Changes

“So you and Xander never did the nasty?” Buffy asked laughing through a mouthful of ice cream when Willow stared chocking.
They both sat on Buffy’s bed having a full out pig out while some movie played in the background. Buffy was wearing a pair of yoga pants and a tank top while Willow was dressed in a pair of pink flannel pyjamas that had little ducks on them.

She is just too cute.

“Th….the..n…n..nasty?” Willow stuttered nervously.
“Yeah…you know…sex.” Buffy explained casually scraping the bottom of her tub for the last of the cookie dough.

“No! A big no.” Willow laughed nervously.
“Have you…? Willow asked but cut off when she realised what she was saying. It was so unlike her to even stay in a room where a sex talk was going on never mind actually talk too.

“Have I had sex with Xander? No.” Buffy laughed ducking the pillow that Willow sent flying at her head.
“I meant…you know…are you a…”Willow couldn’t say the word out loud and blushed deeply.
“A virgin? No im not.” Buffy sighed staring at the empty ice-cream tub wishing she had more left.
“Wow you have? What’s it like?” Willow asked excitedly forgetting that she wasn’t supposed to be discussing things like this and leaned in eagerly.
Buffy sighed again and shrugged.

“It was…okay I guess.” Buffy replied.
“Okay?” Willow asked completely put out.
“Yeah…I’ve had sex with two guys and both have been huge mistakes.” Buffy replied miserably not mentioning the girls who she had slept with as she knew Willow would probably freak if she knew.
“Then why did you sleep with them?” Willow asked innocently.
“The guy who I lost my virginity too…I guess I did it out of sense of duty. I was with the guy for a year and I was kidding myself into thinking things were good between us so I slept with him hoping it would make me feel better but it backfired and a couple of weeks later we broke up. The second…lets just say it wasn’t one of my finest moments.” Buffy winced.
“Oh right.” Willow said quietly thinking to herself.
“What about you how far has Willow Rosenberg gone?” Buffy asked lightening the mood.
“Urm zero.” Willow revealed shyly.

“Zero? You mean nothing! First base?” Buffy asked shocked.
Seeing Willow nod and look away from her she realised just how embarrassed Willow was by revealing that. Buffy lifted her hand and cupped her cheek turning the red heads face until their eyes met.
“Don’t be ashamed of it Willow. It’s rare to find someone as innocent as you in this world. One day you’ll make some man very happy.” Buffy finished smiling encouragingly at her though she wasn’t sure it came out that good as she fought the sadness that was welling up inside her.
You’d make a girl very happy too.

She didn’t say the words out loud of course but smiled when Willow touched her hand gently.
“I can’t believe someone as good looking as you haven’t at least made out with someone.” Buffy shook her head in disbelief. How dumb can guys be!
“Yeah well im kinda scared too. I’d probably be terrible.” Willow sighed and slapping a hand over her mouth when she realised that she had just admitted to probably one of her worst fears.
Buffy laughed and shook her head at her friend.
“Will please! It’s like a natural instinct! Haven’t you practised?” Buffy asked casually while inside her stomach fluttered.
“Practised? With what?” Willow croaked out already imaging practising kissing with the stunning blonde in front of her.


NO NO NO! Straight!

“With one of your girl friends?” Buffy asked.
Willow shook her head and gulped deeply.
“I only have Xander and Jesse…no girl friends besides im not gay.” Willow practically whispered.
“Doesn’t mean your gay silly. You practise with a girl so you know what to do with a boy.” Buffy laughed.

“You’ve practised? With girls?” Willow asked her eyes wide and her mouth suddenly dry.
“Yeah with my friends at Hemery.” Buffy tried to be calm and speak casually but the nervousness in her belly made her voice waver.
“Why do you want too…?” Buffy trailed off leaving the option open.
Willow stared at her for a few seconds and Buffy saw her gaze flicker to her lips briefly before meeting her eyes again. Buffy almost cried out in happiness when the red head nodded and Buffy scooted closer.

“Okay then kiss me.” Buffy smiled leaning forward.
Willow hesitated for a second before pecking Buffy on the lips quickly withdrawing again.
“That wasn’t a kiss!” Buffy teased.
She leant in and captured the red heads lips and running her tongue softly over her bottom lip. She felt Willow sag slightly and knew she had her. Willow moaned and when her mouth opened Buffy snuck her tongue in and swept it across the girl’s mouth groaning when Willows tongue came out to meet hers and they both melted at the contact of their tongues.

Buffy pulled away first panting for breathe and stared at Willow who had her eyes closed. When she opened them Buffy saw the fire burning hotly in her eyes and for the millionth time she honestly believed she had a chance with the girl.
“WOW.” Willow grinned.
“Yep see told you you’re a natural.” Buffy smiled back softly.
“Urm…maybe I…you know…still need more practise.” Willow said quietly her face heating up again. Buffy however just smiled smugly to herself and leant in once again completely mesmerised by her friend’s lush lips.

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Buffy woke up so warm and comfy she couldn’t even open her eyes but when she did she was happy she had. She grinned as she looked down at the red hair that was sprawled across her shoulder where Willows face was buried. They had spent almost twenty minutes last night doing nothing but kiss and after Buffy had spent a good 15 minutes in the bathroom they had both headed for bed.

Buffy sighed and looked down at their bodies. The blanket was way too warm so they had thrown the blanket on the floor. Willow was laying half on her and half off. Her arm was thrown around Buffy’s waist and one of her legs was curled over her left leg and was resting heavily in between her thighs. Buffy moaned softy when she felt Willow shift her weight rubbing her thigh against her centre and she bit her lip to keep the sound in. It was too late however and Willow had already awoken.

“Buffy...Im so sorry!” Willow gasped jumping up quickly unpinning her friend.
“Its fine Will…best night sleep I’ve had in a while.” Buffy grinned winking at the blushing girl before her.
Willow shifted uncomfortably and glanced around the room not even looking at Buffy who had gotten out of bed and was stranding facing her. Buffy sighed and slumped.

Damn thought I was getting somewhere.

“I'm gunna get changed.” Buffy huffed leaving a worried red head behind.