Chasing the Girl

Disclaimer - part one

I realize that some people may find Buffy's attitude in the next few chapters a little, well, overwhelming is a good word, I guess. I ask that you please just bear with me though. And, thanks again for reading and reviewing. I live for feedback. Good or bad.

Part 6

Buffy finished snorting the line and looked over at the woman laying face down on her bed.

\"Hey,\" She said, crawling on top her. \"you're not sleepy, are you?\"

\"Yeah, a little.\" She slurred.

Buffy brushed the long black hair off of her back.

\"Stop it, I'm tired.\" The woman mumbled again.

\"No, you're not.\" Buffy said, as she laid her body on top of the girl.

She ran her hands down the side of the girl's breast and felt the catch in her throat as she tried to breath.

\"Still tired?\" Buffy asked.

\"Not really.\" The girl said as she tried to turn over.

\"No no.\" Buffy said, as she held the girl, pulling her arms above her head. \"Trust me, you'll like it from behind, F.\"

\"What did you call me?\" The girl asked.

\"Nothing, Maddie. I didn't call you anything, I said you'll like it.\" And with that Buffy captured the girl's mouth with her own, starting her hands back down the girl's back.

Last Year

'Shit, it's hot.' Kennedy thought, as she pulled her convertible into the driveway. 'And I'm sick of being hot. I think I may see if Will wants to ...'

\"What the fuck?\" She suddenly asked herself aloud as she got out of the car.

There, on her doorstep, was a very skinny, very tired looking Buffy and she was holding a baby.

\"I was wondering when you guys were coming home. It's hot as hell out here.\" Buffy said standing up. \"You gonna open the door or what?\"

\"Buffy, what the fuck, umm are you doing here? And who's that?\"

\"Look, Kennedy, can you just open the door and let me in and I'll explain everything. Where's Willow?\"

\"On her way home, I think.\"

\"Good, then I can tell you two at the same time.\"

Ten minutes later a stunned Willow and an only slightly less stunned Kennedy were sitting in the kitchen watching Buffy trying to feed the baby a banana and waiting for her to talk.

Buffy started with the story of Malcolm, how they met, what he did, and finally who the baby was.

\"...and this is Rose.\" She continued. \"She is ours, was ours, cause Malcolm's dead now, you know.\" She looked away.

\"No, Buffy.\" Willow spoke for the first timnce nce she had started. \"We don't know anything.\"

\"Well, I didn't really love him and I honestly don't care, except that all the money's gone and we don't have anywhere to go.\"

All this while Buffy was still trying to get the baby to eat, but she was busy playing with some pots she had found in the lower cabinet.

\"I've never even fed her,\" She said, looking at Rose. \"we had someone to do that.\"

And then she broke down.

\"I'm so fucked, Will. I don't know how to function anymore. All I want to do is score, and I have this kid, shit she's a year old, and she doesn't even recognize me. She just stopped crying when Ken pulled up, she doesn't even know I'm her mother.\"

When Buffy finished, the little girl looked around at hearing the word mother and said \"Momma\" and proceeded to cry.

\"See?\" Buffy said. \"She's looking for her momma and that was never me.\"

Willow got up from where she was sitting and walked over to Buffy who was crying into her palms, making the child cry even harder.

\"Who took care of her, Buff?\"

\"Greta, some woman Malcolm hired. He said Rose got in our way, and she did. Shit, Will I don't even really remember being pregnant. Everything's a blur.\"

\"How did he die?\"

\"They came in one night and just started shooting, I don't even know how they got past security. Greta ran into the room holding Rose and we ran. Malcolm was busy looking for his fucking gun...and well, he got his. We made it to the car when a bullet hit Greta. I caught Rose just in time, she was so close to being hit. I jumped in the car and drove off.\"

\"Who were the guys? Where's the car?\" Kennedy asked, as she picked Rose up and bounced her on her hip.

\"I don't know. Someone he had a bad deal with. They don't even know my real name. Don't care, probably. It doesn't matter, I have no way of claiming any of Malcolm's things and as far as the world is concerned, she...\" She said pointing to Rose. \"...she doesn't exist. As far as the car, I drove it to the airport, bought two tickets in my assumed name with the cash I had on me. Took a cab to the Garden District and walked the rest of the way here.\"

\"Damn, Buffy, how did you get mixed into this? I mean, we knew,\" Kennedy pointed to Willow and herself. \"that you were in some serious trouble, don't think we didn't. But this, this is like high-powered shit. Malcolm Cole was a serious bad guy. Even I know that. I had no idea you were with him.\"

\"Yeah, well, it didn't do well with his connections to know Malcolm was married. Or fake mar, se, seeing as we used an assumed name and fake birth certificate, to a Slayer. It doesn't matter, the guy was an ass.\"

\"The guy was an ass?? This is what you've got to say?\" Willow screamed, the baby started crying so she quieted down. \"What the fuck were you doing married to this guy and having a baby that you said 'got in your way' if the guy was an ass? What is wrong with you? I mean, who are you? What do you want from us?\"

\"I married him cause he had what I wanted and I was what he wanted.\" Buffy said, as she looked out the window. \"And I almost died because of it, worse yet, I almost killed an innocent child, my child.\" She said as she held her hand out to the baby, who instantly started to cry. \"I need help, please Will, please help me.\"

Buffy fell on the floor and wrapped her arms around Willow's waist, crying into her stomach.

Kennedy, sick at the display, took Rose and left the room.

\"We're going to the store. The kid's gonna need things. I'd ask you what size she wore, but I bet you wouldn't know.\" She said, and Willow gave her a sad look.

\"Look, Will.\" She said, ignoring Buffy who had slid to sit on the floor, head in her hands, crying. \"She's asking for help, and I'm all for helping. Just not her. This little girl,\" She pointed to Rose, who was busy playing with her hair, \"well she's done nothing and doesn't deserve this. She definitely doesn't deserve her.\" She said pointing to Buffy. \"So, I'll help her.\" She said pointing to Rose. \"And if you want to help Buffy, well that's your choice. Maybe Xander can pull the slack, cause I'm not going to.\"

Kennedy turned and walked out of the kitchen, leaving Willow standing there staring down at Buffy.

\"Get up.\" She said, Buffy looked up at her through tears.

\"I said get up, Buffy.\" She grabbed her by the hair, knowing the Slayer in Buffy could knock her across the room but not caring.

\"Get up. Get up. Get up!!\" She screamed.

Buffy crying, pulled herself up on shaking legs.

\"I don't know why I'm doing this,\" Willow continued. \"cause you screwed up. Big time, Buffy. You are not the person I loved, not my best friend. But I'll help. But you're gonna play by my rules or you leave.\"

Present Day.

Buffy slid her hands around Maddie's body, grasping her breasts.

\"Shit, Buff.\"

\"Shut up.\" She said as she licked her neck.

She moved her hands lower, her head on the girl's back, listening to her breathing.

When she touched her clit, the girl moaned and was about to speak. Buffy used her other hand to grab the girl's hair, jerking her head up.

\"Don't talk.\" She said, as she slipped her hand down and forced her fingers inside.

She sat astride her, pounding her fingers inside her, pulling her up by her hair. Maddie's breathing was becoming labored and she knew she was close. She could feel the heat pulling her in. She drove her hand faster, her palm working the girl's clit all the while.

Maddie was humping her hand. Buffy pulled her head back further and licked the girl's ear.

\"Come.\" She said, and Maddie did.

Hard.

After she finished, Buffy rolled over and lit a cigarette. Maddie tried to snuggle into her.

\"Get the fuck off me.\" She said and pushed her off the bed.

\"What?\"

\"You heard me, get the fuck off me. While you're at it, get your shit and get out.\"

Buffy was looking out the window, not even acknowledging the girl.

That is until she climbed back on the bed.

She picked Maddie up and threw her into the door.

\"Get out. You don't know me and you don't want to.\" She said, and the girl grabbed her clothes and ran nakedo tho the hall with Buffy slamming the door behind her.

She ran her hand through her hair and looked for the bottle of wine they had consumed earlier. She took a drink, and too tired to care about much, laid down on the bed and fell asleep.

To be continued