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Forgive Me Father, For I Have Sinned

By: sluggie
folder BtVS AU/AR › Het - Male/Female › Buffy/Spike(William)
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 12
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Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Rites of Passage

William groaned at Buffy’s choice of words. He covered her body with his and pressed himself against her. He began kissing her again as his manhood stabbed around between her thighs searching for an entrance with a will of its own. William finally reached down and positioned himself at her wet entrance. He began to push inside. Buffy grabbed his shoulders and dug her fingernails in as she felt him begin to stretch her open.

“Oh God! You’re huge!” she breathed.
William closed his eyes and willed himself not to just thrust hard into her too soon.
“Just relax baby” He said as he felt her tense when his cock pushed against the thin membrane of skin inside her.

He leaned his forehead on hers and looked deep in her eyes; “I love you” he whispered then thrust hard and deep into her breaking through the wall of her virginity. Buffy screamed at his invasion and buried her head in his shoulder while digging her nails deeper into his shoulders.
“Oh God Buffy. So tight. You feel so good.” William said as he felt her warm soft flesh surrounding him. He had never felt something this good in his entire life.

Buffy held still, sniffling against his shoulder as she adjusted to him being inside her. The first ce pce pain had been like a knife ripping her in two but now, only moments later; it had subsided to a dull throb.
“Are you O.K.?” William asked her.
“You hurt me” She looked up at him accusingly.
“I’m sorry” he kissed her softly.
“I knew it was going to hurt but I guess I just didn’t know what to expect until it actually happened” she told him.
“Does it still hurt?” William pulled out a bit then thrust back in.

Buffy arched her back, pressing her body into him as she felt a pleasurable sensation spread into her groin, mixed with the dull receding pain.
“Not so much. Do that again” she smiled shyly.
William grinned back and pulled out then thrust back in again.
“Oh yeah” she panted.
“That better, baby?” he continued thrusting.
“Yeah. Oh. Oh my! Oh. Wow! I can feel you. Oh God. I can feel you inside me William” she lifted her hips up to meet his thrusts.

Jesus, the words she was saying to him were threatening to break his barely restrained control and he loved every minute of it.
“Tell me what it feels like. What do I feel like inside you?” he demanded of her.
“Oh God. So hard…and big…and oh so deep…so very deep. It feels like a big huge pole is inside me” she offered.
“Christ Buffy!” William began thrusting harder at her words.
“What do I feel like to you?” she asked his same question.
“Hot. Tight. Wet. Soft. Flesh, all around me…surrounds me. I’m covered in you Buffy. Oh Jesus! I’ve never felt anything as good as your sweet little cunny”

Buffy blushed at his referral to her vagina.
“Me either…I mean…not my…you know…but your…well, you know” she couldn’t bring herself to say a word for his male appendage.
He grinned at her.
“My penis?” he suggested.
Buffy blushed anew.
He brought his lips down close to her ear and huskily said, “My cock?”
Buffy bucked up, taking him deeper upon hearing his erotic words.
“Yes, that would be it.” She gasped.

William brought his hands down to Buffy’s hips and slid them down her thighs, grabbing them and bringing them up to wrap her legs around his waist. He leaned down and sucked a nipple into his mouth as he continued his thrusts.
“Oh!!! William! Yes! Yes!” Buffy moaned.
“Buffy, I can’t hold out much longer…it’s too much…too good…I’m going to…relieve myself.” William panted.
“Huh? What? Don’t pee in me!” Buffy yelled at him.
He barely suppressed a chuckle, “Buffy…not pee you silly nilly…ejaculate. I’m going to ejaculate…my semen inside you” he explained.
“Oh!” Buffy blushed crimson, feeling like an idiot for not knowing what he had meant.

“I want you to do it first though…like you did when my mouth was on you” William told her as he reached down and pressed a finger to her clit.
“Ungh!” she moaned as he rubbed her most sensitive spot while continuing his thrusts.
“Come on Buffy. You can do it. Do it for me. Please baby. I want to feel it happen…all over my cock…” William egged her on.
“William! I love you!” she screamed as her second orgasm of the evening overtook her body and she shook and convulsed beneath him.
“Oh yeah. That’s my girl….my turn now” William thrust a few more times and then with a groan began spewing his seed deep inside her.
“Ohhh…yeah….so good….ahhhhhhhh” he sighed and collapsed on top of her, sweaty and exhausted.

The chapel was silent until Buffy said, “I can’t breath. You’re crushing me”
William raised himself up, a dazed look on his face, “Oh. Sorry, luv.” He said as he rolled off her and gathered her against his side. They both lay there, looking up at the ceiling and not each other. They both felt awkward in the aftermath of their consummated passion for each other.
“Well…” Buffy said as William said “So…” at the same time.
They both chuckled softly.
“You go…” Buffy said.
“No you go. Ladies first” William replied.

“I was just going to say…how nice that was” she turned to look at him and smiled.
“Just nice?” he returned her look but with a pout.
“O.K. more than nice. Great. Mind-blowing. The best t I’v I’ve ever felt.” She admitted.
“I feel the same way.” William hugged her more tightly to him.
“I wonder why they never told us. Never tell us how good it is.” Buffy pondered out loud.
“Probably because no one would want to become a nun or a priest if they knew how good this was” he offered.
“Maybe” she replied.

“I can’t believe you…kissed me…down there” Buffy said red-faced.
“Liked it pretty well though, didn’t you?” William said.
“Yes…I just didn’t know things like that were done” Buffy told him.
“I’ve read about it before. Someday, you’ll do that for me too” William kissed the tip of her nose.
“Do what? You mean…kiss you…down there?” Buffy asked.
“Yes, luv. You can say what it is you know. We’re both adults. You don’t need to refer to it as ‘down there’” He informed her.
“I know…it’s just…it’s embarrassing for me. I don’t know what to call it or mine either…it just sounds so dirty…the names for our…” she trailed off.

“There is nothing dirty about you, Buffy. Even your cunny or pussy if you like that better. In fact, it’s the most beautiful, sweetest, tastiest thing I’ve ever had in my mouth.” He licked his lips for effect.
“Can I try it on you?” Buffy asked him.
“You want to lick my penis?” William said.
“Yes. I want to try.” Buffy answered.
“If you can do it, you can say it Buffy. What do you want to lick?” he pressed her.
“I want to lick…you” she smiled and sat up, her one hand sliding dhis his stomach to rest on his abdomen, close to his rapidly hardening cock.
“Lick where on me?” he prodded.
“William…please.” Buffy pleaded.
“Say it, Buffy. Say the word. Tell me you want to lick my cock” William demanded.
“I want to lick…your…cock” Buffy finally managed to get out.

William sat up and propped himself against the wall the bed was up against. He spread his legs and dragged Buffy over between them, guiding her to scoot down so her face was between his legs.
“Oh my God!” Buffy cried out.
“What? What’s wrong?” William looked down.
“There is blood on you” she informed him.
He noticed the smears of her blood coating his cock.
“Sorry…forgot about that. It’s O.K. It’s from you. When I broke through your hymen.” William explained as Buffy checked herself and found blood between her own thighs as well.
“It’s perfectly normal. Don’t worry” William told her as he grabbed his shirt and wiped his cock off.

“Sorry…it just frightened me at first” Buffy resumed her position back between his thighs.
“Do you still want to try?” William silently prayed for a ‘yes’.
“Yes” Buffy answered.
Thank you God, he thought.
“What do I do?” Buffy said as she stared at his, now fully engorged member standing at attention in front of her face, in deep fascination.
“Umm...I’m not sure…it’s my first time too, you know” William said.
“You just seem so much more experienced. I forget.” Buffy told him.
“Only from what I’ve read or seen, not actual experience. Well except when I’ve touched myself. I guess I’m experienced in that. I can show you how to touch it. How I touch it myself for starters” William responded.
“Alright” Buffy replied.

William took one of her hands and placed in on his cock, wrapping her fingers around it.
“Now, squeeze…you can do it harder…OW…not quite that hard…”
“Sorry” Buffy said.
“It’s O.K. Now move your hand up and down…stroke it…yeah…like that…that’s good…oh yeah…” William began panting.
“It feels like velvet but it’s so hard underneath” Buffy commented.
“Wow...look’s like liquid pearls” Buffy said as she dipped a finger into the pre-cum that was now glistening on the tip of his penis.
“Oh God” William moaned. “Please…lick it…Buffy…I want to feel your mouth on it” William pleaded.
“What do I do? How? Should I just kiss it?” Buffy asked.
“Yes…start with that…kiss it” William replied.

Buffy lowered her head and kissed the tip, tasting the bit of cum that stood on the end.
“Oh yeah….now…use your tongue, Buffy…lick it.” William instructed her.
Buffy darted out her tongue and swirled it over the head of his cock.
William bucked his hips up, thrusting into her face.
“Oh God!” he reached down and put his hands on her head.
Buffy removed her mouth from the head and then as he had requested, began licking up the length of it with her tongue. She licked up and down on both sides and then the top and bottom.
“Am I doing it right? Is that good?” Buffy asked.
“Unnghhhhhh…..yeah…” was all William could manage to get out.

Buffy moved back to the tip and opened her mouth wide and slid it down his length several inches.
“Oh God Buffy!” William moaned and clenched her hair in his fists.
Her teeth accidentally scraped a little roughly against his cock, “Watch the teeth, luv...” he murmured.
“Sorry…” she readjusted her lips and began sucking on him again, mindful of her teeth this time.
William looked down and watched his cock disappear in and out of Buffy’s soft, wet mouth.
“Oh God…Buffy…I’m going to….NOW” he yelled out as his orgasm hit him intensely and suddenly.

Before she could pull her mouth away, it was already filling with his semen. She looked up at him wide eyed and not knowing what else to do swallowed the mouthful and then pulled her mouth off of his still jerking penis. A few last strands of cum shot out and hit her on her face.
“I’m not going to get sick or poisoned or anything from swallowing that, am I?” she asked fearfully.
William opened his eyes that had been closed in his moment of bliss and smiled at her.
“I don’t think so. I’m sorry. I couldn’t stop myself. It just came upon me.” He told her.
“It’s O.K. It wasn’t that bad. In fact, I kinda liked it…in a gross sort of way” she told him honestly as she wiped her face off with her hand.
He laughed at her, “You really are something else. My sweet little Buffy” he grabbed her and pulled her up to him to kiss her soundly.

William reached down and pulled the covers up over them and they snuggled together on the bed.
“William?” Buffy said.
“Yes?” he replied.
“Do all men have cocks as big as yours?” she asked innocently.
William choked and coughed at her question. “Umm…I think we all vary in size.” He finally said.
“Oh…I guess God was feeling very generous when he was handing one out to you” she teased.
“You’re a bad girl, Buffy” he teased back.
“I know. I’m a very bad girl. I’ve just broken my vows and sullied my virtue.” Buffy said, reality coming back to hit them hard.
“Buffy…I…” William began.
“No…Don’t say it. Don’t say anything. I know what we did was wrong. I know I’m a sinner. I know I’m dirty and bad and should be punished. But, William…even knowing all that…all I can think of is having you inside me again.” Buffy stroked his cheek with her hand.
William smashed his lips against hers then pulled away, “If anyone’s going to punish you, it will be me.” He said, feeling an odd excitement at her mention of being punished. God, I really am a sick deviant, he thought.

Buffy felt a thrill of excitement and her belly clenched as he said those words to her. I am so naughty and wicked she thought.
“Let’s rest a bit before we have to get back.” William told her.
“Good plan” Buffy said even as her eyelids drooped shut.
They had exhausted themselves with taking pleasure of each other’s body.

The chapel stood silent except for the soft breathing of its two occupants who lay in each other’s arms, content and fulfilled.

Continued in Chapter 5- The Spillage of Blood
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