Nobody Loves Me

Angel woke up first, his inner alarm clock reminding him he had work today. He looked down at the sleeping body that was wrapped tightly around him and smiled. He planted a kiss on William’s head making the younger man stir.

“Good morning sunshine.”

“Morning, bloody hell what time is it?”

“Seven.”

“Oh shit, oh shit I’m going to be so dead!”

Angel didn’t understand the little outburst so he ignored it and Got out of bed. He began rummaging through his closet as William checked his cell phone messages. He saw the boy become more nervous and finally broke the silence.

“What’s wrong?”

“Everything!. . . I’m sorry. My father I never called him last night and I’m not really aloud out all night without telling him anything.”

“Your nineteen.”

“I used to sneak out to use drugs Angel, he’s going to kick me out of the house if he thinks I’m up to my old tricks.”

“Oh. Did he leave you a message?”

“Three.”

“Shit, why don’t you tell him you were at a friends house.?”

All of a sudden there was a loud bang and keys jingling. The sound of heels across wood floors drew William’s attention.

“What the fuck is that?”

“It’s just Cordy, my sister.”

“Oh, is she going to care I’m here?”

“No.”

There was a knock at the door and Angel left the room. William got dressed and tried to think if he should follow Angel or not. He felt dirty, smelled of sex and he was wearing the same clothes as yesterday. As much as he wanted a shower he decided he would call his father first, before he did anything. He sat on the bed and dialed the number to his house.

“Rupert speaking.”

“Dad?”

“William? Where the hell are you young man and why didn’t you call me all night? Are you in trouble or on drugs!?”

“No, no I um, I’m at a friends house and I fell asleep. I‘m sorry I forgot to call you.”

“What friend William, are you with Drusilla?”

Before William could answer Cordelia opened the door and stared him up and down. She smiled sweetly and turned her head towards the kitchen.

“He’s cute, but the hair is a little eighties.”

William heard his father speaking, but he had been paying attention to the new arrival who left had just left the room.

“William are you listening to me? Who was that girl?”

“Cordelia.”

“Who the bloody hell is Cordelia?”

“My friend, I stayed at her house, we sort of hooked up.”

William was surprised he came up with a lie, but he couldn’t tell his dad he was shagging his therapist last night.

“I thought you were gay.”

“Well I. . .I um swing both ways.”

“Oh, well. . .alright I guess, when will you be home?”

“After school, I’ll get a ride there and come straight home.”

“Ok, oh yes one more thing. You have an appointment with Angel tomorrow.”

“Um, alright.”

“Bye son and do call the next time you decide to stay out all night.”

“Yes father.”

William hung up and decided, so far today was one of the weirdest days of his existence. He went into the kitchen where Angel was making breakfast and coffee. Angel looked at him and smiled, Cordelia was painting her nails at the kitchen table concentrating deeply.

“Hello baby, everything all right?”

William blushed and nodded, he liked how Angel used pet names. It almost made him feel as if he were loved.

“Can I ask you a favor?”

“Sure anything?”

“Well, it’s more like two. Can I barrow clothes and take a shower?”

“Sure, anything else?”

“I um sort of need a ride to school.”

Cordy looked up at him with an odd expression and looked at Angel. They did like a silent communication thing and Cordelia shrugged, then spoke.

“His job is on the other side of town, but I’ll drive you. What school do you go to?”

“UC Sunny dale.”

“Damn Angel, you pick them young. What are you some type of pedophile?”

“Hey, I’m nineteen, not a bleeding infant.”

“Chill out bleachy it was a joke.”

“Sorry.”

Angel laughed at the two teens fighting. He put the eggs, bacon, toast into three different plates and set them down on the table just as Cordelia’s nails dried. He sat down and looked at William who was standing kind of awkwardly in the middle of the room.

“Why don’t you eat first then get ready?”

Will nodded and sat down, Angel was a good cook and the food filled him up. When he was finished with his meal he gave Angel a quick peck on the lips and ran into the bathroom to take a shower. The only problem was he didn’t know how to work the water. Angel walked in a second later and smiled, but didn’t say a word.

“You mind sharing? I need one too.”

“N- no.”

“Angel stripped down and watched William do the same. They climbed into the hot spray and just looked at each other until Angel suggested they get washed up.

“How about I do you and you . . .do me?”

William’s cock hardened at the sight of the magnificent man and his dirty words. He just nodded and grabbed a washrag and soap. He started With Angel’s chest and shoulders. He slowly washed down the large, muscular arms watching the water wash away the soap suds. It was incredibly erotic and he felt his cock harden even more.

Angel grabbed the soap and rubbed it all over William’s back making the younger man moan softly. They spread the suds over each others bodies and massaged one another sensually. Their lips fused together and they began to kiss passionately as they moved together in a soapy, wet bliss. By the time Angel reached William’s ass they were both achingly hard and horny.

He rubbed the little hole that his dick was surrounded by the night before, causing William to gasp and shudder in his arms. He kneeled down in front of Will, not removing his finger. He licked the head of the reddened cock and pushed his finger inside the tight channel.

“Oh god YES!”

Will pushed back onto Angel’s finger as his cock was swallowed to the root. He felt his orgasm approach and screamed out, shooting his load in the other mans waiting mouth. His body shook with the force of it and his knees almost buckled. Angel caught him mid fall and kissed his mouth sharing the taste. William was about to return the favor, then he noticed Angel wasn’t hard anymore. William looked into his deep brown eyes with a curious expression and a little pout.

“Just tasting you baby made me so hot I couldn’t control myself. Do you see what you do to me?”

Will wasn’t expecting that, he thought he had disgusted Angel. God this man knew exactly what to say, it made him tingle all over and caused a large smile to break the pout..

They finished rinsing off and climbed out of the shower. They dried each other off and kissed softly. Once they got into the bedroom Angel threw Will’s clothes in the hamper and looked for another pair. He found him a comfy, black tee-shirt and his smallest pair of black track pants. He tossed them at Will who put them on quickly.

“Thank you.”

“Not a problem precious, you can keep them.”

“Oh thanks”

William nodded and watched Angel put on a nice red dress shirt and black pants. William couldn’t take his eyes away from his lover, he was glorious. Angel smiled and kissed William one last time.

“I have to get to work now, or I’ll be late. Cordy will drive you whenever she is done. Call me if you can after school, ok baby?”

“Yes I will. Bye Angel.”

Angel left and said goodbye to his sister and went off to work. William wandered into the kitchen and watched Cordelia do her makeup. She was a beautiful girl, but he was gay.

“Geez, stare much, you know that‘s rude.”

“Yes.”

William smiled knowing now that was her sense of humor and waited for her to finish. Once she was done she looked her self over and grabbed her keys.

“Ready Blondie?”

“Yeah queeny.”

“Oh, he actually has some balls.”

“Two of them.”

Cordelia laughed as they got into her car, a red BMW with license plates that said “Queen C.”

“So how long have you known Angel?”

“Um about a week maybe two?”

“How did you meet.”

“He is my therapist.” William answered quietly not wanting to lie to the girl.

“Interesting, isn’t that like against the rules?”

Will just shrugged and played with the hem of his shirt. Cordelia realized he lacked confidence, she had an ability to read people. She sort of liked him, more than any of Angel’s other boy toys.

“Don’t sorry about it, he must like you a lot if he’s breaking the rules just to be with you.”

“Yeah, I guess.”

William had a smile on his face as they got to the school. Cordy was glad she had been nice to him, she used to be a bitch in high school and she was trying to redeem herself.

“Well this is our stop, Maybe I’ll see you around campus.”

“Yeah, maybe. Thanks for the ride.”

Cordelia nodded and they went their separate ways. William was searching for Buffy all over and then he spotted her talking to Riley. He was about to walk over but then he decided against it and made his way to class. He would just have to tell Buffy the news later.

~~~~~~~~Meanwhile~~~~~~~~~~~

Angel arrived at his office and saw his patient and Harmony.

“Sorry I’m late.”

“Hi boss, would you like some coffee?”

“Sure Harmony, Oz you can come into my office.”

Oz had been a patient for a while now. He was about the same age as William and suffered from a personality disorder. He was a nice kid but had a violent side and his girlfriend Willow was scared of him, so he started seeing a therapist to get help.

Angel liked him, then again he liked most of his patients. The only exceptions were Hamilton, Lindsey and Liliah. He only saw them once a month so it wasn’t too bad.

Angel was trying to stay focused on Oz, but his mind would soon drift back to his beautiful William. Oz didn’t notice and if he did he never said anything. Once the appointment was over Angel thought about Will some more as he waited for his next patient to arrive.

He felt like he was surrounded by William Giles, he saw him in his head. He felt where William’s hands had been. He tasted him and smelled him. He was completely filled with William, even his heart. For once Angel didn’t see this as a bad thing.


Authors note: I updated so quickly because I have been getting a lot of reviews for this story! I’m so glad you guys like it, I’m really having fun writing it. Well if I get more of those lovely reviews I’ll update VERY soon. Enjoy!!