Decisions, decisions

Faith gets up from the bed and walks over to the window.
"I understand while you feel the way you do Red, and I would like to tell you that I will never hurt you like that again, but I can't."

Tears quickly spring to Willows eyes, her hope dwindling with every word that Faith says, she becomes angry and starts yelling

"So what you're telling me is that I'm just your sex slave here for you to do with what you want? I want live like that I rather be dead." Willow jumps up while she says this and quickly falls over in pain. Faith is at her side in an instant.

"Red, just calm down, you are going to hurt yourself even more."
"What do you expect Faith you just told me that I'm nothing more than your sex toy."

Faith, becoming angry quickly moves away from Willow. "You are not my sex toy god damn it, I love you and I want yo be with you. "I want you to love me to.

Willow stunned by what Faith just said, counters with the first thing that comes to her mind.
"You plan on making me love you by rrraping me?"

Her anger getting the better of her, Faith pounces on Willow and Pushes her flat on her back on the bed.

"I told you I didn't mean to hurt you, it wasn't fucking me it was the slayer"
Willow looks into Faiths eyes and sees them start to flicker yellow, much like they did last night starts to panic and does the only thing she can think of she begs.

"Faith please, calm down, don't hurt me again, I sorry I got angry, I'll listen I swear, just get off me and we can talk."

Faith looks down at Willow, desperately wanting to rip the short off her body and show her who boss. She almost lets the slayer have what it wants, but then she catches the look in Willow's eyes. She can see how terrified the girl is. She finally calms down and moves off of Willow to sit at the foot of the bed.

There is a long silence while Faith gets herself under control and Willow seeing that the situation is a little more in her control starts to break the silence.

"You said that it wasn't really you who ra.... did that to me last night, what did you mean?"
Faith looks at Willow and debates whether to tell her the truth, knowing that it could make everything worse but also knowing how much Willow values knowledge she gives in.

"Red when I'm out fighting vamps sometimes when its really intense, the slayer half of me takes over. Its primal and dark and I can't control. She wants what she wants and want stop until she gets it. That's what happened last night. The slayer half of me got so angry that she took over, you were what she wanted so she took you."

Willow looks at Faith and can see that she is being honest, but not knowing how to feel about it. She quickly looks away.

"Faith, I'm really tired do you think I can get some sleep?"
After a long moment Faith answers: "Yeah red I'll let you rest, I'll just watch some TV."

Faith leaves the room and Willow closes her eyes, finally everything catching up to her, she slips off into a dreamless sleep.