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Five

She pulled back and looked up into his lust filled gaze. “Show me.” Two words.

Spike’s heart skipped a beat as he realized he just fell in love with this woman before him. ~ Can’t tell her yet. Don’t want to scare her. Or make her think you only want to get down her pants. ~

~ Is he trying to make me melt? ~ She wondered. ~ Oh god. He has the bluest eye’s I’ve ever seen. I could so get lost in there for the rest of my life. ~

“Buffy…I…I think I’m”

“Buffy are you home?” Joyce yelled from the bottom of the stairs.

She didn’t answer, she couldn’t. She kept looking into his eyes, waiting for him to continue speaking.

“Spike?” She whispered.

“Buffy…?” She could hear her mother walking up the stairs.

“Moment’s gone Luv. We’ll have another.” He answered as he brushed his lips across hers.

Buffy felt tears of frustration forming behind her eyes, she closed them and nodded.

She pd bad back from him and went to open her door. “I’m in my room…” She said walking out into the hallway. “Sorry Mom, I was getting ready, William’s taking me on a date.”

“Oh. Well that’s nice, I just stopped at home quickly to see if you were here, I have to go out of town, they need me to check on some things in London. My flight leaves in an hour so I have to go to the airport right now.” She glanced at Buffy’s door distractedly but said nothing.

Buff’s heart sped up at her mother’s words. “How long will you be gone?” Buffy asked

“Two days. I know you’re staring school again on Monday, don’t worry, I’ll be back before that so we can get anything you need. I’ll see you sweetie I’ve got to go. I’m leaving my car here and my taxi’s outside.” She gave Buffy a quick kiss.

“Bye mom.” Buffy shouted at the retreating figure of her mother rushing off.
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“So you have the house all to yourself?” Spike grabbed her as soon as she entered the room.

Buffy nodded shyly. “She’ll be gone for two days.” Buffy shivered as he ran his fingers through her hair.

Spike pressed himself against her. “Mmmmmm and we still have an hour till we have to leave.” He purred into her ear.

He walked backwards pulling her by the hand. Spike felt the back of his legs bump the bed and he sat, pulling Buffy into his lap.

She wrapped her arms around him and snuggled closer. She looked into his eyes and leaned forward initiating a lust filled kiss.

Spike rested his hand on her bare knee. “Your skin is so soft Buffy…” He murmured running his fingers over the smooth flesh. “You’re so warm…” His fingers met the material of her skirt. He danced them along the edge until he felt her move, barley perceptible she opened her legs slightly. If she hadn’t been sitting in his lap he never would have noticed.

Buffy gasped as he slid his fingers up under her skirt, between her thighs, gentle stroking, moving painfully slowly towards their destination. She opened her legs further, blushing crimson as he reached his destination.

Spike let out a strangled cry as he felt the moisture seeping through her silky panties. He pulled her leg up higher on him so it brushed against his stiffness.

Buffy groaned and realized just what exactly her thigh was brushing against. She increased the pressure, rubbing him with her thigh through his jeans.

“Oh…Luv…Oh…” Spike moaned. He stroked her clit through her panties and felt her trembling.

Spike leaned forward and captured her lips with his. He increased the pressure slightly and suddenly she was rubbing against him.

Buffy whimpered as she came, soaking fully through her panties. Saspeasped when she felt the moisture flood her core.

Spike grasped her thigh and stilled her movements. “First one?” He asked gently. She was shaking in his arms.

She nodded. She couldn’t speak.

Spike lay her back gently on the bed and pulled her into his arms. He held her silently while she regained herself.

“Wow. That was…Wow…” She murmured kissing him softly.

“That it was Luv.” Spike smiled. “Why don’t you finish getting ready? I’ll be right back.” Spike murmured.

Buffy nodded. She ran her fingers through her now dry hair and stood up. She watched Spike until he shut the bathroom door.
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The instant Spike shut the door he had his pants around his ankles and his painfully hard shaft in his hand.

Spike grasped the toilet paper roll and pulled a wad into his hand. He closed his eyes and pictured her face as she came. Eyes clenched tightly shut, panting hard, sweat glistening on her top lip, the way she trembled.

Spike stroked faster, tightening his grasp. He was panting, picturing her writhinder der him as he brought heve ave after wave of pleasure. ~ Buffy. ~ His mind supplied as he let his seed fall into the wad of toilet paper he grasped in his other hand.

Spike tossed the used tissue in the toilet and flushed. He went to the sink and splashed some cold water on his face and took a few calming breaths. ~ Ok. I can face her now, without being a blubbering idiot. ~
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Buffy finished her hair just as Spike was coming out of the bathroom. “I was starting to get worried.” She smiat hat him.

“Sorry.” Spike mumbled turning a deep shade of red.

“I was just kidding.” She said softly taking his hand.

He looked into her eyes and smiled. “T’s ok. So you’re ready now?” He asked.

“Just have to do my makeup.” Buffy turned to the mirror. She applied pale pink shadow to her lids, underlined them with a kohl pencil. She applied a thin coat of mascara to her thick lashes and added a touch of cherry lip-gloss as her finishing touch.

“Wow. Luv you look amazing.” Spike smiled as he held her coat for her.

“Thank you.” Buffy smiled. She put her arms through her sleeves. Buffy took Spike’s proffered arm and let him lead her to his car.

Spike opened the door and held his hand out to her. Buffy took it and let him help her into the car.

Spike got in the driver’s side and they were off to dinner.
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“You’re awfully quiet Luv. Is everything ok?” Spike asked. They had just finished eating.

“I’m fine. Just a little nervous. I’ve never been on a date before.” She said softly.
~ And I’ve never been touched where you touched me before. ~ She looked into his eyes.

“Are you enjoying it so far?” He asked.

Buffy nodded. “I’m having a great time…I’m nervous about later…” Buffy blushed. ~ My mom is gone. ~

“What do you mean?” Spike asked.

“When we…you know…bedtime.” She closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

“There is nothing to be nervous about.” He took her in his arms and whispered in her ear. “If you’ll just let me hold you while you sleep…that is enough for now.”

He pulled back and looked into her eyes. “I am falling in love with you Miss Buffy Anne Summers. I would wait forever if you asked.”

Buffy felt tears spring to her eyes. “Oh God. Spike. I am in love with you. I thought it was too fast, I thought you’d think I was an idiot if I told you…”

“Shhh luv, why don’t we skip going to the show? We can rent a movie and go back to your place, sit on the couch and watch a movie?” He asked wiping her tears away.

Buffy nodded.
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“I can’t believe you haven’t seen this.” She squealed as she put in the DVD. Spike smiled at her enthusiasm.

“Well Luv, I haven’t seen many movies, had too many other things to do.” Spike shrugged.

“Did …how many girlfriends have you had?” She asked suddenly as she flopped down on the couch.

Spike shifted uncomfortably. “Just one Luv.” He answered.

“What she she like?” Buffy asked.

“I really don’t want to talk about her…Luv, She hurt me, and I just want to forget her…I’m with you now and that’s all that matters.” Spike said softly. ~ Don’t want to think about that bitch at all. Not when you just declared your love for me tonight. ~

“Sorry…I was just curious…” Buffy said softly.

“T’s all right Luv. I just…want to concentrate on you. Making you happy. She doesn’t matter to me. Not anymore.” Spike put his arm around Buffy hugging her close. They both glanced towards the TV as the opening mustarstarted.
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Dru stepped off the plane clutching her suitcase. She was to meet the realtor tomorrow, so she had booked a hotel room for the night.

She took a taxi and was drooped off at the hotel. Dru made her way to her room and took one thing out of her bag. She threw herself down on the bed and looked into the picture.

~ Soon sweet William. We will be together. ~ She thought as she looking at herself and William, they looked happily into the camera to pose for this picture, it was taken on her sixteenth birthday. They were happy then. ~ We will be again. ~ She sighed.
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Buffy grabbed her longest PJ’s and went into the bathroom. She brushed her teeth and put them on.

Buffy walked into her room and tried not to stare. Spike was lying on her bed; only a pair of gray sweats adorning his perfectly chiseled body.

Buffy felt moisture pool at her core just from the sight. ~ I’m glad we stopped at his house before coming here to get him something to wear to bed. ~ She walked over to the bed and nervously climbed on. She lay down beside Spike and rested her head on his chest.

“Do you want me to shut out the light?” He asked softly.

Buffy nodded. She watched him get off the bed and turn out the light. He walked back to her bed, the room now only illuminated by the moonlight shining through her window and the light shining in from the hall.

Spike climbed back into bed and took her in his arms. He gently brushed his lips over hers, groaning at the hardness already present. He moved his hand over her breast, rubbing her hardening nipple through the fabric.

Buffy arched into him. “Oh Spike…” Buffy moaned. She let her fingers trail over his back. Buffy moved closer to him and felt his hardness pressed into her hip. She rubbed against him and heard him moan softly.

Spike let his hand trail over her hip and down towards the hem of her PJ’s. He danced his fingers along the hem, pushing the fabric up. He let his hand wander and rub against the taut skin of her abdomen.

Buffy moaned into his mouth and let her hand brush softly against his hip. She moved slightly away from him so she could brush his hardness with her hand.

“Oh Buffy…” Spike moaned. His hand trailed higher, and he felt the softness of the bottom of her breast.

Buffy stilled as his hand moved over her breast and rubbed softly against her nipple. She arched into his hand and moaned. Buffy pressed against his hardened column of flesh, moving her hand up and down his length.

Spike opened his eyes and looked down at her, Legs slightly spread, white cotton panties covering her sex, lust filled eyes, thoroughly kissed lips. “I love you.” He couldn’t contain the words another second.

“I love you too.” She moaned as his hand moved down her body again.

Spike brushed his fingers across the waistband of her panties.

Buffy felt the butterflies flitting around inside at lighting speed.

Spike slid his fingers under the elastic and moaned at the feel of her curls under his fingertips.

Buffy felt him thrusting his hips softly against her hand and continued to rub up and down his impressive length. She mewled in pleasure as his finger came in contact with her sensitive bud. She shuddered under his touch.

“Do you want me to…you know inside…?” Buffy asked, her fingers tracing the flesh where his sweats stopped.

Spike nodded. He didn’t trust his voice. He felt her fingers sneak under the tightened elastic and almost instantly come in contact with his head. She let her hand rub up and down the length of him.

Spike pumped his hips slowly and let one finger trace her moistened lips. Buffy moaned and arched her hips, causing his finger to slip inside.

“Spike.” She hissed arching her hips and clinging to his shoulder with her free hand.

He leaned down and kissed her lips softly. “Is this Ok Luv? Not too far?”

~ Oogodohgod. He’s talking. What is he saying? ~ She looked into his eyes. “Take these off…” She commanded trying to pull his sweats off.

Spike pulled his finger out from insher her and Buffy whimpered at the loss. She watched fascinated when his erection popped out and stood at attention. “Oh…” She murmured taking him in with her eyes.

Spike lay back again and pulled her against him. Buffy arched into him and pressed against his hardness.

Spike let his fingers trail over her hip and he gently rolled her onto her back again. Buffy took him in her hand and curled her fingers around hi Wow Wow. ~ She thought. Her fingers barley touched together when she was wrapped around him.

“Tighter luv…” Spike moaned arching into her hand. Buffy obliged and tightened her grip.

Spike slid his fingers past her white cotton panties once again and slipped his finger inside. Buffy moaned and arched into him. “Oh Spike…” She screamed as his thumb brushed her clit.

Spike leaned down and captured her mouth with his, He was timing the thrusts of his fingers with her strokes and rubbing her tongue with his.

He could feel her getting wetter and moving her hips faster. “Spike…I…It’s happening again…” She moaned biting her bottom lip. Spike pulled back and watched her face, her hand wrapped around him was moving at a frenzied pace and Spike could feel himself slipping towards the edge.

He felt a small gush of liquid on his hand as she came. “Oh Buffy…” Spike grabbed the kleenex had grabbed earlier and released into it.

“Wow.” She murmured sleepily.

“Double wow.” Spike said kissing her softly. “That was the most…wow.”

Buffy looked into his eyes. “Sorry…I’m…”

“Nothing to be sorry for Luv. There are plenty of things we can do until you are ready.” Spike murmured pulling her into his arms. He knew at that moment he’d never ever let her go. She belonged to him, and he to her.

“Was it …enough? Was it ok?” She asked. He could see the tears behind her eyes and hear the vulnerability and nervousness in her voice.

“It was amazing Luv.” Spike reassured her. “It was…Christ it was…you have defiantly ruined me for other women.”

Buffy smiled inwardly. She pulled his head down and kissed him softly on the lips.
“I love you.”

“I love you too. Just gonna throw my sweats on.” Spike murmured getting up from the bed.

“Could you lock the door?” Buffy asked yawning.

Spike went over to her door. He shut and locked the door smiling happily to himself.
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Buffy slept peacefully in Spike’s arms, so peacefully she didn’t hear him enter the house. “Honey are you up yet? I want to take you for breakfast...”

Buffy’s eyes shot wide open. “Oh god. It’s my dad.” Buffy whispered into Spike’s ear.

“Buffy?” He called again.
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