Just love me...
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-Buffy the Vampire Slayer › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
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Adult ++
Chapters:
15
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1,645
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4
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Just love me... ch6/?
Title: Just love me... chappy 6
Author: Valeria (valepuiguy@yahoo.com)
Rating : R and NC-17
Disclaimer: All characters of ‘Buffy the Vampire Slayer’ belong to Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy and Fox. I just borrow them, blah blah blah...
Category: Angst/Romance/Drama.
Time: Middle of season 6.
Pairing: B/S (Spuffy, of course)
Feedback: Yes, please!
Summary: A new evil power invades Sunnydale and takes Spike with him.
“Love? What’s love without passion, tears and devotion? Drama, action, romance and adventure, mix up in this fantastic story. Would you choose between them? She won’t choose one. She’ll do everything, to save the man she fell in love with.”
Author’s note: The song is called “Bother” by Stone Sour.
~
Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds~
Spike fell in her arms.
“Oh God… Spike!!” She laid him down on his back, and started slapping his face. “Come on, damn it! Wake up!!” He didn’t move. “Shit”.
She got up and picked the phone. “Giles? Yeah, it’s me. I’m at home. Come quickly… something happened.”
She hung up, walked towards Spike and kneeled at his side. She cradled his face between her hands. “Spike?” some teaolleolled over her cheeks. “Please wake up…” She kissed him, but nothing happened. He lay there as if he were dead.
“Buffy??” Giles voice suddenly called her from downstairs. “Are you upstairs??” But there was no answer…
When he arrived upstairs, he saw her, lying beside him, some tears falling…
“Oh God…” he said, glancing at the empty bottle.
“It was my fault… I…” she started saying.
“Mine…” a voice suddenly said. “Forever mine…” They glanced the ceiling, trying to hear… it was the same voice…
“We need to get him out from here…” Giles said.
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
“Oh God, what happened?” Willow said, watching as Buffy and Giles carried Spike’s body to the nearest table.
Buffy didn’t say anything. She just sat next to Spike, and played with her hair, trying to think…
“He… tried to…” Giles started explaining.
“God… she didn’t get it?” Willow whispered.
“No… she didn’t”
“So, these are the… hummmm… consequences you were talking about?” Xander asked Giles, staring at Spike.
“Oh! The famous consequences you were trying to warn us about, but nobody listened?” Anya suddenly asked.
“Hummmm… yes Anya… thank you…” Giles answered.
“What? It’s true! I mean…” Anya defended herself.
“What about the consequences?” Buffy suddenly said, gng ung up and staring at Giles. “Do you know if he’s really…”
“Well, we don’t know that, Buffy” he replied, taking a seat and drying the sweat off his forehead. “Last time, I told you it could be some kind of coma… but we don’t know about it… we don’t know where he could be, or how to take him out of there…”
“I don’t know… Giles! I need to do something! I can’t leave him there…” Buffy said, grabbing her head.
“Buffy, calm down… everything’s gonna be ok…” Willow said, walking towards her friend.
“No Willow, I can’t calm down! We don’t know where he could be! Or if he is in pain, or even how to take him out of there!!”
“Maybe we do…” Anya abruptly said, taking a step towards them.
“What?? How??” Buffy asked.
“Anya!!” Gileclaiclaimed.
“Giles, we need to tell her…”
“I said no!”
Buffy looked confused. “What??”
“There’s a wo sao save him,” Anya explained.
“Dammit! Anya!” Giles yelled, taking his glasses off.
“She needs to know!!” she said, staring at him. “She needs to know that there’s one possibility to save him! That she can at least try!”
Anya stood up and walked upstairs. Buffy glanced at Giles and followed her. In the narrow platform, where dark secrets and forbidden sp wer were hidden, she found the keyand used it to get a thick,big book and a blue bottle with some liquid inside out.
“What’s that?” Buffy asked.
“What is going to help you save him…”
~You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds~
“Anya!” Giles protested.
She didn’t say anything, just heading downstairs with Buffy.
“Could anyone please tell me what’s going on??” Buffy asked.
“There’s a way he can get out of there,” Anya told her.
“It’s insane!” Giles sho.
.
“It’s the only way!” Anya countered.
“It can kill her!!” Giles said.
“I’ll take anything, Giles! I have to do something! I can’t leave him dying there!!”
“Where? Exactly where??” Xander asked.
“In hell…”.
~Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries~
“We don’t even know how to do this…” Giles said, walking from behind Anya to pace from one side of the room to the other.
“Ok! Stop it! Could you please tell me something??” Buffy yelled in frustration.
Giles explained: “The only way you can save him… is following him…
“To hell??” Willow asked. Giles took off his glasses again.
“Giles that’s madness!!” Xander said.
“Yes, I know.”
“And… it’s the only way?” Willow asked again, trying to find a solution.
“Yes…”
“I don’t care… I’m godo ido it,” Buffy said.
“We don’t know if this is gonna work or not. It could kill you Buffy,” Xander said, looking at her. “If at least we had a sign or something…”
Buffy glanced Willow and they exchanged thoughts.
“Oh God…” they both said.
“What?” Giles asked, catching their glances.
“It was a sign…” Buffy whispered, looking at the floor.
“It’s just… now that you mention…” -Willow explained- “…maybe we got a sign, or something…”
“What do you mean?” Xander asked.
“Well” Buffy said “a couple weeks ago, I had some kind of… premonition”.
“Like the one that Spike had?”
“Hummm… yes… no… I mean…”
“It wasn’t… we didn’t… realize in that moment… that it was a premonition.” Willow tried to explain.
“It wasn’t as clear as Spike premonition… I mean, there was no demon, just…”
“A message” they both said, realizing what Buffy had to do.
~And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds~
“It’s impossible, you can’t do it. Nobody can go to hell and come back alive…” Giles said, entering the training room.
“Well, I’m the Slayer! And I don’t care… I’m gonna do this!”
He didn’t answer.
“Giles! Don’t you understand?! That dream had a real message. ‘The heart has reasons the mind ignores!’ It could save him!!”
“And what does that message mean?” he asked, turning around.
“That I have to go and save him!! Giles, please!!”
He didn’t look very convinced… “Fine… let’s do it your way… but if you get stuck in there, I won’t go look for you”.
“K, thanks Giles.” She turned around and went back into the shop.
“Wait, there’s something that you have to know…” Giles said.
“What?”
“It’s hell… and hell can be represented in many ways… which depend on the mind of the person. We’re talking about William the Bloody here… I know he has changed, and I recognize that, but… even if his mind changed, the hell will arise from his worst memories… William the Bloody’s memories…”
She stood there and stared at him.
“And another thing…” he added. “You can’t stay too long… you have to find him quickly. He’ll try to drag you with him, and if he achieves that, you’ll stay in there… and you’ll both die…”
~You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on.
I'll never live down my deceit~
They went back into the shop, seeing that Anya had prepared everything.
Buffy lay next to Spike.
“Are you sure you want to do this, Buffy?” Xander asked her.
She nodded.
“Remember, you can’t…” Giles started to say… but they suddenly heard something.
Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
“What’s that” Willow asked.
“Somebody’s singing…” Buffy answered, staring towards the ceiling.
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
“Is that…?”
“It’ Spike’s voice… Spike’s singing…” Buffy said.
“He’s singing from hell? How creepy’s that??” Xander asked.
“But what does he say?” Willow asked.
“That he’s staying in hell…”
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
“We need to hurry up,” Buffy said. Picking up the blue bottle, she dropped all the contents into her mouth and swallowed.
TBC…
Author: Valeria (valepuiguy@yahoo.com)
Rating : R and NC-17
Disclaimer: All characters of ‘Buffy the Vampire Slayer’ belong to Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy and Fox. I just borrow them, blah blah blah...
Category: Angst/Romance/Drama.
Time: Middle of season 6.
Pairing: B/S (Spuffy, of course)
Feedback: Yes, please!
Summary: A new evil power invades Sunnydale and takes Spike with him.
“Love? What’s love without passion, tears and devotion? Drama, action, romance and adventure, mix up in this fantastic story. Would you choose between them? She won’t choose one. She’ll do everything, to save the man she fell in love with.”
Author’s note: The song is called “Bother” by Stone Sour.
~
Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds~
Spike fell in her arms.
“Oh God… Spike!!” She laid him down on his back, and started slapping his face. “Come on, damn it! Wake up!!” He didn’t move. “Shit”.
She got up and picked the phone. “Giles? Yeah, it’s me. I’m at home. Come quickly… something happened.”
She hung up, walked towards Spike and kneeled at his side. She cradled his face between her hands. “Spike?” some teaolleolled over her cheeks. “Please wake up…” She kissed him, but nothing happened. He lay there as if he were dead.
“Buffy??” Giles voice suddenly called her from downstairs. “Are you upstairs??” But there was no answer…
When he arrived upstairs, he saw her, lying beside him, some tears falling…
“Oh God…” he said, glancing at the empty bottle.
“It was my fault… I…” she started saying.
“Mine…” a voice suddenly said. “Forever mine…” They glanced the ceiling, trying to hear… it was the same voice…
“We need to get him out from here…” Giles said.
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
“Oh God, what happened?” Willow said, watching as Buffy and Giles carried Spike’s body to the nearest table.
Buffy didn’t say anything. She just sat next to Spike, and played with her hair, trying to think…
“He… tried to…” Giles started explaining.
“God… she didn’t get it?” Willow whispered.
“No… she didn’t”
“So, these are the… hummmm… consequences you were talking about?” Xander asked Giles, staring at Spike.
“Oh! The famous consequences you were trying to warn us about, but nobody listened?” Anya suddenly asked.
“Hummmm… yes Anya… thank you…” Giles answered.
“What? It’s true! I mean…” Anya defended herself.
“What about the consequences?” Buffy suddenly said, gng ung up and staring at Giles. “Do you know if he’s really…”
“Well, we don’t know that, Buffy” he replied, taking a seat and drying the sweat off his forehead. “Last time, I told you it could be some kind of coma… but we don’t know about it… we don’t know where he could be, or how to take him out of there…”
“I don’t know… Giles! I need to do something! I can’t leave him there…” Buffy said, grabbing her head.
“Buffy, calm down… everything’s gonna be ok…” Willow said, walking towards her friend.
“No Willow, I can’t calm down! We don’t know where he could be! Or if he is in pain, or even how to take him out of there!!”
“Maybe we do…” Anya abruptly said, taking a step towards them.
“What?? How??” Buffy asked.
“Anya!!” Gileclaiclaimed.
“Giles, we need to tell her…”
“I said no!”
Buffy looked confused. “What??”
“There’s a wo sao save him,” Anya explained.
“Dammit! Anya!” Giles yelled, taking his glasses off.
“She needs to know!!” she said, staring at him. “She needs to know that there’s one possibility to save him! That she can at least try!”
Anya stood up and walked upstairs. Buffy glanced at Giles and followed her. In the narrow platform, where dark secrets and forbidden sp wer were hidden, she found the keyand used it to get a thick,big book and a blue bottle with some liquid inside out.
“What’s that?” Buffy asked.
“What is going to help you save him…”
~You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds~
“Anya!” Giles protested.
She didn’t say anything, just heading downstairs with Buffy.
“Could anyone please tell me what’s going on??” Buffy asked.
“There’s a way he can get out of there,” Anya told her.
“It’s insane!” Giles sho.
.
“It’s the only way!” Anya countered.
“It can kill her!!” Giles said.
“I’ll take anything, Giles! I have to do something! I can’t leave him dying there!!”
“Where? Exactly where??” Xander asked.
“In hell…”.
~Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries~
“We don’t even know how to do this…” Giles said, walking from behind Anya to pace from one side of the room to the other.
“Ok! Stop it! Could you please tell me something??” Buffy yelled in frustration.
Giles explained: “The only way you can save him… is following him…
“To hell??” Willow asked. Giles took off his glasses again.
“Giles that’s madness!!” Xander said.
“Yes, I know.”
“And… it’s the only way?” Willow asked again, trying to find a solution.
“Yes…”
“I don’t care… I’m godo ido it,” Buffy said.
“We don’t know if this is gonna work or not. It could kill you Buffy,” Xander said, looking at her. “If at least we had a sign or something…”
Buffy glanced Willow and they exchanged thoughts.
“Oh God…” they both said.
“What?” Giles asked, catching their glances.
“It was a sign…” Buffy whispered, looking at the floor.
“It’s just… now that you mention…” -Willow explained- “…maybe we got a sign, or something…”
“What do you mean?” Xander asked.
“Well” Buffy said “a couple weeks ago, I had some kind of… premonition”.
“Like the one that Spike had?”
“Hummm… yes… no… I mean…”
“It wasn’t… we didn’t… realize in that moment… that it was a premonition.” Willow tried to explain.
“It wasn’t as clear as Spike premonition… I mean, there was no demon, just…”
“A message” they both said, realizing what Buffy had to do.
~And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds~
“It’s impossible, you can’t do it. Nobody can go to hell and come back alive…” Giles said, entering the training room.
“Well, I’m the Slayer! And I don’t care… I’m gonna do this!”
He didn’t answer.
“Giles! Don’t you understand?! That dream had a real message. ‘The heart has reasons the mind ignores!’ It could save him!!”
“And what does that message mean?” he asked, turning around.
“That I have to go and save him!! Giles, please!!”
He didn’t look very convinced… “Fine… let’s do it your way… but if you get stuck in there, I won’t go look for you”.
“K, thanks Giles.” She turned around and went back into the shop.
“Wait, there’s something that you have to know…” Giles said.
“What?”
“It’s hell… and hell can be represented in many ways… which depend on the mind of the person. We’re talking about William the Bloody here… I know he has changed, and I recognize that, but… even if his mind changed, the hell will arise from his worst memories… William the Bloody’s memories…”
She stood there and stared at him.
“And another thing…” he added. “You can’t stay too long… you have to find him quickly. He’ll try to drag you with him, and if he achieves that, you’ll stay in there… and you’ll both die…”
~You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on.
I'll never live down my deceit~
They went back into the shop, seeing that Anya had prepared everything.
Buffy lay next to Spike.
“Are you sure you want to do this, Buffy?” Xander asked her.
She nodded.
“Remember, you can’t…” Giles started to say… but they suddenly heard something.
Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
“What’s that” Willow asked.
“Somebody’s singing…” Buffy answered, staring towards the ceiling.
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
“Is that…?”
“It’ Spike’s voice… Spike’s singing…” Buffy said.
“He’s singing from hell? How creepy’s that??” Xander asked.
“But what does he say?” Willow asked.
“That he’s staying in hell…”
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
“We need to hurry up,” Buffy said. Picking up the blue bottle, she dropped all the contents into her mouth and swallowed.
TBC…