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Adult ++
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Author’s Notes-Thanks for the reviews-more please,more!Sorry Kinky,but Spike definitely WON’T be making an appearance in this story!!!The next character to be introduced will become clear in this chapter……..which BTW I have rewritten about 5 times,because I just couldn’t get the bloody thing right….but I’m pretty happy with it now….hope you are too…..It’s also the longest chapter so far.
Dawnie’s Little Kink-Chapter 5
‘Then let’s go’
‘Um,first,kinda need to clean up a bit Will….can you get the tissues for me please?’
Willow got up off the bed and went to the dresser to pick up the box of tissues.When she turned round,she saw Dawn wrinkling her nose in slight distaste as she looked at the two fingers she had removed from her pussy.
‘What’s up Dawnie?Don’t you like your own juice?Why don’t you taste it?’
‘Ewwww,I’m sure that’s,like,totally unhygienic or something.Besides,I’m sure you’re not meant to taste this stuff.’
Willow laughed,’Sweetie,use your imagination…what do you think me and Tara do together a lot of the time?’
‘Oh…..OOOHHHHHH,’ said Dawn as realisation hit,’……still seems a little gross though.’
Almost without thinking Willow sat back down on the bed,and gently took Dawn’s hand.Willow brought the unresisting hand up to her mouth,and began to lick the two fingers Dawn had been using.All the time she did this,she kept as much eye contact as she could with Dawn,although this wasn’t easy,as the teen’s eyes got ever wider and rounder as she saw the sheer lust in Willow’s eyes and watched the witch lick her fingers clean.
When she had finished,Willow released Dawn’s hand.’Not gross Dawnie.You could never be that….you taste wonderful.Thank-you.’
Dawn was almost in shock at the eroticism of what had just happened.She knew Willow got aroused from watching her,and Dawn had enjoyed that thought;but the naked desire she had seen in Willow’s eyes as she tasted Dawn’s intimate juices made the teen realise just how much passion could be aroused by lust.It was kind of scary…..but kind of not as well...
‘Wi,Will…I’m still pretty wet…I could give you more to taste…you know,on my fingers…if you want?’
‘Please Dawnie.’
Dawn moved her hand back to her pussy,and coated her fingers with as much of the remaining fluid as she could.Wordelessly,she held her hand out to Willow,who again took it gently by the wrist and began to lick Dawn’s fingers,maintaining eye contact all the while.
‘Wow,’ said Dawn as Willow finished and released her hand.’That was,that was just so hot Will.You really want me,don’t you?’ she added,with nervousness apparent in her voice.
Willow thought about what she had just done.Had she crossed a line and gone too far?She hadn’t touched Dawn in an intimate way…well,not really….maybe she was just educating the younger girl in showing her what could be sexy and erotic to different people?You know,broadening Dawn’s mind…doing a good thing…….or maybe she was almost out of her mind with lust,and just not thinking straight.’First things first’ she decided,’I need to get off so bad…….explanations and guilt later.’
Without answering Dawn’s question she said,‘What I really want is to get myself off before I explode Dawn…my room?…now please?’
‘Uh-huh,okay.’
The two girls got up and walked over to Willow’s room.The still almost naked Dawn sat on the end of the double bed,and watched with interest as Willow went to one of her drawers and returned with a small bottle and a slim vibrator of about 6 inches long.Willow placed the items on the bed,and began to undress.
‘No sexy striptease from me Dawn-I just need to get naked and have fun…. But,er I do things pretty different from you….I don’t want to freak you out-you sure you’re okay watching me?’
‘I’m sure….and kinda curious too.’ ‘Hey,what d’you know, the exhibitionist is a voyeur as well,’ Dawn thought to herself.
Willow had undressed rapidly,and quickly laid naked on the bed.Dawn took note of the redhead’s small but nicely shaped breasts,very like her own.Willow’s skin was good,but very pale,almost pasty in the manner of most redheads.Dawn liked the almost forbidden thrill of seeing her friend’s body,but she didn’t feel quite the lust or desire that she knew Willow felt when watching her.’I think maybe I belong mainly in Boytown,’ thought the teen,’but Girltown seems a nice place to visit occasionally.Certainly doesn’t gross me out anyway.’
Dawn noticed a couple of things when Willow opened her legs wide in front of her;the first was the absence of any hair at all.
‘You shave down there Will?’
‘Used to,but it was a pain having to redo it all the time…..this is from a little spell….Tara’s is the same.’Willow smiled,’Remember what I said about stray hairs in the teeth?Not a problem for Wiccas.’
‘Does it feel better like that?’
‘I think so,but you have to decide for yourself Dawnie.Now please,no more questions,I really need this….just watch.’
The second thing Dawn noticed was that Willow’s very,very wet pussy was gaping open already,probably as open wide as Dawn’s with her usual two fingers in,but Willow’s was still empty.The witch was holding the vibrator in one hand,and with the other poured some liquid from the bottle on to it.
’Some kind of lubricant I guess….but she doesn’t need that,she’s so wet…..that toy is hardly going to touch the sides anyway.It might fill me up nicely though,’ thought Dawn,slightly puzzled.But she held back any questions as Willow had asked.She also felt pretty proud of herself at having been the cause of Willow’s urgent need for release.
The solution to Dawn’s un-asked question became clear to her as Willow rolled on to her side,and placed the tip of the vibrator against her crinkled asshole.Dawn’s eyes widened in surprise,as the witch gently but firmly forced the toy past the barrier of her sphincter muscle,and continued pushing until there were about 5 inches buried in her ass,with just the base of the vibrator sticking out.Willow twisted the base,and Dawn could see it begin to vibrate and hear a muted little buzzing noise.Willow gripped the base of the toy and pulled it out a few inches,before reversing the direction and pushing the toy back in again.As she continued with these motions,her other hand came round to her front and she began playing with her clit.
‘Geez Will, you’re fucking your ass,’ Dawn blurted out.
‘Thanks Dawnie,kinda noticed that…..I told you everyone has different things they like didn’t I? I like to start with something up my ass…just to start with though.’
Willow glanced at Dawn’s face,and saw that she was staring with rapt attention at the toy moving in and out of the wicca’s hole.Willow enjoyed the slight look of shock on Dawn’s face.’You ain’t seen nothing yet,sweetie,’she thought to herself.Willow also realised that she had a bit of an exhibitionist streak in her…it was obviously pretty normal for her and Tara to be comfortable looking at and enjoying each others bodies-they were long term partners after all-but to be masturbating in front of this almost innocent girl,this girl who had caused Willow to get so worked up in the first place…well,she couldn’t deny how exciting it was.
Willow could feel herself getting even more aroused.It wouldn’t take much more for her to cum,so she stopped playing with her clit,wanting to draw this out….and also to show Dawn something else.Semi-reluctantly she withdrew the vibrator from her ass and turned it off.She reached across and placed it on the bedside table,before rolling on to her back.She reached down between her legs and spread her labial lips wide open.
‘This is your favourite pose to be in isn’t Dawn,all spread and exposed? You like looking at someone else doing it too?’
Willow would have been the first one to admit that her own pussy was nowhere near as cute as the virtually untouched one of Dawn’s.The inner lips were much more pronounced and protruding,much more fleshy than Dawn’s beautifully delicate ones.But pretty or not,it certainly had Dawn’s attention as the teen stared at Willow’s open vagina.
‘You look hot Will….are you gonna use the toy there too?’
‘No sweetie…need a little more than that…’
With that Willow released her lips,and almost roughly pushed 2 fingers into her pussy,adding a 3rd one almost immediately.Dawn was interested,but hardly surprised at this-after all Willow had several years of sexual experience behind her,and Dawn had seen earlier both how open and how wet the redhead’s pussy was.The 2 fingers which were always enough for Dawn wouldn’t satisfy Willow.
Even so,Dawn did slightly raise an eyebrow when Willow added her little finger,making 4 moving rhythmically in and out of her sopping cunt.’Wow,if I tried that I’d split myself in two,’ thought Dawn.
‘You watching me Dawnie?You like to watch too?’
‘Not quite as much as I like to be watched,but still enjoying the show Will.’
‘That’s good sweetie.’ ‘Still the big finish yet though..’added Willow to herself.
Willow picked up the little bottle of lube,and stopped masturbating long enough to pour a fair amount over her pussy and hand.Looking up and seeing Dawn’s quizical expression,she gave the teen a wink.
‘Keep watching Dawn.’
Dawn looked back down to Willow’s pussy,and saw that the redhead had tucked her thumb into the other 4 fingers,making a sort of point with her hand.
‘OH….’ thought Dawn
Willow pushed slowly against her pussy,soon working the digits in up to the second joint.
‘MY……’
She kept pushing,and her hand slid in further,now the ridge of knuckles up against the vaginal entrance.
‘GOD…..’
Willow took a short pause,and then applied more pressure,and with a grunt of pain,pleasure,desire from her mouth,the ring of flesh moved over her knuckles.One last push,and Willow’s hand was enveloped completely,the vaginal entrance gripping around her wrist.
‘Holy crap Will!!You’ve got your whole hand in there.’
‘Again,pretty much noticed that Dawn,’Willow gasped out,’…you wanna tell me I’ve got red hair next?’
‘Sorry,but….wow….I mean….wow…..doesn’t it hurt?That would kill me.’
‘I’ve had plenty of practice with Tara….you get used to it,and then you get to need and want it…..and now I really need and want to cum.’
Willow slowly moved her inserted hand,just an inch or so in and out,relishing as always the edge-of-pain pleasure of being so stretched and full.With her free hand she rubbed her clit,knowing her release couldn’t be held back much longer.
‘I’m nearly there Dawnie,I’m gonna cum soon.’
Dawn had enjoyed Willow’s name-calling of earlier,and wanted to return the favour.
‘Are you still thinking about me Will,are you still thinking about my virgin cunt and what I taste like?Is that what turned you on so much,how my cunt tastes,is that what made you want to fuck your ass?Am I such a hot little slut that you have to fuck your whole hand thinking of me,and what you’d love to do to me?’
Willow was too far gone to answer now,lost in remembering the images of Dawn’s body from earlier on,together with random thoughts and flashbacks of the last time she and Tara had made love,the last time she had been filled like this,Tara fisting her to a wonderful orgasm……as good as the one which hit her now,causing her to grunt and moan as she drew it out for as long as she could,before the peak was finally reached,and she started to float down gently from the fantastic high.And as she floated down and the endorphin rush of lust unclouded from her brain,she realised a few things that had to be done.
Willow opened her eyes and looked up at Dawn.’Thanks Dawnie…..God I needed that….whew…’.
Willow took a few deep sucks of air to get her breath back,and then slowly eased her hand out of her pussy.Dawn watched,still almost amazed what Willow had done.
‘I can’t believe you did that Willow….and you and Tara do that to each other?’
‘Sure we do….I’m not usually thinking about Buffy’s kid sister at the time though.’ Willow said guiltily.
‘I’m not a kid Will.’
‘I know Dawnie,I know…..but we need to talk about all this.’
‘Er,don’t want to state the obvious again,but we are talking….what’s wrong?’
Willow gathered her thoughts,and tried to explain what she felt to Dawn.
‘I love Tara.That’s the most important thing in my life.I want to be with her for ever.I love you too Dawn,you know that….I care about you so much,it breaks my heart to see you so sad sometimes….but I don’t love you like I do Tara.And what we’ve been doing here….I dunno-I’ve enjoyed it,God I’ve enjoyed it,just like you have-and if it wasn’t for Tara I would want to do it every day…..but it’s not right me lusting after you like this Dawnie,getting off on tasting you….I,..I almost don’t trust myself.I tried to tell myself that it was okay,that if I was helping you then I wasn’t doing anything wrong if I had a good time too…..but then I asked myself how I would feel if it was Tara helping you out and enjoying herself….and I would feel betrayed,and I would feel hurt….I know we didn’t ‘do’ anything Dawn….but I think this has to be the last time.’
Dawn looked at the ground,and digested what Willow had said.She remembered the lust she had seen in Willow’s eyes,and had to concede to herself that it wasn’t fair to keep tempting Willow like that,when her relationship with the blonde witch clearly meant so much to her.She was sad as well though-she had enjoyed this SO much….then an idea struck her.
‘I understand Will….I would hate to cause you and Tara problems…..But I've really enjoyed you watching me…….Do you think Tara would like to watch me?’
‘Dawn!Did you not just hear me say how I would feel about that!!’
‘NO!,no Will,God I didn’t mean like a replacement for you….but you liked watching me.And I LOVED being watched.And you liked being watched too.’Dawn was having trouble following where that sentence was heading,so she moved on.’So if Tara likes the same things you do,then you guys could BOTH watch me,and if I turned you both on,it wouldn’t matter because you’d have each other to scratch the itch.Or scratch the witch in this case,heh.And then I could watch what you guys do together….I mean it was pretty cool seeing what you did to yourself….I’d be pretty interested to see what you can do together….what do you think?’
Willow was a little surprised-Dawn really did have an exhibitionist streak several miles wide-but if there was a way of still ‘helping’ Dawn without risking her relationship with Tara…well,she really did love Dawn’s gorgeous body and her shamelessness……
‘Let me think about it Dawnie…..The trouble is if I tell Tara about this thing with us,I risk causing what I most want to avoid…’
‘Well,don’t tell her everything-just that you watched me because I asked you to,and I loved it so much I want Tara to watch me too….and that I’m curious about what two girls get up to…..if you leave out the whole tasting me part it doesn’t sound too bad does it?’
‘Well,no I guess not-but that’s kind of like saying the President and Mrs Kennedy had a not too bad drive through Dallas if you leave out the assassination…….look Dawn,leave it with me…..I’ll think about talking to Tara when she gets back,and we’ll see what happens…okay?’
‘Okay,cool….thanks for everything so far though Will…..you know,in case Tara says ‘no.’’
‘You’re welcome Dawnie-I had a good time too remember?’
‘I know,’Dawn smiled…..'so what now,showers all round and then movie?'
T.B.C.
Dawnie’s Little Kink-Chapter 5
‘Then let’s go’
‘Um,first,kinda need to clean up a bit Will….can you get the tissues for me please?’
Willow got up off the bed and went to the dresser to pick up the box of tissues.When she turned round,she saw Dawn wrinkling her nose in slight distaste as she looked at the two fingers she had removed from her pussy.
‘What’s up Dawnie?Don’t you like your own juice?Why don’t you taste it?’
‘Ewwww,I’m sure that’s,like,totally unhygienic or something.Besides,I’m sure you’re not meant to taste this stuff.’
Willow laughed,’Sweetie,use your imagination…what do you think me and Tara do together a lot of the time?’
‘Oh…..OOOHHHHHH,’ said Dawn as realisation hit,’……still seems a little gross though.’
Almost without thinking Willow sat back down on the bed,and gently took Dawn’s hand.Willow brought the unresisting hand up to her mouth,and began to lick the two fingers Dawn had been using.All the time she did this,she kept as much eye contact as she could with Dawn,although this wasn’t easy,as the teen’s eyes got ever wider and rounder as she saw the sheer lust in Willow’s eyes and watched the witch lick her fingers clean.
When she had finished,Willow released Dawn’s hand.’Not gross Dawnie.You could never be that….you taste wonderful.Thank-you.’
Dawn was almost in shock at the eroticism of what had just happened.She knew Willow got aroused from watching her,and Dawn had enjoyed that thought;but the naked desire she had seen in Willow’s eyes as she tasted Dawn’s intimate juices made the teen realise just how much passion could be aroused by lust.It was kind of scary…..but kind of not as well...
‘Wi,Will…I’m still pretty wet…I could give you more to taste…you know,on my fingers…if you want?’
‘Please Dawnie.’
Dawn moved her hand back to her pussy,and coated her fingers with as much of the remaining fluid as she could.Wordelessly,she held her hand out to Willow,who again took it gently by the wrist and began to lick Dawn’s fingers,maintaining eye contact all the while.
‘Wow,’ said Dawn as Willow finished and released her hand.’That was,that was just so hot Will.You really want me,don’t you?’ she added,with nervousness apparent in her voice.
Willow thought about what she had just done.Had she crossed a line and gone too far?She hadn’t touched Dawn in an intimate way…well,not really….maybe she was just educating the younger girl in showing her what could be sexy and erotic to different people?You know,broadening Dawn’s mind…doing a good thing…….or maybe she was almost out of her mind with lust,and just not thinking straight.’First things first’ she decided,’I need to get off so bad…….explanations and guilt later.’
Without answering Dawn’s question she said,‘What I really want is to get myself off before I explode Dawn…my room?…now please?’
‘Uh-huh,okay.’
The two girls got up and walked over to Willow’s room.The still almost naked Dawn sat on the end of the double bed,and watched with interest as Willow went to one of her drawers and returned with a small bottle and a slim vibrator of about 6 inches long.Willow placed the items on the bed,and began to undress.
‘No sexy striptease from me Dawn-I just need to get naked and have fun…. But,er I do things pretty different from you….I don’t want to freak you out-you sure you’re okay watching me?’
‘I’m sure….and kinda curious too.’ ‘Hey,what d’you know, the exhibitionist is a voyeur as well,’ Dawn thought to herself.
Willow had undressed rapidly,and quickly laid naked on the bed.Dawn took note of the redhead’s small but nicely shaped breasts,very like her own.Willow’s skin was good,but very pale,almost pasty in the manner of most redheads.Dawn liked the almost forbidden thrill of seeing her friend’s body,but she didn’t feel quite the lust or desire that she knew Willow felt when watching her.’I think maybe I belong mainly in Boytown,’ thought the teen,’but Girltown seems a nice place to visit occasionally.Certainly doesn’t gross me out anyway.’
Dawn noticed a couple of things when Willow opened her legs wide in front of her;the first was the absence of any hair at all.
‘You shave down there Will?’
‘Used to,but it was a pain having to redo it all the time…..this is from a little spell….Tara’s is the same.’Willow smiled,’Remember what I said about stray hairs in the teeth?Not a problem for Wiccas.’
‘Does it feel better like that?’
‘I think so,but you have to decide for yourself Dawnie.Now please,no more questions,I really need this….just watch.’
The second thing Dawn noticed was that Willow’s very,very wet pussy was gaping open already,probably as open wide as Dawn’s with her usual two fingers in,but Willow’s was still empty.The witch was holding the vibrator in one hand,and with the other poured some liquid from the bottle on to it.
’Some kind of lubricant I guess….but she doesn’t need that,she’s so wet…..that toy is hardly going to touch the sides anyway.It might fill me up nicely though,’ thought Dawn,slightly puzzled.But she held back any questions as Willow had asked.She also felt pretty proud of herself at having been the cause of Willow’s urgent need for release.
The solution to Dawn’s un-asked question became clear to her as Willow rolled on to her side,and placed the tip of the vibrator against her crinkled asshole.Dawn’s eyes widened in surprise,as the witch gently but firmly forced the toy past the barrier of her sphincter muscle,and continued pushing until there were about 5 inches buried in her ass,with just the base of the vibrator sticking out.Willow twisted the base,and Dawn could see it begin to vibrate and hear a muted little buzzing noise.Willow gripped the base of the toy and pulled it out a few inches,before reversing the direction and pushing the toy back in again.As she continued with these motions,her other hand came round to her front and she began playing with her clit.
‘Geez Will, you’re fucking your ass,’ Dawn blurted out.
‘Thanks Dawnie,kinda noticed that…..I told you everyone has different things they like didn’t I? I like to start with something up my ass…just to start with though.’
Willow glanced at Dawn’s face,and saw that she was staring with rapt attention at the toy moving in and out of the wicca’s hole.Willow enjoyed the slight look of shock on Dawn’s face.’You ain’t seen nothing yet,sweetie,’she thought to herself.Willow also realised that she had a bit of an exhibitionist streak in her…it was obviously pretty normal for her and Tara to be comfortable looking at and enjoying each others bodies-they were long term partners after all-but to be masturbating in front of this almost innocent girl,this girl who had caused Willow to get so worked up in the first place…well,she couldn’t deny how exciting it was.
Willow could feel herself getting even more aroused.It wouldn’t take much more for her to cum,so she stopped playing with her clit,wanting to draw this out….and also to show Dawn something else.Semi-reluctantly she withdrew the vibrator from her ass and turned it off.She reached across and placed it on the bedside table,before rolling on to her back.She reached down between her legs and spread her labial lips wide open.
‘This is your favourite pose to be in isn’t Dawn,all spread and exposed? You like looking at someone else doing it too?’
Willow would have been the first one to admit that her own pussy was nowhere near as cute as the virtually untouched one of Dawn’s.The inner lips were much more pronounced and protruding,much more fleshy than Dawn’s beautifully delicate ones.But pretty or not,it certainly had Dawn’s attention as the teen stared at Willow’s open vagina.
‘You look hot Will….are you gonna use the toy there too?’
‘No sweetie…need a little more than that…’
With that Willow released her lips,and almost roughly pushed 2 fingers into her pussy,adding a 3rd one almost immediately.Dawn was interested,but hardly surprised at this-after all Willow had several years of sexual experience behind her,and Dawn had seen earlier both how open and how wet the redhead’s pussy was.The 2 fingers which were always enough for Dawn wouldn’t satisfy Willow.
Even so,Dawn did slightly raise an eyebrow when Willow added her little finger,making 4 moving rhythmically in and out of her sopping cunt.’Wow,if I tried that I’d split myself in two,’ thought Dawn.
‘You watching me Dawnie?You like to watch too?’
‘Not quite as much as I like to be watched,but still enjoying the show Will.’
‘That’s good sweetie.’ ‘Still the big finish yet though..’added Willow to herself.
Willow picked up the little bottle of lube,and stopped masturbating long enough to pour a fair amount over her pussy and hand.Looking up and seeing Dawn’s quizical expression,she gave the teen a wink.
‘Keep watching Dawn.’
Dawn looked back down to Willow’s pussy,and saw that the redhead had tucked her thumb into the other 4 fingers,making a sort of point with her hand.
‘OH….’ thought Dawn
Willow pushed slowly against her pussy,soon working the digits in up to the second joint.
‘MY……’
She kept pushing,and her hand slid in further,now the ridge of knuckles up against the vaginal entrance.
‘GOD…..’
Willow took a short pause,and then applied more pressure,and with a grunt of pain,pleasure,desire from her mouth,the ring of flesh moved over her knuckles.One last push,and Willow’s hand was enveloped completely,the vaginal entrance gripping around her wrist.
‘Holy crap Will!!You’ve got your whole hand in there.’
‘Again,pretty much noticed that Dawn,’Willow gasped out,’…you wanna tell me I’ve got red hair next?’
‘Sorry,but….wow….I mean….wow…..doesn’t it hurt?That would kill me.’
‘I’ve had plenty of practice with Tara….you get used to it,and then you get to need and want it…..and now I really need and want to cum.’
Willow slowly moved her inserted hand,just an inch or so in and out,relishing as always the edge-of-pain pleasure of being so stretched and full.With her free hand she rubbed her clit,knowing her release couldn’t be held back much longer.
‘I’m nearly there Dawnie,I’m gonna cum soon.’
Dawn had enjoyed Willow’s name-calling of earlier,and wanted to return the favour.
‘Are you still thinking about me Will,are you still thinking about my virgin cunt and what I taste like?Is that what turned you on so much,how my cunt tastes,is that what made you want to fuck your ass?Am I such a hot little slut that you have to fuck your whole hand thinking of me,and what you’d love to do to me?’
Willow was too far gone to answer now,lost in remembering the images of Dawn’s body from earlier on,together with random thoughts and flashbacks of the last time she and Tara had made love,the last time she had been filled like this,Tara fisting her to a wonderful orgasm……as good as the one which hit her now,causing her to grunt and moan as she drew it out for as long as she could,before the peak was finally reached,and she started to float down gently from the fantastic high.And as she floated down and the endorphin rush of lust unclouded from her brain,she realised a few things that had to be done.
Willow opened her eyes and looked up at Dawn.’Thanks Dawnie…..God I needed that….whew…’.
Willow took a few deep sucks of air to get her breath back,and then slowly eased her hand out of her pussy.Dawn watched,still almost amazed what Willow had done.
‘I can’t believe you did that Willow….and you and Tara do that to each other?’
‘Sure we do….I’m not usually thinking about Buffy’s kid sister at the time though.’ Willow said guiltily.
‘I’m not a kid Will.’
‘I know Dawnie,I know…..but we need to talk about all this.’
‘Er,don’t want to state the obvious again,but we are talking….what’s wrong?’
Willow gathered her thoughts,and tried to explain what she felt to Dawn.
‘I love Tara.That’s the most important thing in my life.I want to be with her for ever.I love you too Dawn,you know that….I care about you so much,it breaks my heart to see you so sad sometimes….but I don’t love you like I do Tara.And what we’ve been doing here….I dunno-I’ve enjoyed it,God I’ve enjoyed it,just like you have-and if it wasn’t for Tara I would want to do it every day…..but it’s not right me lusting after you like this Dawnie,getting off on tasting you….I,..I almost don’t trust myself.I tried to tell myself that it was okay,that if I was helping you then I wasn’t doing anything wrong if I had a good time too…..but then I asked myself how I would feel if it was Tara helping you out and enjoying herself….and I would feel betrayed,and I would feel hurt….I know we didn’t ‘do’ anything Dawn….but I think this has to be the last time.’
Dawn looked at the ground,and digested what Willow had said.She remembered the lust she had seen in Willow’s eyes,and had to concede to herself that it wasn’t fair to keep tempting Willow like that,when her relationship with the blonde witch clearly meant so much to her.She was sad as well though-she had enjoyed this SO much….then an idea struck her.
‘I understand Will….I would hate to cause you and Tara problems…..But I've really enjoyed you watching me…….Do you think Tara would like to watch me?’
‘Dawn!Did you not just hear me say how I would feel about that!!’
‘NO!,no Will,God I didn’t mean like a replacement for you….but you liked watching me.And I LOVED being watched.And you liked being watched too.’Dawn was having trouble following where that sentence was heading,so she moved on.’So if Tara likes the same things you do,then you guys could BOTH watch me,and if I turned you both on,it wouldn’t matter because you’d have each other to scratch the itch.Or scratch the witch in this case,heh.And then I could watch what you guys do together….I mean it was pretty cool seeing what you did to yourself….I’d be pretty interested to see what you can do together….what do you think?’
Willow was a little surprised-Dawn really did have an exhibitionist streak several miles wide-but if there was a way of still ‘helping’ Dawn without risking her relationship with Tara…well,she really did love Dawn’s gorgeous body and her shamelessness……
‘Let me think about it Dawnie…..The trouble is if I tell Tara about this thing with us,I risk causing what I most want to avoid…’
‘Well,don’t tell her everything-just that you watched me because I asked you to,and I loved it so much I want Tara to watch me too….and that I’m curious about what two girls get up to…..if you leave out the whole tasting me part it doesn’t sound too bad does it?’
‘Well,no I guess not-but that’s kind of like saying the President and Mrs Kennedy had a not too bad drive through Dallas if you leave out the assassination…….look Dawn,leave it with me…..I’ll think about talking to Tara when she gets back,and we’ll see what happens…okay?’
‘Okay,cool….thanks for everything so far though Will…..you know,in case Tara says ‘no.’’
‘You’re welcome Dawnie-I had a good time too remember?’
‘I know,’Dawn smiled…..'so what now,showers all round and then movie?'
T.B.C.