Surprises

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Surprises 7


Buffy rolled over on the bed and let herself be pulled into the comforting embrace. "I...I...It's ...wrong. It's so...wrong." She sobbed.

"Hey...shhhhh."

"It's...It's..so...hard..." She sobbed. "I...I know...it's wrong...but...I want him...I need him...."

"Shhh B, come on now, why don't you just talk to him?" Faith asked.

"I can't. Every...every time I try...I just screw it up. And I'm having all of these confused feelings...about him...and Angel..."

"Angel? The boyfriend you dusted?" Faith questioned.

"It's so complicated..." Buffy whimpered.

"It's Ok B. I mean, were like sisters right? Sisters share, and if you can't talk to anyone else maybe I can help. It's worth a try right?" Faith asked stroking her back.
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Spike sat outside the window listening intently, and trying to blend into the shadows outside her window.
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"Ok so...the night of my surprise Birthday party, Angel and I were kidnapped. Dru...Spike's...Ex...she used a cattle prod. She shut me in a room with Spike. It was pitch black. He was supposed to..." She closed her eyes. And took a deep breath.

"Kill you?" Faith supplied.

Buffy nodded. "I was gonna...you know...with Angel. When I woke up...Spike was...he had his hand on my hip...and I ...I though he was Angel...you know...his skin was cool...and I ...we..." Buffy took a deep breath.

"Ok so you had sex." Faith smiled at her shyness.
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~ We bloody well did not have sex. We made love. It was amazing. ~
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"When you say it like that it's so...it wasn't like that. He...he bit me, and I liked it. How horrible is that?" Buffy asked

"Not horrible B. I've been bitten too. It feelazinazing, until they almost drain you." Faith said wryly.

"I wouldn't know. He didn't even come close to killing me. That's another reason I thought it was Angel...cause what soulless vampire would stop until I was dead?"

"Spike?"

"Yeah. He held me, until I woke up, we made love again. Then he promised he'd never leave me." Buffy felt tea tears starting again.

"He promised you that?" Faith asked shocked. "Most regular guys don't promise that after they pop your cherry B."

"Yeah." Buffy sighed. "But I freaked. I'm talking totally wiggin...He let me go."

"What do you mean? He let you go?"

"He said I could leave. I had to find Angel..." Fresh tears started.
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Spike growled softly. ~ Can't take this anymore. She should be in my bloody arms. ~
He tapped gently on the window.
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Buffy and Faith were startled when there was a soft tap on the window.

"Oh" Buffy moaned softly. "He's here."

Faith went to open the window.

"What are you doing?" Buffy shed. ed.

"Letting him in." Faith shrugged.

"You can't!"

"Why not? B, you gotta talk to him."

Buffy nodded and opened the window. "What do you want?" She questioned.

~ You. ~ Spike sighed. "I need to talk to you."

"Spike...please don't make this harder."

"Buffy, it could be so easy. I want you. More than anything I've ever wanted before...you...you're my salvation kitten, I want and need you so much it bloody hurts that you are not in my arms right now."

Buffy looked at him and saw the sincerity, and raw animal need in his eyes. She watched a lone tear fall down the sharpness of his cheek. ~ Ohgod. ~

"Please let me in. Let me hold you..." Spike opened his arms to her.

"Come in Spike..." She said backing away from the window.

Spike climbed in and suddenly she was in his arms. Everything else just stopped. She rested her head on his shoulder.

Spike picked her up and sat on her bed rocking her like a child, stroking her back and whispering words of tenderness into her ear.

Buffy's tears stopped slowly and she looked up at him. "I don't know if I'm ready for this...any of it...after Angel...what he..."

"Luv, please tell me what that stupid git did."

Buffy opened her mouth and the whole story spilled out. What he said to her, and how she had to do it. Had to stake him.

Faith sat in wide eyed shock listening.
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"But I'm not him sweetness. I will never hurt you. Buffy...all I want is to be there for you...to get to hold you sometimes, and if you would allow it...That night we spent together...that was it. You have soured me on other women. It's only you. That's all there is room for."

"Spike...why? How can you want me without a soul and he couldn't?" She begged. "I thought he loved me, and he turned on me..."

"Buffy, we claimed each other. That is your guarantee that I will never hurt you."

"What do you mean?" She asked with panic in her eyes. "I..."

"'S all right Luv. When we tasted each other's blood, and said the word...It's unbreakable unless one of us dies..."

"Can this work Spike? Between us?" She asked.

"We can make it work. As long as we don't let outside influences tell us it's wrong." Spike said softly.

Faith spoke for the first time. "Buffy...if it feels right tell everyone else to piss off. Your personal life is not their business anyway."

Buffy nodded. "Can we...can we try it...without telling them first? I want to adjust to this before I have to defend it."

"Anything Luv. Anything you ask. I will be your willing slave."

"Well I'm gonna get some sleep. My watcher'll be here tomorrow, so I have to meet with him. You gonna come B?" Faith asked.

"Y Nig Night Faith. And thanks." Buffy said softly.

"No problem. What are sister's for?" She winked at the couple still holding tight to each other and left the room.
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"Will you stay with me tonight? My mom's in LA for the weekend." She asked shyly.

"Hell yeah." Spike smiled. He lifted her off of his lap. "I sleep naked though." He shot her a killer grin.

"Hmmmm naked Spike...." Buffy licked her lips. She could feel her body preparing it's self. Moisture seeping into her core at the sight of his muscles moving just under his taut flesh.

She quickly removed her clothes and crawled under the covers. She watched him take off his clothing and pile it neatly on the chair by the door.

Spike slowly stalked towards her. "I am going to make love to you over and over." He crawled up the bed under the covers. He paused every few seconds to lick a spot of flesh here and there.

"Spike...please..." She moaned.

"Please what?" He asked running his palm over her mound.

"Yeah...there...please..."

"What do you want Buffy? My mouth?" He questioned running his palm over her mound again.

"Yesss." She hissed is tis tongue darted out to lick her sensitive nub.

Spike slipped two fingers into her core, rubbing and teasing gently.

"Spike...I need you inside me..." She pleaded.

Spike parted her thighs further and thrust slowly inside. "Oh ...Buffy..." He whispered capturing her lips with his.

"Spike...I'm....Oh....I'm sorry..." She moaned.

"Don't be sorry luv. Justoy toy this..." He said softly. Spike thrust faster, Buffy rocking into him frantically.

She looked up into his eyes and felt herself crashing over the edge. Spike leaned down and kissed her tenderly as she came, slowing his thrusts to prolong her bliss.

Buffy opened her mouth in a silent scream. Spike dipped his lips to her throat and placed tiny kisses anywhere his lips lighted on her skin.

"Oh Spike...I love you..." She whispered as she rocked her hips gently. Her eyes opened wide when she realized what she had said.

Spike pulled back as if she'd slapped him. He looked into her eyes, judging. "You mean that." It was a statement.

Buffy could feel the tenseness in his body while he stared into her eyes awaiting her reply. ~ I've hurt him enough. ~ She thought and quickly before she could call it back it slipped out of her mouth. "Yes. I do."

Spike's eyes closed as he savored her words. He started up his gentle thrusting again.

Spike leaned down and whispered in her ear. "Say it again. Please." She could hear the raw need in his words. Buffy felt herself coming again. "I love you Spike. And I belong to you." She whispered softly in his ear.

Spike came with a soft growl. Spilling his cold seed inside of her quivering folds. He rolled over and pulled her half on top of him, arms and legs entwining.

"Buffy..." Spike tilted her chin up so she was looking into his eyes. "I love you. And I belong to you." He smiled slightly. "Love you so much. I'm never gonna let you go. I will hold my tongue for now. But soon, I want to tell the world. I want to marry you, if you'll have me."

Buffy felt tears come to her eyes. "Yes. Spike. Yes. I love you." She said softly.

Spike pulled the ring off of his finger and placed it gently on hers. "Will you wear it for now? Till I can get a proper one?" So much love in his eyes.

Buffy looked down at the ring and smiled. It was a thick silver band with a beautiful S carved in. "You can tell them it stands for slayer." He said softly. "You know...until we tell them..."

"Of course I'll wear it Spike. I love it." She leaned up and kissed him softly.

Buffy curled up into Spike's arms. "Sleep now." She said yawning.

"Yeah." He sighed contentedly inhaling her scent. Spike had never been so conten hin his life.

Buffy jumped when a deep rumbling purr erupted from the vampire.

"Oh Spike. You scared me." She whimpered.

"Sorry Baby." He kissed her temple softly. "Sleep now." He murmured.
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