What Was I Thinking!?!
Chapter 6
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Chapter 6
There wasn’t a part of him
that she couldn’t feel. Well, at least the part that was pressed against her
side. Buffy was still on her back with her eyes tightly closed. Spike was on
his side next to her. The thin material covering her only seemed to heighten
the heat that was radiating from his body. She chronicled the sensations that
were sending thrills racing through her system; the hardness of his chest, the
soft swell of his lower belly, the hair on his legs that made her itch, and
A finger was drawn across
her brow, down along her nose to drop onto her lips. If she was more
sophisticated, or even not so terri, ma, maybe she would suck it into her mouth
but she wasn’t, so she stayed lying stiff beside him. He chuckled.
Her eyes flew open to find
his face only inches from hers. His blue eyes were dancing and a smile made his
mouth twitch.
“It’s okay, pet,” Spike
said, placing his hand on her hip. He massaged her bottom with gentle fingers.
“I’m kind of out of it. Any chance we can take a rain check on this?”
She was mortified. “I’m
sorry…I just,” Buffy stammered, trying to maneuver out from underneath the
blankets. “I shouldn’t have bothered you. I just…”
Spike drew her closer.
“Shush, I still want you to stay with me.” He placed a soft kiss on the corner
of her mouth. “I’m glad that you’re here.”
It was a lie. She knew that.
He just didn’t want to hurt her feelings. A part of her appreciated the sweet
gesture and a part of her was still embarrassed. She didn’t know what to do
now. It had been easy when she was going over the scenario in her head. She’d
get into bed then he would take over but, of course, it hadn’t worked out that
way.
“Hey, really it’s okay,”
Spike said, turning her face toward him.
“You must think I’m a
horrible nympho or something.”<
“Nah, just hot for my tight,
little body,” Spike said.
“One of many, huh?”
“Not really,” he responded
with a sigh. “Come here, pet.” He pulled her closer to him. Once she was half
lying under him, he hit the remote to turn the television off. “That’s better,
isn’t it?”
“Yeah,” Buffy said, with a
breathy whisper. She allowed herself to touch him, trailing her fingertips
across his chest, circling a nipple before wrapping her arm around him.
It was like being wrapped in
a protective cocoon. Nothing mattered anymore but the feel of him holding her.
His breath danced across her face to mingle with hers. Everything was changing
on her. Her life was planned, each step measured for maximum benefit, and this
boy…this man could ruin everything for her. But surely if she kept her head,
enjoyed what they could have for a week, then she could be back on her path
when he was gone with minimal damage. Yep, for this week she’d just let it all
go and have fun. She snuggled closer to him as he pulled the blanket over them
and let sleep call her away.
It amazed him how beautiful
Bufas. as. Even in sleep. He smiled as her lower lip quivered in response to a
snore that didn’t detract from her femininity. It was too cute to pass up and
he bent over to capture the luring pink flesh between his teeth. He sucked
softly until she moaned. He let it go when she murmured something he couldn’t
understand and pulled away from him. He settled his hand on her waist to keep
her from going too far.
“Good morning, pet.”
Her eyes fluttered open,
looked up at him, then around the room before returning to stare at him. “Mmm,
morning.” Still sleepy, she pushed her hair away from her face and he watched
her turn cautious then curious. He enjoyed the show, watching her wake up
because it only confirmed his earlier observation. She was really cute. It took
her a minute but she finally bestowed a smile on him. It warmed him…in more
than one place.
Not wanting to appear like
he wanted to jump her the moment she woke up, Spike searched for something to
say. After all he was the one who kept saying wait.
“What are the plans for the
day?”
It wasn’t the brightest
question in the world but at least she didn’t pin him with a ‘you’re stupid’
look.<
“I hope I’m spending it with
you,” Buffy said, slipping her arms around him and snuggling closer. She kissed
his chin then suddenly pulled back. Her nose was wrinkled. “I’ve got plans but
you can go because Cordelia is bringing Angel, so it’s not like its only girls
day. We’re supposed to go to the lake to go swimming. You will go, won’t you?”
“I didn’t bring a suit,”
Spike said, just to tease her. Nothing could keep him from seeing her in a
bikini. At least he hoped she wore a bikini. The picture made him go even
warmer and his body moved closer to hers so that he could cushion his erection
against the softness of her thigh. He wanted between them. Why had he decided
to be the gentlemen?
“Oh,” Buffy said. The
disappointment was in her voice and he remembered why. Despite how she acted
she was still innocent in sny wny ways. He sighed.
“I can borrow one from
Lindsey or I’ll cff aff a pair of jeans.”
“Thank you,” Buffy said. Her
face lit up in delight. “It should be fun. I think a lot of the kids are going
to be there. Lindsey will probably go if you’re going.”
“Fun to be had by all,”
Spike thought. A bunch of kids hanging out at the lake didn’t sound like fun to
him but he would try for Buffy. He liked it better when it was just the two of
them. He wondered if Riley was going to be there. Probably if this was the big
event for Spring Break and he knew he wouldn’t hesitate to take fists to him
again if it was needed.
“Don’t be mean,” Buffy said,
poking his chest with her finger. “I bet you think we’re all a bunch of hicks. We’re
not. There isn’t a lot to do around here bust ost of us go into
“Oooh, makes you all
sophisticated, doesn’t it?”
It had slipped out. Open
mouth, insert foot. She was trying to pull away from him again.
“Maybe I was right the first
time,” Buffy said. “You are an asshole.”
“Yeah, I am. Never claimed
to be anything else,” Spike said, lying back with his arms folded under his
head. “I like you…not all this.”
“And Lindsey? What about
Cordelia? Do you like them but not where they come from?”
“Something like that.”
Buffy straddled him. It
surprised the hell out of him but then her finger descended on his chest again.
What was it with these country girls and the poking?
“I like you, too and I know
that you can be really sweet. Quit being so jaded. I’m sorry that someone hurt
you and I’m sorry that we don’t have to be like that to have a good time. Why
don’t you try instead of being a jerk about it?”
“Try what, Luv? Milking
cows, or riding horses, or stepping in their shit or…”
A hand was put over his
mouth. “No, why don’t you try being real? Quit being who you think you should
be to fit in and just try to have fun.”
He pulled her hand away.
“If this is the life then
why are you trying so hard to get away?”
“Because I can’t take being
hurt anymore,” Buffy said softly. “I can’t always be second. Sometime in my
life I have to be…who I want to be and not what my parents think I am.”
“Sounds like you’re a little
jaded, too.”
She shrugged. “I guess I
am.”
Spike pulled her down,
cradling her in his arms. He rubbed her back softly and decided to try for her.
Someone had told him once that life didn’t have to be so dark all the time and
that he could learn to have fun. Oh, yeah, it had been Lindsey. Maybe they knew
something he didn’t.
“Okay, I’ll try,” Spike “Thank you,” Buffy mumbled He wanted her like he had “Lift up,” Buffy murmured, He was reaching between them “Hey, you two,” Lindsey “Asshole,” Spike whispered “Good boy.” “I don’t believe this,” She was flushed. Her “Trust me,” Spike whispered “Oh, my god, this is “Nope,” Spike said, softly. Unable to resist anymore he “Oh, Spike,” Buffy called, Somehow he knew she would be “Cum for me, pet, come on,” Buffy sat up, pulling the “Yeah, they probably did,” “Oh, you’re a pig,” Buffy He couldn’t stop grinning. “You know they are never “Yeah, but who wants to They were his sentiments
said, kissing her temple. “I’ll be as open minded about going to the swimming
hole as I can.”
against his chest. She kissed him, then again, making a trail down to his
nipple where she flicked it with the tip of her tongue. Grasping her hips he
positioned her over his still aching erection. She wiggled around, sighing as
they rubbed together with only the tap pants andet bet between them. He wanted
closer. Flipping them, he grasped her hair to pull her head back so he could
nip along the softness of her flesh. She held on. Her nails scrapped along his
arms sending shivers through him.
wanted no one else. She was fire as she returned to kissing his chest…his neck
until he couldn’t take it anymore. He captured her lips with his, driving his
tongue into the sweet cavern of her mouth. Someone moaned as his hips moved of
their own violation.
tugging at the sheet. He did and it was gone. One less thing between them only
stirred the fire higher. Her legs went around his waist as they moved together.
“I want you,” Buffy begged, gripping her fingers into his ass.
to yank her pants down when the sound of someone moving outside the door made
him freeze.
called. “Time to get a move on …chores to be done before playtime.”
to Buffy before calling over his shoulder. “We’ll be right out, daddy.”
Buffy muttered.
breathing was coming fast which did something fascinating to her breasts. And
the heat between her legs was burning him. They were both on the edge. He knew
they couldn’t take the time or else Lindsey would be banging on the door again.
But he didn’t have to leave her unsatisfied. Going to his knees he grabbed the
pants and pulled them down her legs.
when she started to protest. Her eyes were big when he dropped them over the
side and lay down between her legs. “Open up.”
embarrassing,” Buffy moaned, throwing an arm over her eyes.
“You are so beautiful.”
lowered his head to take a taste of her sweet nectar. She squirmed a little
when he repeated the long stroke of his tongue. A low moan fell from her lips
and he decided to put her out of her misery. He zeroed in on her clit, circling
and flicking it until Buffy was arching up. Not sure of how intact she still
was, his fingers only dipped slightly inside her. His thumb stroked along the
inner velvet flesh of her pussy, keeping time with his tongue.
clutching at his hair. “Don’t stop…yeah, oh please, right there…more.”
vocal. He loved it. Loved knowing what he was doing was turning her on. No
matter how much experience he had, it was great to hear that he was taking care
of business. She drew her legs up. Her toes tickled at his sides then dug into
him the more he increased his rhythm. She was almost there.
Spike encouraged as her hips rotated and arched off the mattress. He sucked her
clit between his lips, gave it a final flick, teasing at her opening while she
started coming undone around him. It was heaven to hear her moans become louder
until when she hit her pinnacle and she screamed. His name. Loudly. It broke
through the silence of the rest of the house and he flinched as he waited.
sheet around her. “I can’t…oh, god, they had to have heard…”
Spike said, proudly.
said.
He made the girl scream. Thankfully, only their friends were around. It
wouldn’t be a big deal. He should have known better. Somewhere from the kitchen
came the sound of howling. It was Lindsey. Then a loud moaning was heard. It
was Cordelia. They were in for the teasing of their lives. Spike looked back at
Buffy who was staring at him. Her face was bright red but then everything
changed in an instant. She broke out in giggles. They shook her entire body. He
felsideside her on the bed, laughing himself.
going to let us forget this,” Spike said.
forget,” Buffy said, curling into his side.
exactly.