Buffys Little Secret

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CHAPTER 6 - TEASE ME

I stood outside the training room, listening.

I know I shouldn’t be listening to other people's conversations, but I'm not exactly the politest of people.

Plus, Buffy was talking about last night, or it ended up that way.

Here's how it started:

"Wills, can I talk to you about something?" She looked at me, "In private?"

Now come on, you KNOW that spiked my curiosity.

"Sure Buffy."

So they went into the training room, but B didn’t close the door all the way.

Needless to say I was hot on their heels.

God, who came up with that saying? I'm never using that again.

"What's the what Buffy?"

"Will, um… I have a friend…"

Oh my god, she's not going to really use that is she?

"… Who's an in-the-closet bisexual. And she has a boyfriend who she really really likes, but then there's this girl that she also really really likes. And she asked me for advice, and I thought I'd ask you since your, well, gay."

If Willow bought that I'd lose all my respect for her.

"Who's the girl?"

"Fai-- I mean! I don’t know!"

Hahahaha.

Smooth B.

"Buffy, how long have I been your best friend?"

"Since I moved here…."

"And that would mean I know a lot of stuff about you, right?"

I knew she didn’t buy it. Only an idiot would buy that.

"Yeah…"

"So trust me when I tell you I've known you've liked Faith."

Silence.

"Wha-- how did you-- oh my god."

I could picture Buffy on the verge of a breakdown.

"Buffy! Come on, breathe for me. In, out, in… oh forget that! Buffy, calm down okay? It's not a bad thing."

Buffy was collecting herself.

Then I heard her sit heavily on the ground. "Wills I'm so confused… I don’t want to hurt anybody."

"Well Faith doesn’t know you like her right? So your not gonna hurt her if you---"

"No," Buffy interrupted, "No, she knows. We went on a date last night."

"You and… *Faith* went on a DATE? Faith dates?! Or is that your way of…. Oh my god! Buffy did you have sex with her?!"

"No! Willow calm down. No, I didn’t. I mean a real date. She took me out."

"And you didn’t end up in bed with her?"

Hey! I'm not ALWAYS about sex!

Okay, so yeah, I am. But not with Buffy!

"No. She was the perfect lady. She didn’t even kiss me on the lips, she kissed me on the *cheek*. And I knew she wanted to too! I wish she didn’t stop herself. I mean, screw being a lady! She can be naughty with me!"

"BUFFY! God, I DON’T want that information, okay? Look, isn't it possible Faith thought about that fact that you're going out with Riley and didn’t want to ruin that?" A pause, "No, I guess that’s not possible."

Yes it is! That’s what stopped me!

She sighed, "Actually I think that IS the reason. I just wish there wasn’t a reason for her to stop herself."

"So you want her more than Riley?"

"No! Yes! I don’t know! Jesus this is too hard!"

"Buffy, you gotta calm down okay? This isn't the end of the world."

Of course its not, you just gotta pick me over the fuck head and we're set.

"I just REALLY don’t wanna hurt anyone."

"Its inevitable. Your gotta choose, and soon. Faith I know won't wait around forever for you."

Yes I will.

"I know, I know. I just… maybe I should call Riley."

"And say…?"

"Ask him what he thinks about it? I mean, Faith knows."

"Bad idea. BAD idea. He's a man, Buffy. It'll wound his ego to know that you might pick a girl over him. And you know how macho he can get, he'll try to say something to Faith and if he says the wrong thing he wont come out of it with a pretty face."

Damn straight.

"If I could just kiss Faith, then maybe it'd all work out. I gotta know what exactly I'm feeling for her."

"Well then tease her, you KNOW she won't be able to resist you for long."

I will now since I know what she's gonna do. I have self control. Kinda.

Buffy giggled, "Yeah I guess that would work."

"Now go in there and get her, training time remember? And you know how she gets…"

"H&H, yeah, I know."

I hurriedly ran over to the counter and sat on it, making it look like I wasn’t listening.

"Faith! Do not sit on the counter, this is a business establishment! No ones going to buy anything if they see how poorly managed my store is!"

Anya. Jesus.

"Whatever." I slide off the counter but lean against it.

Buffy and Red came back out and Red went to do her thing while B motioned to me, "Come on, time to train."

I follow her into the back room and she starts stretching, leaning over so I can get a good view of her ass.

Not gonna happen, B.

I stretch too, but keep my eyes off of her.

After we were done she got up into a fighting stance, "Come on F, lets see what you got."

We started trading blows, neither of us getting the upper hand for very long. Hits and misses went on for awhile until I tripped her and got on top of her, pinning her hands above her.

"Looks like I win."

She smiled smugly, "For now."

"What's wrong B, you don’t seem as concentrated on this as you used to." I smirk at her. I know your little game missy, and I ain't playing.

She didn’t answer, she just kept on breathing heavily, her chest rising and falling, her breasts inches from mine.

God damn.

I wanted to rip off her shirt and suck on her tits.

But no, no she will NOT get me.

I released my hold on her hands and was about to get up but she put her hand on my leg and started caressing it.

This is getting harder.

My adrenaline was pumped from the fighting and I was DEFINITLY feeling the horny bit of H&H.

Don’t look at her.

DON’T look at her.

DAMNIT FAITH DON’T LOOK AT HER!

I looked at her.

God, she's so beautiful.

She leant her head up, her lips an inch away from mine. I could feel her hot breath on my face and it was making me wet.

I wanted her, so bad. And I knew I could have her too if I wanted. That just made it so much harder.

She leant up further and our lips touched, but I ripped away my face and got up a second before it could become a kiss.

"Faith…?"

"B, I cant. I just cant."

She got up, "Why not?"

"Because I'm not gonna put myself in that situation." I walked over to get a towel and wiped the sweat of my brow.

"What situation?"

"B, if I kiss you, I'll want it all. And if you choose him over me in the end, it'll hurt me worse off than it would if you we didn’t kiss."

She stood there for a moment, silent. She got it.

"I'm gonna go home, call me later okay? Or I'll be online actually, you can IM me if you want…" I look at her. "Bye."

And then I was gone.

I refuse to hurt myself worse than I am already.

TBC…