I'm Sorry William

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I’m sorry William_6

Spike pulled back and looked into her eyes. “All I want… all I want is to make you happy Buffy…”

“Make love to me…” She whispered reaching for him.

He leaned forward and brought his lips to hers, his hand already in motion cupping her ass firmly and pulling her towards him. He pulled back to watch her face as his hardness pressed into her core. The only emotions he saw warring on her face this time were love and lust. There was no regret, oathoathing. She really and truly loved him. Spike was awed.

He growled softly leaning forward to kiss her again. Slipping his hand into the waistband of her pants he pushed her panties to the side and slid two fingers home. She moaned and arched into him, neither of them breaking the kiss.

She reached down into his pants and grasped his firm cock with her warm hand. He gasped into her mouth.

She pulled away and sat up to remove the restrictive clothing and he was there, pressing soft kisses into the flesh of her shoulder. “So beautiful, so bloody perfect Luv.” He quickly removed his pants and was back by her side, pressing tender kisses into her jaw line. He nipped at her throat gently with blunt teeth, she laced her finger into his hair and pulled him closer.

“Spike…please I need you to make love to me I need to feel you against me…inside me…I can’t get enough of you…” He could hear the craving in her voice. He helped her remove her pants quickly, almost ripping them in the process. Spike’s love for swelswelled when instead of saying anything about that she just smiled shyly at him and spread her legs in silent invitation.

He positioned himself at her core, and rubbed his aching cock against her wet pussy. He thrust into her while looking into her eyes.

Buffy moaned and arched up into him, wrapping her arms and legs around him. She rocked her hips gently, and buried her face into his neck, moaning his name.

Spike thrust slow and deep, finding a steady rhythm. Buffy screamed as her muscles tightened and relaxed against his thick hard cock. She felt a gush of liquid as she came, triggering his release. He called out her name softly as his seed filled her.

They stayed still for a moment letting their body’s relax against each other.

Spike pulled back slightly. Buffy pulled him closer and kissed him fervently. She broke the kiss and let him pull back slightly. “I love you. There are not enough words…”

“I know. I love you too.” He rolled slightly, bringing her with him. She settled comfortably against his chest.

They stayed silent for a while, just enjoying being held by one another.
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It was a couple of hours later when she arrived at home. Willow was waiting.

“Hey Buffy.”

“Hey Will. How come you’re home from school?”

“We need to talk Buffy.”

“Ok…so talk.”

“Where were you last night?”

“I…I was…” The ringing of the telephone saved her. She was not prepared for Willow to ask her that. She thought she would have had some time to bring it up…tell them how she wanted to tell them all, not be confronted as soon as she walked in the door. “I’ll be right back…”
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Buffy walked into the kitchen and answered the phone. “Hello?”

“Hi I am looking for Miss Buffy Summers?”

“You found her. What’s up?”

“This is Mrs. Shields. From the bank. I have some really bad news for you…”

“What kind of bad news?”

“I regret to inform you we are foreclosing on your house. You have thirty days to vacate the premises.”

“You can’t just do that!”

“Yes. Actually we can, we have mailed you six different notices, all throughout June and July, and with no response from you we had no choice but to go ahead with the foreclosure. You will be sent the paperwork within the next week.”

“I…but I what if I get the money?”

“You have thirty days to get the money or remove all of your belongings. Either way Miss Summers this is quite serious.”

“Yes. I realize that and I will be in touch.”
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Buffy sat at the kitchen table and let the tears fall.

“What’s wrong?” Willow asked entering the kitchen. She knelt in front of Buffy and picked up her hands. She held them gently.

“I’m broke Will, And I have no job. They want to take my house away. It’s the only thing I have left of her…I can’t let them take it…”

Willow wrapped her arms around Buffy and let her cry.

Buffy willed herself to calm down. “Will…why didn’t you guys tell me the bank was doing this? I mean I knew we were behind a few payments…but…I had no idea it was this bad…”

“We were trying to get the money together Buffy…god I’m so sorry we didn’t tell you…but we didn’t want you to have more to worry about…especially after everything you’ve been through…”

“I…I have to go…”

“Where? Buffy…”

Buffy paused at the doorway. “I have to go talk to someone…I’ll be back in a while…”

“Someone wouldn’t happen to be a certain bleached blonde vampire you claim to feel nothing for would it?”

Buffy turned to look at Willow with a shocked expression on her face. “What?”

“Dawn said something…she said you…have a thing for Spike…”

‘No time like the present.’ Buffy motioned for Willow to sit down at the table before doing sitting down herself. “I realized last night that I am in love with him…”

At Willow’s shocked expression she continued.

“Do you remember just before you did that spell on me and Spike…I told you…part of me believes that real love and passion have to go hand in hand with pain and fighting…well I have ALL of that with him. I have someone who would do anything I asked of him…I have someone who has proven time and time again he is worthy of my love, I have someone who knows me completely. I don’t have to hide anything with him and he loves me all the same. When you did that spell on us…it was the happiest I remember being until now.”

“I get it Buffy…I really do…I just I thought you would have told me…”

“It was complicated…still is a little…”

“”I’m here to listen…”

“You don’t want to know…”

“I really do, that’s what best friends are for…”

“I used him for sex, at least that’s what I told myself…”

Willow turned a bright shade of red. “Why did you tell yourself that?”

“Cause I was worried about what you guys would say. I told him that if you guys found out…I’d deny it…I was horrible to him…”

“I’m so sorry you had to go through that…I understand what it’s like…to think the people you love won’t accept the person you are in love with…”

“I’m not going to hide my feelings anymore. Everyone is just going to have to deal.”

“I was terrified to tell you guys about Tara…I didn’t think any of you would be happy about me being a lesbien…I thought it would make things ackward with us…and I wanted to spend time with you guys and her….it started to hurt too much not to be open about it…”

“Thanks for being understanding about him Will…”

“I like Spike, I think he’s good for you. And for Dawn…I was just a little hurt that you didn’t tell me…but like I said…I do understand.
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She stood on the steps for a few minutes, willing herself to calm down. She knocked tentatively, thinking hy sty still be asleep. ‘I’m sure he’s asleep…I only left an hour ago…’ Her thoughts were interrupted when he pulled open the door and stood in the shadows. “Hi.”

“What’s wrong?” He asked as he pulled the door open wider for her to enter.

She smiled a little at his question. “How do you know me so well?”

“Cause I’m in love with you, you daft bint.”

Buffy entered and he shut the door behind her. Spike followed her into the darkened livingroom and sat on the couch beside her. “Come on, out with it then…”

“I have something to tell you…first…I told Willow about us…”

“I thought you weren’t ready for that luv?”

“I wasn’t…It just kind of happened.”
I hope that’s not the reason you’re upset.”

“No. Actually she took it well…quite well…I think we’re starting to overcome some of the things that came between us.”

“Bloody glad to hear that luv…It’s about time you and your mates sorted everything out.” Spike wrapped his arm around her shoulder and pulled her closer to him. “So if you weren’t upset about that than why?”

“I…got a call from the bank today…They’re repossessing my mother’s house.”

“No they’re not.” Spike growled softly with a determined glint in his eye. ‘Forced to give up the bloody house. We’ll see about that.’

“Yes…they arhavehave thirty days to remove all of my belongings…”

“Buffy do you want to leave that house?”

“It’s not about want…I don’t have the money to pay for it, and any job I could get wouldn’t pay me enough in thirty days to make a payment, never mind pay it off in full.”

“I would ask you to move in with me…though I know it’s not likely at this point. I know you love that house…I know your mum’s memories live there… have the money to pay your house off in full…”

“What? I c I can’t ask you to do that…”

“I know how much that house means to you Buffy…I don’t want you to be forced to give it up…And what about the Bit? What if she doesn’t want to move out?”

“You can’t just throw money at a problem and expect it to go away…”

“No, not any problem…but this problem…I can fix this luv, please let me…”

She looked into his eyes. “Okay. I’ll let you fix this. But…only because I am in love with you…”

“Thank god for that…” He kissed her softly on the lips. “When are you going to go to the bank?”

“Tomorrow morning. First thing…”

“Why don’t I go get the money and you can go now…when you come back I’ll have a surprise for you.”

“What kind of surprise?”

“If I told you it wouldn’t be a surprise now would it?”

“Buffy and surprises are un-mixy things…”

“Well you’d better get used to it Luv, I plan to spoil and surprise you every day of your life.”

“Spoiling is good…”

“Yes…now…be a good little kitten and I’ll be right back.”

She nodded and smiled. As soon as he left the room she started removing her clothing…
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