only made her love him more to know that he thought of others before his own needs.

She helped him remove his jeans and shirt, he was wearing nothing undeth nth not surprisingly. She took his shaft in her small hand and stroked him lovingly. “Yeah…luv, just like that…” He moaned softly, stroking her hair and rubbing it through his fingers.

She leaned over and took him into her mouth. “Mmmmm Love you…” She licked and kissed the tip and took him all the way in again, rubbing her tongue against the sensitive flesh under the head of his throbbing cock.

“Bloody hell Buffy…stop…want to come inside you luv…”

She looked up at him through her lashes. “Anything you want my love…”

“Want you now…”

She turned around and bent over the couch. Presenting him with her perfect ass. Spike positioned himself behind her and rubbed the head of his cock against her slick opening.

She cried out and pushed back against him “Yeah…like that….harder…oh yes…” Spike grasped her hips with bruising force and pounded into her. “Oh yes…grab me like that…”

She flipped her head over so the back of her neck was completely exposed to him. “There? Will you bite me there…please Spike…I want to feel your fangs inside me…”

Spike, buried inside of her and having her beg him to bite her almost made him lose control he almost did it without thinking.

“Buffy…”

“I’m sure Spike…please…no one will see it…please…” She couldn’t explain why she wanted it so bad, she just knew it was something she needed to have happen right now. She reached back and pulled him flush against her, pulling his face into her neck.

He bit into the back of her neck as she arched into him, his fingers reaching around and rubbing her clit at a dizzying pace. She started panting.

She felt immense power as the most intense and satisfying orgasm she had ever had washed over her.

He pulled his fangs out gently and lathed the wound with his tongue. He murmured a few words softly to her. “Potior praebeo desiderium votum praesto presto rogo consisto Levamentum obtineo” Roughly translated. “You are mine. I have shown myself to you. I need and desire you, I vow to be responsible for you and to you, I am asking for you to depend on me and take comfort in me. You belong to me.”

She was just coming down from her orgasm and heard his whispered words.
Buffy pulled slowly out of his embrace and turned to look at him she replied softly. “vester vestra vestrum” “yours”


At Spike’s shocked looked she replied. “What? I took I took latin in ol.”ol.”

“sulum alius” We belong to each other. Spike murmured softly with tears in his eyes. He wrapped his arms around her and held her close savoring the moment.

“sulum alius” We belong to each other. She sighed contentedly in his arms.
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“Where’s Buffy?” Dawn asked seating herself at the table and pouring a bowl of cereal.

“At Spikes” Willow replied. “Dawnie, you’re going to ruin your dinner.”

“No. I won’t. I’m starving…so she stayed there?”

“Where?”

“Spikes?”

“No. She came back…but she…I think she should tell you herself…”

“Tell me what?”

“Dawnie…I can’t it’s not my place…”
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“Buffy…are you sure you’re ok with this? I mean…there’s no going back…It’s forever what we’ve done here…”

“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life.” She whispered softly, leaning forward to kiss him, their naked bodies fit so perfectly together.
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Dawn picked up the phone and dialed the now familiar number.
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Spike reached around her for the phone, picking it up on the third ring. “’Lo?”

“Spike? It’s me…I need to talk to Buffy…”

“For you Luv…It’s the bit…” Spike said handing her the phone.

“Hey Dawn…what’s up?”

“What’s going on Buffy? Something’s up…and Willow’s being all secretive…”

“It…It’s Ok Dawn…I talked to Spike…Things are going to be better…I promise. I’ll be home soon and we can talk at dinner…Ok?”

“Ok. See you soon…”
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“So what did she say?”

“She talked to Spike and things are going to get better…she said she’d be home for supper and we can talk then…”
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“Will you come with me?”

“I’d follow you to the ends of the earth Luv.”

“Spike…I want you to know…no matter what anyone says or thinks I don’t regret what happened. I am totally in love with you and I want to be with you the the rest of my life…”

“I know that now luv. I can feel it…” He pulled her hand towards himself and placed her palm flat against is chest. She could feel his heart beating faintly.

“Oh god Spike…oh my fucking god! Your heart is beating…”

“T’s not going to last Luv…It’s your blood that’s doing it…it’s…I can feel your love coursing through my veins.”

She had tears of happiness in her eyes as she pulled him towards her for another searing kiss.
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